Chapter 1: Reluctance to love, is it still there?
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"You can't live because you've done your own thing," Emperor Gao Xian finished speaking, and jumped down beside Lin Xin.
"So you've been there, what am I in your heart?" Lin Xin asked softly.
She really wanted to know what she was in this man's heart.
"I want to ask what you mean? One moment I want to marry me, and the next moment I will be Zhang Chenyi's fiancΓ©e. Emperor Gao Xian said coldly.
"I asked you first" Lin Xin was very dissatisfied with Emperor Gao Xian's contemptuous attitude.
"What's the matter?" Emperor Gao Xian looked at Lin Xin in front of him carefully, he really didn't understand what this woman was thinking.
"Chu Chengtian, are you too arrogant?" Lin Xin squinted at Emperor Gao Xian and said disdainfully.
"Really?"
Lin Xin was looked at by Emperor Gao Xian's eyes, and since he couldn't resist it, he lowered his eyes unnaturally.
"A duplicitous woman. It seems that I haven't given you a look for a few days, so I don't know how high the sky is and how thick it is," Emperor Gao Xian said angrily. Pick up Lin Xin and carry it on his shoulder.
"You let me down, let me down" Lin Xin kept resisting. Gao Xian angrily slapped her buttocks a few times, and Lin Xin, who was in pain, immediately closed his mouth.
And at this time, in the courtyard where Zhang Chenyi lived.
Mu Bo was lying on this bed she was familiar with, Mu Bo saw that Zhang Chenyi's gray lips were gray, and he asked worriedly, "Are you uncomfortable?" β
After speaking, he hurriedly stretched out his hand to put his hand on Zhang Chenyi's pulse, although the pulse was a little disordered, it was not abnormal. Zhang Chenyi was startled by Mu Bao's cold hand, raised his head and said, "Mu Bo, are you not in good health?" β
Mu Bo was suddenly startled in his heart, looked at Zhang Chenyi with a solemn expression, and said, "Yes, I didn't tell you about my heart disease, do you also know that Yue'er is not here?"
After Zhang Chenyi heard this. As if he was slammed with a heavy hammer, there was a burst of fishy sweetness in his mouth, and he couldn't help but swell with blood and a mouthful of blood spurted out. Mu Silk's eyes widened. Nervously asked, "Chenyi, what's wrong with you?"
"I'm just like you, and I'm also sick," Zhang Chenyi smiled bitterly.
Mu Bo trembled slightly and said, "Zhang Chenyi, do you know who killed Yue'er?"
"I know"
"Who is it?" asked Mu Bo in surprise.
"On that day five years ago, I killed her with my own hands in the snow"
In the snow five years ago? Zhang Chenyi killed her with his own hands? Mu Silk's expression suddenly sank. Could it be that Zhang Chenyi regarded her as the murderer of Yue'er five years ago?
"Do you see the murderer clearly?" Mu Silk asked to control his emotions.
"No, I hurt my eye at the time."
"Then how do you judge that you are the murderer?" Mu Silk said bitterly.
"The smell of her. It smells the same as the relics on Yue'er's body," Zhang Chenyi's eyebrows were tangled, and there was a trace of sadness in his tone.
"Zhang Chenyi, do you love me," Mu Bo suddenly asked.
"I love you" Zhang Chenyi blurted out.
"Even if I marry Mu Xuan?"
"If you really love him, I have no right to object. But I will always love you,' Zhang Chenyi said with a smile.
"Zhang Chenyi, you said that after so many years, why did we become like this?" Mu Silk said sadly.
"Does Mu Silk regret choosing me?"
"No, I have never regretted everything I have done to you."
"So I love you"
Mu Bo smiled bitterly, if Zhang Chenyi could confess to her like this earlier, then everything would definitely not be like this.
"But I don't love you anymore. Zhang Chenyi. Time it consumes all my love for you. β
"Mubai, you're lying again"
"I admit it. Things that have been said to you before, they may be lies. But this time it's true. Zhang Chenyi, you keep saying that you love me, then ask you, where are you every time I am killed? And where are you every time I need help? Where are you every time I compare bullies? On the other hand, every time you are in trouble, the person who helps you is not me. Every time you need help, I also stand by and watch, and most importantly, we can't see each other when we love each other the most, even. When we meet again, we can't be sure that the other person is still in love with us. In this painful oppression, is there still love? Does love really exist? Zhang Chenyi: I really want to know, if the person you met that year was not me? In other words, other girls will open up to you. Do you love her like that? In other words. You don't love me, what you care about is that someone doesn't care about your eye disease. That way you don't have an inferiority complex. "The wooden silk is heart-wrenching.
"That's right, in this way, it seems that the person you help you every time you are in danger is Mu Xuan, and he can even spare his life for you. It's really much better than my coward. I've done too little for you to deny your if. But I know I love you. β
"Really? Then please take back your love for me, it will only become a burden to me, a burden to me. I want to be free, not to be bound by anything, you forget about me, let me go. Mu Bo got up, took out a porcelain vase from his bosom, put it on the low table, and said.
Zhang Chenyi's lips moved, but he couldn't say a word. Mu Bo really wanted to hug Zhang Chenyi, as if to comfort him, but when Mu Bo's hand was stretched out halfway, he suddenly withdrew his hand and said, "I hope you can live a good life." Take care of yourself. β
At the moment when Mu Bo closed the door and left, she clearly heard Zhang Chenyi's heart-wrenching cry, it was the kind of faint painful injury, Mu Bo closed her lips tightly, and tears kept falling like beads with broken threads.
It is precisely because Zhang Chenyi loves her so much that he must not be able to accept that five years ago, the person he killed by mistake was her. It's going to hurt sooner or later, so why put it off.
"I'm really curious sometimes, what the hell is going on between you and Chenyi? Is there any need for this time? Xiao Junmo leaned on the door frame and said lightly.
"You know? I'm also very curious, why would she still choose to love and be by your side, and I can't understand that you can keep her by your side without guilt," Mu Silk retorted with a sneer.
"Hehe, if you want to know so much, I'll tell you, because we know to cherish what is in front of you. No matter how cruel it was, but now is what we should cherish. β
"Yes, you are people with a future, and you still have a lot of years to waste. Then please go ahead. Mu Bo said with a sneer.
"Wooden silk." The kite stood behind the wooden silk with a guilty face and shouted.
"Don't apologize, I'm not going to take it. You just have to remember that you owe me a favor, and you must pay it back. Mu Bao's tone was cold, but the tears couldn't be stopped.
The kite looked at the back of the wooden silk leaving, and suddenly tears rained down. Xiao Junmo walked over, took her into his arms and said, "Good, don't cry." β
"Junmo, I'm really too selfish. It's true. It's true. The leaning kite said that the more fierce she cried.
Because she was really excessive, five years ago, she met Mu Silk in the Western Realm and begged her on the line of life and death. But Mu Bo didn't hesitate at all, and agreed to take her out of the Western Realm with him. Although he kept scaring her and threatening her along the way.
But Mu Bo didn't know that her tone was cold-blooded, but her eyes had already betrayed herself. Tilting Kite remembered that she had been so adamant about staying by her side. to protect her for the rest of her life. Now, she got what she wanted, but she threw the wooden silk away.
Zhang Chenyi walked to the window and looked into the distance through the window lattice. Forget? Put it down? The simple four words carried the heaviness of a thousand catties, pressing him for a long time and unable to breathe smoothly. Mu Silk walked in a trance in the long alley.
[It's about to be 515, I hope to continue to hit the 515 red envelope list, and the red envelope rain will be able to give back to readers and promotional works on May 15. A piece is also love, and it must be better! (To be continued.) )