Do you regret giving birth to him?

Do you regret giving birth to him?

How many times, Tang Yu also wanted to ask, why her?

She stood timidly behind Tang Dezhong, looking at the magnificent Tang family, her eyes were not enough, and she looked straight and sour.

In the mountains and fields, she can run freely, pluck a wild flower and pin it on her head, listen to the tinkling of spring water in her ears, blow the willow breeze on her face, and the most brilliant afternoon sun pours on her eyelids, tickling.

The most luxurious house she had ever seen was a newly built high-end residential area in a small county town, which was worth a lot from the outside, but now that she thought about it, compared to the Tang Mansion, it was so inconspicuous.

Tang Dezhong took her hand and announced that she was the daughter of the Tang family and his own granddaughter. Tang Yu naively thought that she had a lot of family members, because in front of Tang Dezhong, it was obvious that everyone's face was moved and moved.

It wasn't until her aunt privately called her a wild girl and she heard it, her cousin took her out, but she said in front of her friends that she was a bun, and Aunt Ying deliberately threw out her clothes in the laundry room when her grandfather was not at home, that she knew that she was not accepted.

However, she is still hopeful about life and tries to please everyone.

It's just that the eighteenth birthday party punctured the dream she painstakingly weaved for herself.

She fled from the hotel, did not dare to go home, and walked aimlessly down the street, and at that moment, she sadly discovered that she had nothing.

At a young age, she didn't understand at all* that for her, it had quietly changed her life.

She became reticent, her grandfather was hospitalized, and no one in the Tang family cared about her changes. She hid in the bathroom while washing her body for mental reasons, but the eldest aunt laughed at her for not being able to wash her body cleanly.

Later, she began to vomit and feel weak, and then her stomach slowly revealed and she panicked.

Tang Dezhong blocked all the news and took her to the hospital for a physical examination, and the doctor said that the child was a month old and could not be beaten, and it would endanger her life.

She cried and begged her grandfather. But Grandpa gritted his teeth and sent her to the United States, a place that she was not familiar with.

She gave birth to him under the care of a nanny and a doctor and nurse.

No one knew that the moment she saw him, a devil awoke in her heart.

While the doctors and nurses weren't looking, she once tried to break his neck with her slender fingers.

But when he looked at her softly and dependently with the clearest eyes in the world, she gave up and screamed for them to take him away.

At that time, she suffered from severe depression, locked herself in her room, and refused to see anyone, including the one she was born to.

Later, the doctor told her that the child was sick and needed to be breastfed. She still refused, refused to contribute breast milk, refused to see the child.

Doctors could not understand the cruelty of a mother who was just 18 years old and not yet 19 years old, and was a child herself.

They contacted Tang Dezhong, at that time his health had begun to deteriorate, but he still flew by plane overnight, Tang Dezhong took her into his arms and persuaded her, to no avail. The old man acted vigorously and ordered the doctor to keep the child with her.

She shrank in the corner, listening to the heart-rending cry of the child lying on the *, and her little voice was hoarse.

She stood up curiously, wanting to go over to see what he was crying about, and it was this glance that made her unable to ignore it anymore.

His little face was red and even a little bruised, with a toothless mouth, and between his eyebrows and eyes he actually looked a little like her.

She reached out and poked the corners of his mouth tentatively, and he actually reached out his little tongue to lick her fingers, and stopped crying.

Motherhood is something that every woman has. She compromised and picked him up.

Did you regret giving birth to him?

Tang Yu can't really explain this question to this day.

"Tang Tang?"

Guoguo's timid whisper sounded in his ears.

Tang Yu woke up from her memories, and at some point, she burst into tears.

"I'm sorry." Guoguo didn't dare to step forward, stood in place and apologized, his tender little face was pale, and the tears of the bean were squeezed out of his eyes, and then they slipped down, and he cried very quietly.

Tang Yu felt a heart-wrenching pain, her fingernails dug into her palms, her teeth biting her lower lip tightly, she took two steps forward and squatted in front of him.

Gently reach out to him.

Guoguo froze.

He looked confused, with big eyes blinking lightly, and crystal tears on his eyelashes.

Either way, he's just a kid. No matter how high your IQ is, you will be sad and sad to be ignored by your mother.

Sighing, she took the initiative to hug him. The fragrance is soft in my arms, with a slight milky fragrance.

Tang Yu took a breath and let go of him: "You can stay for a few days first, and when I finish this battle, I will send you back." ”

This is to go back to the United States. She still didn't want to be with him.

Guoguo's eyes darkened, but he didn't dare to say anything, and nodded obediently.

Outside the door, Ye Jin Se leaned against the wall, his slender fingertips holding a half-smoked cigarette, the flickering little sparks flickered at his fingertips, a faint smoke floated up, and his side face was in the shadows, quiet and cold.

Tang Yu opened the door and came out, and when she saw him, her footsteps paused, and then she walked towards him.

Stand in front of him.

Ye Jin raised her eyes to look at her, with a sneer on the corner of her mouth, "Do you think I'm nosy?" ”

"If it's not convenient for you, I can pick up Guoguo tonight." Tang Yu didn't answer Ye Jinse's question, and said lightly.

"Tang Yu!" Ye Jin gritted her teeth and threw the cigarette on the ground, crushing her toes, and at the same time, holding her shoulders with both hands, staring at her quiet pupils.

"Sometimes I wonder if you have a heart!"

Ye Jinse only knew that Tang Yu gave birth to Guoguo alone, but she didn't know what Guoguo had experienced for her. This kind of questioning made Tang Yu irritable and ridiculous at the same time.

"Do I have a heart? Maybe not. Her voice was cold, with some despair in it, "Well, I'll take Guoguo away." ”

With that, she broke free from his shackles and prepared to turn back.

"Where are you going to place Guoguo when you take him?"

He and she both knew that now she was Gu Fengshi's wife and the chairman of the Tang family, and at this time, no one could know about Guoguo's existence.

"I have an apartment outside that few people know about, and I will put Guoguo there."

"Huh!" Sneering, Ye Jin took a step forward, stood one step away in front of her, and bent down slightly to look at her: "Then find a nanny to watch him?" You know that Guoguo doesn't want this, and Lisa does it better than anyone else! ”

"Then what do you want me to do!" Tang Yu roared and raked her hair irritably.

Ye Jin frowned for a long time, and whispered: "Guoguo just stay with me, at least he is more familiar with me, and I can take care of him." ”

"My mommy is gone?" Guoguo looked up and saw Ye Jinse come in by herself, and moved her small steps to the sofa and sat down.

Ye Jin turned his back to him, raised his hand and rubbed his cheeks vigorously, he just rubbed his face red, his cheeks were hot before he stopped, turned his head to a relaxed smile, he walked over and sat next to Guoguo.

The butt squeezed to Guoguo's side, and he said childishly: "Go over there, I don't have any place to sit." ”

The large open space over there is a decoration, and Guoguo is not in the mood to take care of him, so he obediently moved his little ass to the side.

Ye Jin saw that he had no combat effectiveness, so he changed the topic to tease him: "What happens next?" It took me a lot of effort to keep you, and your mommy insisted on taking you away, and I really couldn't bear you. ”

Saying that, lingering in the flowers, the leaves do not stick to the body, everyone is known as the * suave Ye Gongzi, who has few leaves, actually hugged the short arm of a little pot friend and pretended to cry.

Guoguo frowned in disgust, but received his kindness.

After thinking about it for a while, he said, "I don't have to go to class, because I already know all the kindergarten courses, and I have been in the fifth grade of primary school, but the United States doesn't let me skip grades so much." ”

"Oh my God! You're amazing! Ye Jin admired the little face of Guoguo.

Guoguo blushed a little and slapped his hand away, "I want to learn something special, such as taekwondo or something, it's best to keep fit." ”

"Wow!" Ye Jin looked at him with a kind of eyes that were so conscious, "Then I'll contact you tomorrow, how about it?" ”

"Okay." Nodding, Guoguo jumped down from the sofa, ready to go to bed, and after taking two steps, he stopped and looked at Ye Jinse, "Sumire, can I use your phone temporarily?" ”

"Of course, but if a beautiful woman calls, please don't answer, I'll do my best to buy you a mobile phone."

"Okay, thanks."

……

When the driver saw Tang Yu going downstairs, he immediately got out of the car and opened the door for her, and sat in the car, she closed her eyes tiredly, and without command, the car drove towards Shuiyu Mountain City.

Gu Fengshi has become strange since he came back from the Zuo family, he seems to have really become a housewife, and he likes to go to the supermarket when he doesn't go to work.

That day at Zuo's house, Tang Yu only made three dishes, pot wrapped meat, celery lily, and fried lamb with green onions.

So, the refrigerator at home was full of ingredients for these three dishes. But Gu Fengshi didn't say anything, and when Tang Yu went to the refrigerator to get water to drink, she saw it, smiled slightly, and didn't ask anything.

The two tacitly played the game to see who would admit defeat first. Things piled up day by day until they couldn't be stuffed.

In the morning, Tang Yu went to get milk, and was almost hit by the falling celery, looking at the refrigerator with a smile, she felt that she would satisfy him when she went back at night.

Before going out, she specifically said that she would come back early tonight.

Gu Fengshi nodded very reservedly with the corners of her mouth, but after she went out, the corners of her mouth rose a few arcs.

Wait from 6 a.m. to 9 a.m.

The door is still quiet.

The kitchen is ridiculously filled with washed celery, lilies and green onions.

Gu Fengshi's face became darker and darker, the corners of his lips became more and more stiff, and his heavy pupils became more and more dim.

There was a slight knock at the door.

Tang Yu opened the door and came in, and saw Gu Fengshi sitting on the sofa with a floor lamp on his hand.

Half of his side face was shadowed, his thin lips were pursed, and his whole person had a fierce aura.

It's just that Tang Yu is full of tiredness now, and she doesn't have the energy to take care of him.

"I'm back." Still polite, she stepped forward to go upstairs.

Fast-moving footsteps sounded behind him, and Tang Yu, who had just climbed the three steps, was suddenly held by his wrist.

She frowned irritably, and tried to pull her wrist back.

Gu Fengshi didn't expect her to react so violently, and she was actually freed from her all of a sudden.

watched her back disappear quickly upstairs, and then the door slammed shut.

He gritted his teeth and cursed.

Jin Mi.

"How old are you still running away from home?" Chu Jiang sneered and kicked Gu Fengshi's leg, leaving a footprint on it.

Gu Fengshi's slender fingertips pinched the goblet, the scarlet liquid swayed, he took a sip, his heavy pupils tilted up at a 30-degree angle, and looked at Chu Jiang at a treacherous angle, with a shallow smile on his thin lips.

Pleasure? Enchanted? These are all words to describe women, but at this moment, Chu Jiang wanted to give it to Gu Fengshi very much.

"Are you waiting to die?" Pei Yue sneered and bumped Chu Jiang's shoulder.

Chu Jiang came back to his senses, and immediately patted Gu Fengshi's trouser leg clean, "The small one is out of order, Gu Shaobei is the general knowledge of the small one." ”

"Out of breath!" Zhao Rui gave Chu Jiang a disdainful look, threw away the mobile phone in his hand and said, "Orange Light said that he has a wife and a hot quilt, so he won't come." ”

Hearing this, Gu Fengshi's fingers tightened, and his eyes were light.

Chu Jiang couldn't believe it, rubbed his eyes, and whispered in Pei Yue's ear: "Am I mistaken, why did I see a small flame of envy in Gu Fengshi's eyes?" ”

Pei Yue smiled slightly and touched Chu Jiang's head: "Child, you read it right. Not only that, but you are also fortunate to see Gu Xiansen running away from home and feeling sad, do you think it is more enjoyable than winning 10 million? ”

Chu Jiang nodded honestly and clinked glasses and laughed with Pei Yue.

"What's the situation?" Zhao Rui sat down next to Gu Fengshi and touched the cup with him, "What's wrong with Tang Yu?" ”

"Nope." Gu Fengshi spit out a word like gold, and just when Zhao Rui shrugged his shoulders and was about to withdraw, he actually heard Gu Fengshi continue to speak.

"Woman, what a strange creature, very, complicated."

There was confusion and struggle in his eyes.

Zhao Rui's mouth opened wide in shock, he could see Gu Fengshi being forced out of this gentle complaint by a woman in his lifetime, it was really, worth it!

silently gave Tang Yu a thumbs up in his heart: Tang Yu, you cow!

……

Moving the few three books from the study to the bathroom, Guoguo stepped on the books and laboriously completed the personal hygiene washing.

I despise Ye Jin in my heart, and I don't learn what kind of study others make.

After getting dressed and carrying a bag, Guoguo left a note for someone who slept in the dark, and opened the door and went out.

While taking the elevator, he sent a text message to Gu Fengshi to confirm the time and place.

After waiting at the entrance of the compound for about five minutes, a black Bentley stopped in front of him.

The driver was still the one who almost hit him last time, seeing Guoguo, he lowered his head weakly, sat with his eyes and nose, and sat with his nose and nose, a little ununderstanding, he followed Gu Fengshi for three years, how could this cold-faced and cold-hearted *oss be so gentle to this little guy?

Gu Fengshi opened the car door, his slender legs hit the ground first, and then a tall and straight voice bent out.

With sword eyebrows and starry eyes, sharp and angular outlines, and a smile hooked on his thin lips, he walked towards Guoguo and bent down slightly, "Have you waited for a long time?" ”

Guoguo shook her head and took the initiative to stretch out her little thick finger to hold Gu Fengshi's little thumb.

The warm and soft touch made Gu Fengshi's heart feel crisp, he smiled and was led by Guoguo, and the two of them got into the car together.

"Where do you want to go?" Turning his head and asking the little pot friend with a stern expression.

Guoguo stared out the window and said lightly, "It's okay." ”

This is fine, where? Gu Fengshi raised his eyebrows, vaguely knowing that the recent small pot friendly portrait likes the fried chicken of a fast food restaurant opened by an old man or something, and it is said that he will also give toys?

He wasn't sure what the cold Guoguo Xiaopenyou thought, so he could only rely on his only knowledge to let the driver go to the nearest one, KFC.

This kind of thing that will never be eaten in the United States, Guoguo stood at the door, his eyes hesitant.

Gu Fengshi looked at him sideways and asked in a low voice, "You don't like it here?" ”

Guoguo sighed, raised her head and smiled: "No, let's go in." ”

One big and one small walked in hand and immediately attracted everyone's attention.

Just ask a handsome and miserable perfect man, holding a cute and cool, onlooker, and a little impatient Xiao Zhengtai appeared, how can he not attract onlookers.

So, one after another, there was a lot of ear to ear.

Gu Fengshi felt that he might have made a wrong decision, but he was unwilling to admit it in front of a child, so he led Guoguo to an empty seat and asked him to sit down, he asked, "What do you want to eat?" ”

Guoguo didn't want Gu Fengshi to see that he had never been to this kind of place at all, what a loss of face!

With a casual glance of his eyes, he pointed to the recommendation in front of the front desk waiter and said, "That's it." ”

Visual inspection is a package.

Nodding, Gu Fengshi walked over to order, and when he took out his wallet and took out the money, he asked, "Aren't you giving children's toys here?" ”

He asked a serious question, and the waitress blushed and whispered, "Then you can only order this children's package." "Deliberately biting the tail note, with a soft taste.

However, Gu Fengshi didn't care, and nodded, "Then there will be another children's package, and I want the kind of toys that will be delivered." ”

Waiter: "......"

Coming over with something good, Gu Fengshi saw Guoguo take out the wet tissue in the bag and wipe his hands, and handed him another one, as if he was hit by something in his heart, and he couldn't say how he felt.

"Eat."

Guoguo bit her lip and looked at the pile of junk food in front of her, and with the attitude of seeing death as home, she picked up Coke and took a sip, and then showed a faint sadness.

Gu Fengshi was amused by him, "What kind of expression do you have, huh?" As he spoke, he reached out and pinched Guoguo's little face.

The slippery touch is like a sponge, and I can't help but pinch it again.

Guoguo frowned, but didn't say anything, and explained seriously: "I'm a minor, and I can't borrow alcohol to kill my sorrows, so I can only borrow Coke." ”

What is the reason for this?

Gu Fengshi frowned and smiled again.

The little guy didn't eat in the morning, and the things on the table were all eaten.

Gu Fengshi naturally took the tissue, crossed the not wide table, stretched out his arm to wipe his mouth, this scene fell in the eyes of others, it was really a loving picture of father and son.

After eating, Guoguo touched her bulging belly and sighed in satisfaction.

Gu Fengshi asked, "Full?" ”

He nodded.

Gu Fengshi smiled and asked again: "Then you can sue me, why do you want to borrow Coke to kill your sorrows?" ”

Speaking of this, Guoguo put her short hand on her cheek and propped it on the table, her eyes flashing with sadness: "Uncle Gu, let me ask you a question." ”

"Just ask."

"Does a mother not like her child?"

Gu Fengshi was stunned for a moment, and his eyes flashed, "No." ”

"Really?" Guoguo's eyes lit up, and she looked at Gu Fengshi expectantly.

Gu Fengshi had a sense of guilt for lying to children. In this world, there are many mothers who love their children, and of course, there are also those who don't. Whatever the reason, it is always believed that mothers must love their children. Thinking of this, Gu Fengshi wanted to sneer, so what is his storage zài?

He didn't love his mother, he didn't even love his father, and if he felt sorry for himself, he wouldn't have to live.

He felt that he should tell him that whether your mother loves you or not, you have to live a strong life on your own, so strong that you don't need anyone to love you.

According to Guoguo's IQ, he can understand it and do it.

But, suddenly, Gu Fengshi didn't want to say this.

He would rather Guoguo have trust and trust in his mother, and he hopes that Guoguo can grow up warmer, with trust and love.

"If mommy does something that makes you think like that, it's her fault, but you have to forgive her, she may have encountered some difficulties or was in a bad mood. Since she gave birth to you, she loves you and gives you life, what is not love for you? ”

Sending Guoguo back to Ye Jinse's community, Guoguo looked up at Gu Fengshi, with a bright smile on his face that a child of this age should have, "Uncle Gu, thank you today, I'm very happy." "Polite thanks.

Gu Fengshi bent down and patted him on the shoulder, in a manly way: "Well, you're welcome." ”

"Then I'll go back." Somehow, a little reluctant.

Gu Fengshi saw it, and the ghost sent a god to say, "You can call me again." ”

"Really?" His eyes widened instantly, and Guoguo was very surprised, but she pursed the corners of her mouth reservedly.

Gu Fengshi nodded and said to him, "Go in." ”

Laboriously standing on tiptoe, the door suddenly opened before he could reach the combination lock.

"Do you still know to come back?" Ye Jin leaned against the door with her shoulders crossed, her eyes glaring at him fiercely.

Guoguo didn't care, and walked past him.

"Guoguo!" Ye Jin was angry by his attitude, closed the door and rushed over, just wanted to pull his ass and beat him, but saw Guoguo's face change, his little short legs raised, and the destination was the bathroom.

Leaning against the door of the bathroom, Ye Jinse heard the sound of "poof" coming from inside, the corners of his mouth hooked, he knocked on the door and decided to shame him: "Yo! What is this sound? What's wrong? ”

Guoguo had a bad stomach, and the farts rang one after another, and he blushed when he heard it, and was ridiculed by Ye Jin without scruples, he gritted his teeth and endured it.

Ye Jin smiled and walked straight to the sofa, pinched Guoguo's coat and sniffed it, frowning.

"Guoguo! You're going to eat KFC! The clothes smelled of frying, and his little bag had a giveaway for the children's menu.

"Didn't you say that it was junk food and resolutely refused to eat it? Who took you there? Thinking of something, Ye Jin's eyes narrowed: "Gu Fengshi?" ”

Guoguo's little friend in the bathroom blushed and sighed in his heart: Uncle Gu wants to take him there, what can he say, who told him to be willing to take Uncle Gu? Alas-

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