Tiffany's words a few days ago made Kim Taeyeon always uneasy these days, and she never knew how to deal with it and face the other party.

said, confess your relationship with Kim Haoyu with her, what will be the result? Kim Taeyeon doesn't know very well, maybe Tiffany will break down, reprimand herself for shamelessness and hypocrisy, and may even leave the group in anger; Maybe Tiffany will accept the reality and decide to stay away from Kim Ho-woo, but at the same time, it is very likely that he will also cut ties with him, and the friendship between the two for nearly ten years will be ruined, and he will become a passerby from then on, even if they don't know when they meet.

Not to mention, he continued to hide that he was already Jin Haoyu's girlfriend, and let her continue to pursue stupidly to no avail, and finally ended up bruised, disheartened, and retreated. This seems to be the most soothing, but Kim Taeyeon disagrees.

One is that she has no self-confidence, she not only knows Jin Haoyu, but also knows Tiffany, Jin Haoyu is indecisive, easy to collude with others and will not take the initiative to let go, but Tiffany is enthusiastic, cheerful and outgoing, and sweet and moving, if you want to take the initiative to approach, no one can refuse. And she herself is introverted and sensitive, doesn't like to express herself, and compared to Tiffany, her personality is not very likable.

The second is that if Jin Haoyu is very determined, Tiffany finally pursues to no avail, watching her hurt in every way, physically and mentally damaged, as the other party's dear relatives for many years, she can't sit idly by, pretending to be an outsider and looking at this qiē indifferently. It was so cruel that Kim Taeyeon couldn't convince her heart, even if she imagined it, her heart was filled with feelings of guilt and pain.

No matter what the choice is, it seems to have fallen into a dead end, which makes her very entangled and confused, and her energy is not up, not only is there always some embarrassment and alienation when she gets along with Tiffany, but even Jin Haoyu has been snubbed a lot by her, and the contact has obviously decreased a lot.

On this day, Kim Taeyeon, who was alone in the dormitory, was lying on the bed tossing and turning, her face full of sadness, and she was depressed to death, when her wandering eyes suddenly glanced at a box in the corner, she seemed to remember something, and turned over and sat up.

After she jumped out of bed, she ran over barefoot without even wearing shoes, bent down and hugged hard, as if it was very laborious, shook for a moment before standing firmly, turned around and walked back to the bed.

After Kim Taeyeon gently opened the box, a stack of thick notebooks appeared in front of her, and she seemed to be evoked infinite memories and gently flipped it.

These are all the diaries she has kept since she became an S.M trainee in '04, and she chooses to write them down whenever she has something on her mind, not only her heartache and tears, but also her joys and troubles.

The corners of Kim Taeyeon's mouth unconsciously hooked up a smile, and she couldn't help but feel funny when she looked at her immature and innocent thoughts a few years ago.

As the pages passed, the green years also slid through her mind like a movie, causing her infinite nostalgia and sigh.

Until turning to one of the pages, Kim Taeyeon's fingers suddenly stopped, and as far as the eye could see, the words 2005.09.10 in the title came into view, and a faint warm smile unconsciously reflected on her face.

……

In a dimly lit and deserted movie theater in Seoul, Kim Tae-yeon sat alone in the center of the back row with a bucket of popcorn, staring at the black screen that had not yet started in a daze.

She has been in a very bad mood since the trainee assessment results came out at the end of last month two days ago, although she is unique in singing, but she is far behind her in dance and individual skills and other items, and her comprehensive evaluation is not high.

Even though she practiced hard, she was still far behind her peers who had started practicing years before her, and some aspects could not be caught up overnight.

In addition, her family is in Quanzhou, and she usually has to travel back and forth between the two places to practice in addition to classes, which also leads her to practice much less time than others.

Kim Tae-yeon, who was under tremendous mental pressure and couldn't sleep after tossing and turning in a bad mood, decided to indulge and sneaked out of the dormitory late at night to watch the movie "Criminal", which was just released yesterday. As her favorite idol and the ideal type in her mind, she will definitely not miss the movie starring Jiang Dongyuan in her life.

Originally, Kim Taeyeon also planned to bring her good friend Hwang Mi-young in the same dormitory to come and see it, but when it was late at night, she couldn't wake up the other party who was tired from practicing during the day, so she had to run out alone.

Kim Tae-yeon, who is in the rebellious period of 17, has never considered the danger of traveling alone late at night, so she stupidly found a movie theater that showed night movies and bought a ticket and walked in.

Watching the lights on the roof of the hall gradually go out, the room fell into darkness, and the screen lit up, Kim Taeyeon couldn't help but be slightly happy in her heart.

I didn't expect to be able to enjoy the feeling of a charter for only such a small amount of money, which is really good

Kim Taeyeon grabbed a handful of popcorn and stuffed it into her mouth and chewed it excitedly.

However, before she could be happy, she suddenly caught a glimpse of a tall and large black figure hurrying in.

Kim Taeyeon's heart tightened, she didn't expect that the movie had already started, and someone would come, and the key thing is that she is the only one here now...

Watching the black figure get closer and closer, Kim Tae-yeon's heart also tensed.

What is he going to do... Why are you coming to me? Obviously, there are a lot of empty seats around

This man looks so big, he's alone here, if he wants... What am I going to do?

The more she thought about it, the more she thought about it, the more crooked she became, and combined with the various news reports and novels and movies she had seen before, countless rich pictures appeared in her mind in an instant.

No way... I'm going to figure out a way

She thought wildly as she watched warily at the other party who was getting closer and closer to her.

Soon the two faced each other, and Kim Taeyeon was stunned for a moment when she noticed that the other party saw her.

"Uh... Are you alone? ”

Kim Taeyeon suddenly heard the other party ask her a question, and she immediately became nervous.

She shook her head and replied, "No, my boyfriend will be back soon." ”

"Oh, I'm sorry, I thought there was no one here..."

How? He hadn't seen himself before? Are you that small?! When she thought of the fact that there were so many people in the trainee team who were taller than herself, she usually had a weak sense of storage, and Kim Tae-yeon, who was very sensitive to this aspect, instantly gave a negative score to the other party's impression.

Seeing the figure leave her side in amusement and sit down in a seat across from her, she was a little relieved.

At least if something is wrong, it's still too late to run on your own

After seeing that the other party did not move, Kim Taeyeon falsely comforted herself and turned her attention back to the big screen where the feature film began to play...

PS: Yesterday was too busy.,There's no time code word.,I'm very sorry.,There's a change to make up after 12 o'clock in a while.,After tomorrow, it will resume normal updates.,The update during the New Year is not strong.,I'm really sorry for everyone.。