CHAPTER XXXVII
Li Yueqing leaned on the head of the bed, did not turn on the light, but the room was also faintly reflected by the outside light. The night in the city is just beginning at this time.
"Knock knock" on the door, she whispered, "Who?" ”
"Yueqing, it's me, open the door." Li Mingfeng's eyelashes kept falling together, and the air was stained with pale yellow orange pollen.
At the bend of the staircase is a large pot of orange blossoms. Yang Xinrui once wanted to move it downstairs, saying that it was unsafe, and she was afraid that she would accidentally knock it down when she went downstairs and upstairs. But Li Mingfeng insisted on putting it there, because it was the first place she could see as soon as she stepped out of the room. He wanted her to open her eyes every morning to see the most beautiful flowers, blooming towards the sun, like shrunken sunflowers.
She just thinks it's good-looking, but she rarely really understands his intentions. Of course, she didn't know that the flower language of daisies was "hidden love".
The light outside the house pierced Li Yueqing's pupils, and she blocked her eyes with her hand a little uncomfortably.
"Enough crying?"
She nodded.
"Have you eaten?" He asked.
She shook her head, "Not yet." ”
"Wait." He turned around and was about to go downstairs, Li Yueqing grabbed her and said; "Brother, I'm not hungry. Stay with me for a while. It's been almost two months since you've been back, and we haven't spoken properly. ”
"Okay, I'll get you a glass of milk."
Li Yueqing held the glass he handed to him, which was full of steaming pure white milk. The heat swirled up until it reached the small lamp that was slightly lit.
She and he sat on the floor, side by side.
After a long while, Li Yueqing said, "Brother, have you ever wanted to go to a place that no one knows at all and live there for the rest of your life?" ”
He didn't answer, he knew that she didn't need any answers at this time, she just wanted to say, then he, just listen.
"I thought about going to a completely unfamiliar place and starting my life all over again. But I can't find a place like that, maybe there is no paradise in the world. In short, I can't find it no matter how I look for it...... Brother, I really wish I could have amnesia one day, like most heroines in Korean dramas, who had a car accident and woke up with nothing to remember, how nice it was. She said flatly.
"But the heroine in Korean dramas will still remember the hero in the end, she can forget all the things, but the only thing she can't forget is love."
"Brother, do you have a love that you can't forget?" She twisted her little head slightly.
Li Mingfeng stared at her for a long time before he said, "Yes, I like a girl, but she doesn't know that I love her." ”
"Then you can sue her."
He twisted her cheek, "Not all love can be spoken. Look, you're much happier than me, aren't you? Little fool, don't be dissatisfied. When you have love in your heart, you should love well, don't wait for love to be missed and regret it, then it's too late, you know? ”
Li Yueqing nodded as if she didn't understand.
"Come, don't think too much, drink the milk, get a good night's sleep, and tomorrow you will wake up, everything will be the same, nothing will change. I'll be there for you. He took her in his arms.
Li Yueqing honestly drank a whole glass of milk, she had never done this before. She hated milk, and at most she only politely took a sip and stopped touching it.
Li Mingfeng covered her with a quilt and watched her fall asleep before turning off the lights and leaving.