Feng Ranran lay quietly in the car in a daze - the woman in the driver's seat stopped the car with an extremely beautiful drift. She pulled the car door open - and she pulled Feng Ranran out.

Feng Ranran looked outside...... She had driven out of the city, and near it were low bungalows. She stood there, high heels and heavy makeup, a little out of place with a qiē in the neighborhood. She carried her bag, grabbed Feng Ranran with one hand, and said, "Let's go forward." ”

She is like a sister, when the only daughter Ran Ran was held by her, she actually thought of the description in the script, and she vaguely felt what it would be like.

She took Feng Ranran to drive for several hours before stopping, out of the bustling big city, it was almost late at night, and even the lights were rarely lit.

There was a little girl squatting in the doorway, and there was a bucket in front of her, and she was washing her socks. She's just in elementary school, and she looks simple. Feng Mingyu led Feng Ranran all the way forward, her tone was light.

"I also used to live in a small county. I squatted at the door and washed my socks, bought popsicles at the commissary, and the school I studied at that time was not very good, and there were many so-called second-rate people. But then I moved somewhere else. ”

Feng Ranran listened quietly.

"What were you like in middle and high school? Slowly? ”

Feng Ranran bit her lip, and then she replied, "School...... The school was good, and I didn't meet any bad people or things. ”

Feng Mingyu smiled, and she said softly, "I think it's the same. ”

She casually took out a pack of women's cigarettes from her pocket, then she took a lighter and lit it for herself, and handed Feng Ranran one.

Feng Ranran's eyes widened: "I...... I ......"

Feng Mingyu raised her eyebrows, her voice was very gentle, but it had a sneering taste that she couldn't look down on.

"Don't want to try?"

Feng Ranran took it, and she took a sip. She choked - she almost thought she was in tears for a moment, and the woman looked at the plain face of the girl beside her, and she smoked gracefully. Her movements were in stark contrast to Feng Ranran, she leisurely exhaled the smoke ring, and then she said:

"Look, Ranran, you're not enough."

Feng Ranran listened to this sentence with tears in her eyes, she squatted down, and under the dim street lamp at night, her eyes were full of confusion.

"I played a role back then, a famous actor, who sang a beautiful Wu Yin. Learn the accent, learn the body, learn to speak, learn the eyes, everything has to start from scratch. It took me half a year to learn, grinding little by little, until I could imagine how I stood on the stage and moved, my throat shook, what kind of sound I would make, how the flower cavity would turn, and how the hand would be pinched. I don't need others to play against me, it's all in my head how this play will go. ”

Feng Ranran lowered her head, she stood there quietly, and she heard the cold voice of the woman beside her. The cold wind of the night blew on her, and she felt a little cold, but her heart was hot and hot for some reason. The kind of love that flowed endlessly in the chest seemed to be about to melt into the blood, and gradually spread to the whole body.

"Actor......? I've played so many other people's lives. Crazy, idiots, terminally ill, ancient and modern, every time I acted, I tried my best, and every time I acted, they left a mark on my body. When I close my eyes, I can clearly remember the trajectory of each of their lives, their joys, sorrows, and sorrows, in fact, they have never left me. At first, I couldn't get rid of it, but then it gradually settled down, and I became a bystander. I watched the characters hysterical, and I just watched from the sidelines...... So that I don't get overwhelmed by those complicated feelings. ”

Feng Ranran listened quietly, and the scorching emotion formed a strong contrast with the cold wind blowing on her. She heard the woman in front of her ask her.

"Ranran, do you want to be the queen?"

Feng Ranran bit her lip. Of course, she can say in a high-sounding manner that she is just acting for her hobby, and she comes to acting because she likes it.

If she doesn't get the award, there's nothing, she won't regret it or be sad. She is very satisfied now, she can play the plays she likes, and she has many people who like her.

But when the words came to her lips, she couldn't say anything. She crouched there, the dim streetlights shining on her, and she suddenly choked a little. She didn't know what was wrong, at that moment, there was a rush of anger in her chest, she was holding this breath, and then she stood up all of a sudden, and her voice trembled violently.

"I want to win."

"What kind of Cheng dù will you win?"

Feng Ranran stood there, although her whole person was young, she had the strength of a newborn calf who was not afraid of tigers.

"What you can do, why can't I?"

She used a "you". She said this solemnly but nervously, and in fact she regretted it - she felt that she was really too big to be like this. Feng Mingyu's Cheng dù is not just a sentence of talent or hard work that can be explained clearly. Her success is truly unrepeatable.

Feng Mingyu walked over, and she patted her shoulder comfortingly. Her movements are gentle. Under the bleak sky, she said to Feng Ranran:

"You come with me."

Feng Ranran followed Feng Mingyu and walked forward, she didn't know how she stepped on every step, she could only follow her forward like this, she didn't stop until she reached the innermost small bungalow.

Feng Ranran watched in amazement as Feng Mingyu actually took out a key from her pocket, and she opened the door.

"I bought this house. I hardly stay here though. I bought it because I had been in this place for three months to make a film. ”

Feng Ranran looked around in a trance, this place was really simple, Feng Ranran was sitting there, she moved a stool for Feng Ranran, the stool had a leg and a small section was missing, sitting on it and swaying, which made people very uneasy. Feng Ranran sat there tremblingly. The moon has risen and the moonlight is so faint on feng ranran she sat there the woman in front of her stood quietly in the courtyard she smiled she said.

"Peasant woman."

She walked to the corner of the courtyard, where there was a basin - she was squatting, and it was really completely different from the graceful appearance of herself in whatever she did. She sat there in a rude position, with her legs spread apart, and she crouched there, rolled up her sleeves, as if she was doing laundry.

Feng Ranran sat there, she watched her skillful movements, the woman lowered her head, as if she had something in her mouth, she grunted twice, and then she snorted and spit out. She began to skillfully count and swear:

"Is it justified for your man to steal people?"

Feng Ranran couldn't say a word. Obviously, one second she was still the peerless star who was elegant to the bones, but the next second she squatted there and pretended to wash clothes, she actually imagined in her mind that a peasant woman was scolding in her head. She said casually—but the cause and effect seemed to be able to be related in her mind.

The woman in the corner played a short part, then she stood up and looked at the girl in front of her.

She sat upright, her eyes didn't even dare to blink, like a schoolboy.

She smiled, then said, "Mingdan." ”

Under the moonlight, Feng Ranran watched her singing in amazement. She sings not Peking Opera, but Kunqu Opera. Babbling, complaining, she has a calm attitude under the moonlight, and she sings like an old horn who has been immersed in this for many years. Feng Ranran watched her sing, her eyebrows and eyes were pure, and her eyes were really stunning. Feng Ranran applauded like a little nymphomaniac after hearing this, and she couldn't help but shout hello.

Feng Mingyu herself frowned, not very satisfied, she said.

"It's been too long since filming - it's still a little rusty, and it lacks charm, that is, fooling you, a layman, if you really sing it in front of everyone, I'm afraid it will be embarrassing."

Feng Ranran already felt very remarkable.

Feng Mingyu thought for a while, and she said:

"Ranran, you come, you come to act, I'll sit here and watch."

Feng Ranran was stupid in an instant.

"What......?"

Feng Mingyu didn't repeat it a second time, she walked over, and then she sat down, just looking at Feng Ranran, her eyebrows and eyes were faint, and she looked like she was going to take a serious look at Feng Ranran's performance.

Feng Ranran swallowed her saliva hard, she stood up, and she didn't know where to put her hand.

"Acting...... What to play? ”

"You want me to give you a question?"

Feng Ranran's heart was even more panicked. She felt that she was even more nervous at this moment than the college entrance examination answer sheet. She stood there, her head in the moonlight, and the tension on the girl's fair face was clearly visible.

Feng Mingyu spoke lightly.

"A wife who is separated from her husband. The second day of the wedding. ”

Feng Ranran: "......"

What.

Her brain was a little mush, but there was a stubborn smell in her bones, she desperately mobilized her brain cells, and then she imagined it - the feeling of reluctance when she said goodbye to Pei Yifei at the airport before.

Feng Mingyu smiled after watching her play, her eyebrows and eyes were really good-looking under the moonlight. Feng Ranran didn't dare to blink her eyes, she looked at the woman in front of her and heard her say.

"Still childish."

"It's not your fault, you've always lacked a little bit of experience. Come, I'll give you an analysis. First of all, it's the second day of the wedding. I don't need to say more about what will happen on the wedding night. ”

"Oh yes, you haven't experienced it yet."

Feng Mingyu's smile was a little subtle, Feng Ranran felt that she had been hit by an arrow in her knee, she was almost about to cry, Feng Mingyu then looked back and said: "A woman who separates from her husband on the second day of her wedding will have a little more love in addition to simple reluctance." ”

Feng Ranran looked at Feng Mingyu quietly, and the voice of this senior seemed very gentle.

"Ranran, it's okay to learn to experience other people's lives. You still have a long time to ponder. Don't you want to play Xiaoxi well, just learn to cry like her, laugh like that, like her hysterically like she does, and love it. Don't say she's not you, everyone has a repressed soul, you just have to release her. Don't worry that you can't get out, you are not alone, someone will pull you out of that isolated and helpless situation. ”

She also has a boyfriend, and as an actress, she won't be left alone, which is also a blessing.

"If you really get into the play once and then come out of it -- you know how to be lighter after lifting weights. You're still young, and you can still break through. ”

"Stuck in the role - out of the role - in the end, the character is still remembered, but she can't affect your life anymore. She's like a friend, you know what she thinks, you know all her feelings, but you will understand that you are not her after all. It's a long process, but once you go through it, you'll understand. ”

Feng Ranran really understood this time. She nodded, she smiled, and in the moonlight, her radiant face was filled with radiance, and in that moment she was simply radiant.

"I can do it, but I want to give the trophy to the flag as a toy."