Chapter 32 The Hotel
It's not a weekend today, the hotel room is still booked, Zhou Fei sent Shen Yan to the door of the hotel, and said, you wash up and go to bed early, we'll see you tomorrow, good night, my goddess girl. said, he gave Shen Yan a flying kiss, although in high school, Zhou Fei often flew and kissed Shen Yan across several rows of seats, and sometimes met Shen Yan's gaze, and Zhou Fei was so naughty every time, without scruples, and Shen Yan would blush with disgust, Zhou Fei at that time really couldn't understand whether Shen Yan liked herself, or did she like her kindness to her, her care, her love, her liking, or just liking his kindness to her.
Shen Yan looked at Zhou Fei's flying kiss expression as always, and said half-jokingly and half-seriously, "Yo, so numb, do you want to come in and sit down and chat with me for a while?" Shen Yan said with a blurred look in his eyes.
Zhou Fei really wanted to go in, but when he thought that if something happened, it would ruin his innocent feelings, and also make the goddess impressed with him, so he still didn't want to go in, thinking so, Zhou Fei said,
Don't it, it's too late, I glanced at the watch in my hand, and said, look, it's half past eleven, it's too late, it's inconvenient for you to live alone, I'll come directly to your door to pick you up tomorrow, and then you get up early, don't sleep lazy. After speaking, he made a goodbye gesture to Shen Yan, and without waiting for Shen Yan to speak, he walked quickly to the elevator entrance, Zhou Fei thought to himself, damn, if you don't leave, I'm really afraid that I won't be able to control the urge to go in, but fortunately I am calmer.
Shen Yan looked at the back of Zhou Fei leaving, and felt lonely, I don't know what kind of feelings it is, and Zhou Fei is kind to himself, how can he not know it, but is he really worthy of Zhou Fei's treatment like this? No, it's not worth it, I'm not a good girl, I'm not worthy of your love.
Shen Yan closed the door, slid directly to the ground with her back to the door, and muttered, I don't deserve your so much cherishment, it's not worth it, it's not worth it......
I don't know how long it took, Shen Yan straightened up, slowly walked to the bathtub, took off all her clothes and threw them on the hanger, filled them with water, and lay down inside, falling into deep thought......