331.Chapter 331
The man who doesn't know how to be satisfied on weekdays is like a tiger who has been hungry for many days at this time, completely uncontrollable, and frantically wants her. {We don't write novels, we're just online text porters - by the time he's finally satisfied, Jin Xin is groggy.}
The whole body seemed to be falling apart, and it hurt when she moved slightly, and she didn't even want to look down at the traces on her body, she just pursed her lips, and there was a layer of mist floating in her eyes, and she couldn't see the love inside.
Yu Zijing had already put on his clothes, recovering his former dignified and calm appearance, well-dressed, he took the water from the basin stand, moistened the towel, wiped her body, looked at the spots on her body, so dazzling, the bottom of her heart hurt, and the bottom of her eyes was also stained with a layer of guilt, and the movements on his hands were subconsciously much lighter, as if he was treating a rare treasure, for fear that he would be damaged with a heavy hand.
It was a harsh winter, and it was already so cold that it made people shiver, and the wet towel touched the skin, and the deep coldness seemed to be drilled into the bones, which made Jin Xin tremble uncontrollably.
Yu Zijing noticed it, looked up at her stubborn face, looked at her indifferent expression, sighed slightly, the movements of her hands were a little faster, and quickly helped her wipe her body, got up and took out a brand new dress from the wardrobe, and carefully put it on for her.
Jin Xin didn't move, let him move, but when he raised his hands and feet, he frowned slightly because of the soreness.
Yu Zijing paid close attention to her reaction, and when she frowned, she would put her movements softer every time.
Finally dressed, he hugged Jin Xin on his lap, lowered his head and rubbed her neck, sniffed her faint fragrance, and his voice was hoarse after the incident: "Xiao Xin, talk to me." β
He couldn't stand her silence and ignorance at this moment, as if she were a soulless piece of wood, and his existence was dispensable to her.
This feeling frustrated him, but it also left him at a loss and flustered.
He wanted her to pay attention to him, at least not to make him feel like he was holding a log.
Hearing his words, the person in his arms let out a soft snort, Jin Xin turned his head slightly and mocked: "Why, the general is really so difficult to serve, he can't sleep with you enough, and he still has to talk to you?" β
The hands holding her tightened, and Jin Xin obviously felt the tightness of his body, but there was no expected cold and violent aura, but it was closer to desolation.
A trace of astonishment flashed in her heart, feeling the breath of the man leaning on her, such a tall man, but now he was lonely, and even, that posture was a little humble, and her heart softened for no reason.
But soon, Jin Xin forcefully snuffed out the softness in his heart, and replaced it with coldness.
She moved slightly, but felt the man hug her tighter.
"Yu Zijing, you let me go."
"Xiao Xin, don't be like this, let me hug me."
"What, haven't you had enough of it?" Jin Xin said sarcastically.
Yu Zijing didn't need to look up to imagine her expression at the moment, she must have raised her eyebrows slightly, pursed the corners of her mouth, seemed to be smiling, and her beautiful eyes were a little contemptuous and mocking.
He was so familiar with her expression that he could remember it when he closed his eyes, and when he thought of it, there was a sharp pain on the tip of his heart, spreading, and he couldn't comfort him if he wanted to appease him, let alone ignore it.
However, although he knew that Jin Xin didn't want to see him, he still couldn't even be angry, he hugged her, didn't speak again, and hugged him so stubbornly.
Jin Xin had no choice but to know that he couldn't break free, so he simply let him hold it.
That night, Jin Xin's things in the Jin family were sent back to the General's Mansion, and Ziqi and the nurse also came back with Fengfeng.
Yu Zijing watched the originally cold bedroom refill back to its original appearance, and then looked at Jin Xin sitting on the edge of the bed and Feng Feng playing on the bed, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but hook the corners of his lips.
He really still likes the way Jinwu Pavilion looks now.
Jin Xin and they are not there these days, he lives in this house alone, obviously not big, but he feels a huge loneliness, every night when he sleeps, it seems to be wrapped in the cold, so cold that he tosses and turns, he even feels that the cold night is warmer than inside.
And now, the return of Jin Xin and Fengfeng has also made the room that has been cold for several days finally warm again, and I can't help but think that I don't have to walk in the yard every night to blow the cold wind.
He thought, even if Jin Xin doesn't want to see him now, he can't do without her!
And the childrenβ
He looked at Fengfeng, his eyes lit up, he no longer had Lei Lei, he couldn't lose Fengfeng anymore.
Jin Xin knew that he had been watching them, and the burning gaze seemed to be glued to them, making people unable to ignore them, but she remained silent, lowering her eyebrows indifferently, as if she was distracted, as if she was watching Fengfeng play intently, only when Fengfeng raised her head and smiled at her, she would stretch her eyebrows, her lips hooked slightly, revealing a gentle smile.
Yu Zijing saw her smile, and couldn't help but laugh along, even if her truest smile at this time was not for him, he was also happy.
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Although Jin Xin was brought back to the General's Mansion by Yu Zijing with a tough attitude, and continued to sit in the position of Mrs. of the main room calmly, anyone with a discerning eye can see that Jin Xin is not as good as before when he treats Yu Zijing.
That kind of thing happened, Rao is Yu Zijing didn't want to admit it, but everyone also knew in their hearts that the couple had a disagreement.
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A few days after Jin Xin moved back, Shangguan Ya also came out of the black room.
Xiao Ru took the maids of the Sichuan Country Palace who came to pick her up.
The closed heavy iron door opened, and a person floated out of the door of the black hole.
has been locked up for nearly half a month, Shangguan Ya's whole person has lost a lot of weight, her face is pale and pale, her eyes are staring at the boss, and she is standing in the shadows in fear, looking at the people outside, blinking. In fact, she is not really staring at people, but she is so thin that she looks like she is out of shape, and her eyes are getting bigger and bigger, and she looks like she is staring at people.
Xiao Ru and the others stood there, looking at her from a distance, with a little confusion between their eyebrows, as if they were identifying who the person standing in front of them was, and when they saw the dress she was wearing, they suddenly realized.
"Princess!"
Xiao Ru was the first to scream, trotting to catch up, surprised more than reason, forgetting the rules, grasping Shangguan Ya's hand, and looking at Shangguan Ya in disbelief: "Gong, princess, how did you become like this?" β
Shangguan Ya's eyes were blank, and she turned her eyes a little sluggishly, looked at the familiar face in front of her, and was silent for a long time before she spoke: "Small, small?" β
"It's me, princess!"
Xiaoru cried out, with a little trembling tail, as if crying, but more in fear. I have heard that the black room in the corner of the backyard of the General's Mansion is a very terrifying place, and the people who go in, no matter who it is, come out as if they have taken off three layers of skin, so when they learned that Shangguan Ya was locked in, they were very worried, but they were also hopeful, so that their master was a princess of a country, so they would not be abused, but at this time, looking at Shangguan Ya's appearance, except for being frightened, I couldn't find any other words to describe it.
Xiao Ru really didn't expect that Yu Zijing would really be so ruthless, how to say, this is also a dignified princess of a country!
Now, I have really seen Yu Zijing's methods.
Her hand tightened, and she lowered her head, but it was Shangguan Ya's skinny fingers that tightly grasped her hand.
When I looked up, I saw a pair of terrifying eyes full of hatred.
"Xiaoru, what about that Jin Xin, how is she?"
"She, she didn't ...... much"
"Not much!" Shangguan Ya suddenly raised her voice, and clenched Xiao Ru's hand even tighter, her long nails didn't even sink into Xiao Ru's flesh, Xiao Ru was in pain, but she didn't dare to scream, she could only hear Shangguan Ya's hateful voice: "I was tortured inside, but she didn't have anything to do?" β
Xiaoru gritted her teeth and nodded.
Shangguan Ya's eyes were shocked, and she couldn't believe it: "How can it be...... What about the kid? β
"Child, dead."
Speaking of Lei Lei, Xiao Ru felt that it was good news, so when she answered Shangguan Ya, she still had a smile on her face, and she smiled sincerely, as if her hand didn't hurt at all.
When Shangguan Ya heard this, she was stunned for a while, and then in an instant, she laughed out loud: "Hehe." Are you sure? β
Her astonishing eyes, which were big because of the weight loss of a few laps, jumped with excitement, and they were amazingly bright, and the originally dull eyes were suddenly embellished again, and she laughed several times, and then asked, "What about Jin Xin?" How could she be okay, was she in pain? β
"It hurts indeed."
Xiao Ru thought about Jin Xin's depressed appearance during that time, and nodded.
Shangguan Ya listened, lowered her head, and then, her shoulders trembled slightly, and later, the trembling amplitude became bigger and bigger, and the joyful laughter couldn't be concealed, and she laughed for a while before she raised her head: "Then why do you still say that she is not?" She's clearly ......"
"Because, the general is better for her."
Xiao Ru was bold and whispered.
The sharp pain in the hand is deeper.
Xiao Ru felt that her hands were about to be abolished, but she didn't dare to move lightly, she raised her head and looked at Shangguan Ya, her eyes were full of tears: "That child's death made Jin Xin heartbroken, and the general probably felt sorry for her, and it was better for her." Moreover, it was almost obedient, and a lot of time was spent on her, and she didn't look at anyone else. β
The smile on Shangguan Ya's face suddenly stopped there, looking very funny.
"Princess?"
Shangguan Ya lowered her face coldly, with a ruthless expression: "I was tortured inside, and she was so happy outside." This Jin Xin ...... I must make her worse than dead! β
Xiao Ru rarely saw her so scary, she couldn't help swallowing her saliva, the cold sweat on her forehead came out, and she didn't know if she was scared by her, or the pain in her hands.
Jin Xin heard the news of Shangguan Ya's release for the first time.
Ziqi said: "I can't recognize it when I hear it." Coming out lightly, people think it's a ghost at first glance! The one named Xiaoru took someone to pick her up, and when he saw her, he almost didn't recognize her! β
Ziqin added tea to Jin Xin, and when she heard this, she said: "It seems that the general's black house is really worthy of its reputation. β
Ziqi said: "It's really uncertain." After all, we didn't see it with our own eyes. β
Ziqin didn't speak, just looked at Jin Xin's face.
Jin Xin didn't have any feelings, and took a leisurely sip of tea, as if he was not interested.
Seeing that she didn't speak, Ziqin and Ziqi glanced at each other and tacitly chose to leave the matter alone.
When Yu Zijing came back from outside in the evening, he raised his eyes to look at Jin Xin from time to time, with a little bit of observation.
Ziqin saw it in her eyes, and her heart was clear, the general was afraid that his wife would be angry.
But all night, Jin Xin didn't have anything bad.
Yu Zijing should have been happy, but instead he became even more restless and irritable.
He hoped that Jin Xin would lose his temper more than be like he was now.
This kind of person is obviously close in front of him, but he can no longer grasp the elusive feeling that makes him choke his breath, in his chest, he can't go up or down, he is almost suffocated!
It was only in the dead of night that he vaguely felt that she was still his own.
However, when he came in, he found more and more that even when he was lingering in the depths, Jin Xin did not respond at all, and his cold appearance almost penetrated into his bones.
All his enthusiasm faded little by little, and then, his anger rose again, and he wanted her even more fiercely!
He didn't want to hurt her, he just wanted her to feel him and give him a reaction, not like now, as if he couldn't see him in his eyes at all!
Yu Zijing has never been so discouraged and helpless.
I never thought that after so many years of galloping on the battlefield, I would lose to a woman one day, who was almost invincible.
On the contrary, I can't get angry with her, so I can only sulk at myself!
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Shangguan Ya entered the black house, but in a short time, she felt like she had experienced a purgatory, and when she first came out, she was still vaguely strange and frightened, except for Xiao Ru, no one was allowed to approach. However, with a few days of cultivation, the spirit gradually returned, and the person slowly regained his former state of vitality, but the weirdness between the eyebrows and eyes was much deeper, and the person was still the same person, except for being thinner, it seemed that there were some places, which were not quite the same.
is Xiaoru, the maid who has been with her for the longest time and is the closest, looking at Shangguan Ya at this time, she is often worried.
"What kind of medicine is this? It's hard to drink! β
A bowl of medicine slammed down on the table, and a lot of the medicine spilled out, staining the expensive tablecloth cover.
Shangguan Ya's face was gloomy.
All the subordinates present lowered their heads, not daring to look at her.
Shangguan Ya stared at Xiao Ru: "Xiao Ru! β
Xiao Ru, who was named, shuddered, took a step forward, and was about to speak, but felt a burning face.
The medicine in the bowl was splashed on Xiao Ru's face, and the hot medicine juice burned Xiao Ru's face and turned red instantly, and the pain made Xiao Ru even breathe heavily, but after seeing Shangguan Ya's angry face, he gritted his teeth and held back without daring to say anything.
Shangguan Ya slapped the table and stood up: "What is this!" β
Xiao Ru was so trembling that she knelt down directly, ignoring the burning pain on her face, and said, "The princess is angry, this is medicine, which nourishes the body." β
Because of excessive fear, I spoke a little incoherently, but fortunately, I could barely speak clearly.
Shangguan Ya stared at Xiao Ru for a long time before sitting back down: "Go get a bowl again." β
Xiao Ru was stunned.
Shangguan Ya was not very patient, and shouted: "Don't let this princess say the same thing again!" β
Xiao Ru didn't dare to delay any longer, so he quickly turned around and ordered people to prepare.
When he turned around, he saw a handkerchief falling in front of him, and Shangguan Ya said: "Wipe your face, it's ugly to death!" β
Xiao Ru pursed her lips, a little aggrieved, but she didn't say anything, silently picked it up, wiped her face, and her hands trembled in pain.
Shangguan Ya didn't care, sat in a different position, and said lazily: "That Jin Xin, what are you doing now?" β
"Take her son for a walk."
"Or the Green Park?"
"Yes, princess."
Shangguan Ya was silent for a moment, and then showed a meaningful smile: "This princess has been locked up for so long, and she finally came out, so she should go and say hello to the culprit." β
Her poor language was too obvious, which made Xiaoru shudder, and she felt that her master was becoming more and more frightening.
Shangguan Ya didn't delay, and before the words fell, he got up directly and went out of the door, Xiaoru picked it up, and hurriedly followed with someone.
Green Park.
Jin Xin is playing with Fengfeng.
Feng Feng ran all over the garden with a jump, looking still calm, her eyebrows and eyes looked like her, but there was no trace of Yan SΓΉ charm between her eyebrows and eyes, but it seemed to be carved out of the same mold as Yu Zijing.
Jin Xin watched from afar, and couldn't help but be in a trance, and then looked at the child's nose and the child's mouth, which was even more like Yu Zijing.
In the end, it was his child, some parts were very much like him, even if it was not like him but like her, but because it seemed to be branded as his child, Shen Yun was stubbornly like him.
Really, as if on purpose, to make her remember that there was such a person as him.
Jin Xin was helpless and melancholy.
But apart from these, there is no other love.
Love? Hate?
The incomprehensible silk threads, these two things always give her a headache, so she simply lost them and didn't think about them anymore.
She pinched her eyebrows and was hugged by something on her legs, and when she saw it, it was Fengfeng who ran back and hugged her legs.
The child's temperament is also with Yu Zijing, who is cold and silent, but he is particularly sticky to her.
The flattering smile at herβ
Damn, it's like Yu Zijing again.
Jin Xin felt a little depressed.
Fortunately, she can also tell the difference, Fengfeng is Fengfeng, not Yu Zijing.
She shook off the suffocating feeling, squatted down, and reached out to scratch Fengfeng's nose: "What's wrong?" Tired? β
Feng Feng stretched out his arms and begged for a hug.
When Jin Xin saw it, he chuckled, lifted the child up, hugged him into his arms, and helped Feng Feng tighten his clothes, afraid that he would catch a cold, and said in his mouth: "Hug at every turn, little guy." β
Feng Feng seemed to understand, twisted his face embarrassedly, and smiled secretly.
Jin Xin's heart warmed when he saw it, and he raised his hand and touched the back of the child's head, his eyes full of pity.
"It's really a scene of mother's love and filial piety. It's really touching to watch. β
An untimely voice sounded at this moment.