Chapter 322: Heartache, I Hate You
Because the doctor was ready to let Shen say his last words, he had already regained his senses. At this time, Shen Dingding's eyes opened, thinking of the bits and pieces of the past and Yan Shao, why did he retreat at that time?
In the face of glory and wealth, is love so vulnerable? Even after encountering so many setbacks, I still think about him and complain about him. After a long time, I don't know whether to blame him or love him, otherwise I wouldn't have encountered so many things and insisted on surviving.
Borrow wine every day to drown your sorrows, hoping that time can pass quickly. I thought that the man was there, but I didn't dare to go back to see him. I'm afraid to see his children and grandchildren, I'm afraid that he is holding other 'women' with a happy face, looking at his own face full of strangeness and alienation. I was afraid that he would tell himself that the love between him and himself was just young and ignorant, and now I feel disgusted and regretful when I think about it.
But at this time, I really want to see him again. The one who is unusually gentle with himself, will shush himself and ask for warmth, and will 'show' distressed eyes when he is hurt.
Lao Wu slowly stretched out his hand to take off the oxygen mask, Chang Xiangsi hurriedly blocked his hand and choked up: "Don't take it off." "You'll die when you take it off, it's rare for God to give me another chance to see you, don't leave me so soon.
Lao Wu smiled faintly, he didn't expect that what he saw before he died was not Yan Shao. It's the little 'girl' child in front of me who suddenly appeared a year ago, just like he owed himself in his previous life, and worked tirelessly to take care of his little 'girl'.
His weak hand insisted on taking off the oxygen mask, and 'rubbed' Chang Xiangsi's hair: "Thank you for taking care of me all the time, I really appreciate you." "Since I left my hometown, I can't feel warmth, and I am cold-eyed everywhere, only a little love will give me infinite love.
Shen wiped away the tears on Chang Xiangsi's cheeks with his calloused fingers: "Don't be sad, I'm old, I should have left." Go back to your family, and don't wander around. Even if your parents don't care about you anymore, you at least have a home, don't be alone. "Don't be like yourself.
Chang Xiangsi buried his little face in the big palm of the ginseng, and stared at Lao Wu with a pair of firm eyes, full of affection: "It's okay, I will never be alone in the future, I will always be with you." ”
Lao Wu looked at the affection and longing in Chang Xiangsi's eyes, and the pair of familiar eyes in his mind reappeared like the past nights, and he was a little stunned: "Who are you?" ”
Chang Xiangsi saw that Shen seemed to have recognized himself, but he was still a little uncertain, even if he would be resented by Shen, it didn't matter. Her immature hand stroked Lao Wu's cheek: "I am Yan Shao, Yan Shao who only belongs to you." ”
Seeing the disbelief in Sam's eyes, she continued to say softly: "I know you hate me, and I don't blame you, because I am the one who has failed you. But no matter what, I won't leave you again. When you leave, I will be with you and ask for your forgiveness until the day you forgive me. ”
As soon as Chang Xiangsi's voice fell, not only Shen, but even Ruoling and the others behind Chang Xiangsi were stunned. They didn't think that Chang Xiangsi had already made up his mind to follow Lao Wu and leave, but what they were most worried about was Nangong.
Chang Xiangsi just left, so what should her innocent parents do. Thinking of the choked and bloody voices of Chang's parents on the phone, begging him to find Chang Xiangsi, Nangong couldn't bear it. For those parents who have lost their children, it is a catastrophe that is even greater than the fall of the sky.
Yang Hui stared at Ban Yannuo affectionately and said nothing.
Shen Ben was a little suspicious, and after hearing Chang Xiangsi's promise to follow him and leave, his pupils dilated suddenly. As if relieved and resentful, he closed his eyes tightly, and at this time, the ECG monitor next to him made a piercing but painful "tick" sound......
Chang Xiangsi shook suddenly, the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and he laughed sarcastically. The mocking laughter seemed so sad in the emergency room with the sound of "tick tick", she hid her face and cried bitterly, telling her remorse and heartache heartbreakingly. Shen left, and left completely the moment he learned his identity. He complained to himself and didn't want to see himself again for a moment.
But so what? Chang Xiangsi slowly let go of the hand covering his teary eyes, and murmured with a sad expression: "Old Wu? It's me who made you lose everything, that's why you call yourself 'nothing' to mock me? Even if you don't forgive me and don't see me, I'll haunt you until you can't love me anymore. ”
Everyone listened to Chang Xiangsi's almost irrational muttering to a low roar, and an ominous premonition gradually rose in their hearts. In the midst of everyone's uneasiness, the sadness in Chang Xiangsi's eyes slowly turned into determination, and he turned his gaze to the scalpel held in the iron plate on the table, and his small hand quickly grasped one of the knives......
A crisp sound of "dangchang" echoed in the emergency room, followed by a crisp slap sound. Chang Xiangsi maintained the movement of his side face, red marks appeared on his cheeks, and Ruo Ling stood in front of him.
Chubby spit out in disgust, the scalpel was cold and smelled of disinfectant, it smelled bad.
Nangong frowned, stepped forward and patted Ruoling's shoulder: "Don't be too 'excited'." The little guy actually slapped Chang Xiangsi, he must be extremely angry.
Dugu Yan quietly guarded Ruoling, she didn't speak, she didn't move.
Chang Xiangsi looked at Ruo Ling coldly: "You are not qualified to take care of my affairs." ”
Ruo Ling also looked back at her coldly: "I really don't have the right to care about the affairs between you and Shen, but I have the right to care about the affairs of your body." Your body does not belong to you with memories of your past life, but to the 'daughter' of your current parents. ”
Chang Xiangsi smiled mockingly: "I want to die, do you think you can really stop me?" ”
Ruo Ling said with a cold face: "I can't stop you, but someone can." As she spoke, she put her hand over Sam's forehead.
Alice's body trembled slightly when she saw Ruoling's movements, and the action that she wanted to stop stopped in mid-air. However, if the spirit has its own measure in what it wants to do, it is better not to 'interfere'.
Beitang Xuan took a step forward, but he couldn't stretch out his hand to stop it: "The soul of the deceased must wait for him to come out by himself, he still has the first seven to ......"
Before Beitang Xuan finished speaking, Ruo Ling took his words in a cold voice: "The first seven years of the deceased come back to visit their relatives and be nostalgic for themselves, and there is nothing to be nostalgic for, so it will be long ago broken if you take it out first." ”
Hearing Ruoling's firmness, Beitang Xuan rarely did not oppose Ruoling. He has always had a clear distinction between public and private, and he will never procrastinate at a critical time.
In the incomprehensible gaze of everyone, Ginseng's soul was gradually pulled out of his body by Ruoling's hand, and finally floated in the air.
Ruo Ling glanced at Shen lightly: "I've been thinking about it for a lifetime, don't retreat when you see it, some things are better to be decided early." ”
Sam slowly turned his head and transformed into a young and immature young man. After it came into contact with Chang Xiangsi, that is, Yan Shao's firm eyes, it smiled mockingly: "Don't you think it's too hypocritical to wait until I'm dead to come to this set?" My Young Master Yan. ”
Chang Xiangsi came into contact with the sarcastic eyes, and his determination was firm, but a trace of fear rose. I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of seeing Ginseng 'showing' resentment towards him.
Shen sneered: "You will always be so 'selfish', when you were young, you were afraid of being looked down upon, and you were afraid that you would abandon me without glory and wealth." Now you play the role of an infatuated person, selfishly trying to destroy this body that does not belong to you. Do people like you deserve to come with me? ”
Participating in Chang Xiangsi's increasingly painful heartache slashed one after another: "Even if you follow me, I will never see you again." Because being in the same space as you makes me feel sick, you selfish person. ”
Ginseng's words were like a sharp blade in Chang Xiangsi's heart, dripping with blood, and the pain was not 'desired'. Chang Xiangsi raised his head with difficulty, and looked back at Shen with great sadness: "I know you hate me, and I don't ask you to love me anymore, I just want to ......" to accompany you and stay where I can see you.
Before Chang Xiangsi's words were finished, Shen leaned into her ear and coldly snatched her words: "Even if you die, I will leave, and I will not see you again until the moment before I am reincarnated." As he spoke, he looked straight into Chang Xiangsi's heart, and said resentfully, "I hate you." ”
The word "hate" completely destroyed the fortress in Chang Xiang's thoughts, and she stayed by Shen's side, just looking forward to Shen still having a trace of affection for herself in her heart, and hoped to accompany him until he slowly forgave himself. But now that he says it, he hates himself. Yes, if it weren't for himself, he wouldn't have had such a miserable life......
Suddenly, Chang Xiangsi lowered his head completely, his face was pale, as if he had been 'drained' of all the strength in his body, and collapsed to the ground.
Shen Leng looked at the top of Chang Xiangsi's head, and a trace of imperceptible pain flashed in his eyes, but it dissipated instantly, as if the pain did not appear on his cold face.
At this moment, a crack was suddenly cut in the void, and a man in black 'colored' clothes slowly walked out of it, and he looked at Shen Zhengsheng floating in the air and asked, "Are you sure you really want to return to the 'underworld' and no longer be nostalgic for the earthly world?" ”
Shen slowly turned his head, a trace of pain crossed his eyes, and nodded heavily: "Yes, I don't need to go over the first seven, just go to the 'underworld' now." ”
Uncle Yin looked at the ginseng with a positive face, and said after a while: "You shouldn't have lived so miserably in this life, in order to compensate you, you will soon have a chance to reincarnate, are you sure you don't stay in the yang world to 'intervene' on behalf of the things you are still obsessed with?" ”
"Yes." Uncle 'Yin' glanced at Chang Xiangsi on the ground, then looked at Ban Yannuo beside Ruoling, and flipped over the small book in his hand: "Ban Yannuo, you left the 'underworld' privately, and now you ......" Ban Yannuo heard this, and subconsciously hid behind Yang Hui, and Yang Hui also subconsciously stretched out his hand to block the sight of the 'Yin' difference. At this time, Ban Yannuo's eyes slowly reddened, and at this time, it seemed that when he was bullied when he was a child, Hui stood in front of him, and then beat those evil children to the ground.