When does a person develop self-doubt about himself?

When there is a fatal difference between the past you remember and what others are telling.

First of all, Karakawa can be sure that Charlie is not lying.

One is because Charlie grew up with him since he was a child, and he has always been a careless person, so he won't make such jokes about this kind of thing. Second, Tang Chuan was so shocked that he subconsciously felt how could it be, so he immediately wanted to trace his memory to refute it, and then he found out

He really didn't remember what he was doing every summer vacation when he was a child, and his mind was blank about those memories.

He sat stiffly on the sofa, and he didn't even have time to pay attention to Helan's concerned questioning, and he fell into his own memory maze again. Close your eyes tightly and bring yourself back to the point in time when you first remembered, and push back.

By the time his parents died, all memories should be normal, even if they were missing, they were all normal forgetting. But after that, Tang Chuan didn't remember where he went during the summer vacation.

It stands to reason that his parents died, his father's relatives were a little sad, his mother's side was an only child, and his grandparents died early, so he was basically in a state of no relatives and no reason. In this case, he should spend the long summer vacation with his best friend Charlie, who had not left with his father at that time.

What was the reason for Tang Chuan to leave Charlie behind and go with a strange man?

The more Tang Chuan thought about it, the more strange he felt, and the situation he was in now was also strange—as a bystander, he was analyzing his own behavior, as if his soul was out of his body, looking at another identical self.

Helan had read Tang Chuan's information, and of course he knew that he didn't have an uncle named Annaris, but this matter was too strange, so he directly asked 007 to check this person named Annaris.

However, according to 007's quick retrieval in the central system, there is no one who is related to Tang Chuan, and even the entire Ostonian Empire, all the people named Annaris, do not match this appearance.

So there are two outcomes.

One, Charlie is lying.

Second, Tang Chuan is lying.

The probability of the latter is significantly higher than that of the former, because the information that Charlie knows is what Tang Chuan once told him.

The question is, why did Tang Chuan lie to his best friend?

This kind of lie is nothing more than to cover up the identity of that man and the purpose of their departure. But Tang Chuan followed a strange man and went to a place where Xie Ning used to stay every summer vacation, why?

Helan couldn't imagine that he really hoped that Tang Chuan would not have anything to do with the old things back then, but now it seems that all the previous coincidences now have some kind of inevitability.

What's more, Tang Chuan actually has the most important of these - relationality.

Thinking about it, Tang Chuan suddenly felt a headache again, which was a long stinging pain that radiated from the skull of his brain. The pain came too suddenly, just like the last time outside the door of the principal's office, which made Tang Chuan suddenly feel as if he had lost control of his body.

"Tang Chuan!" Helan quickly hugged Tang Chuan's sliding body, but this time Tang Chuan did not faint, he was alert the moment he realized that he had lost his memory.

Something really went wrong with his brain, maybe as he had deduced last time, the after-effects of rebirth, and damn it was that he seemed to have forgotten the most important part.

"I'm fine." Tang Chuan leaned on Helan and gasped slightly, allowing himself to relax.

But Helan looked at the fine sweat in his head, how could he believe these three words, and immediately asked 007 to call the doctor over. The He family has a personal doctor and lives in Helan Mountain.

However, after some examination, the doctor told Helan that Tang Chuan was very good, there was nothing wrong with his whole body, he had been in military school for half a year, and his body was much higher than ordinary people. Helan was not at ease, so he asked him to scan his head again, but he didn't find anything abnormal. As for what happened to Tang Chuan, this doctor, who has been practicing medicine for decades, has no good explanation.

The brain is such an amazing place, no matter how advanced medicine is, there are always limits that humans cannot explore.

Tang Chuan was relieved when he heard him say this. In fact, he clenched his fists nervously as he first scanned it. Although he was sure that no matter how advanced the instruments were, they would not reveal the fact that he had been reborn, but he was still nervous after all.

This is a secret, so big that he doesn't even dare to tell Helan.

Maybe when he is dying one day, or when he is old, he can talk to Helan without any guilt.

"Look, I'm fine." Tang Chuan sat cross-legged on the sofa, as heartless as usual, "This is probably some kind of uncommon amnesia." ”

Helan's black face did not alleviate anything, he squatted in front of Tang Chuan, looking at his still somewhat pale face, his expression was more strict than he had ever been, "Tang Chuan, you shouldn't care so much about your health. For me, that's a big deal. ”

"Don't worry, I love my life more than anyone else." After all, it's a heavy job, and this time you can't be cannon fodder again.

Who knew that Helan shook his head, "Not only for yourself, please you, but also for me." Do you remember He Xingzhou? ”

"Admiral He? Of course. ”

"Everyone in the He family is the same, if you die, I will never fall in love with the second person again."

Yo, this love story.

Tang Chuan was happy in his heart, but his face was still raising his eyebrows, "How can you be so sure?" Who can say for sure what will happen in the future, the ten-year-old man still wants to find twilight love. ”

"You should trust my vision, even if I choose you, you are the best in this world. The best ones are gone, do you want me to be shoddy? ”

Okay, good, obey.

"You're justified." Tang Chuan said, suddenly remembered something, and asked, "What about you?" I'm the best, so what are you? ”

Helan's deep eyes stared at him, "I'm yours." ”

Tang Chuan fell on the sofa, "You asked me to be quiet, did you peek at the love story of 007 download?" ”

Helan reached out and scooped him into his arms, and his slender ten fingers massaged his head, "That's what I said?" ”

"Well, no," Tang Chuan squinted comfortably, "it won't help me massage either." ”

007, who is still dutifully looking up information for them: ""

Is it too late to turn black now?

Yet no one paid any attention to it.

"Is it better?" Helan asked.

Tang Chuan arched his head, buried his face in Helan's arms, and hummed quietly, "It's very comfortable, you continue, you can't stop if I don't shout stop." ”

"Okay."

So when Song Qiao came back from outside, she saw the little couple nestled on the sofa greasy and crooked, and she was embarrassed to see it. Giving full play to the skills he learned in military school, he covered his face and floated silently from behind the sofa, and couldn't help but take a few more looks.

Ouch hey.

I've read too much of Xiaohuangwen on the Internet, I'm really embarrassed.

Helan silently threw a look at her, and Song Qiao silently praised him.

Helan: ""

Well, the communication between the mother and son has never been on the same channel, and Helan doesn't expect anything anymore.

Anyway, Tang Chuan can understand.

However, at this time, Tang Chuan squinted his eyes, and when he was completely relaxed, he didn't notice that Song Qiao was back at all.

While he was resting in Helan's arms, the investigation on 007's side was still continuing, "There are results." It can be confirmed that the male god is sure that he was born to the male god's parents. ”

Tang Chuan: ""

He turned his head to look at Helan, "What did you ask him to check?" ”

Helan was also speechless," he continued. ”

007: "The parents of the male god belong to the Ninth Legion of the Ottonian Empire, the 126 Communication Group, and all information has been verified and there is no falsification. As a special task force, the Su Feng squad has its own independent number, which is directly under the military department, and does not belong to any legion. In October 1011, Su Feng died, and in December of the same year, the border war came to an end. In March 1012, the male god's parents were tragically killed in the course of their mission. ”

It's a simple timeline, but it's telling.

Su Feng and Tang Chuan's parents belonged to different armies and were in different military camps, so it was difficult to meet each other. And the difference in the time of death between the two sides was a full five months, so much so that even Tang Chuan always believed that there was no connection between the two.

But now that he thinks about it, things may not be the way he thinks.

"When there was a war on the border, the Ninth Army and the Sufeng squad were near Mussol, and if they got in touch, it was probably at that time." Helan carefully recalled, "I checked the archives of the military department, when your parents were sent to the border between the Naga Empire and the Auser Empire on a secret mission, and on the way back, there was a signal leak, so the guide was accidental. But this task has nothing to do with Su Feng. ”

Tang Chuan pondered, and suddenly asked, "Where was Lin Xuan at that time?" ”

Helan understood what he meant, and said in a deep voice: "He has disappeared, including Shainin." ”

Tang Chuan sat up all of a sudden, and called Charlie again, "Comrade-in-arms, do you remember when I left Huajing for a period of time except for the summer vacation?" ”

Charlie was wondering what happened to Uncle Annaris just now, and as soon as Tang Chuan denied it, he thought that something was wrong with his brain, and he was trying to remember. As soon as Tang Chuan asked, he immediately remembered, "Yes, do you remember that you had an illness when you were a child?" That was just before your parents died, and it was scary. Your parents happened to come back to visit relatives, so they took you to the doctor, and they walked for a long time, but I don't remember how long. ”

See a doctor? Tang Chuan didn't have the slightest memory of this.

"Do you remember which hospital I went to?"

"I don't know, your parents took you away, I didn't see you, or did the neighbor tell me."

Tang Chuan and Helan glanced at each other, and Helan immediately asked 007 to check the medical records of all the hospitals in Huajing that year, and the result was that there was no Tang Chuan's name.