Chapter 125: Qi Niang's Thoughts
"Yun Ran shouted to enter the palace early this morning, I am afraid that she has just entered the palace gate", Mrs. Li was annoyed, thinking that she was upset by Li Yunran, and finally allowed her to enter the palace, but she made a fuss.
However, it sounded very heartwarming to Qi Niang, Li Yunran had not entered the palace for most of the month, but she went there this morning, and Qi Niang could even imagine her anxious and depressed face when she learned the identity of San'er, as well as her deep worries about herself.
All the restlessness has been calmed down, and the feeling of being worried is so good!
Qi Niang thought, turned to face Yan Zheng, who was walking in a hurry, "Daddy! ”
"It's good to be back...... It's good to be back...... Ruyan followed Yun Ran into the palace, otherwise he would be crazy with joy" Suddenly seeing his daughter, Yan Zheng was ecstatic, a little incoherent, this is the most comfortable smile he has shown since entering Beijing, but unfortunately Li Yunran can't see it, otherwise it will change a lot.
And Qi Niang naturally couldn't hear the complexity in his tone, and she didn't feel that there was a problem in his words, but she felt that her father was happy to see her, and her mood was also happy, but unfortunately thinking of His Majesty's restriction on returning to the palace when Shen, her heart was panicked, so as to avoid misunderstanding between the two, she hurriedly explained,
"Your Majesty has only promised one day, and you still need to return to the palace when you apply."
"Qi Niang, you ......"
After all, Mrs. Li was in the cage, she could hear the meaning of Qi Niang, and knew that she had not been able to escape from the deep palace after all, and was left in the palace by that person.
suddenly found that today's Qi Niang is no longer gentle, and her weak body is full of indomitable courage, which makes people feel distressed.
"It's decided?"
"Where can I decide", Qi Niang could only smile bitterly at Mrs. Li's concern, she couldn't even escape Concubine Pan Shu's calculations, not to mention Your Majesty, the man who reigned over the world was already interested in her, how could she give up easily, she could only take one step at a time, and don't lose without losing her body.
Moreover, she really couldn't ignore his seemingly scoundrel threatening remarks at the beginning, as if she hadn't heard it.
"Silly child", experiencing the helplessness of Qi Niang, Mrs. Li also lamented, "If you are tired, come back and see more, the General's Mansion is your home."
I can only care more about it, the road is my own, although Qi Niang can't help herself, but in Mrs. Li's opinion, it is not no way out, but such a choice is "what everyone wants", it is good for everyone, at least in the future, if something happens in the future, it will not affect Yan Mansion, let alone implicate the General's Mansion, so Qi Niang "can't" choose so.
Mrs. Li understands that it is precisely because she understands that she is even more distressed.
"Well......" Qi Niang choked up, her eyes were full of tears, and she found an excuse to run away, she was afraid that if she stayed any longer, all the pretense of strength would collapse, and then she would never have the courage to walk into the palace wall again.
Qi Niang, who was in a panic, naturally didn't notice the worried gaze of her father behind her.
She wouldn't know what she noticed after she left, Mrs. Li and Yan Zheng had a thorough conversation, and no one knew the content of the conversation, but in terms of her attitude towards Qi Niang, Mrs. Li made some changes intentionally or unintentionally, which is of course a later story, so let's not talk about it for the time being.
But said that after Qi Niang returned to the room, she felt awkward, the room was still the same room, and the pattern had not changed, and even Mrs. Li sent someone to clean it every day, and there was still the smell of sunshine on the quilt, but unfortunately, it felt like something was missing......
Empty heart......
The black shadow, I haven't seen it for a long time, no matter what happened before, there was always a black shadow by his side, even if he couldn't see it sometimes, but Qi Niang knew that he had always been there, like a shadow.
There was nothing above the beams, as if there had been no "thing" to disturb it for a long time, although for some reason, perhaps intuition, Qi Niang believed that the black shadow had not arrived for at least half a month,
"Where did he go?"
Qi Niang was worried, as if she had lost something, she didn't understand why the black shadow she had been following stopped showing up after she entered the palace, every time she tossed and turned alone in the dead of night, she occasionally imagined that she could see his leisurely figure when she turned around, and it was good to relieve her boredom, after all, compared to those people in the palace, she was more familiar with the black shadow, and only he could quietly enter and exit the palace, and Qi Niang even thought that she could invite the black shadow to accompany her when she left the palace this time.
Unfortunately, all of this became impossible when he realized that the shadow was gone.
If you want to say sad, some have passed, at most there is some disappointment, although the reason for the departure of the black shadow is not the reason, but there is no intention to get to the bottom of it, he is a person from a different world, and it is normal for him to leave.
sighed, sighed, and passed.
After all, for the black shadow that scared him from childhood, although Qi Niang has changed a lot, although he is familiar with it, but if he wants to say that he is dependent, there is really not much, at least not at present.
Time does not allow Qi Niang to feel too much, after all, there is only one day, she still has a lot of things to do, calculate the time, the person who should come should also come, just thinking, there is a maid at the door to invite,
"Miss Yan, the son of the Chu family is visiting!"
Qi Niang's face was happy, counting, she hadn't seen Chu Lie for a long time, if she didn't count the passing of the Lantern Festival banquet.
Today I was just in a tentative mood, but I didn't expect him to really come, which made Qi Niang more sure.
The dusty makeup box was opened, twisted a touch of rouge, and thinly blurred between the fingers, Qi Niang nodded with satisfaction, at least a lot of spirit, so that people would not see only a decadent taste, since the decision to fight, then take out the spirit of twelve, although not everything, but think comprehensively and there is no fault.
After all, she really can't afford to lose at all.