There are always dilemmas in life. 【Latest chapter reading. 】

Carla is always demanding that she make the right choices. This correctness is not for self-interest or victory, but for good.

But now the world has long become blurred between good and evil, and it is becoming more and more difficult to judge whether her choice is correct, and she has gradually fallen into confusion. Some choices don't seem good, some things may not be done, and all of this adds up, and Kara's psychological pressure increases, until one time in battle, she finds a good outlet for stress: to let her language be rough, indulgent, and reckless. When you vent fully, your mood will become relaxed.

Whenever Kara can't give an account of her faith, she becomes a veritable giantess.

Even so, this state did not make her feel calm. On the contrary, the chaotic life made her a little irritable. For the former US naval aviation pilot, it will not be difficult for Kara to survive in the new world state. But is she only there to endure, this is probably not the answer to life.

In fact, Kara's confusion about life and faith is what makes her so interested in Meng.

Frankly, Kara saw in Meng Struck something she was looking for, something she couldn't explain.

In the chaos of this world, Mengsheng can transcend the worldly relations between the sexes and the satisfaction of the senses, which Kara so hates. She felt that this evil wind was eroding the people around her, making her very uncomfortable. In such a social atmosphere, Carla feels like nothing but a product waiting in the window for customers to come and pick up.

Meng Struck is different from everyone else, the difference is not that he is the most special of the Seven Aces of the First Sino-Japanese War, nor is it that he is the only one who can travel back and forth to the other world. His uniqueness lies in the fact that Mengsheng can maintain himself in this chaotic and manic world without going with the flow, which is exactly what Kara yearns for. By Meng's side, his mood was comforted. This solace comes from the new world that Meng Strike revealed, pure, natural, and peaceful, allowing Carla to feel life in a higher and calmer position.

That's why Kara stays by the side of Meng. She doesn't think enough hours of her daily wingman flights are enough, and she likes to re-read Chloe's reports on the attack. While others think that Meng Struck is a hundred days and avoid him, Kara enjoys being with him more and more. She likes to feel like a wingman for Mont Slam, likes to fight and live with him, and even unconsciously imitates his language, movements, and air combat style.

However, Kara is still not satisfied with the state of life. She couldn't tell that she wanted to find more in Meng Bang to be satisfied, but she couldn't tell what she wanted.

The truth she pursued was in Mengsheng, so she felt that everything she did for Mengsheng was right.

Meng Zheng must not die, as long as it is based on this, all her actions are right. As long as she can save Meng from life, she is willing to do anything. What you do is right, and there is no need to hesitate.

Baker Island beach, a small stave church is still lit.

The church is full of damage, but the walls are full of colorful pictures.

Carla sat on the wooden floor in front of the prayer table, hoping that her heart would be at peace.

"So, did I make the right choice today?"

In today's battle, she didn't ring the cannon, but brought the calf back.

In this air battle, Maverick contributed a lot and got carried away, and his performance was no different from the appearance of humans who lost control and turned into puppets. If it was some kind of planned act by the Whooper, the calf would most likely grow into an extremely dangerous character. But Kara couldn't shoot at the calf, and no matter how much the boy looked like a puppet, he was fighting the puppet. How can I have the right to kill him?

At that time, Kara turned off the fire control system and rushed to the front of the calf at the risk of being hit by mistake so that he could see herself.

The moment Maverick saw Kara, he instantly realized that he had lost his temper again. He was surrounded by flames and wreckage from the explosion of the puppet plane, which frightened many people, even the passengers of the fleeing plane he saved. This gaffe was really terrible, and after the calf entered a state of excitement and pleasure, he went on a killing spree, although the other party was just a puppet fighter, but there were people who were not dead sitting on each plane. He carried out unnecessary slaughter.

It is conceivable that after Maverick returns to the base, what kind of eyes these mercenaries who claim to be righteous will look at him.

When he got up from the cockpit of the fighter jet, no one even moved a ladder for him. The calf's body movements are a bit clumsy, and his arms don't have much strength. There was no ladder, so he barely grabbed the edge of the cockpit and jumped down, almost breaking his arm. It was the most painful fall he'd ever had, and as he groaned in pain on the ground, the Safari Mercenaries watched from the sidelines.

He uses the power of the Hundred Days Oni to rise above everyone.

You can see it on the commission distribution list.

The Baker Island convoy does not ask for money from the former American refugees, they are not robbers; The main source of income for the convoy is provided by the crew of former government aircraft and donors, and the distribution is calculated on the number of downed figures. Today, the name of the calf is added to the commission list. According to the results of the battle, his income is nearly twice as high as the entire convoy since its inception combined. Of course, this data has a peculiarity, and most of the escort teams adopt a strategy of avoiding war and detouring, and try not to make contact with the puppets.

Mavericks are new to the market, and they are directly single-handed.

Although the others survived his battle unscathed, no one would thank him. On the contrary, he was seen as a major threat. This has formed a consensus in mercenary circles. Coupled with the fact that he is a user of the Hundred Day Ghost system, it makes the mercenary who hates the calf have a natural righteousness.

Maverick didn't sign the results commission confirmation form, he hated to see that, he hated to see everyone. He was desperate, and he put all his efforts into it, but he kept everyone away from him and thought of himself as an outlier. His desire to promote his father's repeater work became even more nonsense.

Whenever he takes the initiative to get close to others, others will turn away from him.

Now, no one can enter his heart anymore.

The calf closed himself off and ignored no one

The sea breeze blew and made the church door tremble.

Someone pushed the door open and walked through the aisle between the benches toward Kara. It was the tower guide at the Baker Island base, codenamed Grasshopper. In the whole base, the four people in the whole base, Hammer, Grasshopper, New Oil Bar and Maverick, are the youngest.

"Kara, I can't help it. He doesn't talk to me. ”

"What about the physical condition?"

"It's so good, better than me, I haven't slept well for 3 days."

"I mean his state."

"It's impossible for you to ask him if he will become a puppet, it's very normal, just like when he came to the first day, sensitive, autistic, awkward, and doesn't like to talk to people."

"Where is he now" Kara turned her head and looked at the grasshopper with a helpless expression. It's also a young boy, but the grasshopper is very smug about everything, and he doesn't care.

"Still in confinement."

"The confinement cell can be locked from the inside"

"No, anyone can go in. But he locked his heart, and I couldn't help it. The grasshopper replied, "He doesn't talk to me, he doesn't talk to anyone, he listens to his walkman by himself." I guess he only listens to you. ”

"Is Falcon 2 still resting?"

"yes, he doesn't know how the Mavericks are doing today. To be honest, I think Maverick is cool today. ”

"Don't bother him, Falcon 2 has two more battles during the day."

Kara thought about it, if the Falcon 2 was alone, it would be impossible for the Baker Island base to continue to operate, and sooner or later it would be swallowed up by puppets. But Hawaii has fallen, and Baker Island is the closest and most effective relay base to the former American refugees, and it must not be lost. She stood up and walked straight out of the church.

From the tattered stave church to the main building at the base of Baker Island, a narrow stretch of sand, Kara walked one foot deeper. She had to cheer up the calf, it didn't matter if it was a whooping ghost user or a good son of Daddy. He is now a real calf, and there is no need to impose prejudice on him. What's more, everyone needs him.

Far away in the confinement room next to the logistics warehouse of the main building of the base, the calf sat alone in the corner, with his back to the door, listening to the music by himself, he did not hide and cry secretly as the mercenary imagined, to be precise, his heart was very calm and natural, his eyes stared blankly at the tips of his shoes, as if nothing had happened.

The Walkman is full of my favorite tunes. Before the Pan-American Pact tightened the control of entertainment, he downloaded a lot. The new generation of mobile storage devices has a huge space, as long as there is a Walkman, he can live alone, 100 million years, no one cares, who cares about their life and death.

The calf remained motionless and listened quietly.

He thought of his dad and he said he would be back soon.

Dad also said, "If I don't come back, you'll have to take these repeaters out and give them to the people who need them." ”

"But no one wants it." Maverick sits in the corner of the confinement chamber and engages in a time-traveling conversation with his imaginary father. "Everybody hates me, they hate me in the first place."

"How did you have this idea, who taught you." In the past, Dad would have said that. The calf heard it many times.

"No one taught me, I can see for myself."

"No one hates you. Don't think of your own disappointments as someone else's fault. If everybody hates you, it's probably your own problem. ”

"No, they hate me. I can actually avoid them, I don't have to make them hateful, and I can live a good life by myself. ”

"It's time for your mom to talk about you." That's what my dad used to say, "You don't really look like a man, you don't look like my family." I can't teach you, I don't know what you're doing all day. Take off the headphones, do you make sense to listen to those songs, what's the point, it's all idle people, don't learn from them. Why don't you try to do something meaningful and be a meaningful person. ”

"I don't want to talk to you anymore."

"I should have asked your mother to teach you a lesson."

"I said I didn't want to say it."

The calf stopped talking, but Daddy's voice was still in his ears. He thought quietly for a while, and then slowly spoke, "Everyone hates me. Actually, Dad, you hate me too. It doesn't matter, I can live well on my own. I don't have to make people like me at all, I don't care. But I'm really uncomfortable right now, and I just feel responsible for all this suffering from you. ”

He stood up: "That's right, Dad. I also have news for you, I have my own goals, I want to be a different person. You'll laugh at me and say I'm always doing things that don't make sense, but you can't control me. ”

The calf looked out the window welded with iron bars:

"I'm different from you, I love this era."

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