Previous Chapter: Chapter Thirty-Nine: The Cleaner Who Committed Suicide 1 thanked frank_hu Crown

When we went back upstairs, we saw that Da Bai and Xiao Yu had already returned, and they were sitting on the sofa with their grandmother and parents and they didn't know what they were talking about, but looking at their expressions, it was probably related to what happened downstairs. Interview wèn:.

Xu Qiqi was originally sitting at the dining table listening to them, but when she saw me Xu Yiwen came back with me, she got up and walked over to the two of us, took Xu Yiwen's hand and asked Xu Yiwen to go back to the house with her.

Xu Yiwen probably wanted to sit down and chat with everyone, but Qiqi was very insistent and helpless, so he could only say hello to his parents, and the brother and sister turned around and left.

After the two of them left, my parents asked me, "Where did you run away all night?" ”

I didn't want them to know that I had gone to my grandmother's place, so I said, "I went out for a walk, and it was a little boring to stay at home." ”

As soon as Da Bai heard this, he immediately spoke: "It's not peaceful outside recently, it's okay to go out less, and it's safer to stay at home." ”

I waved my hand and sat next to her: "It's okay, with Xu Yiwen, the two of us, don't worry." ”

After saying that, the room was quiet for a few seconds, and I looked up at everyone suspiciously, only to find that my mother was frowning and obviously looking at me unhappily.

I didn't know what I had done wrong and suddenly made my mother unhappy, so I could only look at my father suspiciously.

Receiving my gaze for help, my father immediately began to play a round game: "Oh, no matter how many people there are, it's still not safe enough, don't do this next time, you won't be able to walk for an afternoon."

Da Bai and Xiao Yu were tired for a day, and after eating, they went back to the room to take a bath and rest, and when I took a shower and was about to go back to the room, my mother, who was cleaning up in the kitchen with my grandmother, suddenly came out and called out to me.

After following my mother to the balcony and closing the glass 'door' behind me, my mother said to me: "Silently, do you know what your mother is looking for you?" ”

I shook my head: "I don't know, is it because I'm 'messing around'?" ”

Hearing this, my mother sighed: "Silently, have you quarreled with Chen Wei recently?" ”

"Nope."

"Then why did you suddenly get so close to Yiwen?"

Now I finally understood the reason why my mother's face was not good-looking in the afternoon.

I couldn't cry and laugh for a while before I said, "Oh, my mother, where do you want to go?" Xu Yiwen and I are friends, and we have always gotten along like this, where is there anything close and far, you also think too much. ”

Before my mother could speak, I picked up the conversation by myself: "Mom, don't be like this, you're too sensitive, Xu Yiwen has known each other for a long time, why do you think so much?" ”

After a while, my mother sighed: "Mom doesn't know what's wrong with me." [hua. a lot of good novels]"

After saying that, he paused for a long time and sighed again: "Girl, my mother didn't ask about this today, my mother was confused, and my mother didn't know what was wrong with me." When the last sentence was repeated, my mother's voice trembled violently.

I looked at my mother with some worry, and suddenly noticed that I don't know when it started, my mother's white hair was difficult to hide, and before I knew it, it was half white.

My heart suddenly became bitter, this year, all kinds of problems, coupled with such an inexplicable but frightening serious illness I had born, almost exhausted the mental strength of my parents and grandmother.

Even every day, he is obviously not as lively and outgoing as before, and I have very little contact with him, and I am very indebted in my heart.

I was silent for so long, my mother kept looking into the distance, and she covered her face on the railing of the balcony for a long time.

My mom cried.

At this time, the glass 'door' of the balcony was gently pushed open by my father, and he looked at my mother, who was lying on the railing and covering her face, waved her hand at me, and motioned to enter the house.

My throat and eyes were sore, and when I turned to enter the house, tears rolled down uncontrollably.

When my dad got to the balcony, he closed the door again, and through the glass door, I saw my dad standing next to my mom, lit a cigarette and smoked silently, and neither of us spoke.

When I returned to the room, I realized that Chen Wei had already returned, leaning against the 'bed' and reading a thick stack of materials.

Hearing the sound of me opening the 'door', he looked up at me, noticed that I was crying, his face was stunned, and then he put down the book in his hand and got up and walked towards me.

Without saying anything, he gently took me into his arms.

The moment I approached his arms, I finally couldn't stop it, buried my face in his shoulder and couldn't stop crying.

I brought too much crying and helplessness to my parents and the people I love the most, I shouldn't be sick, I shouldn't always be pessimistic and out of control, I shouldn't always have such and such problems, I shouldn't be so cowardly that I only know how to hide in Chen Wei's arms and cry.

The more I thought about it, the more I felt sorry for my parents, and my mind kept surround the dream about my brother, and the scene where I just saw my mother's full head of black and white 'intertwined' white hair, thin body, covering her face and crying.

My mother must have been depressed for too long, she and my grandmother were almost blind from crying during my illness, and countless times when I woke up at night, I heard her sobbing on the 'bed' next to me.

My brother died, and they were able to persevere through me and every day, but I was always so uncompromising, bringing them nothing but pain or pain.

Holding Chen Wei tightly, I finally cried out, choked up and almost 'twitched': "It's all my fault!" It's all my fault! It's all my fault! ”

I don't know how many words I said.

Chen Wei just hugged me tightly in his arms, and when he reached out to wipe my tears, I could feel the touch of his calloused fingers gently touching the corners of his eyes.

For a long time, I was tired of crying, so he carried me to the 'bed' and sat in his arms, kissed my forehead and whispered: "Don't cry." ”

The end is the end of the world, no matter how comfortable it seems to be in a place, people's psychology is still different, everyone is always worried about whether the safety is safe at the moment, and over time this worry has evolved into a stubborn pressure, which cannot be removed, and people will become quite vulnerable.

I've been out there for too long, and the feeling isn't too strong.

But my parents and grandmothers are very sensitive to this, and the long-term psychological pressure makes them very vulnerable compared to before.

I don't know when I fell asleep, but when I woke up the next day, it was still gray and cloudy, and it wasn't yet light.

The time should be five or six o'clock in the morning.

The place next to him was empty.

I couldn't sleep at all after lying down for a while, so I just got up and prepared to take my parents out for a walk today and spend time with them.

As soon as I walked to the 'door' and put my hand on the 'door' handle, I heard the voice of my parents talking in the living room.

I don't know if my father said something, but my mother said in a somewhat distressed tone: "She cried?" ”

Dad spoke: "No, the child who is silent is born with me to feel 'sex', can you not cry when you see your appearance?" ”

The mother's tone suddenly blamed herself: "I shouldn't have said something inexplicable to her, the child was sick just as I was"

With a warm feeling in my heart, I adjusted the expression on my face, pulled the corners of my mouth and gently opened the 'door'.

As a result, as soon as the 'door' was opened, I saw Chen Wei sitting with his parents, he happened to be handing things to his father, and he saw me as soon as he raised his face, and the corners of his mouth gradually rose: "Awake?" ”

Hearing this, my parents also looked towards the 'door'.

I hadn't recovered from Chen Wei's slow-motion smile until my mother called out to me that I hurried to them.

After I came out, my parents stopped discussing last night's events and began to gossip about things from east to west.

This is inevitably the case of the 'girl' who jumped off the building yesterday.

Speaking of this, I immediately grabbed Chen Wei and asked, "Do you know about that?" We're dead in the building. ”

Chen Wei took a sip of tea and nodded, "I know some." ”

Hearing this, my mother hurriedly came over: "Tell me what the situation is, why did I hear that someone said that it was an evil spirit?" ”

I glanced at my mother speechlessly: "Do you believe this?" ”

Chen Wei grinned at his mother and said, "It's not so evil, she's infected." ”

Hearing this, I immediately felt that compared with the previous speculations, the truth was too simple: "That's it? So she committed suicide because she knew she was infected? ”

My mother probably felt the same way as me: "Before that, it was rumored that she was evil or something, which seemed to be true." ”

I nodded, "I also heard that someone jumped off the building because I couldn't figure it out."

After Chen Wei went out of the 'door', my grandmother and they got up one after another, after we had breakfast, today Dabai and Xiaoyu are resting, and a group of people are ready to take advantage of today's good weather to go out for a walk.

Sun Miao seems to be resting today, plus the car left by Chen Wei before, the two of us are just enough to carry so many people.

When I got in the car, I suddenly remembered that I didn't take something, so I ran back upstairs to get something, and when I went out of the 'door', I saw the new girl who had been cleaning in the hallway.

She didn't seem to be very nice, and she didn't greet me as usual.

I slowed down and leaned forward to try to talk, "Good morning." ”

It took the 'girl' a long time to come back to her senses, and when she saw that it was me, she smiled reluctantly: "Good morning, Mrs. Chen." ”

I looked at her with some concern: "You don't look good, are you okay?" ”

"It's fine." She tugged at her coat: "Maybe it's cold and freezing today." ”

I looked suspiciously at the sun outside the hallway window

I turned around and ran into the house, got my down jacket and handed it to her: "Well, if you don't dislike it, you can wear it first." ”

The 'girl' child was stunned: "How good is this?"

Two cars of people were waiting for me downstairs, and I directly draped my clothes on her: "Don't be polite to me, put it on quickly." ”

When I turned around and walked towards the elevator, the 'girl' child faintly thanked me: "Thank you." ”

I turned around and smiled and waved at her: "What's polite, everyone is so familiar." ”