Chapter 157: The Girl Called Xiaoxi (Part II)
The lens appears particularly clean. A little girl with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes can easily make people feel pity, but she is actually bad-tempered and impatient. She tore up the tutoring materials and threw them away, stood in the corner of the wall sulking, secretly bought cigarettes but didn't smoke them, she squatted in the corner in a daze, and the shadow looked very lonely.
A piece of shredded paper, she rubbed her hair, she had regained her long black straight, straight bangs, and looked well-behaved—but that was just the look. She was still her, the stubborn little girl with thorns, she rubbed her hair messy, and then gently raised her head to look at the skylight outside, there was a little light that gently hit, she looked at that light, her side face looked sad and desperate, that gaze was empty and blank.
You know that for her at the age of seventeen or eighteen, life has no shape at all.
Feng Ranran also felt amazing when he looked at himself like this. In fact, when she took these shots, she felt that Xiaoxi should be like this, so when she acted, she had a feeling of being out of her body, the girl on the screen was not like her, and she couldn't say it, maybe it was really Xiaoxi.
The woman came back not angry, she bought her new counseling materials, and she quietly asked her which questions she wouldn't know. She wrote it to her. Her handwriting is delicate and powerful, much better than Xiaoxi's, and compared with her handwriting, Xiaoxi's handwriting is ugly. She looked at her words in a daze, and heard her say:
"Writing is ordinary, but it's a very important thing."
……
Her ex-boyfriend came to her, and the young man looked good-looking, and he could easily make the little girl feel tempted, and he ran to her door panting.
The setting sun shines in the small courtyard.
He was rusty and wanted to kiss her on the mouth, she struggled desperately, and it was clear that his fingers left bruises on her skin, this young man was reckless and not serious, his hand was too heavy, Xiaoxi in the camera frowned, but as if she didn't know the pain, she just wanted to struggle away from him, she cried. Tears came out in large gulps and flowed across his face.
"Don't make me hate you."
She said this sentence so lightly and desperately, the girl with beautiful eyebrows and eyes bit her lip stubbornly, she looked at the young boy in front of her, his face was flushed, and he suddenly let go of her. He moved so much that he almost knocked her down.
Seeing this scene, people can't help but sweat for Feng Ranran in their hearts. She finally gave herself a hug in loneliness.
……
And-
And also. On rainy and thunderous days, the voice of the girl in pajamas trembled violently, and she looked at the person in front of her like a shivering little milk dog soaked in the rain. Poor bastard.
The commentator sat up straight, his gaze as sharp as a knife staring at the screen, unable to tell what excitement he was, but a faint sweat on his forehead.
A low exclamation rang out in the cinema.
This shot is very beautiful, this shot really doesn't rely on the director at all, just from the lens movement, it's mediocre, but it's beautiful, you won't see a Feng Ranran like this again, and Feng Mingyu, who has always been gentle and quiet, finally showed his edge at this moment.
He couldn't wait to shoot the case, he knew it! He knew that this woman would never disappoint, and she must have a big handful in her heart. This burst out, as if a wildfire had been lit in a haystack, and the flames could burn all around at once. Her acting skills are so accurate, clean and neat, like a knife, straight to the bottom of her heart. And in this scene, Feng Ranran, who was amazing before, was still a little suppressed, she was a little jerky, although she worked hard, she was never as good as this woman's experience for so many years, once she broke out, it was completely swept by a tsunami.
She won't give you breathing room.
You look at her eyes, look at her movements, from the inside out, they are all wonderful to the peak.
But it's okay like this, so it happens to be seamlessly connected to the plot. She is her guide - both inside and outside the play, this scene can be called a wonderful enjoyment of the human spirit, and it makes people's hearts feel as if they have been illuminated by the moonlight. There's nothing evil at all, really.
It's not evil at all.
Her shoulder pounded against her collarbone, the commentator watched her kiss her cheek, and the girl's voice sounded cautious.
"I don't have perfume, so in that case, you won't remember what I smell like in the future."
This girl is cautious but stubborn and tenacious. The eyes of the mature woman opposite seemed to shine darkly, and her index finger brushed her hair, the movements were careful and clear—she leaned close to her, and sniffed her hair in a low voice. So careful and so cautious, like a big flower blooming in the field, she smelled the fragrance in her hair, it was a very fresh smell. She used her shampoo, but mixed it with her fragrance.
The girl's fragrance said.
How could she forget it, she wouldn't forget.
……
Time passed little by little - the woman finally decided to end this long vacation, decided to leave the alley and return to the place where she was supposed to save her zài.
And then to the final distinction.
When Xiao Xi stood at the door, that moment was enough to make people uneasy.
Feng Ranran, who was vaguely suppressed by Feng Mingyu throughout the whole process, finally broke the routine at this moment, she imagined that she was still the willful little girl, she cried and screamed frantically begging her not to go, the whole person looked like a mentally ill person, she was holding a fruit knife and slashing it on her arm-paranoid, stubborn, independent, and disregarded......
I imagined she could do these things. But as soon as the camera turned, these were just her own conjectures, she just stood there quietly, and in reality, her dumb forbearance saw people's hearts tear open bloody holes.
Feng Ranran's lines.
Like rain, it wets the hearts of the audience.
"I won't leave you behind. I know it's useless to stay. ”
"If you forget it, I can make you feel better."
"Then forget about me."
"You must not be nostalgic."
She finally threw away her stubborn thorns, she finally learned to grow into the grace she wanted, no longer hysterical, no longer desperate for a thing she couldn't get, she blinked, tears were blown away by the wind, she said goodbye to her as if she were an old friend, and the girl straightened up quietly.
Her eyebrows were still clear.
She smiled, then waved goodbye.
When she goes back to the big city, she is still a small-town girl. The two worlds are clear and the barriers are clear.
The light dimmed.
Xiao Xi's last look was not acted, and that look couldn't be acted, but at that moment, through that pair of calm eyes, it seemed that she could see her bloody heart for a moment. But she just stood calmly and expressionlessly at the mouth of the alley, saying goodbye to the past.
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Commentators thought this was the end of the story. He waited for the final release, it was too gripping, he liked the character so much that he had nothing else in his head. To be honest, the last picture was too worrying, he gasped for breath, only to feel the panic in his heart, and he couldn't breathe.
He hadn't felt this way in years watching movies, and this feeling made his heart ache. He couldn't help but raise his head and look ahead, he knew that Feng Ranran was sitting there, but he couldn't connect the best female star of the new generation in his impression with Xiao Xi, who was almost releasing on this screen.
She just looks exactly like Feng Ranran, but she is not Feng Ranran......
This girl is so vivid on the screen, in just two hours, he seems to have been able to see through her life.
He didn't dare to say how Feng Ranran's performance was, he felt that he couldn't evaluate it. But there was one thing he was sure of.
After the release of this movie, this year's actress may only be one of these two names.
Yes, one of the two leading actors, he dared to say that!
He sighed and held out his hand to applaud, he thought this was the end, but suddenly the screen lit up again.
In the screen that gradually brightened, Xiaoxi was quietly carrying her bag, she was standing in the vast sea of people, wearing high heels and a neat white shirt. Her hairstyle is very capable, her whole eyebrows and eyes look mature, and in the crowded streets, she hurriedly walked past the camera, standing at the front of the tallest building, giving the camera a stubborn back.
She ended up being who she was.
Finally, there is the narration of Xiaoxi. It's clean, just like the girl who sat in the alley for the first time when she spoke, and her voice was exactly the same pleasant, but if you listen carefully, the love in it is different.
There have been many vicissitudes of life.
"The only gift you left me was to tell me another way of life, just as the flowing water changed the mountains and rivers, like the drizzle that moistened the earth, giving me hope and dreams, suing me, it turns out that I can still live like that."
"This is something that you can't get rid of even if you leave, I still cling to it in my body, in my soul, I learn to live like you, I learn to be you. You said it was hard, you said it was a lot of pain, but I did it. ”
"Maybe it's called love, or maybe it's not."
"Who knows."
"I don't have nostalgia."
"Thank you."
This time the screen really went off - two names appeared side by side in the cast, one in front of the other.
Starring: Feng Mingyu, Feng Ranran.
The two names stood side by side for a long time, as if to give this moment some unique meaning, and people looked up at the two names and sighed softly.
……
The audience applauded, and this time it was a real applause. Feng Ranran heard the deafening applause behind her, she raised her chin slightly, her eyes clear and firm.
That's why she's filming.
It's a kind of luck to be born as an actor.