186. Let her

Shen Boteng said meaningfully: "It seems that you have another secret of mine." ”

I felt a chill in my heart, and kept thinking in my heart if my brain was rusty just now, and I actually told this matter, but I didn't panic, but said lightly: "I don't want to know your secret at all." ”

Shen Boteng said: "But you still know. ”

I looked at him and said, "I heard that the former people were known their secrets. The only way to do that is to kill this person and make this secret disappear from this world once and for all, and you can do the same. ”

Shen Boteng smiled and said, "What do you want to say." ”

I said, "What I'm trying to say is, since I don't have the courage to die, you can kill me." ”

Shen Boteng said: "Why should I kill you? He got up from the ground, looked down at the scenery downstairs from the bathroom window, and said: "The people who know about this matter have died one after another, even Shen Ting is dead, there is no proof of death, and it is just a stupid thing to kill you." ”

I stood up underground and said, "Why? I don't understand, Shen Ting is your father, why did you kill him? ”

Shen Boteng said: "It's nothing, he is blocking my way, so naturally he must die." ”

I said, "But he's your father, do you know what family affection is?" ”

Shen Boteng turned to look at me sideways, and said with a smile: "Dad? He laughed and said, "What is family affection, family affection brings only endless conspiracies." Endless intrigues, endless killings, and family affection is a troublesome thing. ”

I said, "But how to say that he is a father who raised you so much, you are too unkind." ”

Shen Boteng said: "Didn't you always know what kind of person I am? ”

He choked me speechless. Yes, I always knew what kind of person he was, so no amount of kindness and filial piety was instilled in him, and it was not my business.

I said, "Yes, I'm nosy." ”

The atmosphere in the bathroom is quiet again.

He asked me if I had calmed down.

I said, "You go, I'll be calm down a long time ago." ”

He said, "Come on, this temper will come and disappear as soon as it comes." ”

I didn't speak.

Shen Boteng looked at my hand, the wound from the last shot has not recovered until now, and now it is a glass slag stabbing my hand. He said, "When you calm down, go out and deal with it." ”

I said, "From now on, the Yuan family is my enemy. ”

I put down this sentence and passed in front of him with a blank face, but when I walked to the door, I turned my face to look at Shen Boteng and said, "Even your fiancΓ©e, today's account, I must settle it with them one by one." ”

Shen Boteng said: "I am very happy, but even I don't have the ability." Do you think you can? ”

I sneered and said, "You can't do it, it doesn't mean I can't do it, if you can't, I will use my life to apologize to Sister Xu, personally tell her that I can't do it, and let her forgive me." ”

Shen Boteng said: "In fact, people live in the world, why bother to take moral revenge on themselves, she is dead, even if you find the Yuan family's blood debt, is it still meaningful?" ”

I suddenly felt a strange point, and I said, "Do you know who is the boss behind the clubhouse?" ”

Shen Boteng said: "I have sued you and me, don't I know?" ”

I said, "Why don't you sue me?" ”

Shen Boteng said: "You should ask yourself why you didn't ask me." ”

I said, "If I asked you, would you sue me?" ”

Shen Boteng said: "Obviously. Not really. ”

I said, "That's not it?" Since I can't, what's the difference between asking and not asking? ”

Shen Boteng said: "If you don't ask, how do you know if I will sue you?" ”

I sneered and said, "Are you going to have an affair with the Yuan family's wolf?" ”

Shen Boteng said: "I only know who is good for me and who is bad for me. ”

I said: "You are the most terrible person who has no distinction between good and evil, and all the qiΔ“ owned by the Yuan family are squeezed from women, and their rich life, the glory and wealth of their family, and their admiration are all exchanged for our lives." ”

Shen Boteng said: "I don't care who they stole their things from, I just know that the Yuan family will be the partners of the Shen family in the future, and I hope you put away that dead man's grudge." ”

He warned me.

I looked at him coldly, and he passed in front of me calmly, but when he was about to say goodbye to me, he stopped to look at my hand and said, "If you hold it any longer, I guess this hand will be useless." ”

Only then did I react, it turned out that my fist had been clenched for so long, and my hand immediately loosened, and I stubbornly said: "Don't worry about it." ”

He sneered and said, "Of course it has nothing to do with me, anyway, it's not my hand, and the person who hurts is not me." ”

With that, he walked out of the bathroom and out of the bedroom.

I was the only one standing there at the bathroom door.

After that, I was decadent for a long time, after the collapse of people's beliefs, I would always be sad and decadent for a long time, during that time I drank and smoked, I hid in the room and didn't dare to go out, I didn't want to deal with anything in the company, I didn't want to eat, every night I dreamed of Sister Xu's death, she cried and said to me over and over again in her dreams, she said: "Liang Sheng, you must help me avenge, Liang Sheng, you must avenge me and the child, this place is so terrible, it's hell, it's hell...... You get me out. ”

I was running in a panic in my dream, I was hysterically shouting Sister Xu, looking for Sister Xu, I wanted to save her, but I couldn't do anything.

Then the child's shrill cry pierced the darkness around me like a knife with a cold glow.

The scene turned, and the time suddenly returned to my eighteenth year, the first time I picked up a customer, and it was an old man in his fifties or sixties who pressed on me, he had bad breath, he had smelly feet, he was oily, he kept stroking me back and forth with his rough hands, and constantly violated me with his ugly things.

I screamed, I called Grandma, I shouted for help, but no one would break into the closed room, I was humiliated by him all night, after waking up in the morning, I was covered in bruises and purple, the old man seemed to have tasted a gluttonous feast, satisfied with his pants and clothes, touched his mouth, and his dirty eyes were trembling on the bed, hehe laughed twice and said, "Little girl, it tastes good." ”

Immediately, he took out a wad of money from his pocket and threw it on me, saying, "What's not good to do, I want to **, take the money and buy candy to eat." ”

I felt the rotting smell of the money in the room, like the old man's stench left on me, and I sat up from the bed as if I were ruthless, grabbed the money, and tore it with all my might.

Tearing to the back, I hugged myself and cried in despair in that house.

I've never cried like this in my life, even if I've been kidnapped. Soil and winter double strokes.

Because I know what it means from that moment, from that moment on, Liang Sheng is no longer a clean child, she is a dirty bitch.

Kneeling to make money, kneeling to live, kneeling on one's own dignity, kneeling on this hopeless society.

These dreams are terrible.

After I woke up in a cold sweat, I opened my eyes and found that I had escaped from that ghost place, and now I was the eldest wife of the Shen family, and it turned out that I was already the eldest wife of the Shen family.

But I'm still so young, how did I become a big wife?

I looked at this qiΔ“ in confusion, and after a long time, I moved my limbs, got up from the bed, went to the bathroom to take a bath, and when I came out, I continued to drink without sleep.

The next day, Secretary Jia came to my room to see me, and when she saw the wine bottles, she was frightened, so she came to help me clean up the wine bottles on the ground without saying a word.

In the morning, Shen Boteng came to Shen's house, he didn't come to see me, naturally he came to see Rong Lan who was sick, when passing through the hall, a servant told him about my situation in the past few days, and said to Shen Boteng, let him persuade me, saying that drinking hurts my body, don't torture yourself so much.

Shen Boteng listened to it at the time, and he didn't have much expression on his face, but asked casually: "Have you drunk a lot of wine?" ”

The servant bowed his head and said, "Ever since you left that day, you have been drinking all day and all night, dreaming and crying every night, and no matter how much we ask her, she will not speak." ”

Shen Boteng listened, and then changed direction and walked towards the room where I lived, but after arriving at my door, he did not go in, but stood there for a while.

The servant couldn't grasp Shen Boteng's thoughts, hesitated for a while and asked, "Isn't Mr. going in?" ”

Shen Boteng finally left a sentence: "Let her be." Then he turned and departed from the door of my room.

The servant also followed behind Shen Boteng with a puzzled face, and followed him to the second wife's room.

And I continued to sit inside and drink one cup after another, regardless of how Secretary Jia persuaded me.

Alcohol is the best thing in the world, she will make you forget your nightmares, forget your troubles, make you presumptuous, make you cry when you want to cry, laugh when you want, scold when you want, don't worry about anything, don't worry about anything, have a good waywardness.

I think I'm getting into this kind of thing.

I drank to the back and got drunk again, and Secretary Jia had to carry him to bed with the servants.

Secretary Jia looked at me, who was unconscious on the bed and lost a lot of weight in an instant, sighed for a long time, and said to the servant, "Go get a hot towel and help my wife wipe it." ”

The servant listened to Secretary Jia's words, said yes, and went to get a hot towel.

When she came in again, there was one more person in my room, it was Shen Boteng, who had come back from watching the second wife, and he didn't come long, because after the servant came in, he had just asked Secretary Jia about my situation.

Secretary Jia immediately whispered: "Miss Liang has drunk a lot of wine, and now she is asleep, and it is estimated that she will not wake up for a while." ”

The servant put hot water on the bedside table and wiped my face and neck with a hot towel, Shen Boteng stood there and watched for a while, and suddenly said to the servant, "Give me something." ”

The servant wiped my neck with a towel and looked at Shen Boteng puzzled, even Secretary Jia was watching there, she reminded in a low voice: "It's good to let the servant come to these things." ”

Shen Boteng said to the servant, "Take it." ”

The servant hesitated again and again, and then glanced at me lying on the bed, she simply turned her heart and said to Shen Boteng: "Sir, this is Mrs., it is not suitable for you to be so tired......

Shen Boteng said expressionlessly: "Do you need to be reminded?" ”

When the servant heard Shen Boteng's unkind tone, he naturally didn't dare to say a word, and immediately handed the towel in his hand to Shen Boteng, and Secretary Jia said to the servant: "By the way, when my wife wakes up, she will definitely have a headache, so you go to the kitchen to cook some sobering soup first." ”

The servant immediately said, "Yes." He quickly left the room.

Secretary Jia didn't stay, followed the servant out of the room, and closed the door by the way.

After only Shen Boteng was left in the room, he took a towel to wash it in hot water, then took my hand away from his chest, glanced at my palm that had not been bandaged for a long time, and he took a towel to wipe my arms, face, neck, and body.

After wiping it all, he threw the towel in the basin, but did not leave, but sat there and looked at me for a while, and it didn't take long for him to light an eye for himself, and he sat there and smoked, and after smoking for a while, he suddenly stretched out his hand to the head of the bed and pulled the drawer open, and when he saw that it was all smoke, he took it out and put it under his eyes to look at it, then extinguished half of the cigarette in his hand, got up and left the room.

Just as the servant came over, Shen Boteng instructed the servant with the cigarette in his hand, "Burn it." ”

Without saying a single superfluous word, he left the Shen family in front of him.

The rest of the servants looked at his back in a daze.