Chapter 212: Looking Back

Hu Zijing took Yi Xuechu to the hospital for a full body examination, and the doctor gave the results that there was no major problem, and the two went back to the hotel together.

Since leaving the Hu family, Hu Zijing has said very little, and the two of them have maintained an awkward silence. Yi Xue Chu wanted to find a topic, and when he arrived at the hotel room, he suddenly said, "Ah Sheng...... You forgot to take your clothes. ”

"But it's okay, I can buy you a few sets tomorrow. The old ones should be thrown away, too. As the saying goes, the old doesn't go, and the new doesn't come. Yi Xue Chu's words were either explicit or implied, all telling Hu Zijing that he could forget Chu Yiyi and forget that family.

"Hmm-" Hu Zijing responded in a nasal voice, "In the future, you still call me Zijing......"

"But ......"

Yi Xue Chu obviously didn't like Hu Zijing's identity. It's the name of a stranger who has nothing to do with her. And Xu Sheng is the person she knows, the person she has loved and hated.

Every time she called his name like this, it was to keep telling him that the fact that he was Xu Sheng was indisputable.

"I'm not used to the name Ah Sheng." Hu Zijing explained lightly, but the tone was non-negotiable.

The name Xu Sheng always reminded him of the past he didn't want to recall.

After Xu Jiaping was killed, Xu Sheng was taken away by the man, who threw him on a deserted island.

There is no food, he eats leaves and gnaws bark, there is no water source, he drinks the blood of animals. For three years, he had thick and dirty hair, a beard crawling all over his chin, and he looked as old as he was in his sixties.

However, the most terrible thing is loneliness, he has to face never-ending loneliness every day, he says a word, he will never get a response, and this despair does not see the end, does not know when it will end.

He gradually became less talkative, unable to speak.

The only thing that sustains him alive is hatred, and he wants to find that man and avenge his adoptive father with his own hands.

However, he did survive that day, and a man drove a boat to pick him up. Half of the man's face was always hidden under the mask, as if there was an ulterior secret. The people in the organization called him the boss of the iron intestine, and it was he who ordered someone to throw Xu Sheng on a desert island and personally took him back.

He was taken into a world and began another torture of his life.

Eighteen-year-old Fancy Age, who should have gone to school and was carefree, was immersed in endless killing, and endured inhuman training every day hungry.

The body mechanically has no emotions to mix, not even feelings for her, which are not allowed.

In this dark corner, everyone worships hatred as the best nourishment for a person.

He is no different.

The first thing he did when he went back was to kill the murderer and avenge his adoptive father. And he really did!

For the first time, his hands were stained with blood, and looking at the blood gushing out of his chest, the iron-gummed boss watched with appreciation as he killed his carefully cultivated subordinates, relieved that all these years of hard work had not been in vain.

He just smiled cruelly, and the smell of blood in the air and the blood stained all over his body made him gause.

"Give you the paper and wipe the blood off your face......"

It's a sixteen-year-old girl, but she seems to have experienced more and witnessed more, and she is a little numb to such cruelty, and her bravery is a little abnormal.

He cried for the first time when the sixteen-year-old girl handed him a handkerchief to wipe his hands.

Over the years, he almost forgot the taste of crying, but he didn't expect it to be so enjoyable, so the silent tears gradually turned into howling and crying, in order to pay tribute to the dead in the sky, in order to comfort his deceased adoptive father.

Since then, he has put away all his fragile side.

Eighteen-year-old bar mitzvah, the girl celebrates that he became a qualified killer.

Between them, it is not so much love as a sympathy for each other. He couldn't live without her, and she couldn't live without him.

They are evidence of each other's existence, each other's only perception.

It's just that Yi Xue Chu didn't expect that this kind of perception would gradually pass with time, and Xu Sheng would no longer be Xu Sheng one day, he was just Hu Zijing.

As night fell, Ixichu knocked on the door of his room. Although they lived in the same room, they slept in separate rooms all the time. Such a respectful scene made her a little reminiscent of the past.

But they are not only estranged from each other, but also have love.

They once eloped to escape that dark world, eating mandarin duck hot pot at a small shop at the entrance of the alley, picking up cheap trinkets in a crowded night market, and kissing under a bridge......

All of this is always full of sweetness when recalled.

And the sweeter the past, the more reality knows how to use bitterness to remind the lost heart.

"Ah Sheng......" She knocked lightly on the door a few times, realized that she had called the wrong name, and changed her words and continued to shout, "...... Zijing ...... Zijing, did you sleep? ”

There was no answer from inside, but the door suddenly opened. Hu Zijing stood in front of her in full clothes, and it could be seen that he was also insomnia.

"I just heard what looked like a cat barking, and I was alone...... A little scared, can you ......."

Before Yi Xue Chu finished speaking, Hu Zijing readily agreed, "This room is for you, this sound insulation effect is better, and you shouldn't hear cats barking again." ”

Hu Zijing gave up the room, and Yi Xue Chu couldn't say anything more.

These days, Yi Xuechu's hints, intentional or unintentional, are always avoided by him for all kinds of strange reasons, making her a little helpless.

"Quit smoking, it's not good for your health." When Hu Zijing walked out of the door, he suddenly remembered to remind her. In the past, even in such darkness, she was still full of sunshine, but now she looks so depressed, what made her become like this?

Such a sudden concern made a trace of warmth rise in her heart, as if she was instigated by impulse, or too desperate to prove that she had always been obedient to his words, she suddenly walked out of the room, took out a large bag of cigarettes, threw them into the toilet, and disappeared with the sound of "bang" water.

"I'm quitting!" Ask him for credit like a child.

Hu Zijing felt in a trance that her long-lost childishness was somewhat similar to that woman, and couldn't help touching her hair, revealing a rare smile.

But if it were her, she would definitely argue with him.

If you are unforgiving, you will have to play tricks if you lose.

Yi Xue Chu was a little stunned by such an inexplicable move, and in an instant it seemed that all hatred had vanished, and love was once again accompanied by hatred.

Or can she really let go of everything, forgive him, and fulfill herself?

At night, suddenly the phone prompted a short message, and the screen kept flashing. It turned out that Hu Zijing's mobile phone was left in the room.

She picked up her phone and was the first to enter her birthday, and sure enough, it was the correct password. It turned out that he remembered his birthday and took it so seriously.

The contact person is...... Cavemen?

This made Yi Xue Chu a little more curious, and then looked at all the contacts, only her remarks were so abnormal. She flipped through the text messages, which read:

Where are you? Can you come back and see Xiao Lian, he is sick and in the hospital.

Yi Xue Chu smiled coldly, she knew who was sending the text message.

Actually taking advantage of children? It's ridiculous, it seems that this woman is really helpless.

Without hesitation, she pressed the delete button and cleaned up the short message. Let her wait for a never-ending reply.

After lying down for a long time and still unable to sleep, Yi Xue Chu suddenly had a bad idea in his heart, picked up his mobile phone again, and dialed it directly.

Chu Yiyi stayed in the ward alone, remembering that during the day, Xiao Lian asked himself why his father didn't go to see him.

She couldn't answer for a moment. How could she tell Xiao Lian that Hu Zijing already had another woman, and he was now busy with his beloved woman?

By the way, she actually edited a text message and sent it over.

It's two o'clock in the morning, he should be asleep, and he won't reply if he doesn't see the text message. Determined this, it is still customary to look through my phone from time to time to see if there are any text messages. When she saw the mobile phone screen light up, showing that the caller was Hu Zijing, her heart was overjoyed.

"Hey...... You haven't slept yet......"

"Zijing, he has already fallen asleep, and now he sleeps very sweetly, please don't disturb us in the middle of the night, okay?"

Unexpectedly, it was a woman's voice on the other side of the phone.

I also know that the nasty sound must have come from Ixue Chu.

The ghost actually threw out such an obvious question, "Why is the mobile phone ...... with you?"

"Does that need to be said?" Yi Xue Chu's language was indistinct, vaguely hinting at something, and suddenly she heard her faint voice on the phone, as if she was saying to another person, "Zijing, are you awake?" It's the one in your family, and it says your son is sick...... If you don't go, then you'll ...... for yourself."

Chu Yiyi couldn't listen anymore, and quickly hung up the phone, "...... Sorry to bother you. ”

After hanging up the phone, I suddenly realized that I was stupid enough.

What is she embarrassed about? As Hu Zijing's legal wife, she actually had to apologize for disturbing his sweet time with another woman?

She's a real wreck!

This extremely embarrassed appearance of running away from the wilderness really seems to be like she intervened in the relationship between them.

But when I thought back to what Yi Xue Chu said during the day, although every word was harsh, every word was true.

She has always been a stand-in, and it is because he regards herself as a real Chu Yiyi that she pampers and spoils herself so much.

Now she's nothing.

But she can't sign this divorce agreement anyway, once she gets divorced, according to the Hu family's style of doing things, she will definitely snatch away Xiao Lian's custody. She didn't dare to make sure that Yi Xue Chu would take good care of Xiao Lian, especially seeing her attitude towards Xiao Lian today, if Xiao Lian was taken care of by her, she might not be able to abuse her.