Chapter 137: Heartache is better than physical pain

"Quick...... Fast...... Doctor, prescribe some analgesics to Concubine Xiang first, there is no way to watch Concubine Xiang hurt all the time, fast, analgesics, analgesics! ”

"Wechen obeys."

Yaxiang Pavilion was in a hurry.

"Get out, get out, get out of the lonely, Concubine Xiang just needs to take care of it alone."

Li Haotian roared helplessly, and after roaring, he hugged Feng Yaxiang again and muttered: "Yaya...... I'm here...... You're going to be fine...... You're going to be fine...... You're going to be fine...... You can't be fine...... You're going to get better...... It doesn't matter if you have someone else in mind...... I don't even care...... Not care...... As long as you can get better......"

Feng Yaxiang opened her eyes, and the sky was still gray.

She sat up, the room filled with the scent of daffodils that had been harvested by the rain of the past few days, and she looked around silently, but she was surprised not to see anyone.

It was completely silent, not a sound at all.

I got out of bed with my shoes, walked slowly to the window, and listened and looked carefully at the cloister outside the door.

Really, there was no one, and Yaxiang Pavilion was as silent as if it had been left behind.

She walked and picked up the daffodils that the rain had put in the porcelain vase, sniffed its fragrance, and then, she sat down against the table, waiting, waiting, waiting

The sky seemed to be getting brighter and brighter, and the courtyard was still silent.

It's true...... No one?

Slowly, a warm liquid slid across her pale cheeks, converging into a stream, dripping her front with wetness.

Can she stop being depressed?

Feng Yaxiang blinked her eyelashes lightly, and the hot teardrops no longer flowed slowly, but began to flow violently like a river at the beginning of spring snow, tumbling with endless sadness.

She thought that she had experienced the most pain, and that the pain would be quiet, that it would fade away at any time, and that one day her tears would not rush out, sob, or overflow first.

But she was wrong, very wrong!

There is not a day of pain that is not carried with you, or even a day deeper.

Sometimes, she thought she was going to suffocate from this deep pain, but she didn't really suffocate, she just kept sinking into the endless pain of lovesickness.

Even, she discovered a strange way of self-punishment and torture: every day, she took out a day with the Nine Princes to recall.

Start with love at first sight at the temple fair, think about the scenery around him at that time, what he was wearing, his expression, his movements, and then think about what he said...... Thinking back from every little detail, no little thing can be missed.

It was not easy at first, and each scene jumped so fast, but slowly, she kept repeating each image in her head, trying to dig into every little detail.

For a long time, it was like getting along with him every day, and the short time spent together was incredibly enough for a lifetime of memories and enough for a lifetime of fun.

As long as you think about it slowly every day, you can't be fast.

Take one day as a month, and the Nine Princes will always be by her side.

Then, she may be very happy, at least in this life, she is fortunate to meet the Nine Princes, so that she can have these bits and pieces of memories that are enough to recall for a lifetime...... So why is she crying at this time?

Why are you still in tears?

Why does my heart still hurt?

That must be that she is too happy, and it is said that if she is too happy, she will feel uneasy and distressed, right?

She can sue herself, right?

When no one is around, please let her be happy for a while!