Song Mier slowly closed the booklet and didn't speak for a long time. Writing "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info she is now in a very complicated mood.

When he first entered the palace, he naturally didn't think about the entire harem by himself, thinking about the emperor's sole favor. But after a series of events for more than a year, even if Song Mier is a restrained person, he can't control his heart, especially when he fled in Liuzhou, he has thought more than once about how good it would be if there were only two people, Shen Zhan and himself.

But how is this possible?

The situation in the previous dynasty, Song Mier can know without deliberately inquiring. Where will you give yourself the opportunity to monopolize the harem. What's more, maybe all this is her own delusion, is it difficult for her to ask Shen Zhan if she also wants to have a couple for life? Just what do you think, the two of them looked at a group of concubines sighing and sighing together, and asked each other for perfection?

Song Mier showed a wry smile.

"Master," Zhu Lu, who was standing in the dark on the side, stepped forward gently, as if he knew what Song Mier was thinking, and said softly, "Master, why don't you try it?" If Your Majesty thinks the same as the master. It's not impossible to plan slowly. ”

"Hmm." Song Mier turned his head sideways unnaturally, not looking at Zhu Lu.

If it was in the past, where would Zhu Lu speak at this time, in the past, only the naïve and romantic Chukong, who was bold and honest, would say whatever he wanted, and would persuade himself to try it out of his mind.

But since he returned to the palace, there has been less laughter in this room.

In the first few days, I was always uncomfortable, dressing, combing my hair, and even seeing delicious food, I would inadvertently call out Chukong's name, and then I was shocked to realize that she had left herself and was sleeping in the mountain behind the Song family. The palace people around him knelt down in fear and panic. Song Mier realized that he had restrained himself, these palace people were not innocent, and he no longer showed his feelings.

But I still can't face it.

Since returning to the palace, he has not been out of the palace gate, just because he can't face it.

Even in a trance all day long, even Shu Chonghuan couldn't face it, just because Chukong was young, greedy for fun and gluttony, and often got along with Shu Chonghuan, Song Mier was afraid to see Shu Chonghuan, so he thought of Chukong and her dilapidated corpse.

Song Mier's whole person was in a state of confusion. I don't know how to face the dead Chukong, I don't know how to face the living Zhu Lu, and I don't know how to face myself. I don't know who to hate.

Do you hate those people in Tsing Yi?

It's something to hate, if it weren't for them, how could Chukong die? How could Zhu Lu be disfigured?

Is it hateful to Zhang Nanguang?

is something to hate, if it weren't for her greed for life and fear of death, maybe nothing would have happened to Chukong.

But can I do anything about her? Zhang Nanguang lost an eye because of this, she is Zhang Suxing's granddaughter, Shen Zhan wants to reorganize the southeast forces, and wants to implement the kitchen and bathroom reform, relying on Zhang Suxing's hatred for those people who he thought he had hurt his granddaughter, and also relying on the guilt and fear of knowing that his granddaughter almost hurt the emperor regardless of the overall situation and the emperor's magnanimous gratitude.

Does she hate Shen Zhan?

But could he have predicted the death of the first sky? Did he ruin the whole chess game for the sake of a maid regardless of the overall situation? Is it wrong that he is just calculating?

Who is she to hate?

Is it yourself?

If it weren't for the fact that he had to take Chukong to the south, if he hadn't had to take Chukong to the banquet, he didn't ask Chukong to go back when Yuan Wanyou left first.

If it weren't for Zhu Lu's strong martial arts, he thought that nothing would happen, how could he harm Chukong and Zhu Lu.

It's like a gorgeous flower, but there are traces of a row of insects gnawing on it.

Song Mier didn't know how to face Chukong's death, let alone how to face Zhu Lu.

Song Mier sighed, didn't look at Zhu Lu, just tilted his head sideways, "I know, you don't have to persuade me, you can go and rest." ”

Yu Lan on the side was a little guilty, if it weren't for her ** pressing too tightly and making the master's guilt too deep, maybe the master wouldn't be so avoidant now.

It was she who involved Zhu Lu.

"Master, Zhu Lu is well-intentioned, the matter has passed, Zhu Lu has looked forward, master, you ・・・・・・"

"The master doesn't need the two of you to teach him how to do things!" Qinghe lifted the curtain and came in, put the washed flowers in his hand on the small table, lowered his voice, and his tone was not good, "Let the master be so soulless, are you not enough, and what do you want to persuade the master?" ”

Qinghe put away the books that Song Mier had spread out on the small table, turned his hand and put them on the high legs on the side, and put on a thin spring shirt for Song Mier, "Master, although it is already summer, but this night the fog is heavy and the dew is wet, and you are afraid of the cold, so it is better to wear another coat." ”

Yu Lan couldn't help it, Qinghe had always disliked the two of them, and they didn't know why, why didn't they like it, wasn't it because the master had always relied more on himself and Zhu Lu, and preferred Chukong? Taking a step back, it's not that Qinghe always likes to interfere with himself, and he makes his own claims under the banner of being good for his master, which makes his master unhappy. But Qinghe didn't seem to wake up in time, but blamed himself and Zhu Lu for his master's bias. In the past, there was still a young Chukong in the middle, but now that Chukong is gone, Qinghe has become more and more unscrupulous, and it seems to have become a competition between her Qinghe and herself and Zhu Lu for the master.

"We are just persuading the master to be good, everyone's hearts are the same."

"For the good of the master?" Qinghe sneered, "I can remember the events of that day vividly, I didn't know that there were slaves and maids who persecuted their masters like this, and they kept saying that it was good for the master?" What's more, what the master wants to do is not for you to put his beak. How can we interfere in the affairs of the harem? Don't rely on the fact that you are a person who came out of the second girl, you can talk nonsense without dignity! I think you grew up outside, you don't know the rules of the Song Mansion, and you can't learn the rules of the palace! ”

There were no outsiders when Qing and a few people quarreled, and as early as when Song Mier read the simple book, he withdrew from everyone, so Qing He dared to speak so confidently, not afraid of letting others hear.

"That's it!" Song Mier stood up, "A little thing is worth arguing with you like this!" The palace is lacking, Zhu Lu Yulan, you retreat, Qinghe, and wait for the palace to bathe. ”

"Yes! Master! ”

Qinghe was secretly happy in his heart, and his face was not revealed, but he squeezed Zhu Lu away from Song Mier's side without a trace.

The attention she paid to a clear-eyed person could see it at a glance, but Song Mi'er was already a little evasive from Zhu Lu and Yu Lan now, which just gave Qinghe an opportunity.

After bathing, Song Mier dried his hair and went to bed early.

Shen Zhan didn't come to Xuande Palace for dinner today, Song Mier thought that Shen Zhan was busy with state affairs again, and he might not come to the harem today, but she happened to have something in her heart, and she was afraid that she would feel uncomfortable seeing Shen Zhan, so she didn't send someone to inquire.

But he didn't want Shen Zhan to finish handling government affairs, and found that Song Mier didn't send someone to urge him today, and he felt strange in his heart, and he didn't settle in Taiyuan Palace, so he took An Jin and went to Xuande Palace.

The candle flame in Xuande Palace had been extinguished for the most part, and when Song Mier heard the movement, she was already sleeping lightly, and she half stood up, and saw Shen Zhan coming in from the door, untying her collar as she walked.

Since the relationship between Song Mier and Shen Zhan has improved, Song Mier has ordered the palace people, and Shen Zhan will come back in the future, so there is no need to report again.

One is that Song Mier has nothing to say to others, and the other is that Lu Xun is there, even if Zhu Lu also said that when Song Mier is in the dormitory and guarantees that Zhu Lu Yulan is also by his side, Lu Xun will not eavesdrop at will, and the third is that after she and Shen Zhan are close, she is not only satisfied with the correspondence between the emperor and the queen, if Shen Zhan has to report every time he comes in, it makes Shen Zhan unhappy, and it also seems that the two are very unfamiliar.

Song Mier groped out of bed, and by the light outside, he lit the lamp on the table in the room.

Only then did Shen Zhan find that Song Mier had fallen asleep, and now he was wearing obscene clothes, half-dragging his shoes and standing by the bed.

"What are you doing, you're already asleep, why are you still up?!"

Shen Zhan frowned and looked around, but found that there was not a single maid in the room, his eyes condensed on the book on the high legs, and he could see the cover style of the book.

He had also read this book, and when he was still a prince, he knew that it was taken by the queen mother from his grandmother, and the queen mother was not allowed to ask him to read it, but he secretly flipped through it many times. He knows exactly what it says.

Shen Zhan remained silent, stepped forward and hugged Song Mier's shoulder, "I'm not afraid of catching a cold." Go back and lie down, I'll come over when I'm done. ”

After that, he kissed Song Mier on his forehead again, and saw Song Mier obediently go back to the bed and lie down, so he smiled and turned around and went to the bathroom.

He didn't ask about the book, nor did he ask why Zhu Lu Yulan didn't stay outside.

Shen Zhan didn't ask anyone to go in to serve, he simply washed up, and went back to the dormitory.

Song Mier was still on the bed, squinting at herself.

Shen Zhan got on the bed with his long legs, hugged Song Mier and whispered, "It's the first time I went back to the palace today, but are you still used to it?" ”

"It's okay," Song Mier thought for a moment, "but Concubine Zhang still hasn't gone out." ”

"You don't have to worry about her," Shen Zhan said in a deep voice, "let him go." ”

"Hmm."

"What did the Queen Mother say to you?"

"No," Song Mi'er bent his eyes and smiled, "It's just that I think the queen mother's health seems to be getting worse and worse, and I always have a headache when I see her today." ”

"It's an old problem, the imperial doctor said that she loves to worry too much, so you, as a daughter-in-law, should take care of it more and tell the queen mother to rest well."

"Of course I know~" Song Mier raised his head and said angrily.

"Well, my Tan Xuan is the most well-behaved." Shen Zhan touched Song Mi'er's head, "The queen mother is not in good health, don't let her worry too much, you can make up your own mind, and you don't have to wronged yourself." You know that the queen mother has always favored you, and no amount of truth can match your smooth life. The same is true of me. ”