Volume III_Chapter 611 Calm Despair
Someone has said that to choose or not to choose, and that's a question.
This sentence may seem to have no specific meaning, but it says so much. What are the consequences of choosing? What will be the consequences of not choosing? The consequences of choosing a serious or not choosing are serious?
The so-called "this is a problem" speaks to the difficulty of choosing or not choosing the middle.
Just like Xiaoyun now, what choice should she make? Or what choice does Han Yu need to make at this time? Is it to forcibly let Xiaoyun contact the outside world, or just let Xiaoyun hide in his own world?
At the beginning, Han Yu didn't expect it to be so deep, because he had no way to imagine that Xiao Yun would be hurt to this extent.
And now...... That Xiaoyun, who is called Han Yu's uncle all day long and says that Han Yu is weak, but in fact, he likes Han Yu very much in his heart, but now after Han Yu's persuasion, he is indifferent!
In other words, Xiaoyun showed an extreme fear and put on a posture that he would not leave here even if he died.
Then, if Han Yu forcibly took Xiaoyun out at this time, would it make Xiaoyun unable to accept the drastic changes, and he would completely collapse.
Thinking of this, Han Yu couldn't help but say in his heart: Maybe it's good to keep Xiaoyun in the balance that is about to collapse...... Maybe as time passes, Xiaoyun can change more, right?
Thinking like this, Han Yu smiled at Xiao Yun and said, "Since you don't like to go out, then we won't go out today." ”
Han Yu's sentence means: We don't go out today, but we will always go out, maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow.
Xiao Yun nodded his head again and again, hugged the quilt tightly, and a little smile appeared on his face, which was the kind of smile that was extremely reassuring.
Seeing this scene, Han Yu couldn't help laughing, thinking that Xiaoyun accepted his suggestion and might go out with him tomorrow.
But Han Yu thought wrongly, Xiaoyun didn't understand Han Yu's subtext at all. At this time, Xiaoyun is no longer the smart Xiaoyun she used to be, she is already on the verge of despair, and because this is a closed space, Xiaoyun can build her inner world, so as not to completely collapse herself.
And this state is like a thin layer of paper sheltering from the wind and rain in a violent storm, which cannot withstand any blow at all, or any little wind or rain can break it.
And the more because of the fragility of this world, the more afraid Xiaoyun becomes, the more he dare not contact the outside world.
A day passed, and Han Yu came to Xiao Yun's room again.
At this time, Xiaoyun even saw Han Yu, seeing Han Yu, the person who made him the most at ease, he couldn't help but hug the quilt tightly, and fear appeared in his eyes, shrinking himself in the corner, like a frightened little rabbit.
Xiaoyun's appearance is even worse than yesterday!
After Han Yu saw Xiao Yun's movements, he immediately couldn't help but have such a thought in his heart, and his brows immediately furrowed tightly, knowing that Xiao Yun's problem had become more and more serious, if Xiao Yun was allowed to stay in the room again, maybe Xiao Yun would only fall into the abyss in the end, and there would never be a day to turn over.
Like the moth, it threw itself into the flames of destruction, and finally buried itself in the imagined beauty.
"Xiaoyun's weather today is even better than yesterday, why don't I go out and play? At this time, some places in the imperial city have also been built, and some places also have food, drink and play. ”
Suppressing the worries in his heart, Han Yu smiled and said to Xiaoyun, wanting to take Xiaoyun to a lively place, so that Han Yu could feel the tenacity of human beings, like the inexhaustible weeds.
Hearing the word "go out", Xiaoyun's body shrank tighter, as if she was going to shrink herself into a point and disappear directly into this world, while her head shook vigorously.
"Xiaoyun!" Han Yu's face suddenly became serious, and his voice became much more indifferent.
Xiaoyun couldn't help but be taken aback by Han Yu's sudden change, his eyes looked at Han Yu, and he glared, his face was full of disbelief, and at the same time he was full of worry.
"Big ...... Uncle, uncle, you ...... Are you angry? As he spoke, Xiao Yun's hand holding the quilt slowly let go, and his body wanted to move forward, wanting to comfort Uncle Han Yu, and wanting his uncle to stop being angry.
At this time, Xiaoyun was really scared, the only source of power or support for her world to achieve such a shaky balance was Han Yu. And if Han Yu gets angry, if Han Yu leaves her, Xiaoyun will collapse.
Therefore, Xiaoyun at this time didn't want Han Yu to be angry, because Han Yu's anger would be the collapse of Xiaoyun's entire world!
But! But when Xiaoyun's hand stretched forward for a distance, when Xiaoyun's body was almost about to leave the quilt, Xiaoyun hurriedly retracted his body as if he had been electrocuted, and hurriedly hugged the quilt tightly.
At this time, Han Yu still had that serious face, he just wanted to use his influence on Xiaoyun to pull Xiaoyun out of the quilt, but ...... But just now it was clear that it was half the battle, but in the end, it ......
Han Yu took a deep breath and suppressed the pain and depression in his heart.
Then Han Yu stared at Xiao Yun with his eyes, but stopped talking. Han Yu has already said everything he wants to say, even if he says more at this time, it will have no effect.
So...... So Han Yu walked towards Xiaoyun's bedside.
"Ahh Xiao Yun screamed, because at this moment, Han Yu picked her up.
Then, Han Yu hugged Xiaoyun and walked out the door.
"Let go of me, let go of me, uncle let go of me!" Leaving the quilt and being stimulated by the sun at the same time, Xiaoyun couldn't help but struggle violently.
But Han Yu continued to walk forward regardless of it, taking steady steps.
Finally, Han Yu came to the threshold with Xiaoyun in his arms, and he was about to get out of this closed world, he was about to leave the world that Xiaoyun had constructed for himself, and he was going to the outside world and the whole big world.
And at this time...... At this time, Xiaoyun's sobbing sounded.
The low cry, like the cry of the poor daughter-in-law who was innocently scolded by her mother-in-law in the afternoon, hiding in the firewood room, was full of grievances, and made people's hearts break when they heard it.
Han Yu's heart couldn't help but hurt, and the foot that was about to step forward stopped in mid-air.
At this time, Xiaoyun stopped struggling, just buried his head in Han Yu's chest, constantly crying in that voice full of grievances and despair, and kept shedding tears into Han Yu's chest.
"Uncle...... Uncle, let's not go out, okay? Compared to Xiaoyun's crying, Xiaoyun's tone was so calm, it was like asking Han Yu, "Has Uncle eaten?" so calm and ordinary.
Hearing such a voice, Han Yu felt that the crack in his heart seemed to burst open suddenly, and the blood in his heart exploded towards the outside of his heart, and his whole body was about to spasm because of this sudden pain.
If...... If Xiao Yun yells at this time, if Xiao Yun is hoarse at this time, if Xiao Yun scolds Han Yu at this time, if Xiao Yun is crazy at this time. Then, Han Yu would definitely not be too worried, because these reactions were all imagined by Han Yu.
But...... But at this time, Xiaoyun's calmness, like a pool of stagnant water, could not be stirred by no matter how much people stirred it, but Han Yu never expected.
And Han Yu knew that this kind of calm was more terrifying than any madness or hoarseness. Because...... This calm represents something, a sign of Xiaoyun's acceptance of death......
In other words, Xiaoyun is already desperate, as long as Han Yu dares to take a step out of the threshold, Xiaoyun's world will completely collapse, and then she will be like a dead person, and she will never think again.
Because Xiaoyun regarded Han Yu as the most important person, and because Xiaoyun felt that he would die if he left the inn, so when the person who took him out of the inn was Han Yu, Xiaoyun died twice at once!
Han Yu couldn't help frowning tightly and looked out the window.
The two streets in the inn had already collapsed because of the nameless old man, and the farther away had collapsed because of a big battle with Han Yu, so it could be said that at least more than half of the imperial city at this time was in ruins.
The sun shone down from the sky and shone on such an imperial city. The sun's rays were so blazing, filled with a heat that made people feel desperate, that it almost distorted the space a little.
Looking through the sunlight that distorted the space, and looking at the ruins, it was like the end of the world, and there was no possibility of life.
Han Yu wanted to find some life from the world outside the window, to find some power that could cheer Xiaoyun up, but as far as the eye could see, everything was full of despair.
Han Yu's body trembled slightly, there was no life around him at all, there was nothing around him that could cheer people up, could Han Yu still be able to leave here with Xiaoyun?
And at this moment, Han Yu, whose eyesight was many times better than ordinary people, saw something happening in a ruin in the distance outside the window.
A few teenagers didn't know if it was because of playfulness or what, but they actually ran around in this ruin. And after a closer look, you will find that the faces of these teenagers are full of excited expressions, and their eyes are also very bright and bright.
If you look at their movements, you can tell what these teenagers are looking for.
"Dogan look carefully, you must know that the entire Zhong family has fallen here, and those big people who escorted the team have all died here. So there will definitely be some treasures left here. A piece of clothing or accessories on those big people is a hundred times more precious than our lives! Therefore, as long as we look carefully, we will definitely be able to soar! Got it! ”
One of them, a young man who looked like a leader, kicked the dog on the side and said viciously.
The dog fell and got up from the ground, but there was no anger on his face, only fear.
"Still staring! Believe it or not, I'm going to gouge out your eyes! Hurry up and find the treasures, and we will be the most powerful boy gang in the Imperial City in the future! The leading boy couldn't help but glared at the dog again.
Goudan scratched his head, then quickly lowered his head and continued the search work.
Seeing this, Han Yu couldn't help but feel a little bored, this kind of thing is too normal and not worth Han Yu's attention.
And at this moment, another accident happened over there.
And this change couldn't help but make Han Yu's eyes light up.
Then, Han Yu couldn't help but look at Xiao Yun and said softly, "Xiao Yun, I'll take you to see something." If, after reading these things, you are still afraid to go outside, or you still feel that everyone you see is a jackal and a tiger, then I will never force you to go outside again. But I want you to give me this chance, okay? ”
As he spoke, Han Yu's eyes stared at Xiao Yun tightly, his eyes full of determination and confidence.
Xiao Yun also stared into Han Yu's eyes, and there was a fierce struggle in his heart. The sense of fear and despair brought about by the bloody ugly reality, and the sense of stability brought by believing in Han Woo, are tearing each other apart.
What choice will Xiaoyun make? Will she be able to leave the imaginary closed world of the king?