After they all left, there was still no one in the room to see me, and no one came to help me, and I moved from the ground to the bed by myself, little by little, and I was distracted.

After that, wake up and go to sleep. Even though there are still people here who bring me food, there is only so much I can eat.

The nurses looked more and more worried about me, and they didn't even dare to hang a bottle of glucose for me.

I was in a coma for almost three days, and when the cramping pain in my lower abdomen came, I could only lie on the bed trembling and curled into a ball of screams, pinching out the time for lunch. A nurse came to bring me food as usual, and when she saw my appearance, she knew that the situation was very good, and she did not dare to delay time, so after putting down the food in her hand, she quickly rushed outside, and for about an hour, several doctors came in and examined me. Wai Feng Ya blood.

Their brows were all furrowed. From their body language, I can see that my situation is not very good, and I am prepared for the child not to be able to keep it.

From the very beginning of my pregnancy with this child, I never looked forward to it, it was completely up to God's decision, since God had decided the life and death of the child, it was useless for me to struggle, so I lay there relaxed and cooperated with their examination.

But who knows, because it was too painful, in this short period of time during the doctor's examination, I couldn't bear the pain and fainted directly.

When I woke up again, it was already two o'clock in the night. Shen Boteng was in my room, and he was sitting on the edge of my bed. The two of us couldn't see each other through the darkness. But the moment I opened my eyes, I was inexplicably sure that he was by my side and that he was not far from me.

In order to confirm, I touched the dark bed with my hand, but before I reached out and shook it twice, my hand touched the warm body temperature, I didn't know where I touched him, and immediately retracted my hand.

The person sitting next to me turned on the light, and the dazzling light appeared in front of my eyes, I felt a little uncomfortable, so I raised my hand to block it, and only after my eyes were used to it, I lowered my hand to look at the person sitting next to me.

He looked at me too, and the two of us looked at each other.

The emotions in his eyes were still so cold that they could freeze people, and I had never dared to look at him so calmly before, because I was a prostitute, and he was my master, and in my subconscious, I was here to please him, and if I didn't make him happy, I wouldn't have anything to eat.

Since then, this concept has changed, and in the end I am more and more dissatisfied with this kind of self, I don't want to be inferior to him forever, so I struggle desperately, I want to stand on the same height as him and compare with him, and never have to look up to him again.

After all, what does it matter to me whether someone else lives or dies? I just don't want to admit it, because the more Liang Sheng has such thoughts, the more humble and insignificant he becomes.

Because I am a big step behind in terms of momentum, constantly chasing his footsteps, but on the other hand, it reflects my lack of confidence in myself and my deep inferiority complex.

And that's really the last thing I want anyone to see.

I carefully maintain my self-esteem, careful so that I don't be looked down upon and disliked, in fact, in the end, I dislike myself, it's really myself, which is really ridiculous.

But what do I get at the end of the day? I'm still being crushed by his man, I still can't get rid of my birth, I still can't ask a prostitute this time.

Instead, he borrowed the reason for revenge, sacrificed more people, sacrificed more things, and in the end, the current Liang Sheng is more ugly, more despised, and more distorted than the previous Liang Sheng.

I sneered in my heart and thought, what did Liang Sheng get like this?

I stared at him like this, I don't know how long I watched him, so long that Shen Boteng asked me, "What are you looking at?" ”

I said, "I'm looking at your face." ”

He asked me, "What do you see?" ”

I raised my weak hand to caress his face, from the top of his brow to the bridge of his nose, and he sat still, quietly watching me.

I gazed deeply at him and whispered to myself, "I have given too much and lost too much for this face." ”

My pale fingertips touched his lips, and I smiled and said, "You know what? A long, long time ago, Liang Sheng was really obsessed with this face to the point that he couldn't extricate himself, I hope that this man will treat me gently one day, how much I hope he can hold my hand and say to me, Liang Sheng, come with me, I will give you a home, but do you know? The last sentence was not what you said to me, but Yuan Changming, a person who has no relationship with me can say such a sentence to me, but why can't you Shen Boteng? Is it because I'm a prostitute? Do you think I'm not worthy of you? ”

I smiled and said: "Shen Boteng, I know, it's not that you don't love me, I'm a woman, what I feel, really, anything will lie to me, but in terms of feelings, I will never deceive me, you love me, this thing is true." ”

This time, Shen Boteng didn't deny it but didn't admit it, he just looked at me fixedly, and his expression seemed to be watching what I was going to do.

But I didn't intend to make a fuss, I just wanted to tell him everything I wanted to say, bit by bit, and let me hear how I was so hopeless to despair of him.

I said: "Shen Boteng, in fact, you reminded me a long time ago, don't be emotionally emotional, at that time, in fact, I knew better than anyone else that there was no good fruit to eat when I fell in love with you, and in the end, sure enough, your heart is harder than iron, colder than diamonds, no matter how I cover it and bite it, you are like a King Kong cover, water and fire do not enter, and you will always look at me as a master." ”

I paused and asked, "But did you really win?" I don't have family affection alone, I don't have love, and friendship is not to mention in your eyes, so what do you get? Yuan's? What about after you take the Yuan Clan? Make a lot of money and make your position more stable, but what about after that? What's the use? Is that all you have in your life? ”

Shen Boteng said: "Then what do you want?" ”

I excitedly said, "I want you to love me!" ”

Shen Boteng grabbed my body and said, "Then are you willing to live my way?" ”

He stopped me.

Shen Boteng said: "Do you know, it's not difficult to love someone, the difficult thing is that you have to give everything that meets her ideas, but in my heart, loving someone just doesn't mean that I have to live in the way of another person, I just like this person, but I also don't want to let myself be bound in it, so love or not love is not important to me, admitting my feelings for you is just a harmless thing for me." ”

I said, "So in your eyes I can sacrifice at any time, and I am ready to be sacrificed by you at any time, right?" ”

Shen Boteng said: "Love is dispensable in my heart. ”

I said, "But what are you after?" What do you really want in this life? Can you tell me? ”

Shen Boteng said: "Is it important to pursue something? I just think it's fun to get something like this, I want it, I will naturally bother to get it, I, Shen Boteng, have never thought about pursuing anything in my life. ”

I said, "You want it?" ”

I continued, "But don't you feel tired? Just because you want to be fun, you sacrifice all benevolence, righteousness, morality, courtesy, righteousness and shame, is this what you Shen Boteng likes? ”

Shen Boteng said: "What do you want to say? ”

I said, "What I want to say is that if a person doesn't even have affection, then he is not a human being, he can only be a brute." ”

Shen Boteng smiled, and he said, "I'm sorry, I'm the kind of species you said you said." ”

Speaking of this, Shen Boteng brushed away the hand I fell on his face, and said: "From today on, I will not indulge everything you have, since you force me to admit my feelings for you, then good, I will fulfill you, but this also means that you have to live according to my way, I will give you the love you want, and. His words stopped, and he spat out a few words in the middle of the night: "We will be together for the rest of our lives, and we will be together after death." ”