Chapter 290
Tong Shanshan's eyes widened, glared at Ge Jue, and cried: "Enough, Ge Jue, please don't say it...... I don't want to hear it, I don't want to know, Brother Chongqing likes me, he always likes me, he won't like other people's ......"
"Shanshan, don't be like this, calm down......" Ge Jue said and hugged her, "Don't be like this, Shanshan, don't be like this......"
Tong Shanshan cried and struggled to break free of Ge Jue's arm, "I'm not calm, I don't want to listen, Ge Jue, you go away for me, I don't want to hear you say, you are not my good friend, you are not." ”
"Why not, I've always been your friend, really, don't be like this, calm down."
Ge Jue still struggled to hold her, desperately holding her in his arms, Tong Shanshan twisted into a ball with her, and finally even his feet came up, and the toes in his high heels kicked Ge Jue.
Ge Jue was kicked by her, her calf and stomach hurt, she rubbed her shoulder hard, yelled at her ear: "Shanshan!" What are you doing?! ”
Tong Shanshan stopped her hand, looked at Ge Jue in a daze, her eyes were red like a little white rabbit, she choked for a long time, and then she cried out: "Sister Xiao Jue......" She threw herself into Ge Jue's arms and cried bitterly.
Ge Jue gently stroked her back and comforted: "Shanshan, Shanshan, I'm here, I'm here, don't be sad, don't be sad...... Soon her padded jacket was wet on her chest.
"Injustice." She sighed in her heart and hugged Tong Shanshan tightly in distress.
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"I can understand your feelings, but whether we can be together or not is all about fate, you are not wrong, Lu Chongqing is not wrong, but you have no fate......"
Ge Jue sighed, yes, fate, Lu Chongqing and Chen Xiaoyu are fate, what about her and Qi An? It's just fate.
In the café outside the headquarters of the military region, the warm air conditioner breeze was blowing slowly, and in the corner near the window, Ge Jue handed a napkin to Tong Shanshan.
Tong Shanshan wiped the tears from her face and remained silent.
Fate? She sneered in her heart, yes, she knew that there was no fate, who Lu Chongqing liked, didn't she really know? But why every time she thinks about this problem, her heart feels like it has been dug up, and it hurts so much, yes, it hurts, it hurts like her heart has been torn alive.
If it's fate, since she has a memory, she knows Brother Chongqing, he took her to the garden to dig mud, catch insects, climb trees to dig bird eggs for her to eat, when she went to kindergarten, she cried hoarsely, digging out her heart and lungs, but as long as she saw him come out of the classroom in the big class, the black eyes looked at him slightly, and he didn't cry as if he was enchanted, and he was very happy, the sky was also blue, the flowers were fragrant, as long as he was in a qiē, it would become beautiful......
When someone bullied her, he stood up alone and beat those bastard boys;
It was he who taught her how to ride a bicycle, holding the back seat of her bicycle and stumbling on the small road of the family home......
It was he who taught her to learn to skate, and how many times did he secretly practice and how many falls did he fall to be able to dance on the ice rink with him?
Just didn't go to the same middle school as him, just didn't follow him closely when he was a little boy and became a teenager, and missed the fate between them?
Aren't those fate?
It was she who met him first, and before that Chen Xiaoyu appeared, her Chongqing brother only had himself in his eyes......
"Shanshan, if you want to open up a little, don't be difficult for yourself, feelings can't be forced, and you are still so young, you will definitely meet someone who likes you and you like in the future...... You will definitely be happy. Really, I don't lie to you......" Ge Jue held her hand and comforted.
Will you be happy?
Tong Shanshan pursed her lips secretly, she really wanted to ask the woman opposite, are you happy? Didn't you meet someone you like and like you, and you're happy?
That Qi'an, a man from the depths of the mountains, did he give you happiness?
In the end, you didn't obey the arrangement of your family, and you fell in love with a man you don't like, and you don't necessarily like you, and you don't understand things, so why bother pretending to be garlic in front of me.
Tong Shanshan kept her head down, not letting Ge Jue see the ridicule in her eyes, and only raised her face for a long time, looked up at Ge Jue, and said softly and obediently: "Sister Xiao Jue, I understand." It's just very uncomfortable in my heart......" she said with tears flowing down again, and it took a breath to block her chest for a long time before she came out, and said sadly: "Sister, you don't understand that feeling." ”
"I understand, I don't understand it like this......" Ge Jue sighed lightly.
That long-lost heartache came to my heart again, yes, I understand, how could I not understand it, as long as I saw him, I couldn't control my breathing.
Ge Jue turned her face sideways and stared out the window at the brightly lit road, outside the glass was the commercial area, neon shining, bustling, but she felt very lonely.
"Sister Xiao Jue, do you say that Chen Xiaoyu's feelings for Brother Chongqing are also very deep?" Tong Shanshan asked softly, looking at her fixedly with big eyes with tears in her eyes.
"This ......" Ge Jue hesitated slightly, is it deep? At least it doesn't feel as deep as Lu Chongqing's feelings for her, but this is someone else's feelings, how can she judge it by herself.
"She must not have such deep feelings, right? At least not as deeply as I am for my brother Chongqing, right? Tong Shanshan stared at Ge Jue's eyes.
"This kind of emotional thing, how can it be used to compare, a person likes another person, it is a feeling, this feeling is only known to the person concerned, how can others know so clearly?" Ge Jue said.
"No, no, Sister Xiaojue, you're not right, I like Brother Chongqing, I don't want him to give me any benefits, our family is about the same, my father and Uncle Lu are also good comrades-in-arms, Uncle Lu also likes me very much, our two families are married, to the Lu family, to Brother Chongqing can bring a lot of advantages, for example, now Chongqing Brother Zai Logistics Department is my father's unit, my father also admires him, thinking that he has the potential to be a general...... But what could that girl bring him? She has nothing, she will only let her brother Chongqing pay for her, she will only touch the light of the Lu family......" Tong Shanshan said disdainfully, "She is a parasite." Sister Xiao Jue, are you right? ”
Ge Jue frowned, looking at Tong Shanshan's still innocent expression, she was really surprised, she didn't expect that Tong Shanshan's thoughts were like this. (To be continued.) )