Chapter 28: Feelings (2)
Over there, Ling Yiran had a great impression of the "Song of the Pig" written by Hua Long, and Lin Yue, the study committee member of Hua Long's class, also had the same troubles. After school this afternoon, when she was selected as a performer for the graduation celebration, Lin Yue was actually unwilling, she knew that her personality was not very suitable for performing on the stage, this is different from the art exam, it is completely two completely different concepts, for the exam Lin Yue can pat her chest and say, there is no problem at all, but for performing in front of the teachers and students of the whole school, Lin Yue is actually apprehensive in her heart. However, as a member of the squad leader's study committee, there is no reason to refuse, plus it is the recommendation of the squad leader Li Bing, so Lin Yue has no reason to refuse, and in the end, Lin Yue also sighed in his heart, only to bite the bullet. For the recommendation of the squad leader Li Bing, Lin Yue did not have a trace of complaints, she understood the meaning of the squad leader Li Bing very well, the collective honor of the class was higher than a qiē, and even the squad leader himself was the first to recommend himself, what could Lin Yue complain about?
Since you want to go up and perform, you have to do the best you can, this is Lin Yue's own idea. After Hualong left, Lin Yue also packed up his things and prepared to leave and go home, first, it was still relatively late, and second, Lin Yue wanted to go back early to help her mother do some housework. In the evening after doing housework, Lin Yue will think about the program he wants to perform and review the notes that Hua Long has read today.
Seeing that most of the classmates had packed up their things and were ready to go home, Lin Yue also put on his schoolbag and got up to go home. Like when Hua Long went home, Lin Yue also went home alone, not without friends, but Lin Yue's own personality and family factors, which made Lin Yue's range of friends particularly narrow, although Lin Yue, a member of the study committee in the class, also came into contact with many classmates, but it was still like that. If it weren't for Hua Long being Lin Yue's tablemate, maybe Hua Long and Lin Yue wouldn't have much to say.
Lin Yue packed up her things and prepared to go home. In terms of learning, Lin Yue is actually most worried about family, basically family is greater than learning in Lin Yue's heart, otherwise he would not have dropped out of school. Lin Yue's home is actually not far from the school, in the building of a staff collective. Therefore, after Lin Yue left the school, he went home directly, saying that it was a staff building, in fact, it was an old residential community, which was previously shared by Lin Yue's father's company, but due to an accident, Lin Yue's father was paralyzed in bed, although the company compensated some money, but it has been almost spent on medical treatment for his father over the years, plus Lin Yue has to spend part of his own schooling, although he is not very poor, but life is still tight, if it weren't for Lin Yue's own good grades, he earned a lot of scholarships, Then maybe the family's conditions will be even worse. Fortunately, the company still has a great human touch, and the house in this old residential area has not been recovered, otherwise, maybe Lin Yue himself really can't read.
In this way, Lin Yue still walked home slowly, because it is not far from home, although it is an old community, but the residents of the community are very caring, although the house building is relatively old, but it feels very good, there is no old community at all, dirty and messy, giving people a very uncomfortable feeling. In this way, when Lin Yue walked to the gate of the community, he also said a few words to Uncle Wang at the gate of the community.
"Girl, are you coming home from school again?" A kind voice came, basically every day when I came home from school, Uncle Wan had to ask.
Hearing this voice, Lin Yue smiled on his face, "Yes, Grandpa Wang." A very sweet voice, if Hua Long heard it, he would definitely be shocked, Lin Yue at this time did not have the restraint and shyness of school at all, and his tone was indescribably generous and crisp.
After saying hello to the grandfather or mother-in-law in the neighborhood in the residential building one after another, Lin Yue also walked to his home. Because it is an old residential building, although everyone cares about the hygiene of the public area, it is in disrepair and poorly ventilated, which still adds a lot of smell to the corridor, but Lin Yue did not have the slightest change in expression, as if he didn't smell it. Soon Lin Yue arrived at the door of the house, and Lin Yue's home was on the right side of the third floor.
Looking at the big blessing word posted on the door, Lin Yue showed a sweet smile on his face, this was still when Lin Yue's father had not had an accident, and his father and Lin Yue posted it together, but now, when Lin Yue thought of this, his face darkened, but he quickly raised his mood, took out the key, opened the door and entered, and what greeted him was still a simple house layout.
Hearing the sound of opening the door, Lin Yue's mother stopped the needlework in her hand, Lin Yue's mother's name is Wang Feng, she was very beautiful when she was young, but after Lin Yue's father, Lin Zheng was injured and paralyzed, the pressure of the whole family's life suddenly pressed on Wang Feng's body, and the body was overworked, and now there are white hairs on her head and wrinkles on her face, but she has no regrets.
Hearing the sound of opening the door, Wang Feng's face also showed a happy smile, although her husband's injury made her very bitter and tired, but her daughter's sensibility and obedience still made Wang Feng very relieved and happy. When he saw the familiar figure coming in, Wang Feng still said: "My daughter is back, you rest and rest, I'll cook for you later." ”
"Mom, I'll cook my own rice later, you're busy, I'll make it myself and eat." Lin Yue was still very happy to see her mother, put her schoolbag on the sofa, walked up to her mother, and helped her mother with needlework.
Wang Feng smiled and didn't speak, her daughter knew it herself, she basically cooked the meals at home, and she basically did the housework. Wang Feng didn't understand her intentions, but after thinking about her husband, Wang Feng still sighed in her heart, but it hurt Lin Yue's child. Now Wang Feng's needlework is the source of income for the whole family, needlework is a handicraft, because it is done by hand, the asking price is still quite high, of course, this is due to the country's emphasis on handmade products. Generally, a month is still enough for family expenses, and the balance is very small. Wang Feng also has no choice, if she goes out to do things, her husband has no one to take care of, and she can't let her daughter drop out of school. Fortunately, Wang Feng learned some needlework when she was young, so she found this compromise to do, not only to be able to do things at home to make money, but also to take care of her husband, Wang Feng is still very satisfied.
After doing needlework with her mother for a while, Lin Yue was ready to cook, needlework, Lin Yue could only do some very simple, complex ones at all, where was as skilled as her mother. Looking at the shoes that her mother was now making with needles and threads in her hands, Lin Yue still had some envy in her eyes. In her eyes, her mother is omnipotent, including all kinds of things made with needles and threads made from her mother's hands, Lin Yue feels very good.
Seeing that the time was almost up, Lin Yue also got up to cook, due to his father's paralysis, he wanted to eat light, Lin Yue generally cooked porridge for dinner, and walked to the kitchen with a familiar car, although it was the kitchen of the old community, but it was still cleaned by Lin Yue, at a glance, although the kitchen utensils were old, but they were very coordinated, Lin Yue smiled and began to boil water to cook.
Half an hour later, when the meal was almost ready, Lin Yue also fried a side dish, stir-fried meat with cabbage, and used it to serve the meal. It feels like it's almost after. Lin Yue walked to the kitchen door and shouted, "Mom, it's time to eat." ”
Hearing her daughter's cry, Wang Feng also put down the needlework in her hand and replied with a smile: "Okay, I'll go and push your father out, and we'll eat together." ”
Over there, Lin Yue heard her mother's return, and then began to bring the food to the table, waiting for her mother to push her father out and eat together. Lin Yue's father, Lin Zheng, is paralyzed in the lower half of his body, can sit in a wheelchair, his hands can move but he can't do anything, the doctor said that it should be well maintained, and it can be cured if there is a chance in the future, but the cost is astronomical for their family, and now it is a recuperation.
didn't wait a few minutes, Wang Feng pushed Lin Zheng out. Lin Yue saw that his mother's face was still good, when he was paralyzed, Lin Zheng wanted not to become a burden on the family, but he found a way to die, if it weren't for the persuasion of their mother and daughter, Lin Zheng always figured it out in the end, but his mental state has always been bad, after all, from a normal person to a person with paralysis in the lower body, he will not be able to stand it physically and mentally. But now it seems that Lin Zheng is in good shape.
"Dad, are you in good spirits today?" Lin Yue said with a smile.
Listening to his daughter's words, Lin Zheng also smiled and said, "With such a well-behaved daughter, of course Dad's spirit is very good." After saying that, he laughed out loud. Wang Feng saw the scene in front of him, and also smiled in the back, this scene in front of him has not appeared for a long time, since Lin Yue's father was paralyzed.
"Isn't there anything good about Dad?" Hearing his father say this, Lin Yue still asked.
"Eat first, your father is very happy now, let's eat together," he said, and took the hand of Lin Yue's mother Wang Feng and pulled her to the side and sat down. Then he said, "Father is really useless, if it wasn't for what happened at the beginning, it wouldn't have become what it is now, it's really hard for you mother and daughter, I have become like this myself, my lower body is paralyzed, I can't do heavy things, I can't do anything every day like a waste person," when he said this.
Lin Yue shouted anxiously, "Father, don't talk about it", it was true that those days were the most difficult days for Lin Yue himself.
Lin Zheng shook his head, waved his hand, and said, "You listen to me." After a pause, "Now that my father has also found something to do, I will sue you when I succeed, so I won't talk about it now, don't worry about the not very heavy work, which is very suitable for your father to do in this situation." ”
Wang Feng and Lin Yue listened to Lin Zheng's words, and didn't ask Lin Zheng what he was looking for to do, in their hearts, Lin Zheng had his own things to do, so that he could distract some of his attention, and now his mental state is so good, it is very good for his physical cultivation. In this way, the meal passed in laughter. For Lin Yue, this is a very warm and happy meal, although it is just simple porridge and fried cabbage, but it reflects the warmth of a home.
After cleaning up the pots and pans, after Lin Yue waited for his parents to wash his face and feet, Lin Yue also returned to the room with a smile on his face, ready to review, his father's mental state is so good today, it also affects Lin Yue's own mood, sitting on his small desk, Lin Yue's heart moved, and he took out the notebook he lent to Hualong today, ready to make up the poem.
But when she turned to that page, after seeing the handwriting behind those few lines of poetry that obviously did not belong to her, the inner line was full of anger, and she lent the notebook to Hua Long, but he added something behind her notebook, Lin Yue shook her head and continued to look down, she wanted to see what she had added to her tablemate.
But when she looked closely, her eyes slowly moistened, and the beauty of this word no longer mattered, but the content filled in by Hualong had been directly engraved in her heart. In the depths of her heart, which she didn't know, there was a trace of affection.