Chapter 133: Hatred
Su Bei turned his head to look at the windshield in front of him, his eyes began to become deep, blurry and distant, and his words came out with a thick tremor: "My mother and Su Haotian have always had a bad relationship, they are married, because marriage is good for the two families, and they have no feelings. When I was nineteen years old, cracks finally cracked in my seemingly harmonious home.
Ren Qing's name appeared at home for the first time, and then it began to be uneven, my mother didn't like to quarrel, so even if she was sad and unhappy, she wouldn't argue, at that time I went abroad, because of the depression at home, I couldn't help but want to escape. ”
He sighed deeply, closed his eyes and leaned on his seat to recall the pain buried deep in his heart, "It was that year that my mother couldn't stand the rumors outside, and took Xiaonan back to her grandparents' house, but there was an accident on the cruise ship."
He paused, his body trembled uncontrollably, Zuo Xinrou frowned, reached out and hesitated, patted him on the shoulder for comfort.
"I'm fine." He opened his eyes, and tears flashed in his eyes: "My mother sacrificed her life to save Xiaonan, and it was the tenth day when I came back, and my mother's body has not been found." It's because I accidentally lost my passport, it's because of these ten days, it's because of my fault
Xiao Nan will become what he is today. It's all because of me, and things wouldn't be the way they are today if I had been around them. Ren Qing will not have the opportunity to enter the Su family when my mother's bones are still cold, it is all because of me that she has the opportunity to hurt Xiao Nan, and this qiē is all my fault. ”
The more she listened, the tighter Zuo Xinrou's brows became, it turned out that there were so many unknown things happening here, no wonder Sunan couldn't help but be a little afraid when she saw Su Haotian and Ren Qing, it turned out that Ren Qing had hurt Sunan.
Su Bei's tears have fallen, how could the tears of an iron-blooded man fall lightly if they were not extremely injured.
Zuo Xinrou put her hand on his shoulder and comforted: "Don't do this, it's not your fault, no one has the ability to predict the future, you have done a good job."
Su Bei shook his head: "No, I can't do enough, what I can do, what I should do is far more than that, I have been living in regret all these years." Every time I hear something about the Su family, I can't help but hate, I can't help but hate Su Haotian, I hate Ren Qing, I even hate myself, hate this Su surname. ”
Zuo Xinrou listened silently, she didn't know how to comfort him, what do you say, can I understand this kind of nonsense? What can she understand? She didn't understand anything, she hadn't experienced it, and no amount of empathy could comfort a wounded heart.
It's just that she didn't expect that the story of them was far more painful than she thought, far more unbearable than she thought, no wonder Sunan had autism.
It was late at night, Zuo Xinrou pushed open the car door and watched the depressed Su Bei leave, but when she turned around, she saw a tall figure, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but hook up a smile to greet her: "Why did you come, when did you arrive?"
Li Zefan's good-looking eyes stared at Subei's car until it disappeared, and then replied to her words: "It's been there since you haven't come back yet."
Hearing the unhappiness in his words, she reached out to hold his big hand and said softly: "Why do you stand for so long, you will get sick when it's so cold."
Li Zefan's tone was not salty or light: "I didn't expect you to talk for so long, so I just waited for a while, did you go to Su's house today?"
Zuo Xinrou nodded sincerely: "I went out with Sunan, and I promised him to go to see him once a week."
Li Zefan's face was obviously unhappy when he heard the words once a week, and his expression was light: "It's good to have Sunan here, I can see you at least once a week."
Hearing the meaning of his words, Zuo Xinrou comforted him with a smile: "It's not what you think, I have nothing to do with Subei."
His noncommittal attitude made Zuo Xinrou a little uneasy, and she climbed up to his arm and said in a coquettish tone: "Okay, don't think too much, I only have you in my heart, and I can't fit anyone else."
"Really?" A smile finally appeared on his face, which was slightly red from the cold wind.
Zuo Xinrou stood on tiptoe and kissed him lightly on the lips, he seemed very satisfied with her initiative, and took her hand and walked in.
The weather is getting colder and colder, seeing that there is only one month before the New Year, Zuo Xinrou is wearing a heavy down jacket and walking in the cold wind, today she has already walked three cases, very good, it is good to keep going like this, she has to become stronger, she has to be qualified to stand by his side.
She didn't choose to go back to the Li Group directly, but went back to Tang and Song Dynasties, looking at Zhou Mimi's little face in full bloom, and was a little curious: "Look at your peach blossom luck, do you have something good to tell me!"
Zhou Mimi smiled embarrassedly, and pulled her to whisper the good news: "I went to Tang Jin's house last night."
"It's moving so fast?" Zuo Xinrou glanced at the direction of the office with some incredulity, in her impression, Tang Jian shouldn't be such an easy master, why did Zhou Mimi take him down so lightly? Could it be that he likes Zhou Mi Mi Mi Mi?
Zuo Xinrou shook her head, will Tang Jian like Zhou Mimi? She hadn't noticed it before.
"Congratulations, your dream has come true." Zuo Xinrou smiled and quipped, although she can't understand this play now, but since it's true, she still has to congratulate Zhou Mimi, she likes someone so much, and now she has finally waited.
Zhou Mimi smiled toothlessly, and smirked: "Thank you, Sister Xinxin, when the time comes, my dream will really come true, and I will definitely send you a red sticker."
"Then I'll prepare a big red envelope for you." Zuo Xinrou followed and teased her.
Saying that, the two entered the office, and Tang Jin still looked like someone else owed money and didn't pay him back, but Lao Hou greeted her with a smile: "Lawyer Zuo is here."
"Well, go out and run the source of the case and come over by the way." Zuo Xinrou glanced at Song Ying's position: "Why is Song Lu not here today."
Zhou Mimi poured her a cup of tea: "My uncle went back to his hometown today, saying that he had some things to deal with in his hometown."
After speaking, he brought Tang Jin a cup of coffee: "Na, your favorite Blue Mountain, I asked a friend to buy it from the United States, you can taste it."
Tang Jin looked down at the information in his hand and didn't look up: "No need, you can drink it yourself."
Zhou Mimi pursed his lips and handed over the coffee: "I don't drink coffee, this is specially bought for you, you can taste it."
Tang Jin's face was not good-looking, so he pushed it casually, who knew that he didn't grasp the strength well, and he spilled the coffee with a push, which happened to be poured on the information in his hand.
He frowned and was a little displeased, and pushed away Zhou Mimi's hand to wipe the stain with paper: "I don't need your help."
His tone was light, he couldn't say whether he was angry or not, Zhou Mimi looked at him with some grievances: "I'm sorry, it's my fault."
Tang Jin's face remained unchanged, but the words were not good: "Don't do this if you have nothing to do in the future, I can do my own things."