241 You are waste
Remus? John? Lupin, who had seen Harry before, had met Harry when he was not yet a year old. At that time, Harry was really a little angel, and among the four of their friends, Jaime was married and had children, Pettigrew was introverted and timid and didn't dare to talk to girls because of his own reasons, while Sirius didn't think he needed a family to bind him.
In the end, Jaime and Lily got married and had Harry.
Because he had no children and longed for love and family, Lupin quickly fell in love with little Harry at the time, but as the war against the Dark Lord became more and more intense, Lupin became the one hidden behind the Order of the Phoenix, and he has been sent to some more important places to carry out more secret missions, but he is still a person outside the Order of the Phoenix.
For his friend Sirius, Lupin didn't know how to evaluate it, the secret person back then was Sirius? Much of Blake was known to all, and when the Jaimes died, he thought it was Sirius's betrayal, as everyone else did.
The reason why he returned to Hogwarts was not only because of Dumbledore's invitation, but also because he wanted to stand by Harry's side to protect him, the only son left by his friend, and stop Sirius by the way.
Lupin is a bit of a coward, and those experiences have made him more than just a little introverted, and he is always worried that his secrets will be discovered.
When he saw Harry, he thought that Harry really looked like Lily and Jaime, and everyone would praise Harry when they mentioned it, even Dumbledore had told him that Harry might reach new heights and no one would surpass them. Lupin was glad that Harry could surpass his father and become a powerful man, and only a strong person could protect himself.
In the first lesson, Lupin brought the Boggart to the third-year Gryffindors, a little monster who is very strange and can reflect what you fear the most, and the spell against the Boggart is the Boggart Expulsion Charm "Funny Funny", which makes the Boggart look the funniest you think. What really kills Boggart is laughter, and when you laugh, Boggart explodes into thousands of wisps of green smoke and disappears.
As long as he mastered the magic, Boggart was not dangerous, and he had placed the wardrobe containing Boggart in the center of the classroom, ready for the students to come forward one by one to guide him. Lupin didn't think there was anything wrong with this, he didn't think about the effect that what the children were afraid of would have on them.
It was Harry who reminded him.
And the reason why Harry noticed this was purely because Hermione, who had just been standing beside him, grabbed his hand after hearing about the characteristics of the Boggart, and Hermione was trembling as if he was a little scared, and it was then that Harry completely realized that this magic was wrong.
So he boldly brought it up, thankfully Lupin was not a stubborn person, he thought about it for a moment and then touched his nose and said to the young wizards, "Harry is right, I didn't think it through. β
Lupin used magic to pick up a confined space, and the black curtain completely blocked the shadows inside, only to hear Lupin say: "Just line up and come in one by one." β
In this way, no one will worry about her secret being revealed, Harry patted Hermione's hand, no matter what Hermione was afraid of, now she can choose to face it, Hermione relaxed a little and she said thank you to Harry, she was really worried that there would be those failing grades and the disappointed faces of the professors in front of her, and if she was seen by her classmates, she would definitely be ridiculed.
After a brief explanation, Lupin began to call the students' names, and the rest of the young wizards automatically lined up in pairs, with Harry and Thor standing together, Hermione behind them, and Ron patting in front. Ron seemed to be a little resistant, presumably because he knew what Boggart was going to become, and there was only one thing he was afraid of, and that was spiders.
When it was time for Harry he exhaled, something scared...... What he feared most now was loss, losing Dad, losing Mycroft, losing Sirius, losing his brothers, losing friends, etc., the thought of losing the word would make Harry breathless.
Lupin watched Harry come in and open the door to the cupboard, Boggart came out and began to change, probably everyone's worst fear can't fool Boggart, Harry is a picture, it was a night in the Lestrade apartment, his family, Hermione, Ron and even ...... Draco, Blood ...... The floor of the apartment was stained red, and Harry stood alone.
That was what Harry feared the most, everyone had left him, and he was left alone.
Harry clenched his fists, and that was what he feared the most, loss.
Lupin called out to Harry from there, and he motioned for Harry to use the spell against the Boggart, which was funny, but Harry felt that his hands were so heavy that he couldn't even lift them, and he clenched his fists and didn't know what to do.
"Harry? Porter. β
If it was other young wizards, Lupin would have stepped forward to stop him, but Harry was special, he could see those scenes, probably those people were the most important people in Harry's heart, but they all died one by one, leaving Harry alone standing among their corpses.
Everyone has their own fears in their hearts, and Lupin has too, and if he were to stand in front of Boggart now, maybe Boggart would become the moon, the last thing he liked to see, the full moon.
But everyone had to find a way to overcome that fear, especially Harry.
"Funny funny."
Harry took a deep breath, if that was really what he feared, then Harry wouldn't let it happen.
Lupin watched Harry raise his hand and use the spell "Funny Funny" without even using his wand, and the Boggart in front of Harry disappeared after the violent shaking of the scene, and what appeared in front of Harry was a group photo, with everyone inside.
In the group photo, Lestrade and Mycroft sat side by side, their hair was gray, Sherlock was still standing on the side, but he looked much older than now, and then there were their brothers, except for Loki, Thor, and Hannibal and Will, there was a person standing there with a face next to him, and he was standing behind Lestrade with a bright smile, and there was also a person standing next to him, who couldn't see clearly but seemed to have pale blonde hair, oneβ¦β¦ Boy.
"Alright, good job Harry, now the next one can come in!"
Harry left the confined space, the person next to him was familiar and strange, and that family portrait was the thing that Harry would feel happy about, and they were still a family after many, many years, and they still loved each other so much.
Harry didn't know what had happened after Thor entered the space, but when Thor came out, his face was a little pale, and Harry stepped up to him and asked him what had happened, and Thor just shook his head.
Thor stood aside and thought about the picture that Boggart had just shown, the chaotic picture, first of all, Asgard was breached, just like his dream, Loki stood on the shoulders of the frost giants and broke through the defenses, he knew his identity and brought about the darkest times. In addition to this accident, Boggart then changed, Loki said to him, "Thor, we have never been brothers, and how much I loved you in the past, and how much I hate you now." β
He covered his heart when Saul heard this, there ...... It hurts so much.
Hate, how can Loki hate him, if Loki hates him, then Thor's world has already collapsed in half.
The company of thousands of years is not just talking, if they were not mature in Asgard back then, then the thing that Saul regrets the most is that he did not cherish the Loki who worshipped him when he was a child, and when he began to pay attention to Loki, he found that Loki's character had become what it is now. The power to come to Earth was actually an opportunity for Thor to rely on him once again to know what was most important to his life.
Thor didn't succeed because he didn't know what to do, everything was like a boulder in his heart, and it was Lupin who helped him out of the siege.
Thor wanted to go to Loki now, to hold Loki's hand tightly to make sure his brother was still the same person, not the man Boggart had just shown him that they weren't brothers and that he hated him.
Lupin also remembered Thor's expression at that time, that expression had an age-appropriate heaviness, he just held his chest and frowned at everything, and then no matter how he called Thor's name, it was as if he couldn't hear it.
Now Lupin looked at the three little wizards walking towards the castle, and Thor held Loki's hand desperately, as if he was worried that he would leave his side, and Harry walked side by side with them in high spirits, which made Lupin think of James again? Porter.
Sure enough, it's father and son, and the radiant appearance is so similar.
Two weeks after the start of school, Sirius finally couldn't take it anymore, and he wanted to leave the Malfoy house because he thought he had stayed here too long, and he could make up for the years lost between Narcissa and them.
Coupled with the fact that Sirius still had some things to do, he wanted to stand in front of Harry and tell everyone that he was Harry's godfather, instead of hiding in the shadows and gasping for a long time.
About yourself and Pettigrew? He must understand Peter's affairs, twelve years has allowed him to escape for too long, and this time the debt of the year will be paid together.
A debt to Jaime and Lily, a debt to him.
So Sirius told Narcissa about her desire to leave that morning, and Narcissa was enjoying her breakfast when she heard Sirius's words, and she glanced at her husband, Lucius? Malfoy, Sirius had offered to leave for a lot longer than they had calculated, and they thought Sirius would hold out for at least a month.
"Let's go? Where to go? β
Narcissa waved her hand for the house-elf to take her breakfast down,
She wasn't in the mood to eat now, Sirius couldn't leave, and it was said that the guards around Hogwarts were constantly being strengthened, and it would be easy to spot if he showed up.
"Go find someone, I have something to do."
Sirius noticed that Narcissa had only used a little bit of food, and he intended to stop the elf from taking the food down, but Narcissa did not speak after she looked like she couldn't eat it.
"Is there anything Lucius can do for you, if you think Lucius is unreliable, you can write to the Lestrades family, or even ask Harry for advice, you should know better than me what you are now, don't you?"
Narcissa said such a long sentence slowly, as she said about Sirius's current identity and sensitivity, and their original plan was to keep people until Christmas, so it was impossible to let him leave the Malfoy family manor now.
"It's a personal matter, and I promise I'll be back when I'm done."
After two weeks of contact with Sirius? Blake still knew that Narcissa cared about her, Narcissa was a person who was cold on the outside and hot on the inside, and in her eyes, neither Muggle nor wizard life mattered, and the most important thing that could make her give up everything was her family.
That's why Sirius made this promise, and when the matter with Pettigrew was settled, he would come back to accompany her if Narcissa wanted to.
Narcissa slapped the table in a rare way, and even Lucius, who was her husband, was startled by her husband, Narcissa was a gentle lady in his memory, and even when she was just saying what she thought about Draco's school, when did she lose her temper so much.
"Sirius? Black, you don't even have a wand and still want to go out, is your next meeting with Lucius and Harry going to the Ministry of Magic to collect your body? β
Sirius, who had seen his cousin angry for the first time, touched/touched his nose and said, "It won't be so miserable, whether it's the Dementors or the Ministry of Magic, I can deal with it." β
"A wizard who doesn't even have a wand can say anything, you're not a waste when you go out now."
Narcissa knew that if she was crying, Sirius would agree, but she would still want to leave later, so it was better to hit her arrogant cousin and let him know what it meant to retreat.
Narcissa pushed away her chair and stood up, turned and went upstairs, Lucius told the elves to keep up with Sirius, who was really hit because of the waste.
He did not have a wand, and it was confiscated the day he was captured, and a wand was indispensable to wizards, or a lifelong companion for them, and few would change their wand, and the wand they bought at the age of eleven was almost a gift that would follow them for the rest of their lives.
His wand was gone, and all that was left except Animagus was Merlin's face-changing spell to use, but Sirius knew that he wouldn't be able to survive all the way if he relied on these two spells alone, and no one knew what would happen, did he.
He scrambled to his feet and left the restaurant and walked out the door, what Narcissa had said really didn't really do anything to him now.
Lucius caught up with his wife, he took Narcissa's still trembling hand, unfolded her palm and blew, "It took a lot of strength, right?" Are you really that angry? β
Narcissa's palms have turned red because she just slapped the table, originally Narcissa? Black? Malfoy has been the eldest lady since birth, and after marrying into the Malfoy family, she was even more favored by her husband, and her hands were well maintained and she had not done any heavy work at all, let alone the laborious thing of slapping the table.
Narcissa sighed, there was anger, but more helplessness, like Harry? Sirius didn't fully trust them, as Potter had said, and his arrogance made him think he had to solve his own troubles.
But what can a wizard without a wand do?
Even when the Dark Lord was still in power, he couldn't have a wand in his hand, and the more special wizard who appeared over the years was Harry of the Lestrade family? Potter, Loki? Odinson and Merlin? Lestrade is up.
"Do you think Blake will stay that way?"
Narcissa nodded, believing that her words had dampened Sirius, so that he would at least be quiet for a while, and only offer to leave after he could prove himself.
Narcissa nudged her husband, "You go and help me see Siris." β
Lucius frowned, he and Sirius? Blake had always been disgusted with each other, and even wanted him to go......
Lucius looked into Narcissa's eyes and finally nodded, he would not refuse any of Narcissa's requests, and it wouldn't be a big deal if Narcissa let him go.
Lucius knew that Sirius was in the garden after asking the house-elves, and he snorted coldly and walked towards Sirius's location, the elves following closely behind their master with their heads bowed.
"Sissi asked me to come and see you."
Sirius lay on the lawn and closed his eyes when he saw someone coming, Sissi, this is Narcissa's nickname, only those close to him will call, but unlike his mother's call, Lucius's Sissi seems to contain a lot of love in it.
"I don't really want to come, but I'll listen to Sissi."
Sirius rolled over, what the hell was Malfoy trying to say!
"I'd love to let you go, if not Harry? Do you think you can stay at Malfoy Manor for that long, if Potter begs us to take you in? β
Lucius said a word that broke the sky, and Sirius opened his eyes violently, why is there still Harry's thing here?!
"What do you say, Malfoy!"
"I told you that your godson, the legendary Potter who is immortal is very concerned about your safety, and she will stay in your home until you stay long, so I contacted Sissi and hoped that she could help take care of you for a while."
Lucius looked up at Sirius with his peripheral vision, as if he had a deep disdain for Sirius, and mockery in it.
"You mean...... Harry? β
Lucius rolled his eyes, were his ears ornaments? Harry, of course? Potter, who would care so much about his safety.
"If you leave, I won't stop you, if you are caught by the Ministry of Magic, the most you will do is a Dementor kiss, and then we will go to collect the corpse, Sissi will be sad for a while at most, and time will dilute everything. But Harry? Potter is different, the godfather he just met immediately disappeared from his life, just like his parents, it's quite pitiful to think about. β
Lucius was in a mocking tone the whole time, but his words struck the string in Sirius's heart, if he was caught then it must have been a Dementor kiss, so what was Harry going to do? He had promised Harry that he would spend the rest of Christmas and all the holidays together.
"The gates of the manor are open for you at any time, and you can slip away quietly by yourself whenever you leave."
If Lucius hadn't mentioned Harry, maybe Sirius would have left, but just now he mentioned Harry, his godson.
It turned out that Harry was involved in this matter, it turned out that Harry had known for a long time that he would leave the Lestrade family, and it turned out that Harry had put a lot of effort into being able to protect him with his own strength......
"I ......"
When Sirius was still trying to say something, Lucius had already left, so he didn't want to stay with Sirius for too long, and the longer he stayed with the stupid lion, the more his IQ and EQ would be lowered.
Sirius had thought about Harry for the first time, and before that he had been so confident that he would be fine, and now it seemed that he had grown up, as Narcissa had said he would be a waste without a wand.
And Sirius could imagine Harry's tears, Harry had told him that the last thing he liked was to lose, and that the loss of someone important would make him feel like he was dead, and his heart was dead.
So after thinking about it all morning, Sirius had a new decision, he wasn't going to leave right away, but before the news could be given, he was going to start learning magic hard, just like Harry and they could use simple wandless magic, and wait until he had the ability to protect himself.
And when he has the ability to protect himself, there will be no one who will jump out to stop him.
Narcissa nodded after knowing Sirius's decision, how could the so-called wandless magic be so easy to learn, plus Sirius didn't have a teacher, but it was good that it could at least drag on for a while.
Sirius didn't say a word about Harry's involvement in the letter, but Harry also learned about Sirius's recent situation from Draco, as well as his own leaks.
Harry smiled and shook his head after reading the family letter, what if it leaked, if Sirius liked to play stupid, he would just accompany him to play stupid, and Sirius was starting to loosen his mouth about that matter, and in time/he would definitely say Pettigrew? Peter's whereabouts.
Things went surprisingly well, Harry closed the book in his hand, and the most important thing left for him was now, about Pettigrew? Peter's, Harry has already figured out waiting for Pettigrew? After Peter is accused, he will bring it up for Sirius? Blake's innocent prison life, and the restoration of his former identity and status.
Harry was going to bring his godfather back into everyone's eyeballs.
And this plan turned out to be not far off. 166 Reading Network