Chapter 94: I Don't Love Him

When she woke up, the window was clear blue sky and the bright morning sun, Xia Zhi looked out the window, reliving the sweet dreams of the night, she dreamed that she was playing bumper cars with a group of lively and cute children in the playground.

The pleasure in the dream continued to reality, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, and she suddenly found that she didn't care as much about Tang Sitian and Zhou Haolin as she imagined.

It's true that she feels uncomfortable, but she was only sad for a short time when she first found out last night.

What she was sad about was not Zhou Haolin's betrayal, but Tang Sitian's betrayal.

But take a step back and think about it, if Zhou Haolin and Tang Sitian were really together, she would definitely be happy for them.

Thinking like this, her heart suddenly brightened, she planned to find an opportunity to return the ring to Tang Sitian, and then talk to Zhou Haolin, perhaps, the day she moved next Saturday, it would be a good opportunity.

A week passed quickly, day by day, the longer the time, the more clearly Xia Solstice could see her heart, she was more moved by Zhou Haolin, not love.

On the day of the move, Tang Sitian and Zhou Haolin came to help, don't look at her only a few months here, but there are a lot of miscellaneous things, and there are four big boxes when you pack up.

"It's finally good," Xia Zhi sat comfortably on the sofa, put his feet on the coffee table, and said, "Let's put it first, I'll tidy it up slowly when I go back, oh, it's still comfortable here." ”

No, the large south-facing balcony allows the sun to shine in, and the whole living room is bright. I just bought a few pots of succulents from the flower shop at the entrance of the community and put them on the windowsill, which suddenly added a lot of interest to the place.

Tang Sitian also sat down and said, "Eh, I said, in front of Zhou Haolin, you don't pay attention to your image?" ”

Xia Zhi put her feet down embarrassedly, "Hehe, it's okay, he won't mind," she turned her head to look at Zhou Haolin and asked, "Hey, do you mind?" ”

Zhou Haolin shook his head and said extremely cooperatively: "Of course I don't mind." ”

Tang Sitian smiled reluctantly, and could even be said to be stiff.

Xia Zhi secretly paid attention to the change in Tang Sitian's expression, but whenever she deliberately said something to Zhou Haolin to show affection, or some slightly intimate small movements, Tang Sitian would be very low.

After a few temptations, Xia Zhi understood that Tang Sitian had Zhou Haolin in his heart.

Tang Sitian saw that Zhou Haolin was embarrassed, and Zhou Haolin was naturally embarrassed when he saw Tang Sitian, he saw that the time was almost up, so he said: "Summer solstice, you guys take a break, I'll go to the supermarket to buy some ingredients for hot pot, what do you want to eat?" ”

"I can do it, what about you?"

"I can do it too, whatever I want."

Zhou Haolin nodded and said, "Okay, then I'll buy it casually." ”

Zhou Haolin left, Xia Zhi began to pack things, two boxes are for the bedroom, and two boxes are for other places, and it is very quick to put them together. Tang Sitian kept walking in and out of the ground to help, and after a while, everything was sorted out.

"Do you drink instant coffee? I only have instant coffee here now. ”

"Okay, let's have a drink."

"Well, wait a minute, I'll boil the water first."

In this early winter season, the sun at three o'clock in the afternoon has faded to the strongest heat, and there are two lazy sofas on the balcony, they sit one by one, holding coffee, basking in the sun, which is also a pleasure.

Xia Solstice stretched out her hand and spread her five fingers to block the sun, the sunlight passed through her fingers, and her ring was particularly eye-catching.

She said, "Si Tian, have you found your ring?" ”

Suddenly asked this question, Tang Sitian choked a little, "Ahem, ahem, no" Her eyes dodged, trying to divert the topic, "These succulents are very cute, I will also buy a few pots and keep them at home." ”

Xia Zhi silently took out another ring from her pocket, she had been looking for such an opportunity, she asked, "Do you see if this is your ring?" ”

Tang Sitian was stunned on the spot, she couldn't swallow a sip of coffee, her eyes were full of panic and evasion, "Huh? What? ”

Xia Zhi sat up, held the ring in front of her, and forced her to see, "Look at it, is this your ring?" She asked repeatedly, in a very flat tone.

Tang Sitian gasped and took the ring in a panic, wasn't it the one she lost, she asked hesitantly, "Why is it there for you?" ”

Xia Zhi said straight to the point: "I found it in Zhou Haolin's car." Seeing Tang Sitian's even more panicked expression, Xia Zhi hurriedly said, "Sitian, don't be nervous, calm down and listen to me, I'm not here to question you, I just want to know what you think in your heart." ”

"What do I think, I don't have any ideas," Tang Sitian was flustered before, her voice raised an octave, and her tone and demeanor were not like her usual self, "Xia Zhi, don't get me wrong, I didn't do anything with Zhou Haolin, I didn't do anything." ”

Xia Zhi smiled, "I didn't say what you did." ”

Tang Si said sweetly, the feeling of stealing someone else's things and being caught red-handed, and this is a hundred times cheaper than stealing things, it is really too difficult to face.

Xia Zhi held her slightly trembling hand and said, "Si Tian, I don't mind, really, the truth is that I am only angry for an hour at the moment." To tell you the truth, if it weren't for this incident, I wouldn't dare to admit that I was just moved by Zhou Haolin. ”

Tang Sitian asked weakly: "You know everything?" ”

"I didn't know, but judging by your reaction, I don't think my guess could be wrong."

Tang Sitian was so ashamed that she couldn't speak, she had never done anything to be sorry for others in her life, and this matter would be an eternal guilt in her heart.

"Xia Solstice I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, and neither is he. We did have a few private appointments for a drink, and he felt that you were cold to him, and that he couldn't get into your heart, and I really persuaded him from the position of hoping that you would be good, and I was out of good intentions. But we all drank too much that day, I'm sorry for the summer solstice, and I hate my own actions."

Tang Sitian knelt directly in front of Xia Zhi, begging for her forgiveness. Xia Zhi took her hand and asked her to get up, but she just couldn't afford it.

"Xia Zhi, I told Zhou Haolin that it was as if it hadn't happened, I was just friends with him, it was, it is, and it will be in the future. And he, he really loves you very much, and he even plans to marry you in the future. I swear I won't be an obstacle between you, how you got along before, and how you will get along in the future. ”

Xia Zhi shook his head, pulled her and said, "Si Tian, you misunderstood me, can you get up first and listen to my explanation?" ”

"I can't afford it, I can't even forgive myself if you don't let me kneel for a while."

Xia Zhi was helpless, sighed and said: "Before this incident, I had been trying to convince myself that Zhou Haolin was so good to me, and sooner or later I would really fall in love with him." But emotional things really can't be controlled, whether it's love or touching, I know it in my own heart. After this incident, I feel that the problem between me and Zhou Haolin is not you, but ourselves. I know he loves me, but I can't fall in love with him, I can't reciprocate his love for me, I should be sorry for him. Si Tian, can you understand what I mean? ”

Tang Sitian was still kneeling on the ground, she understood, but she couldn't understand, "You don't blame me?" ”

"No, really not, because" Xia Zhi took a deep breath and said apologetically, "It may be cruel to Zhou Haolin to say this, but I have to admit that I don't love him." ”

"How could you? Don't love it at all? ”

Xia Zhi had an indifferent look in her eyes, and she said: "If I hadn't met Ruan Bin, maybe I would have fallen in love with Zhou Haolin, but after I met him and fell in love with him, I know what it's like to love someone." Maybe he felt my indifference, but I was very reluctant to hurt him, but that's the truth. ”

Hearing this, Tang Sitian was not surprised, she just felt more and more bitter in Xia Zhi's heart, "Why are you doing this, Mr. Ruan has already been married, why can't you let him go?" ”

"Put it down, if you can't let it go, you have to let it go, hehe, he's been married for so long" Speaking of this, Xia Zhi's heart was throbbing again, only if he loved deeply, his heart would hurt, "I moved back because I had already let go, but just because I let go doesn't mean I'm in love with Zhou Haolin." But you think sweet, you think about your own feelings, is it really just a classmate relationship for him? ”

Tang Sitian was asked, and couldn't answer for a long time.

"You get up." Xia Zhi pulled her up and asked, "Si Tian, think about it yourself, you have been single for so many years, are you busy with work and have no time to talk about feelings, or are you waiting for someone?" ”

Tang Sitian's eyes were red, tears were rolling in the circles of her eyes, in the final analysis, no matter how strong a woman is, she is only strong on the surface, and she also has a fragile heart.

"I really don't blame you for this, it's understandable to think about it, I don't love him, I can't bully him, but I'm more worried that he will hurt you."

Xia Zhi's words made Tang Sitian ashamed and moved, it was not in vain to have such a friend in this life, "When did you know?" ”

"It was the day we had barbecue together last week, Zhou Haolin sent me home, and I found it in the co-pilot. I have thought about it very thoroughly these days, the reason why I am not enthusiastic about Zhou Haolin, the reason why I avoid seeing his parents, and the reason why I avoid making out with him are all for this reason, I don't love him. But every time I see that he is kind to me, accommodating me everywhere, and taking care of me in every way, I can't bear to tell him. ”

Tang Sitian was also at a loss, and said: "Actually, I also found out after that incident that I really didn't seem to be as simple as a classmate and friend to him." I can't say for sure, but I know that the person he loves is you. Even if you break up, he can't be with me. We are all used to getting along as friends, changing our identities, but I'm afraid we won't be able to adapt to it. ”

At this moment, the doorbell rang, and Xia Zhi said: "It should be Zhou Haolin who is back, Si Tian, if you feel embarrassed, then we won't talk about it today." ”

Tang Sitian was grateful, "Thank you, Xia Zhi, thank you." ”

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