Three years have passed, Gan Xin finally slowly walked out of the shadow of Chen Yixiao's death, she was a little surprised when she first met Cheng Shaojie in Linshui Village, and soon got along with Cheng Shaojie, Cheng Shaojie said that Gan Xin is the most gentle and amiable one of my friends. Later, Gan Xin said with some regret: "Cheng Shaojie looks a bit like Chen Yixiao at first glance, but after a long time of contact, I don't think it's too similar, still, Chen Yixiao is so important in your heart, because of my existence, you will never get him, how have you spent all these years?" ”。

I said: "Cheng Shaojie and Chen Yixiao they are two people, Chen Yixiao is only one, unique, when I met when I was young, I always had him in my heart, but I never thought of getting him, he existed in my life, I have always been grateful for my spiritual support in my most difficult time, he has always been a light on my spirit, he only exists in my spiritual world, he can live a good life I feel very relieved, so I want you to be happy more than anyone else." Gan Xin, Chen Yixiao has always been in my heart, but I have also walked into another person who is completely different from him, that person has also brought me great happiness and soothed the pain in my heart, although he finally left me to make me sad, but I have always been grateful to him. Although Cheng Shaojie is not Chen Yixiao, I am living with him now, we slowly understand each other, we will rely on each other to go through this life, and we will be very happy. Now you are the same as me, although Chen Yixiao is gone, he will always be in your heart, thinking of his good gratitude, he has existed in your life, you will not complain and regret, as long as people are willing to live, they should have the courage to keep moving forward, you only have this life, don't let it down easily, no matter what you have experienced in the past. Gan Xin, who has lived with the person you love the most for so many years and has his child, what is there to regret in this life. Put Chen Yixiao in your heart, calmly face the years to come, and believe that God will give you another piece of heaven and earth."

Gan Xin lowered her head and smiled softly and said, "I don't think anyone can enter my heart anymore except Chen Yixiao."

I patted her hand lightly and smiled and said, "As long as you can have peace of mind, it's fine."

When I feel at ease, the speed of time begins to slow down, we no longer feel anxious about the unknown future, we quietly pay attention to the changes of each season, and calmly face the changes of each person

Sitting in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the study on the second floor, Gan Xin looked out the window and said: "Sitting here and watching the snow scene, the snow is exceptionally white, the sky is exceptionally blue, the air is exceptionally transparent, and the snow-capped mountains are like being in front of you.

Xinhui said: "Yuexin is here in the summer, and it is natural to say that the summer is beautiful, and the rape flowers are beautiful here in the spring. ”

I smiled and said, "Everything is a landscape, and everything you grow has a different beauty, so why do you have to look at rape flowers?" ”

Li Qiutong looked out the window and pondered for a long time and said, "Do you really want to leave a house for Jiang Xinya?" Did she say she was coming back? ”

I said: "No matter how far she goes, we are all her relatives, and leaving her a house is also leaving a place for her heart to rest next to us, for a wandering person this will make her feel at peace, she will come back, even if it is just to come back to see".

"It's just that Hu Yali is rarely with us now, I think she is getting farther and farther away from us, and she has changed a lot," Xinhui said with some sadness.

"She's busy with her career, how can she have time to spend time with us, she's busy in another circle now" Li Qiutong said very unhappily. Today she called Hu Yali to ask Hu Yali, and Hu Yali said that she was busy and couldn't leave, which made Li Qiutong very unhappy.

I smiled at Li Qiutong and said, "If she's busy, let her be busy, sooner or later she will have time." Whether she or Jiang Xinya wants to give their lives a chance to start over, let them work towards their goals, we can only live this life, no matter what we want, we should work hard to fight for it, but no matter how far people go, or how far their hearts go, there is always a time when you are tired and need to rest, and you need a place to make yourself physically and mentally safe. You should also consider this your home, not only the place where you write your name is your own. Not only us, but also our children, no matter how high or far they fly, I want them to make this house nestled on the mountains and rivers on the growing fields of life their spiritual home."

Li Qiutong smiled: "Still, you can participate in meditation here, you won't think of becoming a monk that day, right?" ”

I smiled and looked out the window, there were villagers following the sheep from the far side of the field and gradually moving away, their own flock of chickens in the open space in front of the building leisurely foraging, my mother-in-law often scattered some broken corn and wheat grains there, and Mei Duo threw these grains further away on the edge of the bushes, my mother-in-law said that it would make other people's chickens or wild pigeons beak away, but Mei Duo just smiled and did not refute, she carried her mother-in-law and whispered to me that there are not only wild pigeons but also pheasants in the bushes to feed, pheasants grow very beautiful, But this can't let Sun Linbing and Cheng Shaojie know, they will catch and eat if they know. I understood Mei Duo's worries very well, and told Cheng Shaojie about Mei Duo's worries, Cheng Shaojie said in surprise: Fortunately, you said today, Lin Bing and I are preparing to set those pheasants and stew soup for you.

Thinking of this, I smiled, I never thought about becoming a monk, even when I was the saddest I didn't think about withdrawing from this rolling red dust, now this is very good, ten steps outside the door is red dust, I choose to settle here because there is not only scenery here but also relatives have life, you can integrate, but there is also a distance, between advance and retreat are all one heart.

I found a place of peace for myself here, watching the green mountains on the horizon fall silently in front of the court, I feel that I have not yet grown old, and my heart has been clear.

I asked the Buddha: Why are there so many regrets in the world?

The Buddha said: This is a whirling world, and wornness is about to regret.

There are no regrets, and no amount of happiness will be given to you.

I asked the Buddha: How can we stop making people's hearts feel lonely?

The Buddha said: Every heart is born lonely and crippled, and most of them spend their lives with this kind of cripple.

Just because of being with the other half who can make it perfect, you have either neglected it or have lost the right to own it.

I asked the Buddha: What if you meet someone you can love, but you are afraid that you will not be able to grasp it?

The Buddha said: How much love is left in the world, welcome the thousand changes of the floating world, and do happy things with lovers, don't ask whether it is a catastrophe or fate.

I asked the Buddha, "How can you be as wise as you?"

The Buddha said: The Buddha is the person who has come over, and the person is the Buddha of the future, and the Buddha divides all things in the world into ten worlds: Buddha, Bodhisattva, Shravaka, Green Awakening, Heaven, Asura, Man, Beast, Hungry Ghost, and Hell; Heavens, asuras, humans, animals, hungry ghosts, and hells are the six realms of reincarnation, and sentient beings in the six realms have to go through the cycle of cause and effect and experience suffering from them.

In the process of experiencing suffering, only by understanding the true meaning of life can we attain the eternal phoenix nirvana.