It is compassion to forgive a person, it is courage to accept a person, and the weak can be merciful, but it is difficult to be brave.

Although Ye Leiyang didn't want to admit it, the fact was that he was a weak person in the past. He can forgive those who hurt him, but he doesn't dare to accept a love that belongs to him.

People are so strange, the more cautious they are, the more they cherish them, the more they dare not approach.

"I ......" Ye Leiyang hesitated when he heard Tang Xin's words, wanting to explain something, but he didn't know where to start.

Tang Xin smiled and looked at him: "Thank you for the refrigerator." ”

"Ah, you're welcome, you're welcome." Ye Leiyang shook his head again and again, but he became more embarrassed and helpless.

He didn't think there was anything to be thankful for, and he did these things for her, which was due and voluntary.

Ye Leiyang remembered that for a certain period of time, his life was very bleak, and he depended on Zhang Ye in the capital. For a while, he borrowed some money from Zhang Ye, and for the two people who had eaten the last meal but didn't have the next meal at that time, 30,000 yuan was undoubtedly a huge amount of money. And this money, Ye Leiyang later learned that it was Tang Xin.

But when he made money as a screenwriter and wanted to return it to her, the girl had disappeared into the vast world.

In life, the biggest regret is not to miss out, but to miss goodbye.

So even if Ye Leiyang met Tang Xin again, so many times when the two of them were alone together, he didn't feel nervous like this, because he knew that he finally had a chance to make up for the words he couldn't say in his previous life.

Originally, he was just forced to say what he wanted by Ma Lina's joking words, but he didn't expect it to alarm her, when Tang Xin said that he wanted to meet him, Ye Leiyang was sure that his head was blank for a few minutes.

Ye Leiyang still remembers that when he first started as a screenwriter, he was actually full of hope, dreaming of succeeding one day, and then walked in front of Tang Xin in a dignified manner.

However, when he finally wanted to say those three words, what he was waiting for was the bad news that Zhang Ye brought from Mingzhu.

Sometimes, goodbye means never see each other again.

"You, how did you do in the final exam?" Tang Xin's voice sounded in Ye Leiyang's ears, I don't know why, there was always a feeling of heaven in his ears.

Ye Leiyang raised his head and glanced at Tang Xin, her eyes were as bright as stars as she had thought about countless times, she could see the beauty and happiness of the world from them, Ye Leiyang knew that everything she had done for her, the ultimate goal, was to hope that her eyes would always be so bright and her smile would always be so happy.

"It's not bad, I shouldn't fail." Ye Leiyang tried to make himself look relaxed.

Tang Xin snorted and laughed: "Your pursuit, just don't you fail the course?" ”

Ye Leiyang nodded, and replied as a matter of course: "Of course, I am not a scholar like Wang Chaoyang, and I have already burned incense and worshiped Buddha without failing my course." ”

As he spoke, he pointed to the location of his dormitory, and said helplessly: "You don't know, that guy in our dormitory is simply a science madman, not to mention designing drones in the dormitory, as far as the things he usually studies are like books from heaven to us." ”

Tang Xin blinked: "Is it so magical?" ”

Looking at her, Ye Leiyang felt that there was an inexplicable feeling in his heart, and nodded with a smile: "Of course, you can't imagine it at all." Just that refrigerator, he figured it out when he was idle in high school. Got it? When I was idle in high school, I remember when we were in high school, we seemed to be busy studying all day, right? ”

Speaking of high school life, the two of them finally became much easier, Tang Xin smiled and said: "At that time, you seemed to be hanging out with Zhang Ye all day long, and everyone said that the two of you were inseparable. ”

Ye Leiyang shrugged: "I don't have any friends except him, like you, there are friends all around." ”

He is telling the truth, Tang Xin has been the proud daughter of the sky in the student circle since she was in junior high school, and even more so as a class president in high school, there are countless people around her, and it is not an exaggeration to say that the stars hold the moon.

Tang Xin smiled, of course she remembered what it looked like at that time, it was a coincidence, she and Ye Leiyang were classmates in the same class for three years in high school, everyone was in the same class in the first year of high school, and later in the second year of high school, it was still the same class. It's just that Ye Leiyang at that time was too ordinary, with an ordinary family background, an ordinary appearance, an ordinary achievement, and an ordinary character.

If a person is too ordinary, it is difficult for anyone to notice him.

To tell the truth, Tang Xin's impression of Ye Leiyang at that time was mostly because of Zhang Ye's existence. After all, compared with Ye Leiyang, Zhang Ye, who has a cheerful personality and good popularity, is more memorable.

"You, you're obviously withdrawn, okay?" Tang Xin glared at Ye Leiyang and said speechlessly.

Ye Leiyang shrugged, but did not refute Tang Xin's words, just like she said, she was indeed a little withdrawn.

People always need to go through something to grow, Ye Leiyang can't tell Tang Xin what he once went through with her, so he can only smile and say silently in his heart, I just don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past.

"I feel like you've changed a lot since the college entrance examination ended." Tang Xin's voice sounded.

"Really?" Ye Leiyang smiled: "I think it's okay, at least I should be more cheerful than before, what do you say?" ”

Tang Xin nodded: "Indeed." I also think it's good, people should make more friends. ”

Ye Leiyang laughed, he couldn't tell Tang Xin that people in the future would be accustomed to a lonely life, with a radius of no more than twenty kilometers a day, used to traveling through thousands of mountains and rivers with a smartphone, and used to hiding behind a heavy mask, carefully observing every corner of the world.

"I'll treat you to dinner at noon." Tang Xin suddenly said to Ye Leiyang.

Ye Leiyang was stunned for a moment, looking at Tang Xin inexplicably, he didn't understand what this meant, he sent a refrigerator, and he was about to invite a guest to dinner? Is this to show your distance?

"No need, just a cooler." Ye Leiyangqiang smiled and said, I don't know why, there is always a little sour discomfort in my heart, as if I was silently rejected.

Tang Xin saw Ye Leiyang's somewhat gloomy expression, he was slightly stunned at first, and then he understood, this guy must be thinking about something messy in his head, he looked at Ye Leiyang helplessly, and said word by word: "Just eat, eat, understand?" ”

Ye Leiyang was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt like a fool.