Yu Xinhui called and asked me where I spent the Spring Festival, this year she didn't want to go to Ding **'s house and wanted to go back to her own house for the New Year, I asked her: "How did Ding ** decide?" ”

She said, "Whoever cares about him, he can go wherever he wants"

Yu Xinhui's family is not in Qingbei County, and Ding's family is the old man in Qingbei County, and the Ding family is a big family.

Ding's family has many relatives in the countryside, and it is a big project to only go to relatives during the Chinese New Year.

When Yu Xinhui and Ding ** first got married, Ding ** was still a small salesman in an agricultural materials company, and Xinhui worked in a bank, and the unit was good and welfare, every time she went home to take a bunch of things, Xinhui was gentle and demure, Ding ** took good care of her, and the people of the Ding family also attached great importance to Xinhui, and they were a little bit of a hold on to her.

Later, Ding ** resigned and came out to do business and slowly earned some money, not only did he no longer protect Xinhui as before in front of his family, but he also put on a big husband's posture and fell his face to show Xinhui, and the people of the Ding family were a little slow to Yu Xinhui, as if they wanted to take back their previous goodness to Xinhui, which made Xinhui very uncomfortable, but no matter how uncomfortable she was with her soft temperament, she just buried it in her heart, but fortunately, she didn't care too much about that.

I know that although she forgave Ding ** for cheating, she still has zài mustard in her heart.

The relationship between her and Ding **'s family is not very close, in the past, she only cared about Ding **'s feelings, so the surface work had to be done well, and now she is not willing to do this surface work anymore.

I understand her feelings, how many years of being a good wife and mother is really tiring.

I told her that we haven't decided yet, but even if I go to Lin Xiaoran's place for the Spring Festival, I can only stay for three or four days before I come back, and it is impossible to stay in the provincial capital for too long, and I have to go back to the unit on duty.

Jiang Xinya said that she would take her daughter to Hainan for the Spring Festival, and Zhang Minxuan stayed in Qingbei County alone.

I know that Zhang Mingxuan must have returned to his parents' house in Qingzhou City during the holidays, and Jiang Xinya didn't want to go to his parents' house when she took her daughter to Hainan, and the life of the two of them was getting lighter and lighter, but we all understood that as long as the two of them were in Qingbei County, it was impossible for them to separate, but fortunately, Jiang Xinya was not the kind of person who took love too seriously, so although the two of them were plain, they lived peacefully.

Hu Yali and her husband Yang Guangming are not from Qingbei County, and their parents are still far apart, so they run with their children every Spring Festival and do not return to Qingbei County until the day before the end of the holiday.

Only Li Qiutong is the best, she and her husband Huang Youzhi both teach in school, their parents are also in the county, and there are not many relatives in the county, which is lively enough and not hard.

Seeing that the Spring Festival is approaching, the atmosphere of the festival is gradually thickening, everyone is a little jubilant, anyway, the Spring Festival can rest for a few days except for the two days on duty.

Now the festival is not like in the past, many things have to be made by yourself, what you need to buy on the street, the merchant has everything for you.

Even if there is nothing to do, people are panicking, especially women, who have to clean and shop, as long as the woman touches it, she hears talking about what has not been bought, what work has not been done, but I have always felt lost, a picture of absent-mindedness.

Xiao Shen smiled and said: "Sister Lin, you are really lucky, your parents have prepared everything for you at home, you don't have to worry about anything, every day leisurely, I go back from work every day to wash the quilt, sheets, and curtains for almost a week, and now the bathroom and kitchen have not been wiped yet?" I'm busy! I really can't work at the door of my house, you see my sister doesn't have to do anything, just wait to come back and eat for nothing and think about her first."

Hearing Xiao Shen complaining, I hurriedly said with a smile on my face: "We haven't decided where to spend the Spring Festival yet, so we are not in a hurry to prepare."

"That's a lot of housework! However, Sister Lin, I see that you are not in good spirits these days, so there is nothing wrong, right? ”

"It's okay, I'm not in good spirits?"

I was surprised to ask if I had realized that my feelings would be so exposed.

"I can't tell, it's just that I feel like sometimes you're in a trance lately and don't know what you're thinking!"

"Really? I didn't think that everything to be washed at home was washed, anyway, the washing machine was washing, and I didn't have to work hard."

I said with a smile.

Now that I think about it, I don't know what I was thinking when I was working, just mechanical labor, did my parents also find that I have been in a trance recently, but they didn't say it, I didn't realize that I would be so out of normal!

I leaned back in the chair and put my head on the back of the chair and looked at the roof, so many years my Spring Festival was with my parents and son in a daze, never thought about my own days, his arrival and his departure suddenly changed my mood so profoundly, looking at others are busy, but I feel that all the excitement and busyness are not mine, I don't know what I should do, I have never been as lonely as now.

The two pots of azaleas in front of the window bloomed more and more brilliantly, I played the piano, and now I can skillfully play a few simple tunes such as "Edelweiss" and "Doremi", but he is not here, and the sound of the piano seems so empty.

I sat on the carpet in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking at the blooming flowers, and he said that this flower is not easy to raise here, and I also know that if this flower fails, these two pots of flowers will die.

Since I found out that day that he deleted all our photos, I already know that the ending is unchangeable, I don't want to shed tears about it, but I can't get rid of the throbbing pain in my heart, I try my best to build a new barrier in my heart, to distance myself from him, but this barrier is like a beach built on the beach and can't withstand the washing of the sea, as soon as he leaves, thoughts come to me like a tide, I can't help but miss him.

Lin Xiaoran called and asked us to go to them for the New Year, and he said that everything in the hotel was ready-made, and there was no need to prepare.

I don't want to go to the provincial capital, but there is no excuse to stay at home alone, I don't know where I should go, because of him, this Spring Festival makes me so helpless, I don't know what will happen if he leaves me completely?

The day after tomorrow is the Chinese New Year's Eve, in Zheng Duo's office to discuss the personnel arrangements for the Spring Festival duty, he said that the Chinese New Year's Eve and the first day of the new year he led the class, let me rank him in the first three days, I smiled and said: "How long will you be the captain of the brigade to work part-time?" Is it not tiring to grasp the power so tightly? ”

"You think I want to take this right! I'm on duty at the head of the bureau now, I can't ignore it here, which of you people is worry-free, I have more things to do now than before! ”

"When will the new captain be announced? Aren't you liberated when the new captain is appointed! ”

"Maybe it's going to be the end of the Spring Festival! The Party Committee of the Bureau held a meeting to study and decide"

"Don't send a captain who actively asks for progress, it's exhausting"

I said with a smile.

Zheng Duo also smiled: "Whoever comes here has to work hard!" ”

"Work is work, do more work and don't kill people, people are afraid that they are tired"

"You don't ask for progress, what are you tired of?"

"I'm tired of watching you! Alas, you breathe a sigh of relief, and I breathe a sigh of relief too"

I laughed.

Zheng Duo lowered his head and smiled slightly, raised his head and swept his eyes gently over my face, the friendship precipitated by the years we have gone through together makes us know each other even if we don't say anything.

He asked, "Where do you plan to spend the Spring Festival, you have been to the provincial capital during the Spring Festival in the past few years, will you still go this year?" ”

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"My brother called and said to let me go, but my parents said they wanted to go, so I had to go"

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Zheng Duo was silent for a while, lowered his head and turned the pen in his hand and whispered, "Still, do you plan to live like this forever?" Haoyu is older, and your parents are also older, what will you do in the future? Life is not lived alone"

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I don't know why Zheng Duo suddenly brought up this matter, he and Qiao Qidong have never mentioned this matter in front of me, and Jiang Xinya and them are the same, this topic has always been a taboo in front of me.

I looked out the window and was quiet for a moment and said, "Let's follow the fate, the road ahead is dark, let's walk and see."

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Zheng Duo breathed a long sigh of relief, really got up and looked at me and said, "Whatever you want, anyway, none of us can affect you." Since you're going to Northwest City for a few more days, you'll put yourself on duty for the last three days! When you come back, I'll call you and Qiao Qidong to dinner."

Zheng Duo said.

In order to alleviate the atmosphere just now, I joked: "Now that you are the leader of the bureau, is it the key point to go to your house to pay New Year's greetings this year?" ”

Zheng Duo said with a smile: "Whatever you want, you can send whatever you want, and you will not refuse to come, but the authentic Sichuan bacon brought last year is a must."

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I laughed when I heard it, I gave him a piece of bacon from my brother last year, Shi Hongling said that he was not very good at cooking, so I made it for them to eat, Qiao Qidong began to laugh at how I brought this, if I want to send it, I should send it before the year, I said how to send this thing in Northwest City a year ago?

It's good to send it now.

After they were ready, they were full of praise, and Qiao Qidong also blamed me for only giving Zheng Duo and not giving it to him, I said that he was satisfied with his share.

I smiled and said, "It was made by my brother's friend last year in a Sichuan farmhouse, and this year it may not be so authentic."

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"Are you a little sincere, okay, you just said that you want to give a heavy gift, and now you are starting to push three and four"

Zheng Duo said with a smile.

We were laughing when Zheng Duo's phone rang, and his face suddenly became stern when he listened to the phone, and asked, "How is the situation at the scene?" ”

He listened for a while and then said, "Okay, we'll be there soon, you protect the scene, and let everyone who has nothing to do with it leave."

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Then he dialed another phone: "Director Zhang, there was a murder in Huanggong Village, Dongliang Town, and a family of four was killed."

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I know that we don't want to go anywhere during this Spring Festival, I am not unhappy, but relieved, I know what I should do, where I should go, I am glad that I am engaged in this profession, and devoting myself to work can make me forget his saving for a while.