Chapter 113: My Mother

Zuo Ai curled up in the corner, reaching out to hug herself tightly in a protective state, her pointed chin resting lightly on her knees, her eyes looking to the side without focus......

Shen Tianyou walked up to her step by step, squatted down, looked at her, and no one spoke. 『』【No pop-up novel network baoly】

Time crept through their hair, across their skin, like dust. The whole space seemed to stand still, no one moved, no one spoke. And just like that, one squatted and the other sitting......

"I've never seen my dad since I was sensible. I even thought that there was no such word dad in the world! Zuo Ai murmured softly, and Shen Tianyou listened quietly without speaking.

Zuo Ai continued: "Later, I grew up slowly, until one time, when I came back from kindergarten, I saw other children calling Dad! This is the first time I've heard of the word dad, and it's also the first time I've seen what others call dad! So, I asked my mom, where is my dad? My mother told me that my father had gone to a far, far away place and could not come back for a while. So, I silently prayed every day, that my father would come back one day and come back to see me. ”

"Do you know how small a wish it is?" Zuo Ai looked up at Shen Tianyou and laughed at himself: "Day after day, year after year!" I just want him to look at me and let him know that in this world, there is still a self of mine! However, even a small wish is just an extravagant hope! That day, I got into a fight with other kids because they said I was a wild seed abandoned by my father. I was so angry, I was so angry that I beat up two boys with just me! Hehe, when I went back covered in injuries, I saw my mother bowing her head and apologizing to the two couples. The parents of the two boys came to the door and hurled insults at me and my mother, and I still remember their disdainful expressions and the foul words they used to my mother. That was the first time I hated him, the father who had never been in my life! If he were here today, my mom would never have been insulted like this! However, I hate myself even more, I hate myself for being ignorant, I hate myself for being too weak to protect my mother! ”

After they left, my mother didn't blame me, she looked at me at the time, smiled and said, "Little love, you're back...... It's the ugliest, ugliest laugh I've ever seen her! From that day on, I never mentioned my dad again, and I never wanted to see him again! Since he never appeared, it is better to never appear! Zuo Ai raised her head slightly and swallowed the tears in her eyes.

"Until I was ten years old, a fire burned down our house, and it burned completely and cleanly!" Zuo Ai opened his eyes suddenly, and a touch of hatred flashed: "In the fire, my mother took off the necklace that she had been wearing and hung it around my neck, and said to me, Xiao Ai, you are the most precious treasure he gave me in this life, so I don't hate him, on the contrary, I am still very grateful to him, grateful to him for leaving you to me in the days without him!" This necklace is called Beloved, he said, I am the love of his life, and you are the crystallization of our love! Little love, don't hate him, don't look for him, mom just hopes that you can live well and live for me! As long as you are still there, our love will continue, and our lives will continue! ”

Zuo Ai gently stroked the necklace around her neck and said softly: "You, thank you, thank you for helping me find the half of the necklace I lost......"

Shen Tianyou shook his head, reached out to hold her in his arms, gently stroked her hair, and said in a low voice, "So, now?" Why do you want to find him again? ”

Zuo Ai leaned on his chest and murmured, "It's okay to say that I'm selfish or willful." I suddenly wanted to meet this man, the man my mother had loved, thought about, read, and waited for all her life, and she didn't want to hate him until she died, what kind of person was he! I don't want him to recognize me, and I don't want him to know about my existence, I just want to meet him......"

Shen Tianyou hugged her and said in a low voice: "I have seen all of L's works, but this beloved is unknown to the world." If I'm not mistaken, it's made for your mother! Moreover, judging from the age, it should have been built before L became famous! ”

"Yes, to be exact, that person made L build it at the time. I originally thought that I could find the man through guòl, but ......" Zuo Ai choked up, and unconsciously tightened Shen Tianyou's clothes with both hands: "You, why!" Why does God have to cut off the last clue and the last hope for me! Why, I just want to see him, just to see him! ”

Shen Tianyou lowered his eyes and hugged her tightly with both hands, eager to melt her into his bones......

A few large black characters on the ground were impressively printed on the white paper......

In June 2013, ** Airlines disappeared from the Atlantic Ocean, and the wreckage has not been found, and all passengers are missing

In August 2013, l closed the mountain

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At the dining table, Zuo Ai held a spoon, mixed the white porridge in the bowl, and drank it without a sip.

"You ......" Zuo Ai put down the spoon in his hand, looked up at Shen Tianyou, and begged: "I want to see my mother on the weekend...... ...... to the outskirts of town"

Because of the kidnapping last time, Shen Tianyou watched Zuo Ai's itinerary very closely, and it was as far away as going to the suburbs of the city, so he had to report to him.

And they all know that just a few months ago, Zuo Jingyao and her son Rong Jiahang were picked up by Guan Lao and lived in Guan Lao's house. And now on the outskirts of the city, her so-called mother, needless to say, everyone knows it.

Zuo Ai secretly glanced at Shen Tianyou, with Shen Tianyou's cleverness, if he said this to him yesterday, he would definitely be able to guess that Zuo Jingyao was not her biological mother, of course, she didn't dare to tell him all the facts, because she was L's daughter, and she couldn't see the light of day! After all, although L is missing, his wife is still there! Who can guarantee that she won't send killers to kill her again? What's more, if L is really dead, then that woman should resent her existence even more!

However, after all, she deceived Shen Tianyou...... Whether it was before or now......

Shen Tianyou sat on the side, did not speak, and tapped the table with both hands.

For a long time, until Zuo Ai felt that Shen Tianyou would not bird him, Shen Tianyou opened his mouth and said lightly: "Good ......"

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