"I don't want to hide my feelings for you anymore! I also don't want to disguise myself as your good buddy, I still love you, how can I be your good friend? Good buddy? Li Haotian opened his mouth as if he was talking to himself.

Feng Yaxiang was stunned, "What?" ”

"When Fan Baiyuan was around you, I had to hide my feelings for you, because I thought you would come together, after all, he liked you so much. Looking at the way you are bickering, I thought you would like him, but you didn't. After the ninth brother came, I thought you would go with him, but you didn't. But you dragged me away for more than a month, during which time I thought you would go back to him, but you didn't. By now, you have to go home several times a day, and I know that you have made up your mind to leave this sad place. I don't know what happened between you and the ninth brother, but I guess it was the ninth brother who broke your heart, which is why you are so determined to leave, but I ...... I don't want you to leave, I don't know you're out of my sight, I can't live yet, no...... I definitely can't live, since I can't live, then I might as well not solve the poison on my body, let you stay in my sight because of guilt, even if there won't be a lot of time, but at least I can be with you during my lifetime. If the poison in my body is cured and your wish is fulfilled, you will definitely leave. I don't want you to leave, I don't want to, because once you leave, no one in this world will be able to find you, and once you go back, you won't be able to come back, so I don't want you to leave. He expounded his thoughts in a somewhat nervous tone, "Yaya, don't leave me, okay?" ”

Feng Yaxiang's body was stiff and unable to speak because of his "tirade".

"Yes, I tried so hard to forget about you, and even moved to the mountains, but I still miss you every day, countless times a day, and I can't concentrate no matter what I do. Do you know? When I saw you come to the mountains to look for me, do you know how excited I was at that time? I even wanted to faint excitedly, but at that time I thought of the ninth brother, so I ...... That's why I'm ...... That's it, if I could do it all over again, I really wish I could tie you up and tie you up in the mountains to spend the rest of my time with me, even if you would be unhappy, even if you would scold me, I willingly, if that happens, nothing will happen later. But there is no regret medicine in this world, it's all my fault, it's all my fault for having so many things later, if I had been sober at the time, I don't think I know how happy I would be now......" Li Haotian said every sentence with a heartache, and in the end, his voice almost couldn't come out of his throat.

After waiting for about half a minute and still not waiting for her answer, Li Haotian yelled at her anxiously and impatiently: "I said so much, do you still want to leave and go home?" ”

"I don't know." She replied in a hoarse voice.

"Then you don't know what it means? You make it clear to me! His voice grew louder and louder, and he was very dissatisfied with her answer.

"I really don't know."

"You don't know what's going on in your mind now, who knows?" It seems that Li Haotian is about to go crazy.

"You weren't like this before......" Feng Yaxiang decided to pretend to be stupid.