263. Guilt
He is so smooth and natural, presumably he has forgotten everything he should have forgotten in the past half a year, so why should I stick to the past, my heart is like a mirror, I handed the child to Shen Boteng, his posture of holding the child is very skillful, presumably Yuan Zi gave birth to a few days, he has practiced a lot.
After Yuan Zi saw that the child was in Shen Boteng's hands, the vigilance on her face finally relaxed, and the corners of her mouth opened a smile, saying, "Isn't there a banquet today?" Why did you come back so early. ”
The child who was crying arrived in Shen Boteng's arms, and suddenly became a lot quieter, Shen Boteng teased twice, and said to Yuan Zi: "I don't worry about your mother and son, so I came over early in the morning." ”
After Yuan Zi gave birth to a child, the whole person looked a lot kinder, and even her smile was less thorny than before, and it can be judged from this smile that she should have lived a very happy life in the past six months.
Yuan Zi looked at Shen Boteng and the child, her eyes were smiling with satisfaction, and from time to time she told Shen Boteng, who was holding the child, to pay attention to covering the child with the quilt and not to freeze.
The indescribable warmth of the family.
No matter how dull Yuan Changming was, he knew what such a scene meant to me, he reacted, stretched out his hand and held my slightly cold hand at his side, and he said to Yuan Jiangdong: "Dad, if it's okay, then Liang Sheng and I will go back first." ”
Yuan Changming didn't wait for Yuan Jiangdong to answer, and immediately turned to Yuan Zi on the hospital bed and said, "Sister, we haven't had dinner yet, and we'll come to see you in a few days." ”
Yuan Zi, who hadn't seen her brother for a long time, asked with reluctance on her face: "This is just here, why do you have to leave?" Isn't it good for you to stay with your sister here? ”
Yuan Changming has never rejected anyone, he has never known how to refuse people since he was a child, as long as it is something for others to get rid of him, he will try his best to do it, but this time for Yuan Zi's retention, he still said very resolutely: "No, I will come to see you tomorrow." ”
Yuan Zi looked at Yuan Changming for a long time, and finally nodded and said, "Be careful on the road." ”
Yuan Changming immediately agreed, and then couldn't wait to pull me out of the ward, he kept dragging me to the car downstairs, I saw him very panicked, so I smiled and asked him what was wrong.
Yuan Changming swallowed his saliva vigorously, and said to me with an apologetic face: "Liang Sheng, I'm sorry, I was so happy just now, I didn't notice your feelings for a while, I ......"
I raised my hand and tapped him on the head, and he immediately covered his head because of the pain, and his face was full of confusion as to why I was hitting him.
I said, "Are you stupid?" ”
Yuan Changming said: "Why are you beating me? ”
Not only did I hit him, but I also poked him in the forehead with my hand and said, "You really have a solid head." ”
Yuan Changming didn't understand why I said that.
I explained: "Actually, since the day I married you, I have cut off the past between Yiqiē and him, Changming, and now the name Shen Boteng is just an extremely ordinary three words in my heart, so you don't have to be psychologically burdened, after all, he is your brother-in-law, they have all given birth to children, and your sister is also living happily now." On the contrary, you just seemed to be very concerned and not difficult to let go. ”
Yuan Changming stretched out his hand and said, "I swear, I definitely don't mean to let go, I'm just worried about you......"
I took his raised hand from my face and said, "I know, so I won't be in a relationship with him, don't worry." ”
Yuan Changming saw that I was so open-minded, and he also breathed a sigh of relief.
After visiting Yuan Zi, who gave birth to a child, I went to work in Xinghui the next day, and when I left in the morning, Yuan Changming still pestered me for a long time, asking me why I didn't rest for a while, what was I in a hurry to do for a while, he was the eldest young master, and he didn't care about anything, thinking that everything was fine if there were subordinates doing things for him. I haven't been to the company for half a year, and if Yuan Zi doesn't give birth this time, I will also come back to work after this honeymoon after going to Austria.
I hugged him and comforted him and said that in a few days, it would be time to have lunch with him, and he happily gave up and let me go.
After I arrived at the company, the first thing I did was to take all the artists of the company to eat outside, and Xiao Jinghua was by my side.
At the dinner, everyone was a little reserved about me, the boss I hadn't seen for half a year, but Qu Minmin, who was very red, asked me if I had brought gifts to their subordinates on my honeymoon.
I asked her what if I didn't bring it.
Qu Minmin said: "Didn't you bring you back with a face?" It proves that you, the boss, don't have us subordinates in his heart. ”
I can't afford to take off her hat, even if I ask the secretary to send them the specialties brought back from abroad one by one, but I didn't give it to Qu Minmin.
Qu Minmin was unhappy, shouted beside me, pinched his voice and said coquettishly: "Okay, Mr. Pan, Mr. Pan, why didn't you bring it to me, I have done my best for the company in the past six months, and I have died, I don't agree with such differential treatment." ”
In just half a year, Qu Minmin has been trained by Xiao Jinghua to know how to adjust the atmosphere, no wonder Xiao Jinghua called me a while ago and said that now Qu Minmin is the number one when he goes out for dinner, and he can casually fool those old men and bigwigs to death, and even fool the advertising endorsements of several large companies.
I smiled and said, "I didn't leave it for you, look at your mouth, oily and smooth, I'm not a man, you used the wrong attribute." ”
Qu Minmin sighed, and said with a fake cry: "How can you treat the slave family like this, the slave family ......"
The beauty pear blossom brought rain, Xiao Jinghua rudely pushed Qu Minmin and scolded: "Dead girl, it's enough to stop, Mr. Pan is a woman, and if you make such a fuss, you have to strangle you, a little goblin." ”
I picked her chin, smiled sheepishly and said, "Beauty, can you accompany me today?" ”
Qu Minmin was teased by me, her pink face turned red, and everyone at the table laughed.
In short, the meal was quite pleasant, and after it was over, I asked the company's business car to send the artists away, and Xiao Jinghua accompanied me back to the company and I reported the company's financial situation and business status.
But as soon as I arrived at the door of the office, Xiao Jinghua told me that she had forgotten some of her writings in her office and needed to go and get them now, so let me wait a while, I nodded and said, "Go quickly." ”
After Xiao Jinghua left, I took off my coat and walked towards the hanger, just hung up, my body was suddenly hugged by a man, my whole body was tense, and I immediately pushed the person behind me with my backhand, and the person who hugged me from behind, pressed my outstretched hand backhand on my lower abdomen, and he said quietly in my ear like a ghost: "This half a year, is it fun?" ”
I paused, instantly relaxed, and said, "It's you." ”
The man who hugged me behind him said, "It's me." ”
I reminded him, "This is the company. ”
His hand holding my body tightened little by little, and his voice was hoarse, "I miss you." ”
I turned from his arms to look at him, covered his face with my hands, and stared at him for a long time. Zhu Wen suddenly pushed me to the hanger, and after holding me, he kissed me the lips, he kissed me while untying my clothes with his hands, I was a little stunned, and I couldn't even react, and consciously wanted to push him away, but intellectually I told me that I can't, I must not.
can only half-bear, half-absent-mindedly cooperate.
After kissing for a while, I found that my work clothes had been faded to his chest, and I pressed the hand that had reached under my skirt and whispered to Zhu Wen, "Don't." ”
Zhu Wen did not stop his movements, but kissed my lips again with an unsteady breath.
Just when I didn't know how to stop this qiē, there was a knock at the door.
Zhu Wen's movements on me stopped, he raised his eyes to look at me, and saw that I was half-dressed, holding his chest and looking at him in a little panic, he probably realized that he was too violent just now, and he was too eager, this is the company, he calmed down his chaotic breathing, and after a long time, he pulled his shirt for me and said, "I'm scared Madame." ”
I nodded.
Zhu Wen buttoned my chest for me, and straightened my hair, until I looked neatly dressed, he gently pecked my lips and said in a good mood, "See you tonight." ”
After he said this, he turned and walked towards the door of the office, because the knocker outside was a little hurried.
After Zhu Wen opened it, the person standing outside the door was not Xiao Jinghua, but Secretary Jia, she saw that the door had not responded, and she wanted to continue knocking, but who knows, the door has been opened, she looked at Zhu Wen inside my door.
She suddenly glanced at his shirt and found a little red, and Secretary Jia was suddenly a little at a loss, not knowing what to do.
Instead, Zhu Wen said with a cold and unhappy face: "At this time, why are you here." ”
Secretary Jia thought about it, and finally sorted out the love on her face, and when nothing happened, she smiled and said, "I heard that Mr. Pan is back, so I have some Wen Jiàn need to report to her." ”
Zhu Wen snorted, and then walked past Secretary Jia with an expressionless face.
I also gathered my thoughts and sat down at my desk.
Secretary Jia walked in from outside the door, and by the way, she brought the door shut, and after she walked in front of me, she pursed her lips to betray her love at this time, because from my somewhat wrinkled neckline, I could see what was going on in the room just now.
She said with a prickly mouth, "Happy honeymoon." ”
I said unnaturally, "It's good." ”
Secretary Jia said, "You just ......"
I interrupted her on the topic, held out my hand to her and said, "What's the text?" ”
Secretary Jia could only hand me the text and said, "This is the company's summary report for this year, you just came back, you can understand." ”
I took it from her hand and flipped it over, but Secretary Jia's eyes were still staring at me, and that look was eager to stare out of a hole in me.
I didn't look up to look at her, but turned over the text in my hand and said, "I gave you half a year, is there any result?" I said, "If there is no result, you can't blame me for being unkind." ”
Secretary Jia said: "How can it be fruitless. ”
I heard her say this, and as soon as I shared the text, Xiao Jinghua walked in from outside and said to me, "Mr. Pan, the text you want is ready." ”
Secretary Jia looked at Xiao Jinghua sideways, she didn't seem to want to stay with me longer, and said to me: "If you have any orders, you can call me, I'll step back first." ”
Before I could say yes, Secretary Jia turned around and left.
Xiao Jinghua glanced at her, and the two of them said hello without being salty.
After she left, Xiao Jinghua closed the door.
I felt the subtle atmosphere between Secretary Jia and Xiao Jinghua, and asked, "You don't seem to like her very much." ”
Xiao Jinghua put Wen Jiàn on the table, and she said: "Mr. Pan, you don't know that in the past six months, Secretary Jia and Zhu Wen have been very close. ”
I raised my eyebrows and let out a surprised sigh.
Xiao Jinghua said: "I also noticed that since you went on your honeymoon, Jia Yun has taken the initiative to invite Assistant Zhu to her house for dinner many times, and a single woman invites a man to go to her house at night, what does this mean?" And many times, some colleagues in the company saw Zhu Wen coming out of Secretary Jia's community. ”
When I heard Xiao Jinghua's words, I didn't have any change in feelings, but asked: "Other than these, is there anything unusual about Zhu Wen in official affairs?" ”
Xiao Jinghua said: "This is not true, he is still the same as before, and he is very loyal to the company." ”
I said, "Isn't there anything suspicious?" ”
Xiao Jinghua said: "No. ”
I said, "Okay, I got it." ”
Xiao Jinghua asked puzzledly: "Isn't Zhu Wen the person you brought here?" Why would you be wary of him? ”
I took a sip of coffee and said, "What do you think of Zhu Wen's work ability?" ”
Xiao Jinghua said truthfully: "It's so strong, even I am ashamed of myself." ”
I smiled and said, "Even you are ashamed of yourself, why do you say that he is such a capable person, why is he so desperate to help me?" Don't you think that's questionable? ”
Xiao Jinghua nodded and said: "I am also very confused about this, according to his qualifications, he can go to a large company." ”
I said, "Yes, that's where I wonder, now that the company has gradually recovered its stability, I have used his ability, and he naturally has the ability to be disloyal to me, and once he is disloyal, he is a person who knows the company's weaknesses very well, and if he is not prepared, that is the most dangerous thing." ”
Xiao Jinghua said: "In the past, he was dealing with the big and small things of the company, but when you decided to go on your honeymoon and promoted me, he won't fail to understand what it means." ”
I said, "It's better for him to understand, to make him scruple and inhibit." ”
Xiao Jinghua nodded and asked me, "You've come back, do I only meddle in the brokerage business?" ”
I said, "No, you continue to be his assistant." ”
When I arrived in the evening, Yuan Changming called me and asked me when I would come back, I just glanced at the time and found that it was already eight o'clock, and when it was time to have dinner, I just wanted to say that I would come back immediately, but when the words came to my mouth, I swallowed it back and said to Yuan Changming: "I still have some things to deal with." After thinking about it, he gave him an accurate number of words and said, "It's about twelve o'clock." ”
Yuan Changming said dissatisfiedly on the phone: "It's going to take so long, I'll prepare dinner for you here." ”
I rubbed my brows and coaxed, "Baby, my first day at work, there are a lot of things to do, good boy, you rest early, I will be back on time at twelve o'clock." ”
Yuan Changming wanted to say something, but I immediately said to him: "Okay, I still have a meeting to hang up first." ”
But as soon as I hung up, I saw a person standing at the door, that person was Zhu Wen, who had not left the company, he was leaning against the wall, holding his hands on his chest, looking at me lazily.
I reacted, immediately put my phone down, smiled at Zhu Wen and said, "Haven't left yet?" ”
Zhu Wen said: "Aren't you waiting for you? ”
I immediately packed up the text on my desk, walked up to him with my bag and said, "Let's go, I've packed it up." ”
Zhu Wen looked at me a few times and said, "Who was the baby in your mouth just now?" ”
There was a string of black lines on my forehead, so I could only lower my voice and smile embarrassedly and said: "Changming's character is like this, I need to be coaxed, so I ......"
Zhu Wen said: "It's okay, I understand. ”
He straightened up from the wall and walked forward.
I could only follow him, tugging at the corner of his clothes, and he stopped and looked at me sideways, and I handed him something, and he said, "What? ”
I said, "Gifts." ”
He took it in his hand, didn't open it, just glanced at the box, and asked slowly after a while, "Honeymoon gift." ”
I said, "Well, I bought it for you." ”
Zhu Wen suddenly threw the gift in the trash in front of me, and he said, "Thank you, madam." ”
I stared at his departed back, and then looked at the things in the trash can that were thrown away by Zhu Wen, and immediately chased after him and said, "Hey, when did you become so rude?" This is my first gift to you, you can't give it back to me, why throw it away? As I spoke, I grabbed him and said loudly, "Zhu Wen, I haven't seen you for half a year, but I have gained a lot of courage." ”
Zhu Wen turned to look at me, but he didn't speak, his eyes were cold.
I knew what was angry about him, so I could only ease the mood and say, "Okay, I was wrong, I shouldn't have given you the gift I bought on my honeymoon, I'll give you another one, right?" ”
Zhu Wen's face softened a little, and he took my hand and said, "Let's go." ”
I sighed and honestly followed him.
Zhu Wen took me to the villa where I used to live, and after he and Yuan Changming went on their honeymoon, he has been living here, but the servants have been dismissed, because there is no one to take care of, only Zhu Wen alone.
In order to reward Zhu Wen for his dedication to the company in the past six months, I decided to cook myself, and when I was chopping vegetables, Zhu Wen leaned against the kitchen door and looked at me.
After half of the cooking, I was cutting a cucumber, took a small piece from the cutting board and reached Zhu Wen, handed it to his lips and said, "If you are hungry, eat some first." ”
Zhu Wen stared at the cucumber slices on my fingers, and it took a long time to open his lips and hold them, of course, even my fingers were gently bitten by him, it didn't hurt, but it was numb.
I glared at him and said, "What are you going to do, my fingers don't taste good." ”
Zhu Wen let go of my fingertips, and when I turned to leave, he suddenly pulled me into his arms, kissed me on the lips, and gave me the small piece of cucumber with the tip of his tongue.
When he let go of me, I was out of breath, and then he had a smile on his face, and said to me, "I want to ...... more than your food," he stopped, rubbed his finger on my lips, and the water disappeared, and he smiled ambiguously and said, "Let Madame enjoy me." ”
I withdrew from his arms and said, "I'm hungry, let's eat first." ”
Zhu Wen didn't joke anymore, turned around and went to the restaurant to clean up the table.
After we finished eating, Yuan Changming called me a lot, all of them were calls urging me to go home, although Zhu Wen didn't say anything after listening to it, but his face was faintly unhappy, because as long as Yuan Changming called, I had to coax him for more than ten minutes, and not long after coming here, Yuan Changming had already made three calls, and these three calls, plus the time to coax him, took an hour.
After dinner, Yuan Changming called again, saying that he was scared at home alone, and asked me to come back quickly, I was drooling on the phone, and asked him how a big man could be afraid of the dark, and he still said unrelentingly: "I'm just afraid, it's the same if you work tomorrow, Liang Sheng, come back and accompany me." ”
What else do I want to say, Zhu Wen, who had already washed the dishes from the kitchen, wiped his hands with a towel, he came behind me, suddenly snatched the mobile phone from my hand, pressed the hang up button expressionlessly, and even turned off the phone and threw the mobile phone on the table.
"He's annoying," he said. ”
I knew that he was already unhappy, so I could only comfort him and say, "I know, but he is such a character, you should be patient." ”
Zhu Wen didn't speak, turned around and walked upstairs.
I looked at his back, thought about it, and followed him upstairs, but when I got to the room, he took a shower in the bathroom, and I sat on the edge of the bed and waited, and after waiting for about half an hour, he came to me in a bathrobe.
Just wanted to come and hug me, but I didn't move, and whispered: "Zhu Wen, Yuan Changming and I are already married." ”
Zhu Wen stopped, and he looked at me.
I said, "I don't love him, but I feel like I need to give him a little respect." ”
I looked at Zhu Wen and said, "Do you understand what I mean?" ”
Zhu Wen said: "Madame doesn't want to? ”
I said, "When I maintained this marriage with Yuan Changming, I didn't want to let myself feel too much guilt about Yuan Changming. ”
Zhu Wen sneered.
I said, "I heard that in the past six months, you and Jia Yun have developed. I thought for a while and said: "If you like Jia Yun, I won't have any opinion, after all, this is your choice, and if you are just interested in my body, after my marriage with Yuan Changming is dissolved, I will satisfy your needs until you are disgusted with me, but at this stage, I can't give you anything, I'm sorry." ”
I waited for a long time, and before Zhu Wen could speak, I got up from the bed and said, "I'm sorry. ”
I turned around to leave, and Zhu Wen behind me said in a voice unhurriedly: "Madame, don't worry, since it was ordered by you, I will naturally do it." ”
I paused, I didn't expect him to agree, looked back at him, and asked puzzledly, "Why." ”
Zhu Wen sat on the bed, separated from me by some distance, and he said: "Because I said that no matter what decision my wife makes, I will support and cooperate." ”