Chapter 40

He stared blankly at the door, and the scenes in his mind flashed through the scenes of the two getting along from childhood to adulthood, especially some time ago, Lianniang went to visit him in prison, his demeanor and movements, word by word, were engraved in his heart, and he couldn't forget it, if he didn't have affection for him, how could he treat him like this Thinking about this, his chest overflowed with courage, I should believe Lianniang, maybe they misunderstood, Lianniang is still her own Lianniang, and she has nothing to do with any noble son

He took a breath, Qingjun's face was full of determination, he strode forward and patted the courtyard door, the courtyard door opened with a "squeak", and a strange woman's face poked out, and asked in a rough voice, "Who are you looking for?" His clear eyes were clouded, and he was really dressed as a maid, his heart couldn't help but sink, he forced himself to calm down, and asked directly in a hoarse voice, "Is Lianniang at home?" It was Cui'er who opened the door, this girl has always been stupid, she didn't have any heart, and she didn't ask anyone, so she nodded honestly and said, "Miss only came back today." ”

Hearing this, Lin Chunsheng only felt that his heart fell straight down, like a cold pool, his body shook a little, Cui'er looked at him with concern and asked, "Childe, what's wrong with you, but your body is not feeling well?" "Can you help me get through, just say, Lin Chunsheng wants to see."

"Okay, Childe, wait a minute!" Cui'er closed the door, and ran quickly into the house, and when she entered the house, her loud voice shouted at Lianniang, "Miss, there is a son named Lin Chunsheng outside, saying that he wants to see you?" As soon as Li Yunniang heard that Chunsheng was coming, she couldn't help but look at Shen Qinglian with a worried face, and when she heard Cui'er shouting loudly, she was so panicked that she gave her a look and asked her to be quieter, there is also a maid in the house in the next room, Lianniang is now a married woman, how can she see a foreign man casually, if it reaches Zhao Gongzi's ears, wouldn't it be troublesome, but Cui'er is not a clever person, she didn't understand it at all, and asked with a puzzled face, "Madam, you have been looking at Cui'er, is there something wrong?" ”

Li Yunniang looked at her dull eyes and sighed helplessly, "You invite him in!" Shen Qinglian commanded Cui'er. She had long expected today's scene, but the ostrich thought that she could delay one day later, but he had already come to the door, and it was not a way to escape, she had to see him, and he died.

Thinking of this, Shen Qinglian straightened up and said to Li Yunniang, who was speechless and stopped, "Mother, you also avoid it, I want to say a few words to Brother Chunsheng alone." "But which Xi'er is still here, when I talk to Zhao Gongzi, wouldn't it" Li Yunniang pouted at the next door and reminded Shen Qinglian.

"It's okay, she's also my maid now, if you don't let her say it, she won't dare to talk nonsense." Shen Qinglian comforted her mother.

Shen Qinglian sent away Li Yunniang, who was still not at ease, and asked Cui'er to lead Lin Chunsheng in, Chunsheng stepped into the house with one foot, and saw Shen Qinglian standing there gracefully and luxuriously, looking at his eyes, smiling lightly, because of the back light, it seemed that his eyebrows were no longer a little childish, revealing the charming demeanor of his daughter's family, his eyes were full of flow, like water and affection, like spring flowers blooming, indescribably moving, he was stunned for a while, and he couldn't move his steps.

Until Shen Qinglian came closer, a pair of watery eyes called him with hidden worry, Fang came back to his senses, he was in a complicated mood, his steps were chaotic and Shen Qinglian sat down, staring at the tea cup that Shen Qinglian brought to him in a daze, silent, even though there were thousands of words in his heart, but he didn't know how to speak, he knew that he was scared, scared, looking at Lianniang's rich and noble outfit, he knew that what he was afraid of had come true, and the beauty was far away, and it was no longer available

The grief is irrepressible in his heart, even if he was wrongfully imprisoned, he is only full of indignation, he is not so heartbroken and sad, the girl he misses in his heart has quietly married someone else, how cruel is this, the extreme grief and indignation made him raise his head with blood-red eyes, looking at Lianniang who has been silent since he came in.

"Why?" He was full of questions and anger, but his mind was confused, but he only squeezed out these three words, Shen Qinglian At this time, how could she feel good in her heart, in the face of Lin Chunsheng's questioning, she was speechless, what could she say, could it be that it was all to save you, didn't it make him uneasy for the rest of his life?

Just looking at his blood-red eyes full of grief and despair, but also heartache, I almost couldn't bear to look at it anymore, I just lowered my head and whispered, "I want to live a rich life, I want to live a good life" "Impossible, you are not such a person, if this is your reason, I will never believe it, we have known each other since childhood, you have never been a greedy and vain girl, you don't want to find a reason to prevaricate me." Without waiting for Shen Qinglian's words to fall, Lin Chunsheng retorted eagerly. The black eyes stared at her deeply, although he was angry, but he was not foolish.

Shen Qinglian opened her mouth, she didn't know how to refute, she was also anxious, and the excuse she had thought of before rushed out, "But he is not only rich and powerful, but also has outstanding appearance, and he is good to me" Lin Chunsheng's face was like a blank sheet of paper in an instant, he looked at her with disbelief in his eyes, and muttered, "You like him, you only liked him for a few days, our relationship for so many years can't withstand these?" If you want this, I can also give it to you, I will definitely be able to go to high school this time, and I will be awarded an official position at that time, I will work hard, you can also have these in the future, as long as you are patient and wait, Lian Niang, okay? Lin Chunsheng eagerly grabbed Shen Qinglian's hand, as if holding the last straw, praying with anticipation.

Shen Qinglian's heart hurt like a pinprick, he still didn't want to give up, but unfortunately he didn't have a chance in this life, she bit her lip and turned her head, not wanting him to see the tears gushing out of her eyes, quietly wiped them away, and then turned around to look at Chunsheng, and said with a sincere face, "Brother Chunsheng, Lianniang knows, you will have a bright future, and you will definitely be able to find the good girl who is worthy of you in the future, but Lianniang is not worthy of you, you forget me."

Lin Chunsheng's face was gloomy, as if his spirit and spirit were withdrawn at this moment, he looked at her with a white face and deep pupils, and said, "No matter how good others are, I only want you, Lianniang, you should know how important you are in my heart, I don't know how you recognize this man, but can they treat you sincerely as a rich son?" I'm afraid that he is also greedy for Lianniang's beauty, not to mention that he can marry you as a wife? Or do you like him so much that you would rather be a concubine, Lianniang, have you really changed in a short period of time, and have become "to your beloved girl, the kind Chunsheng is unbearable, even if her heart hurts, she still can't say ugly words, which embarrass her."

Shen Qinglian's face was snow-white, her body trembled slightly, she hurriedly lowered her eyes, covering the tears in her eyes, and her thoughts were surging, Lin Chunsheng grabbed her hand and asked eagerly, "Lianniang, did you encounter any difficulties, did he force you?"

Lin Chunsheng still couldn't believe that Shen Qinglian was empathetic and fell in love with other men, and couldn't help but think of another possibility, Lian Niang was too outstanding, and she could force the county commander to force her son in the front, but it was the same this time, and the more Lian Niang thought about it, the more he felt that it must be this reason.

Shen Qinglian was stunned on the spot, forgetting to pull out the hand he was holding, only staring at him with a stunned expression, not knowing how to respond, for a while, Fang retracted his hand like a hot face, turned sideways, and muttered to himself, "No matter what the reason, Lianniang is already his person, and it is impossible for you to be with Brother Chunsheng, I hope Brother Chunsheng will cherish himself in the future!" Tears finally slid down her snow-white cheeks, fell on the placket of her clothes, spread out, and became wet.

Lin Chunsheng roared like spring thunder, and was stunned for a moment, when he heard this, he only thought about it and asked to verify it, but he never thought that if Lianniang was someone else's woman, and the other party was powerful, whether Lianniang was willing or not, he was just powerless, he lowered his head gloomily, yes, what's the use of saying this? It's useless to just hate yourself

The two of them were like puppets, standing silent, only a strong sadness and sorrow filled the quiet room, and finally how Lin Chunsheng left, when did he leave, but Shen Qinglian felt that the whole person was confused, and she didn't know anything, she only seemed to remember what Chunsheng said to her when she left, she only cared about being immersed in sadness, and never listened carefully. When Shen Qinglian was in a daze again, she was pulled into the inner room by Li Yunniang and asked quietly, "Lianniang, what did you say to Chunsheng, Chunsheng lost his soul when he left, and you were so stunned and stunned." ”

"I didn't say anything, it just said that I got married, so he will cherish it in the future!" Shen Qinglian barely pulled out a smile and said perfunctorily. "Lianniang, my mother is an uninformed woman, I don't know any big truths, but marrying a chicken and following a chicken, since you follow Zhao Gongzi, you can't have other thoughts, otherwise, you were originally there to save Chunsheng, if you are involved with him again, and Zhao Gongzi is aware of it, wouldn't it hurt him?"

"Mother, I know that Lian Niang will not be out of proportion, but looking at Brother Chunsheng like that, I feel a little sad in my heart" Shen Qinglian said with a gloomy face. "Alas, it's really hard for us Lianniang!" Li Yunniang hugged Shen Qinglian like she did when she was a child, patted her back and comforted.

"Mother" Shen Qinglian buried her face in her mother's arms, her heart was sour, she was really uncomfortable and unhappy at this time, thinking that she liked it for the only time in her two lives, and she ended up like nothing like this, and she hurt his heart that was so good to her, can she feel good in her heart? To tell the truth, even if she was full of reluctance and helplessness, if she didn't say a word from Lin Chunsheng, her heart would be like a knife, thinking that she was afraid that she would never see him again in the future, and her heart was full of melancholy.

The night was deep, Shen Qinglian was lying on the bed, tossing and turning, she couldn't sleep since she had something on her mind in her previous life, and the same was true tonight, originally she wanted to sleep with her mother, I was afraid that she would have insomnia, and then she would disturb her mother and not sleep well. She opened the tent a little irritably, and through the veiled window, a few insect chirpings came, and the night seemed even quieter.

She sat quietly, Lin Chunsheng's handsome face appeared in her mind, as well as the sadness and despair in her eyes, she was trying to help him, but she still hurt him, for a man like herself, making him so desperate and sad, Shen Qinglian felt pain in her heart, and she always felt full of uneasiness.

The next day, Shen Qinglian woke up, the bright sunlight had shone into the house, in the yard, the sound of a few maids chirping, she opened the gauze tent and got out of bed, Xi'er heard the sound, so she came in first, and said with a smile, "Auntie is awake." "Well, my mother!" Shen Qinglian also felt that she was in a better mood after sleeping, no longer the heaviness of yesterday, thinking that people always have to look forward and leave their troubles behind, it can be said that they cherish good memories, forget all kinds of pain and pain yesterday, he Lin Chunsheng also has his way to go, I wish each other well.

"Qingyun is here to pick you up!" Xi'er said with a smile. "Ah, here so early!" Shen Qinglian was surprised, and smiled embarrassedly after speaking, looking at the sun outside, she didn't know if it was too early. I had to urge Xi'er to do a simple mess with her hair, and after washing, I had a hasty breakfast.

Li Yunniang had already packed up the clothes she was going to bring, and when Shen Qinglian had breakfast, a few people set off, it was still two carriages, Qingyun took a few entourages to follow on horseback, Li Yunniang and Shen Qinglian took Xi'er and Qing'er in a carriage, and the carriage behind them carried some clothes and miscellaneous items, and Cui'er stayed at home to take care of the house.

Lin Chunsheng stood in an inconspicuous corner, looking at the carriage in the distance, silently distracted, for a long time, Aunt Lin, who had been following him, carefully persuaded, "Chunsheng, let's go back!" Chunsheng turned around silently and walked to the door of the house, Aunt Lin sighed helplessly, since she had seen Lianniang, Chunsheng didn't say a word when she got home, asked him anything, and didn't want to say anything, I just hoped that he could see it slowly.

After the spring, the day of the list is here again, and there are a lot of people in front of the list, everyone is vying to see if their relatives are on the list, some have seen the elated, some are depressed, and cry sadly

Wei Lin Chunsheng's face was expressionless, even if he looked at himself on the list, there was no joy at all, Uncle Lin and Aunt Lin cried with joy when she saw it, her son really came out, and Chunqiao was also very excited.

Shen Qinglian's carriage was a little late because of the departure time, and it was already late when she returned to the house, and Aunt Xiu in the house had already arranged for people to wait, she knew that Aunt Lian was the top person in her heart at this time, so she didn't dare to slack off, and greeted Li Yunniang very warmly and thoughtfully, and arranged for the maid to sort out the luggage for them.

Li Yunniang looked at the maids who came in and out, all the way to the pavilions and pavilions in the house, the flowers were clustered, it was simply dazzling, almost couldn't even walk, she secretly said in her heart, no wonder everyone yearns for a rich life, sure enough, rich and charming eyes, into the house, there are maids to wait for the wide clothes to wash, and the table is full of delicacies, Li Yunniang only feels that she has lived for half her life, and now she is a long insight.