letter1: The time before you loved me

Today, the two of us are the first day, and today, it is also a special day for me, I got rid of high school life and officially became a college student at China Agricultural University, which is great.

But, knowing you, more beautiful, you, make me feel, so warm, so warm, like a touch of sunshine, sprinkled into my heart, in the background is a sweaty photo that was secretly taken when we first met.

I was so happy and excited to meet you on campus today......

Today, I saw you in the library, you were looking at the book so hard, you didn't see me, a little disappointed......

Today, on the stairs of the classroom after class, I saw you, you also saw me, I greeted you happily, you also smiled and looked at me, I was so happy, I was teased by my roommates when I returned to the dormitory to be a nymphomaniac, but, I am a nymphomaniac, and, just for you, I like you......

Today, we went out to play together, hiking, very fun, looking at everyone's tired crooked walking figure, I wanted to laugh, but the sky is not beautiful, suddenly it rained so hard, so cold, so cold......

Suddenly, I couldn't feel the cold raindrops on my head, it turned out that you, actually took off your clothes for me, and yourself, shivering from the cold...... So impressed

Today, I went to return your clothes, and I saw that you had a cold and were so strict, I was the one who caused you to catch a cold, so guilty, and you said that I would invite you to eat delicious food, or watch a movie, I was very happy.

So,You were designed by me.,I deliberately took you to see a love movie.,The roommates said,This movie,It's very sensational.,Sure enough,The effect,I'm very satisfied.,What about you, the background picture is the ps photo of the first kiss between the two of us that day......

Today, you took me to eat a lot of delicious food, so happy......

Today, you don't seem to be very happy, what's wrong, ask you, you don't say, since you don't say, then I will accompany you silently, I am your eternal pistachio, you said, you are not allowed to be unhappy......

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letter2 entrepreneurship

Today, you suddenly told me that you want to open a café like the special café in Gulangyu, and the two of us have a tacit understanding, and I am also planning to do so...... It's a good feeling of tacit understanding.

Today, we finally persuaded our parents to invest, the money was in place, and we quickly chose the address, and the decoration design drawings were in place, and then we could decorate......

Today, we quarreled over a trivial matter, but I don't remember what we quarreled about later, and the reason why I quarreled was that you actually quarreled with me, and I hate that you quarreled with me, so don't quarrel with me, okay......

Today, I set the background color of the café to lilac, which is a favorite color for both of us, and the crystal lamps were also designed in place, and I chose the large curtains that we both loved, and the hyacinths, forget-me-nots and lavender on the tabletop, all of which are from the purple series...... You said you like purple...... I like it too, really......

Today, the decoration design drawing, the two of us have finally been completed, so happy......

Today, the decoration workers came, according to the plan we designed, decorate the café for the two of us, remember, I am the boss, I am not the second largest shareholder, and I am not allowed to be called the second largest shareholder in the future, I don't like it, I prefer the boss, because, I like you......

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Today, it rained, and the renovation workers left early because the decoration materials were not in place, leaving the two of us, lying in the bedroom on the second floor of the café, listening to the wind and rain...... At the same time, today is also our first intimate contact, although I am in pain, but I am still very happy, you are comfortable......

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Today is the 203rd day we have been together, and the two of us have been renting a house for half a month, although every time you tempt me, I really can't resist your temptation...... Everywhere, the breath of our joy was left......

Today, I found myself unwell and scared, I was worried that I was pregnant, and I didn't want to be a mother so early......

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letter3

Today, it was confirmed that I was sick, very strict zhòng sick, I fainted with fright, I was afraid that you would not accompany me, I was also afraid that I could not accompany you, I loved you......

Today, I am so sad to see you hiding in the door and wiping your tears......

Today, I heard the conversation between the doctor and the nurse again, and it turned out that my illness was even more serious......

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Today, I decided not to be sad, I want to be strong, I can't let you see my vulnerability, and I don't want you to be sad, you're sad, I'm even more sad......

It occurred to me that what kind of woman would you marry after I was gone? I want to be your wife, I really want to, I want to mention it to you, but I'm afraid you won't agree......

Today, I figured it out, I don't want you to marry me, you will meet other people you love in the future, I just want to, you give me a child that belongs to us, see her, you will remember me, then I will be satisfied......

Today, you don't agree with my construction, I know that you are distressed by my body, but I ......

Torture your body for several days in a row, I know, you will feel distressed, you will agree, finally, a few days after the hunger strike, you finally agree to give me a child that belongs to us, I am very happy, I don't feel so painful......

Today, I feel so tired, but I still keep tempting you, I want to give you a baby, I know, I don't have much time, the doctor said, I may have two more years, or less......

Today, I am pregnant, and when I get the confirmation letter, my heart is in tears......

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Today, our daughter was born, I am so happy, I know, I am leaving, leaving you whom I love, our daughter whom I love, and my parents whom I love......

I was relieved to see that my daughter was healthy, and I knew that you would take good care of her and protect her for me...... Watching her get married......

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In the end, a sentence is written, don't feel sorry for me, I just went to another world, I will watch you silently in the sky, look at our daughter, you have to live well for me, you know, otherwise, I will be sad......

You can't bear to make me sad, right......

You have to find someone who loves you and loves your daughter, I'm a little selfish, I'm afraid that our daughter will be wronged......

At this point, the letter is over, and I don't have the strength to write what I want to say later......

After reading it, I nested in the room for three days and three nights, not a drop of water, my mother was distressed to persuade me, crying and persuading me, and later, simply hugged my daughter and threw it into my arms, saying, since you give up on yourself like this, then your daughter, you take care of it yourself......

Sure enough, looking at my daughter's clear eyes, I felt that this was a failure to Ouyang Xue's entrustment, so after adjusting the time for a month, I came back to life......

Later, the business of the coffee shop got better and better, and it became more and more prosperous, and I never went out to look for a job, and I have been taking care of this store with all my heart, this store full of the taste of Ouyang Xue and I falling in love......

If it weren't for my mother's poor health this time, I missed my son, and my daughter missed my father, I would still be reluctant to transfer this store, but I would be relieved to transfer the store to you.

Oh, why, Cheng Ning asked,

Because, in many places, you are too similar to Ouyang Xue, you like purple, you like hyacinths, forget-me-not...... You like bay windows, you love crystal chandeliers...... I know that you won't make big changes to the storefront, and the memories here will still be saved...... If Ouyang Xue saw it in heaven, she would also be very relieved......

I don't know how long I said, but finally, Chen Shaoyang got tired and said,

I hope that this store can be kept in your hands forever, you go back, I want to be alone for a while......

Cheng Ning looked at Chen Shaoyang, I really didn't know that the store I liked had this history, since people wanted to be quiet for a while, then, go back by yourself.

So, he pulled Li Mo and was about to walk out of the store......

Along the way, Li Mo and Cheng Ning didn't speak, and they just arrived at the door of Cheng Ning's dormitory......

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