On the way home, Li Yueqing looked at this text message again and again, and a trace of loss welled up in her heart.

For the first time, she realizes that all her previous efforts have been in vain, and that life does not seem to make as much sense as she imagined.

The arrival of these emotions can be said to have originated from that text message, or it can be said to be a long-sealed secret that has been stored in her heart. It was dug up by her own and put in front of her eyes, which was a little incredible.

At this moment, Li Mingfeng locked himself in a claustrophobic room, and the curtains were drawn in the room, and a trace of afterglow shone in his tired eyes. He suddenly found that all his sorrows and troubles had to be borne by himself, and he really couldn't find anyone to share them with. If Li Yueqing was willing to bear it on his behalf, he would definitely not give her a millimeter of that heaviness.

Since Li Mingfeng returned to China, Li Yueqing had never seen Yu Yang take the initiative to come to him. She didn't know what was really going on among them. Zhao Shaoyang was the same, as if he had suddenly disappeared out of thin air. In the whole huge world, it seems that only Li Yueqing and Li Mingfeng are left. But how is it that this huge world can't accommodate their little worries?

"Brother, I just heard from Mother Wu that you haven't eaten for a day. Come out and eat! Li Yueqing looked at the clock hanging on the wall of the corridor, it was already half past eleven in the evening.

She knew he hadn't slept yet, so she kept knocking.

"Brother...... I beg you! If you say something, we will discuss it together, and we will always find a solution. You're going to starve if you go on like this. ”

Li Yueqing remembered that the last time she cried home, it was Li Mingfeng who comforted herself with a cup of hot milk.

She could easily let go of all her defenses with a glass of hot milk for him with a word of concern, and expose her heart in front of him. But his stubbornness is something she can't melt.

There was still no sound in the house, and when Li Yueqing was discouraged and wanted to leave, a small crack opened in the door.

As soon as she entered, she smelled a pungent smell of tobacco. It seems that he smoked quite a lot.

"I'll pour you a glass of milk."

She wanted to leave, but he grabbed her wrist.

He said, "Sit down for a while and stay with me." ”

She obediently sat next to him on the bed.

But he didn't say a word for a long time, and his eyes were dull, staring at the crumpled sheets.

She cupped his face in distress, "Brother, tell me, what happened, tell me, okay?" ”

His smile was still the same as before, but he didn't smile when he smiled.

"Nothing. Would you believe me if I said there was nothing? ”

“…… I believe," Li Yueqing nodded, "I believe it, I believe everything you say...... Brother, actually, I ...... I ......"

"Don't say it, even if you don't say something, those who understand it will understand, do you say?"

"Hmm." She hadn't seen such a calm and gentle Li Mingfeng for a long time, and it could also be said that his calmness was very abnormal.

Li Mingfeng took her hand, "I really want to go back to the past, back to when I was a child." Although life at that time was a daily worry, every day I was worried about where I would wake up the next morning, but I was never scared at that time. Because there is nothing, I am not afraid of losing. But now, everything is complicated, life is a mess in front of me, and I can't do anything about it as I watch it become like this. It's sad! ”