Chapter 157: The Arrival of Northern Jiangsu

Zuo's father began to look for a job in a strange city, for Zuo Xinrou, for Zuo Yiming, and for the child in Zuo Xinrou's belly. Zuo Xinrou saw it in her eyes, and her heart became more and more sad.

She had also wondered, was it really the best choice to have this child? However, if she mustered up the courage to give up this child, she could not do it.

Just like Zuo's mother said, no matter what the adults do, the child is innocent. What's more, this may be the only child in her life. I have to say that she couldn't help but think too much.

She is torn between a rock and a hard place, but she also knows that no one can help her. She watched her parents worry about herself and suffer for herself, and she was extremely sad and blamed herself. blamed himself for his actions, and put himself and his relatives in a dilemma for the so-called love.

Zuo's mother looked at Zuo Xinrou, who was becoming less and less talkative and more and more dull, and felt distressed, but there was no way, why was she embarrassed to be a parent. knew that her daughter should not have this child, but the doctor did not dare to disobey her words, if a woman could not have a child for the rest of her life, how much pain it would be, she as a mother naturally knew it.

Subei brought Sunan to the United States, saying that Sunan missed her, so she came to have a look. When Zuo Xinrou left, she hid it from almost everyone, but she didn't hide it from Subei. Not because of anything else, just because she owes Subei a sum of money, a lot of money. returned to Li Zefan the 50 million miles that Subei lent her.

At that time, in order to clear up the relationship with Li Zefan, she accepted Subei's Jianyì, of course, she did not cut off contact with Subei, mainly because she didn't want to hurt Sunan anymore, because she said that she would see him from time to time, and since she couldn't meet, she would keep in touch by phone, this was her only promise to Sunan, she could not contact other people, but she couldn't break her promise with Sunan, because she couldn't and didn't want to.

Su Bei looked at the emaciated Zuo Xinrou and had mixed feelings in his heart, he didn't expect that he hadn't seen him for more than a month, Zuo Xinrou had been thin to the skin, her face was sallow and scary, and her towering cheekbones were set off, her originally delicate eyes had no brilliance, and she was calm and a little lifeless.

"You," he said, and you didn't know where to start for a long time.

However, Sunan saw Zuo Xinrou and took her hand expressionlessly, and said with a serious face: "Thin."

Zuo Xinrou pulled out a smile and patted his hand: "It's okay, Xiao Nan has also lost weight, is it not that you don't listen to Aunt Fan's words and don't eat if you are petty."

Seeing her strong spirit, Su Bei sighed secretly, and his tone was soft: "He has been thinking about you a lot recently, and he refuses to eat obediently, so I have no choice but to bring him over to you."

Zuo Xinrou was noncommittal and wanted to change the topic, but she felt sick in her heart, and ran into the bathroom with a pale face and retched.

The child is almost three months old, and her pregnancy reaction is getting bigger and bigger, and it is already a common thing to eat and vomit.

"What's wrong with you?" Su Bei's words of concern came from behind him, and then his big hand gently ran her back, making her more comfortable.

Zuo Xinrou retched for a long time, a wry smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, she raised her head and looked at herself in the mirror, her face was sallow and she couldn't see any blood, her long hair was a little messy, and the wolf was very unbearable.

"It's fine." She was reluctant to say more.

Su Bei's brows furrowed, and she looked at the wry smile on the corner of her mouth in the mirror and felt more and more distressed, there must be something to hide from herself.

"Xinrou, I hope you can understand that no matter what the outcome is, I hope you can treat me as a friend, a friend who can talk to me once in a while." Su Bei changed his words halfway through the words.

In fact, he just wanted to say to Zuo Xinrou, no matter what the outcome is, please give him a chance, a chance to stand by her side to protect and comfort her, but he couldn't say it, because he was afraid that once he said it, they would have no relationship with what they had now.

Zuo Xinrou turned her head to look at him, her smile was gentle, but she sighed in her heart, there was no way for them to become friends to talk to, not because Li Zefan had saved her zài, but because she knew what she wanted, even if there was no Li Zefan's zài from the beginning, she would not have fallen in love with Subei, as for why, she could only say that it was fate.

After learning his intentions for him, Zuo Xinrou always kept a distance from him. Because he doesn't love, he doesn't want to give him hope, if he really becomes a friend who talks about everything he says, then it will only hurt him even more, since he doesn't love, there is no need to provoke.

For Zuo Xinrou, there is no way for her to continue to communicate with Su Bei after learning about Su Bei's feelings, this is the case when she left the Su family, and it is the same way to keep a distance now.

Su Bei's heart sank slightly, he knew Zuo Xinrou's thoughts, knew that she had always been an extremely self-disciplined person, not what she wanted, no matter how good it was, she would not reach out to take it.

But at this time, Zuo Xinrou didn't plan to say nothing, she saw the deep affection in Su Bei's eyes, so she pursed her lips: "I'm pregnant."

said it neatly, and sure enough, seeing the deep shock in Su Bei's eyes, she pulled the bitter smile on the corner of her mouth and was safe. Su Bei looked at her and was silent for a while, as if he had regained his voice: "His child."

Zuo Xinrou nodded, he, they all knew that it was Li Zefan. Su Bei's expression was gloomy: "What have you decided to do?" Kids"

He didn't say any more, after all, he didn't have any position to get involved in this matter. Zuo Xinrou straightened her waist, her eyes were full of seriousness and determination: "I want to give birth to this child."

Su Bei can't say that he is not shocked, but he also thinks that it is expected, Zuo Xinrou's character he knows, and he will definitely not take this child lightly. It's just that his brows are tightened, but now the relationship between the Zuo family and Li Zefan, is the appearance of this child really good?

"You've decided?" He began to regret this sentence after asking it, and he knew the answer whether he asked or not.

Zuo Xinrou nodded: "The doctor said that I am very lucky to have this child, and it is not easy for him to come, so I don't want to give up."

"Does Li Zefan know?" Su Bei looked at the happiness on her face when she mentioned the child, and couldn't help but turn her eyes, this child said how difficult it was to stay, and how much pressure she had to bear.

Zuo Xinrou shook her head: "I didn't plan to sue him, I have nothing to do with him anymore, and I don't want to disturb his life anymore, everything between us is over."

Su Bei lowered his head and hid the wry smile at the corner of his mouth, it's over? Is it really all over? Who the hell is lying to whom between them? Or are you deceiving yourself?

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