Chapter Thirty-Seven: Today is different from what we thought

As soon as the mobile phone had a signal out of the mountain, the information on the mobile phone rang non-stop, a large number of missed calls, he also made more than a dozen calls, and there were message messages, because there were colleagues in front of me I didn't call him back.

I called Jiang Xinya and Yu Xinhui back, saying that I had entered the mountain and there was no signal on my mobile phone.

Jiang Xinya sighed: "I can't contact you for a few days, and you still think you eloped with someone!" ”

I smiled with a trace of doubt in my heart: "What nonsense are you talking about, when you entered the mountain, you thought you would be back in two or three days, except for saying hello to your family, you didn't say anything to anyone, who knew that the road was so difficult to walk and delayed for a few more days, what are you looking for me in a hurry?" ”

"It's not that I'm in a hurry, someone is in a hurry, okay, just come back safely, let's talk about it when I come back, don't play missing at every turn"

Jiang Xinya smiled and said.

With the signal, Zheng Duo called Cai Jiao and Deputy Director Xiao of the criminal police team.

When I arrived at the village under the mountain, I saw that Deputy Director Xiao and Qiao Qidong were in front of our car, and even Chen Jingde's car was there, I felt very strange, I glanced at the crowd and saw that he was also in my heart, and my eyes swept over his face and quickly looked away, and when I saw so many people, I quickly took off the gauze in my hand and put it in my pocket.

Deputy Director Xiao said to Zheng Duo: "If we can't contact you again, we will organize people to go into the mountains to find you, and Director Zhang has called several times to ask if there is any news of you."

Zheng Duo said: "Let the leaders worry, the road is not easy to walk, we took a detour and walked a long way, so we delayed for three more days"

Seeing that he was greeting Zheng Duo and them, I hurriedly got into our car and sat down, I didn't want to meet him in public.

When I got home, I saw my son playing games in front of the computer, and he just looked at me and said, "Mom, you're back"

Just staring at the computer again, I thought about it before I realized that it was Saturday, and it was his legal time to play games.

I took a shower and changed my clothes and came out, and my dad asked me, "Aren't you going for two or three days?" How does it take so long? ”

"The road in the mountains is not easy to walk, so it was delayed for two more days"

"Then why don't you call back? It's worrying."

My mom said.

"There is no signal in the mountains, and mobile phones can't get through"

I said with a smile.

During the meal, I asked Li Haoyu: "Son, how are you doing these days?" ”

"It's good, I went to cram school this morning, and I've been doing my homework in the afternoon, and I just started playing when you come back, don't believe you ask grandma"

My son said a little flattering.

I thought about what he had to say and asked, "Are you done with your homework?" ”

"There's still a little bit left.,Tomorrow I'm sure I'll finish it early.,Mom.,Discuss something with you.,Can I combine the two hours of playing the game today and the two hours of playing the game tomorrow.,Play in a row tonight.,I won't play tomorrow."

The son asked expectantly.

The answer came out, I sighed and looked at my son and said helplessly: "Son, your mother and I have been out for so many days, you don't even care about it, just thinking about your game, are you still not my own son?" ”

My son reached out and hugged me with a smile on his face: "If you let me play games, you are my own mother, and if you don't let me play games, you are my stepmother"

"Son, when will you grow up and be sensible? Are you going to play for the rest of your life? ”

I said dejectedly.

"I've grown up, I'm taller than you now"

My son rubbed my answer and said that he didn't understand what I was saying, but that he didn't want to understand.

"What's the use of you being tall? Do you have long eyes? You're going to be in high school next year! Aren't you in a hurry? ”

The son suddenly lowered his face and said displeasedly, "Do you want me to play games tonight?" If you had known this, why wouldn't you come back tomorrow! ”

My mother was not very happy when she saw me, and quickly said, "Don't talk about this when you eat, let's eat quickly!" ”

My son went to play computer games after eating with a calm face, my mom and I were cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, and my dad went to watch TV.

My mom wiped the table and said, "You just let him play, you don't let him play at home, it's not more troublesome for him to run out to play in the game hall outside, he's usually quite obedient, he comes back early after school every day and doesn't run around, he comes home from school every day and asks 'is my mom back', he still thinks about you"

I smiled and said, "I know, he's just playful, but it's not a way to keep playing like this!" ”

"It would be good if he grew up to be more sensible"

Mother said comfortingly.

"Then when will he be sensible, don't wait for his beard to be gray before regretting that it will be too late at the beginning"

When it was dark, I received a call from him: "Where are you?" ”

"At Home"

I said as I walked to my room.

"Come out, I'm on the side of the road outside your family home"

Listening to his unquestioning tone, I sighed for a moment and said, "Okay."

I changed my clothes and told my dad and mom who were watching TV that I should go out for a while, and then walked up to my son, who was busy typing on the keyboard in his hand and said, "Mom, you want to go out?" ”

I stood beside him, feeling guilty about him, so I touched his head and said, "Oh, I'll go out, you play games tonight and study hard tomorrow, do you know!" ”

"Okay, thank you mom, goodbye mom"

My son smiled and waved at me.

It's strange.,Ever since I've been with him, I've always felt sorry for my son.,I feel like I've betrayed him.,So I'm much more tolerant of him than in the past.,I don't think I have the old concept of being a husband and a son, right?

But the human psychology is really strange, at this time, my son is playing games even if I stay at home, but when I go out with him, I feel that I have neglected my responsibilities to my son, and there is always a sense of guilt.

Sitting in his car, he didn't speak all the way, until he went upstairs to the house, he looked at me and changed my shoes before asking me, "What's wrong with your hand?" ”

I looked at him, presumably he saw that I had gauze wrapped around my hands in the village below the mountain, so he smiled and stretched out his hand in front of him and said, "It's nothing, I fell and made some cuts when I went up the mountain, but fortunately Zheng Duo grabbed me, otherwise I would have died in the line of duty, and you wouldn't have seen me."

"Have you always talked about life and death so easily? Is life and death really not important to you? ”

He said in a somewhat stiff tone.

I looked at him with some surprise, wondering why he was so serious in what he said and did today.

He took my hand, held me tightly in his arms, and was silent for a long time before saying, "I've called you a lot."

"When I entered the mountain, I thought I would come back in two or three days, but I didn't know that I would be delayed in the mountain for so many days, so I didn't tell you."

"One day in the mountains, a hundred years in the world, do you know?"

There is a heart-warming tenderness in his voice.

I leaned into his arms, and there was a strange feeling in my heart, a feeling that I did not want to have between us.

Lying in his arms, I asked him, "Why did you go to the village?" ”

"I couldn't contact you, so I went to the police station to find Director Qiao"

"You're going to inquire about me?"

I stared at him in surprise.

He twisted my nose and laughed, "What are you nervous about!" I just went to talk to him, and by the way, I talked about your Captain Zheng, he said that you have entered the mountain, and there has been no news for a few days, and when I went to their police station today, when your Director Xiao came over to ask about the situation, I received a call from your Captain Zheng, and I went to the village with them to pick you up."

"What are you doing with them? It scared me when I saw you."

I wrinkled my nose and said slightly.

He leaned up and looked down at me, "I'm anxious to see how you're doing!" I saw you with gauze wrapped around your hands from afar, wondering if you were injured, but you disappeared in a flash, deliberately avoiding me, didn't you? ”

I smiled and rubbed his face against the injured part: "Isn't it a bit of a face?" ”

He took my hand and kissed him on the face and was silent, and I was silent, I wanted to say that I missed him when I was in the mountains, but I couldn't.

We embraced each other silently, no matter how much we care about each other now, we both understand that we don't have a future, so we can't say much, we just stay together now.

"Does Jiang Xinya know about our relationship?"

\t "I didn't tell her, but I asked her to get your number, and I couldn't reach you these days, so I called her"

He said.

He kissed me on the forehead and asked, "Still, do you mind if others know about our relationship?" Are you scared? ”

"It's a county, not a metropolis, and although people don't take it too seriously these days, it's not an ethical thing to do after all, and although many women now take pride in being able to make a lot of money, I don't want people to know about our relationship. I'm afraid I'm not afraid, and the big thing is just the word "responsibility", and if I do it, I have to bear the consequences, no matter what the consequences are, but I don't want to publicize it. ”

"Still, although I can't say that I can do anything for you, I can give you a lot of help here, and if you have any difficulties in the future, will you?"

He took me into his arms and said seriously.

I pulled out of his arms, looked at him and said sternly: "I know you have this ability, but you don't meddle in anything with me in the future, you can pretend not to know me when you go out of this door, and you don't want you to mention me in front of anyone." ”

He looked at me quietly for a while, then pulled me into his arms, kissed my face, sighed, and said, "Still, you really don't have to." ”

"You're just a 'passerby', have you forgotten? Try not to change anything, not to get into every aspect of my life, not to leave me sad and leave me feeling helpless"

When I said this, I suddenly felt a trace of sadness in my heart.

He hugged me silently for a long time and sighed and said, "I see"

We didn't want to get too close, but today it was different.