119. Cut // wrists, alcoholism, sleeping pills
Den. 『』
Yun Jue sat on the chair, Old Man Yun sat on the sofa, and the whole study was quiet and weird.
"Don't sue me, you called Lao Tzu up, that's what you do, sitting and wasting time." Old Man Yun was impatient after sitting for ten minutes, more because he didn't want to be in the same room as Yun Jue.
Yun Jue didn't speak, his eyes kept looking out the window, and he didn't pay attention to Yun Lao.
Yun Lao knocked on the ground a few times with the crutches in his hand, and he had the posture of wanting to run away.
Time passed minute by minute, and Old Man Yun's patience was also worn out little by little, but Yun Jue still didn't have any reaction.
Half an hour passed, and Yun Lao successfully ran away.
When he was about to slam the door and go out, Yun Jue shouted in a low voice, "Dad." ”
Yun Lao's body shook, and he heard ...... Yun Jue called him...... Father?
This title has been almost submerged by the long river of years, how many years? It's been more than 10 years! Since Liu Yun left, Yun Jue had been depressed for a year, and when Yun Jue cheered up again, he had changed.
His original sunshine, his original humor, his original smile, his original anger...... Gone are all gone, replaced by apathy. The indifferent, repulsive eyes, indifferent expressions, and the whole person's words are very few. Every day, in addition to his normal workouts, he spends almost all day in his study.
To use a metaphor, the indifferent Yunjue is like a pool of stagnant water.
At that time, Yunjue had just entered the headquarters of the Yun family in Europe, and within a year, he climbed from the very basic to the position of general manager. In the third year, Mr. Yun stepped down from the position of chairman and handed over to Yun Jue as chairman and president.
Old Man Yun returned to China and settled in China, while Yun Jue stayed in Europe all the year round, occasionally returning to China to deal with some business matters, but he would never go home to see it, nor would he call to say hello. Wang Jingrong often contacted Yun Jue.
This "Dad" made Yun Lao's heart pantothenic.
"Dad, don't hide it from me, okay?"
Yun Jue's voice let go of his usual harshness and indifference, and his almost pleading tone made Yun Lao feel even more distressed. No matter how you say it, it's all your own son......
"I don't know why you did that back then, Yun'er is my life, don't you know? You said that I have the ability to investigate by myself, but you blocked all the news, and all the qiē was destroyed and destroyed, where do you let me find it? Can you really kill a family for profit, kill a girl in the mood for love, and ruin your children's happiness with your own hands? ”
Yun Jue cried.
For so many years, he hadn't cried. Even when Yun'er died, he didn't cry. Because what he thought was that he was going to die with her.
He was going to die with her.
This extreme thought made Yun Jue commit suicide countless times. Cutting // wrists, alcohol poisoning, sleeping pills, and even injections that directly caused sudden heart death, but unfortunately the medicine made people change.
"In the past ten years, my life is better than death, you know? I was afraid to sleep every day because when I fell asleep, I would dream of Yun'er crying and asking me why I did that to her. ”
"Dad! Is it interesting to keep it a secret like this? It's been ten years, and I can't hold on anymore. ”
Yun Jue's questioning smashed on Yun Lao's heart, Yun Lao looked at the floor, and after a while, he said hoarsely, "I'm sorry...... Forgive Daddy for being selfish. ”
Yun Lao went out, and Yun Jue collapsed weakly on the chair.
He was stubborn for ten years, and eventually, he begged for mercy. He succumbed.
But why?
Why don't you tell me the truth?