Gu Yuan's back gradually faded away in sight.

Yuan Hai, who was thrown to the ground, had a kind of falling sore all over his body.

Under the strange gaze of others, he stood up from the ground, his body tense and trembling a little.

After coming to the ward.

Lin Weizhong and Shen Miaozhen reluctantly smiled at him.

patted him on the shoulder, Lin Weizhong said, "Xiaohai, have a good chat with Mengshan." ”

glanced at Shen Miaozhen.

The two of them left the ward.

Lin Mengshan was holding a magazine in her hand, and she had no tendency to raise her head.

Yuan Hai sat down on the side: "Meng Shan, I will always accompany you to recover, now that medicine is so advanced, you will be fine." ”

He put down the magazine in his hand.

Lin Mengshan looked at Yuan Hai with clean eyes: "Knowing that I have leukemia, you still want to be with me?" ”

Nodding without hesitation, Yuan Hai said, "Meng Shan, what do you think of me?" You are my future wife Yuan Hai, and this will never change. ”

Lin Mengshan simply stopped answering, lowered her head and continued to read the magazine.

There was no apparent peace in her heart.

But more than four years of volunteer teaching life has made her stronger, and she knows that if she is weak now, it will only make the people around her more worried.

Yuan Hai frowned and asked, "Do you really hate me so much?" What is there about me that can't compare to Gu Yuan? ”

Lin Mengshan, who lowered her head, pursed her lips.

Raising his head: "This question, I have already answered you once." ”

"Yuan Hai, do you know what it's like to love someone?"

"If you love someone, you can do everything for him; If you love someone, you can not care about any gains and losses; Love someone, you don't forget him even if you forget yourself. ”

Yuan Hai's voice suddenly raised a few points: "Meng Shan, don't I count myself fighting for you?" I rushed here as soon as I found out about your situation, and I never thought of leaving you behind. ”

"Aren't these all love?"

Lin Mengshan smiled lightly: "Yuan Hai, you have never loved me, how can you love me?" And how can you leave it behind? ”

"After knowing that I have leukemia, you are able to appear here, I am afraid it is not because of love!"

"It's because you don't admit defeat in your bones, you just don't want to lose to Gu Yuan."

"Loving someone can be felt."

"You don't kid yourself anymore."

"We can be friends, not husband and wife."

Yuan Hai didn't know what his feelings were, his attitude was still firm: "Mengshan, time will tell, who is the most suitable for you." ”

After speaking.

Yuan Hai is no longer entangled in this matter.

Under Lin Weizhong's arrangement, the transfer to the hospital went very smoothly.

Before transferring.

Gu Yuan came to see Lin Mengshan again.

The two have a tacit understanding.

No one said anything about separation, but after looking at each other for a long time, a smile appeared on the corner of their mouth.

"Help me teach those kids."

"I'll wait for you."

The two only said this one sentence to each other.

After the separation.

Gu Yuan went to the mountains.

By the time he arrived at school, it was already dark.

Lin Mengshan handed him the key to the dormitory.

After entering the dormitory.

Gu Yuan sat on the chair sluggishly, feeling the smell in the air, this is the dormitory where Lin Mengshan has lived for more than four years.

The wind was getting stronger outside.

Blowing the window "Whoa!" Crash! Rather.

Gradually.

It started to rain, and it was getting heavier.

Raindrops the size of beans "snap!" Smack! Knock on the window.

A drop of rain fell on Gu Yuan's forehead from above.

Keep your head up.

More and more rain is dripping.

On rainy days, this room is constantly leaking.

The roof was repaired many times, but it was never completely repaired.

Gu Yuan didn't move, letting the cold rain fall on his face.

Slowly.

His entire face was soaked with rain, and he wiped it with his hand.

Fortunately, the place where the rain leaks is not on top of the sleep.

I really don't know how Lin Mengshan has lived for more than four years?

In front of him sat a thick notebook on a shabby desk.

I'm afraid of getting soaked in the rain.

Gu Yuan picked up the notebook, and his body moved away from the leaking rain.

Unconsciously opened the notebook.

This should be a book written by Lin Mengshan casually.

I saw a big pig's head drawn on the first page of the notebook, and next to this pig's head was written a line of delicate words: "Gu Yuan, you big pig's head, you big liar." ”

Flip through the pages at will.

There are sentences written sporadically on it.

Maybe Gu Yuan didn't know.

In the past four years, sometimes Lin Mengshan misses him, sometimes she can't hold on, she will write some sentences in this notebook.

Take page three, for example.

It reads.

It's raining heavily here today, and my house is leaking.

When you sleep, you can hear the ticking sound.

It was very windy outside.

But my heart became calmer.

I miss you, big pig's head.

This should have been written by Lin Mengshan not long after she came to teach.

I flipped back a lot of pages.

Stopped.

I saw that it was written on this page.

It's been three years.

I've been waiting for you here for three years.

I'm starting to get used to life here, but I'm not used to not having you around.

Maybe I'll never get rid of this habit.

I'll wait for you.

Will always be here for you.

I turned to the fifth page at the end.

It can be seen that the handwriting on it should have been written just a few days ago.

It reads.

Today, I heard Principal Zhou talk about him.

He has been waiting for his loved one here for more than thirty years, and I have only been waiting for you here for more than four years.

So.

I was able to keep waiting.

I'm sure you'll come.

Because you are Gu Yuan.

My Gu Yuan.

Page by page.

Gu Yuan's heart was very stuffy, and his mouth was very bitter.

He owed Lin Mengshan more than four years of companionship, and he turned the notebook to the last page.

Pick up a pen and write on it.

I'm coming.

Now I'll wait for you.

It doesn't matter if it's a year, or it takes a lifetime.

I'll keep waiting.

Because I also believe that you will come.

The rain outside the house was getting heavier and heavier.

Gu Yuan didn't feel sleepy, he sat in front of the window, watching the raindrops lapping on the window.

The sound of each beating seemed to hit his heart.

In the past four years.

Whether it's on a rainy night.

When Lin Mengshan can't sleep, she will also watch the raindrops hitting the window in such a daze?

Gu Yuan hugged the notebook tightly in his arms, and he muttered to himself: "Lin Mengshan, you can live here like a weed for more than four years, and you will definitely be able to survive this time." ”

"Your world is indispensable to me, and my world is indispensable to you?"

Sit in a chair.

Gu Yuan leaned back against him.

He wants to replace Lin Mengshan to teach those children here.

He wants to make up for Lin Mengshan's long wait of more than four years.

……