Sometimes not being in touch doesn't mean you don't want to miss it, and not being in touch doesn't mean you don't love it. It's that although I miss it too much and love it too much, I have a reason not to face it.

This is especially true for Zuo Xinrou, the first time she left her parents to go away alone, and this time she didn't call back for more than four months. Every time I pick up the phone, I have to hesitate for a long time, and then I don't move forward, I hesitate.

Now she has gradually begun to integrate into her life, and she has enough time every day to be herself, and she can do what she wants to do and what she likes. In the afternoon, I was going to Su's house, and Sunan's situation was much better than when she first came, although she still didn't talk much, but she was willing to accept her and was willing to go out with her occasionally, which made Subei happy.

And Li Zefan ...... Zuo Xinrou stood by the window of the studio on the second floor of the Su family, looking at the unchanging scenery outside, and she and Li Zefan did not have any closeness, but were getting farther and farther apart.

This has always been what she wants to see in her heart, the two of them don't have any communication that they shouldn't have, he is Li Zeqi's eldest brother, she is Li Zeqi's friend, occasionally they meet like they know each other, they just know each other, this is the relationship she has always hoped for with Li Zefan, the person she knows.

But one day, when they really didn't have any communication that they shouldn't have, she couldn't be happy in her heart, and she only felt a little depressed.

That day, they hadn't had any contact since Li Zeye's birthday, and she didn't give him her contact information, so he would come every once in a while before, but now it's been two weeks, and he hasn't come.

Thinking of this, she thought of the beautiful and charming woman that night, yes, there were so many wonderful women around him, and they were willing to take the initiative to approach and love him.

But what about yourself? Not only was he unwilling to take the initiative, but he ruthlessly pushed him away when he took the initiative to approach him, Li Zefan is not stupid, she is not so good, why would he take the initiative to approach her again and again.

Zuo Xinrou only felt some dull pain in her heart, she didn't love it, cuteness doesn't mean a qiē, and it can't make the external obstacles disappear. There was a sea between them, and she didn't dare to cross it lightly, because it would hurt if she accidentally fell into the sea.

Sunan on the side was still painting oil paintings seriously, and her serious appearance made Zuo Xinrou a little dazed. Then she came back to her senses and felt a little uncomfortable, she has been having nightmares lately, and she doesn't rest well every day, maybe she should really have a good rest.

The hour hand of the watch pointed to 2, and it was 2 o'clock in the afternoon, Zuo Xinrou looked up and smiled at Sunan and said, "Xiao Nan, I will give you half a day off today."

She said this is a little false, the fake of Sunan is really funny, Sunan is at home to paint and read books, and every day without holidays is to draw and read at home, there is no difference between the two at all.

Seriously, she said that the vacation was just a holiday for herself. She needed a good rest.

When I returned home, I threw myself on the sofa, the house was quiet, Li Zeqi and Li Zeye, the two brothers and sisters, had been working in the Li Group for two weeks, and she was usually the only one in this family.

When he was lying on the sofa and drowsy, he heard a knock on the door, Zuo Xin got up lazily and moved to the door and opened the door.

I was surprised to see the person standing outside the door, how could he come at this time? Isn't he supposed to be working?

A series of question marks flashed in her mind, so that she did not come back to her senses for a while, her expression looked a little dull, and she only stared stupidly at the person who made her sad and happy.

He greeted with a smile: "Are you okay?"

Looking at Li Zefan with a tired face, she nodded in response, but then asked addingly, "What about you?" How are you doing? ”

As if he didn't expect her to care about herself, Li Zefan was stunned for a moment, and then a smile soon appeared on his face, this was the first time that Zuo Xinrou took the initiative to care about him.

The tiredness on his face was undoubtedly revealed at this moment, he was really tired during this period of time, he was busy with things in the company, and he really missed her after going out for so many days this time.

Suddenly, he took her arms around her and rested his head on her shoulder, as if tired and preoccupied. Zuo Xinrou felt that he was in a bad mood, and there was too much difference between him and usual, so he couldn't help but feel a little worried, and asked softly, "What's wrong?" Is something wrong? ”

Li Zefan didn't speak, but hugged her tighter, afraid that as soon as she let go, she would have news, and this qiē would disappear like a dream.

It took him a long time to come back to his senses, and the feeling of uneasiness in his heart gradually disappeared when he held her in his arms, and then he seemed to find his voice back: "Xin Rou, do you know? Do you know I almost didn't see you? Do you know how scared I am that I will never see you again? ”

Hearing this, Zuo Xinrou frowned, reached out and patted his back lightly as if comforting: "How come, I won't be here without seeing it."

She knew that he didn't mean that, and what he wanted to express between the lines was not just missing her, but also a deeper meaning. I almost didn't see her, something must have happened here. It's just that she doesn't know what it is.