Chapter 82: The so-called drunken madness
Zuo Xinrou, who wanted to cooperate with Li's Group, did not say in front of Li Zefan that she didn't want him to know in advance, not because she was afraid that he would release water on the law firm, but because she felt that it would be good for each other.
She knew that Li Zefan was a person who had a clear distinction between public and private, and she didn't want to say anything more about this matter, whether it was her or him, or Tang Jin and Song Ying, they all hoped that they could win with the ability to do it with real materials.
In this way, the office is busy every day, there is no gap, and everyone is waiting for the joy of victory.
Li Zefan has not been idle for a period of time, needless to say other work, just saying that it is a big project to find a new law firm to cooperate, although he does not have to do everything himself, but in the end, he still has to make the decision. It is impossible not to be preoccupied with this at all.
As soon as the two were busy, there were fewer opportunities to meet, and Zuo Xinrou finally took a single break, and the affairs of the office came to an end.
"When do you leave work?" Zuo Xinrou held the mobile phone, and a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.
The person on the other end of the phone was obviously very busy, and hung up the phone after a few hurried words, and the sound of the end of the call came from her ears, and she couldn't help but feel a little unsatisfied, they hadn't seen each other for a week, but he was still so busy.
Throwing away her phone, she slid on the carpet by the sofa, her eyes looked at the starry sky outside the window, and fell into deep thoughts, Li Zeye's words that day were still repeated in her ears over and over again.
Li Zefan and Su Bei have liked to fight for things since they were children, no matter what they have to fight, her mind has always been delicate, and she can't help but think about it when she hears this.
How sincere is his feelings? is really like what Li Zeye said, in her affairs, in their love, he is just because he wants to compete with Subei. She's just a bargaining chip for the two of them......
She shook her head and didn't let herself think about it more, in fact, she really couldn't help her, the gap between her and Li Zefan was too big, so big that even if she was already with him, she felt unreal.
She didn't want to do this, she didn't want to break his heart, but she was afraid that in the end, it was really just her wishful thinking, and he always stood in the Biqu Pavilion www.biquge.info smiled and watched her fall deeper and deeper.
Women like to think blindly, especially in a situation where the other party is too perfect, it is easier to be cranky, and in the eyes of outsiders, she and Li Zefan are not a little bit different.
Zuo Xinrou was thinking about it but heard a sound of footsteps behind her, and reflexively glanced back, and couldn't help but be a little surprised: "You...... How did you come? ”
Li Zefan raised a small cake in his hand: "I see that you are so busy that you have forgotten such an important matter."
The smile on the corner of Zuo Xinrou's mouth became bigger and bigger, she didn't forget it, she just thought he didn't care. Li Zefan put the cake on the coffee table and reached out to pick up Zuo Xinrou who was sitting on the carpet: "Happy birthday."
Zuo Xinrou stretched out her hand and took the initiative to hug Li Zefan, and her tone was slightly lonely: "I thought you wouldn't come, and I don't remember this incident."
Li Zefan stroked her hair: "How come, no matter how busy I am, I won't forget this day, this is your first birthday together."
Zuo Xinrou tightened the hand holding his waist, and the loneliness and uneasiness in his heart were reduced a little: "Thank you."
He kissed her laughing doting: "Silly girl, I'm going to say thank you, don't you be tired from now on."
A clever look flashed in Zuo Xinrou's eyes: "Don't you feel distressed when you're tired of me?"
"I feel distressed, don't say such things in the future, it makes me feel uncomfortable." Li Zefan let go of the hand holding her, rubbed her and smiled.
Zuo Xinrou nodded. She didn't want to say that, but she always felt that he was deliberately hiding something from her, and didn't want her to know. In fact, whether it was a good thing or a bad thing, she just wanted to know and wanted to share it for him.
She also understands his thoughts, he doesn't want to let himself worry about it, but the two of them are together not only to share happiness and happiness, but also to share difficulties. She didn't want to be a child who didn't want to live under his wings, she wanted to be with him, not hide behind him or under his wings.
He always said that she was outside, but if he was sincere, if he really understood her temper, he should know that he should not hide it from her.
It was because he had too many things that she didn't know, so she felt more and more insecure, and felt that her status in his heart was far less than she thought.
She knew that it might be too mean for him to think so, but she could only think like this in front of her. He thought that putting her behind his back to shield her from the wind and rain was his love for her and good for her, but he didn't think that she also hoped that he could at least share the wind and rain with him, because this was what she felt good for him and love for him.
Li Zefan looked at Zuo Xinrou who was shaking the red wine in the glass, she obviously had something on her mind tonight, and she was absent-minded no matter what she did, but he was waiting, waiting for her to say it.
Zuo Xinrou drank the red wine in the cup in one gulp, she never touched the wine, but tonight she made an exception, it was not as delicious as she imagined, but it made her drink a bitter taste.
The second cup was drunk without hesitation, but when the third cup was drunk, he stretched out his hand to stop her, frowned and said softly: "This wine is very strong, you are drinking for the first time, don't drink it again."
Zuo Xinrou looked at the bright red wine in the cup, and there was a charming smile on the corner of her lips that she had never had before: "Zefan, have you ever been drunk?"
I don't know why she suddenly asked this, but Li Zefan still shook his head cooperatively, his work does not allow it, and he is not allowed to have times when he is not sober. It was before, and it will be.
"What would it be like to be drunk? Is it really good to drink and strengthen people's courage? Zuo Xinrou squinted her eyes and looked at Li Zefan's handsome face.
Li Zefan frowned slightly, didn't look at her charming face, and took down the wine glass she was holding tightly: "You're drunk."
Two glasses of red wine are drunk, Zuo Xinrou knows very well in her heart that she wants to get drunk but can't get drunk, but people who don't want to get drunk are drunk: "I don't, if I get drunk, I won't dare to say it."
Li Zefan watched her pick up the red wine bottle, watched her raise her head and take a big sip, and pulled the wine bottle distressedly: "What's wrong?"
"Okay? Do you really think we're okay with each other? Zuo Xinrou asked with a smile.
Li Zefan guessed something more or less, but he was uncertain and continued to ask, "Why did you suddenly say that?"
"Do you really love me?" Now she may be really drunk, but she is very sober. How good it is to be drunk.
Li Zefan's eyes became deep, looking at Zuo Xinrou with misty eyes, she didn't know whether she was distressed or angry, after so long, she still couldn't see her heart for her?
"What do you say?" He asked the sentence almost through gritted teeth.
Zuo Xinrou shook her head: "I don't know, I don't know how true or false you are to me, I don't know if you love me, I don't know anything." You don't want anything for me either. ”
She said with tears streaming down her face, she didn't know, she really didn't know, this qiē came too fast and unreal, and it was so fast that she didn't have time to feel that it was true or false.
Watching her tears fall one by one, on her cheeks and even more in his heart, did something happen to her?
She cried and tried to get the bottle in his hand, but he threw it out. Suddenly, he lowered his head and kissed her on the lips, and domineeringly pried open her teeth, with a rude sense of punishment, and then turned to a gentle bite.
Her lips were filled with the aroma of wine and the bitterness mixed with tears, which made him feel distressed again, and let go of the lips that he had ravaged and unshaped, and then kissed the tears from her face little by little.
Some words and some things are not clear at all, he has the heart to explain and she has no intention to listen, she has the heart to listen to him but has no intention to explain, love is often like this.