When my hair was almost dry, I was about to get up and go upstairs for a break, but I was stopped by Kimber. (.)

After staring at my face for a long time, he beckoned Pan Zi to bring a small table with a hand support for the pulse.

I looked at Kimber in confusion.

He motioned for me to put my hand up.

Panzi on the side also motioned for me to put my hands up, slightly uncomfortable, but still sat down according to their wishes.

No disease or disaster

I recalled the palace fighting drama I watched before, and the next sentence after the pulse was 'Congratulations to the little master, you are happy.' ’

Secretly shook off the cold sweat, the old man stared sideways at a shadow on the ground, and the fingers pressing my wrist moved slightly from time to time, but his brows tightened more and more.

After about ten minutes, he motioned for me to change my hand.

Frightened by his stern expression, I glanced at Pan Zi in a bit of a panic, and he smiled at me, signaling that there was no need to be nervous.

About ten minutes passed.

The old man turned around and told Pan Zi the names of a few herbs, pointed at me and said, "Cook it and give it to this girl to drink." ”

When he heard the name of the medicinal herb, Pan Zi thought carefully for a while before he was stunned: "Master"

The old man waved his hand: "Go quickly." ”

After Panzi left, the old man smiled gently at me: "Girl, stay here in the next few days, your body must be well conditioned, it's too empty." ”

I was a little stunned|"What's wrong Kimber, do I have any disease?"

Jin Bo laughed: "Not really, it's just that your pregnancy ended in trauma, causing two layers of damage to the body, and then you didn't recuperate in time, and your mental state is not good. ”

"No, no, Kimber, wait, I don't understand what you just said, what does it mean that pregnancy ends with trauma?"

Kimber said: "The reason why your fetus slipped was caused by this trauma. ”

"What fetal ?!!" It took almost all my strength to hold back my mouth from shouting!

Kimber was a little puzzled: "You didn't know that you were ever pregnant?" ”

There was already a layer of sweat on my head, and I clenched my fists tightly, and I was shaking unconsciously, as if I was in a dream.

It took me a few minutes to calm down before I asked Kimber in a hoarse voice, "Are you mistaken?" Can you still name these things? ”

It's rude, but I don't have enough thinking skills.

Kimber paused for a while: "There will be no mistake, Chinese medicine is broad and profound, but it is not worse than Western medicine, this kind of words, little old man, I am not sure that I will naturally not talk nonsense." ”

I was completely stunned.

Finally, he shook his lips and apologized to Kimber: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean that, just"

Kimber interrupted me with a wave of his hand: "Can you show the old man this wound of yours?" ”

I nodded, disgusted by the clothes on my stomach.

The bandage had been removed when he had just wiped his body, and he had not had time to find a clean one to rewrap it.

After a pause, Kimber said: "The wound repair is not good, it should be related to the weakness of the slide." ”

When I returned to the second floor from the courtyard, I sat alone in the living room for a long time as if I were sleepwalking, and then I turned around and opened the door and entered the room.

Because only Chen Wei was there, Da Bai was embarrassed and ran upstairs to squeeze with Zijun and them.

When I entered the house, Chen Wei was lying on the bed, sleeping in a regular manner, his hands folded on the quilt, and his face, which seemed to be light and breezy in the past, would have a little more relaxation.

Walked slowly to the side of the bed, stared at Chen Wei twice, to be honest at this moment, I still can't accept what Kimber said just now, but if I don't accept it, I seem to accept it, otherwise where does my overwhelming sadness come from.

It has been said before that the Cancer girl has the strongest motherhood.

I agree with this very much, and when other classmates think that children are annoying to death, I am especially looking forward to having a child myself.

But in the past, it was just a little girl's ridiculous fantasy of the adult world.

I'm already completely messed up, and I don't know what kind of method to use to control and resolve my feelings at the moment.

As if sensing that I was beside the bed, Chen Wei didn't know when he opened his eyes.

When I came back from the chaos of my thoughts again, I saw him quietly watching me.

The white quilt lined his face without a trace of flaws.

I couldn't hold it anymore, so I threw myself on him and cried bitterly.

Chen Wei didn't seem to understand, got up slightly and hugged me in his arms, only patted my back gently, and didn't speak.

I don't know how long it took to raise my head, there were too many tears in my eyes, it hurt, and when I touched Chen Wei's face, my voice trembled uncontrollably: "Child"

Chen Wei's expression was still puzzled.

After a moment of silence, I contemplated speaking again: "Son, you could have been a father." ”

Chen Wei's expression could almost be said to be unpredictable when he heard this.

At first, I was puzzled, but after a second, I probably digested this sentence, my pupils contracted violently, and then I subconsciously withdrew the hand holding me, and my eyes quickly swept to my stomach, and my expression was even a little more panicked.

My voice was so hoarse that I couldn't speak: "It's gone, it's gone, I thought it was just an injury, I don't know"

I didn't suppress my sadness in the slightest, so I was shocked by the constant flow of it.

Perhaps unwitting regret.

I always thought uncontrollably in my mind that there was once a little life in my belly, quietly blooming and pregnant, ready to surprise my parents, but he was stabbed to death without my father knowing and my mother knowing.

Even if it wasn't the knife wound that led directly to it, it was because of that injury after all.

If he had a thought, was he crazy to ask for help, begging us to help him?

The more I think about it, the more I feel guilty, and the more I think about it, the more I feel unacceptable.

Finally, I got tired of crying.

fell asleep in Chen Wei's arms.

I slept very restlessly and dreamed a lot.

In my dreams, I was in a beautiful place, and the innocent laughter of children was always heard in the distance.

When I woke up from my dream, the sun had already set, and I tilted my head to look out the window at the sky red by the sun.

I didn't want to tire my brain out of thinking about the questions that broke my heart.

But I can't help but think about it.

Finally, a question about myself came to mind.

He Mo, are you so sad, are you distressed and reluctant to give up that child, or do you feel that you missed an opportunity to tie up Chen Wei?

The moment this question surfaced, I was already stunned.

Because I found myself unable to answer the question at all.

If it's the latter, then people like me really should go to hell.

He wiped away his tears again.

Sit up from the bed.

Put on a sweater, wrap a blanket, get up and put on your shoes and go out.

There was no one in the living room.

There was a faint sound of someone talking in the courtyard.

I went downstairs in a daze and found that almost all the people had gathered in the courtyard.

It's already dinner.

Seeing me coming down, Zijun hurriedly ran over and asked with concern: "I haven't eaten at noon, are you hungry?" Come here, let's eat fish tonight. As soon as she finished speaking, she suddenly noticed my eyes, and her expression sank: "What's wrong?" Are you crying? ”

She didn't ask, but the more I asked, the tears I had just stopped began to want to come out again.

Busy don't look away, tilt your head to hold back tears, and after a while before answering in a nasal voice: "No, I have a cold." ”

"What a cold!" Zijun's tone was displeased: "Chen Wei bullied you?" ”

I waved my hand: "How could he bully me." ”

I probably think it makes sense, and after thinking about it for a while, Zijun patted me on the shoulder: "Okay, I guess it's you thinking about something and throwing a temper with Chen Wei again." ”、

I smiled and didn't speak.

Zijun pulled me: "Let's go, eat first." ”

During the meal, Chen Yuan stared at my face for a long time, and Chen Yuan sat beside me, silent or silent.

It's just that the flat head in the middle passed by me, and I accidentally tripped and spilled the fish soup on me, which was a little hot, but not scalded.

Chen Wei wrinkled his brows, looked at him for a long time, didn't say a word, but turned his frightened face white.

Seeing this, Da Bai and Xia Xia hurriedly scolded Pingtou and pulled them aside.

Not long after eating, Pan Zi brought a bowl of medicine.

Da Bai asked what it was, and Pan Zi said with a smile: "He Mo is too thin, give her a make-up for her body." ”

As soon as I received it in my hand and smelled it, I was forced to retch from the smell.

No wonder the ancients died early, who can live long after drinking too much of this medicine?

Seeing that I was not happy, Chen Wei took the bowl in my hand, blew it and tested the temperature before handing it to me, and slowly spoke: "Drink!" ”