He hugged Fang Shuyao tightly in his arms, maybe this long-lost hug was really what he had been longing for for too long.

"Can you tell me why you forced me to drink the abortion pill that night? Do you really want to kill, our child? Fang Shuyao looked at him with some puzzlement. She can also feel Mu Haotian, her love for her is actually real, and she can fully understand it from his eyes, after all, the two have lived together for so long, and he still knows each other very well.

But why did he do this? Although she has always been very good to her before, why? In terms of children, how can they be so unkind? She really wanted to know the answer, what was the reason for him to be so vicious.

Treat others will not be so ruthless, but treat their own children, but they can be ruthless next time, if there is no last resort, he will not do this, so she really wants to hear his reasons, although it is only from beginning to end, Mu Hao has not explained to her about the child.

And he didn't tell himself that he had a last resort in this matter, but Fang Shuyao repeatedly thought that the reason why he did this must be his own last resort, otherwise he wouldn't be so vicious, so she wanted to hear Mu Haotian's explanation, and wanted to know what the reason was why he would do that.

Mu Haotian moved his lips, but swallowed back the words that came to his mouth, although he really wanted to tell her the truth of the facts, but he was worried that after she knew, she would blame herself very guiltily, since things have been like this, and the children are gone, even if he explains the facts clearly, what can he do?

He also knew very well that maybe if he didn't tell Fang Shuyao, he would only make him continue to hate himself, and he would think that he had ruthlessly killed his child, even so, he would rather bear this charge of murder, and would rather be hated by Fang Chuyao as a sinner through the ages, than tell her the truth of the facts.

Maybe it's because she loves this woman too much, so she would rather bear such a big charge, but she doesn't want her to be hurt a little, and he doesn't want her to blame herself every day because of this incident, so he thinks it's better not to tell her about this matter.

"Now that it's all in the past, let's forget about it, okay? The two of us start over! Mu Haotian reached out and touched her hair, and said to her tenderly.

"Why? Why? You won't tell me? Fang Shuyao was obviously a little emotional, and she was very calm just now, but when she heard this, her face became ugly. Obviously, she was very dissatisfied with Mu Haotian's answer, and she always wanted to know what it was for.

He would have made a move, but he had never given her a satisfactory answer, and every time she mentioned it, he was in hiding, really wondering what was the reason for it, the man she loved the most, actually wanted to kill the children of the two of them, believing that he might have his own last resort.

Maybe it's because of her, she wants to find a reasonable reason for Mu Haotian, no matter what, she really wants to know why, but no matter how hard she asks, she doesn't tell her what the real reason is!

"Don't get excited, listen to me!"

"I just want to know, do you really want to kill our children? Or do you really have any grievances, and if you have any grievances, you just say them, and I can understand that? Fang Shuyao looked at him expectantly, as if she really wanted to hear it, and wanted to hear what he said from his mouth, in fact, he was really forced to do this, what was the problem.

If this is the case, she will feel a little more comfortable, so although it is said that their children are not dead, but they go every day, I really want to kill their children the day after tomorrow, so she really wants to find a reason to excuse him, even if he makes up a last resort reason, Fang Shuyao will accept it.

But even if he lied, he didn't want to say anything to himself, he didn't say any reason at all, and he didn't want to explain it, I don't know why, he always deliberately avoided it, or did he have no bitterness at all, just simple, he didn't want to have children with Fang Shuyao.

didn't want this child to come into the world, that's why she was so ruthless in the first place, feeding her to drink abortion pills.

"Okay, you're tired, take a break!" Mu Haotian patted her on the shoulder and asked her to sleep first, although she was a little emotional, but he still didn't plan to talk about it, and he knew that if this topic, once it was launched, more topics would follow.

He didn't want the other party Shu Yao to say too many things and put too much pressure on her, he thought that she knew very well in her heart that he still loved him now, so he had to buy more time to be with her, and he wouldn't let her go back to Peter's side, although he knew very well that maybe she still hated herself very much now, hating and afraid of killing the child.

But after all, the matter has already happened, and he has no way to redeem it, if he hadn't done it at the beginning, Fang Shuyao might not have been lying here, I'm afraid that the person who died would be her, not the two children in the womb.

"Why? Why? She shed tears in despair, thinking that she could hear an answer that satisfied her, and how she hoped that Mu Haotian would make up a reason to coax her, even if it was a last resort, she would accept it, and would start again with him, because she couldn't stop her heart, she couldn't be distracted, and completely forget the past.

She is not a great person, and she has no way to do it, like a monk who refuses to have seven emotions and six desires, but she really wants to know what the reason is for this? But even if he lied, Mu Haotian didn't want to tell her, it seemed that this matter was really as she thought, he just didn't want his own children, and he didn't have any last resort.

She has been delusional about this, everything is actually just, his last resort, it seems that he thinks too much, the tears in the corners of her eyes slowly slide down, maybe there is too much sadness in it, and she doesn't want to look at the man in front of her anymore, but turned her face away, covered her head with a quilt, maybe she has too much sadness, and too much sadness.

Seeing her like this, Mu Haotian didn't want to say anything, he just wanted her to be quiet, so he walked out of the bedroom alone and gently closed the door, in fact, he really had a moment, very impulsive, and wanted to tell her the truth of the matter, seeing her so sad and sad, knowing that she must hate herself very much in her heart.

Hate himself for why he wanted to kill their children with his own hands, but he couldn't do this, if he could tell Fang Shuyao, I am afraid that on that night a few months ago, he would have told her the truth of the facts, and it was precisely because there were too many last resorts that he would rather become a sinner himself, and would rather bear all the charges by himself.

I don't want her to know the truth of the facts, she is really well-intentioned in doing this, I'm afraid that no one should know what is going on except Jack, and he doesn't allow Jack to tell Fang Shuyao, he thinks that since everything has happened, even if Fang Shuyao knows the truth of the matter, there is no way to save the child of the two of them.

And when the time comes, she will only blame herself more guiltily and sadly, rather than falling like this, it is better to go with the flow and slowly dissolve, he believes that after a long time, maybe she will not think about it again, since the two of them can be together again, then there will definitely be another child.

So he thought that time could dilute everything, but he didn't expect that this incident really left an indelible shadow in her heart, no matter what, she had no way to let go of this matter, and through this incident, she also had too much re-understanding of Mu Haotian.

seems to feel that he doesn't know him at all, he didn't think that he was such a ruthless person, no matter how good he was to others, he would always be cold-blooded and ruthless, if he really took care of her, he wouldn't hurt the child in her womb, all this can only show that in fact, he just doesn't want the child Fang Shuyao gave birth to him.

Sitting on the sofa alone, lit a cigarette, looking very hesitant and very painful, but Jack knew everything about the matter between him and Fang Shuyao, and he was also very clear, and he had just heard the conversation between the two of them in the bedroom.

Jack really wanted to rush forward and tell Fang Shuyao the truth directly, so that the two of them would not be so painful.

"Haotian, why don't you tell her the truth!" Jack said a little anxiously, he looks even more anxious than Mu Haotian now, it was obviously a misunderstanding of a sentence, but he didn't dare to tell Fang Shuyao, if the truth of the matter was told to her, the misunderstanding between the two people would naturally be solved, and they would be reconciled, why let the two people torture each other, and then be so painful?

Although it seems that Fang Shutian is very sad and very painful, he knows that Mu Haotian is no better than her. Not only does he have to bear the charge of killing the child, but he also has to bear too much blame and hatred.

"Can't tell her!" He said very resolutely, even so, he would never tell her about this matter, because he knew that this matter was not a trivial matter, if he really told her, then maybe Fang Shuyao would forgive him and no longer blame him, and he couldn't poison the child.

But when the time comes, she will fall into deep self-blame and guilt, and besides, these things he does are all without regrets, for the sake of his beloved woman, he can do anything, although he is also very distressed, the lost child, but compared to Fang Shuyao, the child is still not as important as her.