Liu Xiaohua just nodded and said: "Grandma has thought it through, but you are a member of the Kurata family, if you meddle in Xiao Penglai's affairs, it will seem that the Kurata family is bullying the small." Moreover, there are senior brothers on the mountain, and they will take care of them, and it is expected that there will be no chaos. I don't have to ask about it. ”

The words were not leaky, and he refused to be straightforward, Fang Bai was unexpectedly irrefutable.

She can't say that the Kurata family is going to meddle, just to bully the small?

Besides, this was not her goal, so she didn't insist anymore, but said: "Then the lady will cultivate with peace of mind." I'm going to send someone to pass on the lady's meaning to the people of Xiao Penglai. ”

Liu Xiaohua smiled and glanced at her: "Okay." I can save it too. "I turned my head and really looked at the book.

Things went so smoothly that Fang Bai had no bottom in his heart. Why is she so at ease with what happens? Not a word for many? It's just that if you put it on anyone, you'll always wonder how you, as a member of the Kurata family, could be raised by a village woman. I couldn't help asking: "The lady doesn't want to know what happened back then?" ”

Liu Xiaohua put down the book and said: "The past has passed, and I don't want to hear it, but since you mentioned it, it doesn't hurt for me to listen to it." ”

Fang Bai had a feeling of being pitted. Originally, she was planning to take a Joe when she came, but now she can't get it.

I really don't know if this girl is smart, or if the blind cat hit the dead mouse. After hesitating for a moment, his heart moved, and he said, "Speaking of which, it's all something that the eldest lady is unwilling to provoke." At that time, the Cang family already had a daughter, and if our Tian family could give birth to a son-in-law, the power of the family would belong to the Tian family. But how do you know......" Fang Bai glanced at Liu Xiaohua, and looked very sorry: "The eldest lady is unwilling, and under the instigation of others, she moved the heart of Li Zhuang of Taodai, and such an incident occurred. After the incident, the ancestor disposed of the instigators, and the eldest lady refused to enter the east courtyard of the ancestor again. This is a bitter lady. When the ancestor thought of the lady's matter, his heart and liver were like a needle prick. "Sympathetic and heart-wrenching.

In other words, it's all the mother's fault, the mother thinks she got in the way and lost her, and the ancestors hate iron and steel? Liu Xiaohua looked absent-minded, turned a page of the book, and asked, "Is the eldest lady unable to enter the East Courtyard, or does she not want to enter?" ”

Fang Bai probably didn't expect her to ask so bluntly, so he was stunned for a moment before saying, "Of course I don't want to." ”

Liu Xiaohua laughed. He stopped talking.

Fang Bai didn't know if she was ridiculing the eldest lady or sneering herself for sowing discord. But I think this girl is trapped, and she can't make any waves, so she has said what she should have said and done what she should have done. Then she turned back and motioned to the two people who had come with her to go outside five or ten paces and set up posts. But after a while, the ants couldn't climb in a small yard.

Although Liu Xiaohua's eyes were staring at the book, she couldn't help but think in her heart. Is the ancestor's move to ensure that the marriage is not messy, or is it to protect himself? After all, this marriage decided the power struggle between the Kurata family. I guess she's dead. Which side is my mother on here?

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but sigh. This is the loved ones.

But there is no way. He is valuable in Ji Liu's eyes, and it is also because of these 'relatives'.

In the past, she always felt that as long as she learned her skills well and had cultivation, she would not be afraid of others. But what she has seen for so long, whether it is Xiao Penglai's standing still or Ji Liu's revenge, which one really depends on cultivation? Liu Yourong is seriously ill, and Xiao Penglai relies on something to contain Guozong. Ji Liu is disabled, and he relied on strategy to return to the top position.

The thought of this made her heart shake a little.

In that case, what is the purpose of hard cultivation?

So many fellow disciples, whether it is Linglong or Xu Sijiu, their deaths are really worthless.

What is the value of what you do yourself? In the end, it's not a crack to survive?

She was in a state of turmoil, and she couldn't help herself for a while. There is a feeling of being in love.

I am not a person of this world in the first place, and I may be quiet even if I die. Maybe once you die, you can go back again.

Wouldn't that be just right?

Thinking so, she seemed to hear someone talking, and the voice was very faint from afar, but she didn't bother to pay attention. No matter what people say, so what? It doesn't make any sense at all. People will always die, listen more and listen less to a sentence, how can there be a difference.

Just thinking about it, I have the meaning of sleepiness, thinking that it is a person who has not slept for too long, and I want to lie down like this and never get up again.

However, deep down, she faintly felt a little unwilling.

When I think of that person, I feel unwilling.

I haven't let him taste the frustration of being controlled by others.

Thinking like this, she seemed to be a little more energetic, and the sounds of cooing seemed to be closer, and she listened to it closely, and suddenly, those voices turned into a loud roar "Woo!! ”

Although there was a loud shout. The violent earthquake made Liu Xiaohua feel certain. When I came back to my senses, I realized that I was sitting at the table, my clothes were all wet, and I looked sideways at the person in the mirror with a face like a ghost.

Seeing that her eyes were smart, Fang Bai hurriedly rushed up: "Is the lady okay?" ”

Liu Xiaohua was at a loss: "What's the matter?" ”

Kong Tong didn't know when he came over, and he hated iron and steel: "You don't have much cultivation, and the demons in your heart are so powerful!" The man is almost gone! ”

What the? Liu Xiaohua wanted to stand up, only to find that her hands and feet were numb. If it weren't for Fang Bai's quick support, he almost fell to the ground.

It turned out that she thought it was just for a while, but in fact, she had been sitting here for more than 70 hours without moving.

Liu Xiaohua was horrified in her heart.

This is the magic barrier?

Even the slightest wavering can kill someone when they are not paying attention.

Kong Tong stepped forward to check it, and wondered again: "There is such a thing as a demon barrier, if it is broken, it should be cultivated to a higher level." Why don't you make any gains? How did you break this demon? ”

Liu Xiaohua is always hard to say, it is because she dislikes a person and is unwilling to break her demons. Only vaguely said, "I don't know." ”

"Remember, the heart of seeking the Tao is unshakable!" Kongtong shouted sharply.

Fang Bai also said: "Lady, even if you really don't want to seek the Great Dao, you don't care if you don't want to ascend to immortal. Just think about it, cultivation is also good for the body. Less sickness and less disaster, the face is not old, this is something that mortals can't ask for, and the lady can get it at her fingertips if she concentrates on practice. Think about the riches and glory of this world. It's time to be firm," she doesn't want Liu Xiaohua to really fall here. Otherwise, how will you explain when you go back?

Although what Fang Bai said, although it was vulgar, there must be many people who were so firm in their cultivation hearts for such reasons.

Liu Xiaohua thought it was funny.

In the past, she had always felt that cultivators had no desires or desires. Now I found out that the people who stuck to this road were all quite persistent and powerful people. Whether they are obsessed with people, things or feelings, want to get fame or fortune or are just driven by the ** of knowledge, they have given these people a strong heart and the willpower to die for it. On the contrary, those who have no desires and no desires can hardly achieve anything.

She couldn't help but reflect.

What are you for?

She felt that the most terrible thing about her journey was not that she had encountered any huge difficulties, but that now, she had lost her will and lost her goals and ideals by daily setbacks.

At the beginning, Liu Xiaohua wanted to get strength and no longer be controlled by others, but this belief has collapsed, because she found that it is useless to get power, and she is someone else's pawn after all.

So what else can I do?

If she doesn't have a firm and long-term goal, maybe she will soon face the next obstacle. Whether you can get out or not depends on luck.

You can't really just live here and find a way to get angry with him and get revenge on him.

She felt she deserved a bigger, more exciting goal.

Liu Xiaohua looked at the book in her hand blankly. My heart suddenly opened up.

For a long time, she had wondered what secrets were behind the beads that contained the real world. Want to know the truth about the world. If there are thousands of worlds in the whole universe, then she wants to find the one she once lived. Now that she has the opportunity, she wants to pursue the ultimate meaning of the universe. Isn't that the goal?

This goal is something that Liu Xiaohua, who lived in modern times before, would not dare to think about. Even if someone mentions it in front of her, she will definitely think that the other party is crazy!

But now, she feels that as long as she works hard, she will be able to solve the puzzle one day. Of course, in this process, it is necessary to mobilize a qiē strength and mind, whether it is fighting with others, or skillfully maneuvering between various forces, it is only a necessary effort in the process of achieving the goal. Her every step of the way is not untargeted.

At this time, Liu Xiaohua really felt that she was really no longer the little girl. She has a new perspective on life, her vision is no longer limited to the boring daily life, and she can solve many problems maturely.

Maybe that's why she came into this world?

Thinking about it like this, Liu Xiaohua felt a lot more relaxed in her heart, thinking that she had unloaded some invisible burden.

After washing and changing clothes, Liu Xiaohua began to study those simple symbols.

Everyday life and cultivation are still trivial. But she didn't hesitate anymore, because she had brilliant ideals in her heart, and everything she did was meaningful.