Chapter Forty-Six: Doing Happy Things with Lovers, Don't Ask If It's Disaster or Fate

Seeing an upright piano on the wall of his living room near the balcony, I smiled dumbly and said, "If you really go to buy a piano, do you know how to play?" ”

He smiled and said, "Isn't it 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7?" If you want to learn, you can't learn! ”

As he spoke, he took out a children's piano sheet and put it on the piano, and pulled me to sit down in front of the piano.

In fact, when my son was learning the electronic piano when he was a child, I also studied it for three years in order to help him learn, and I still know how to recognize the stave.

I flipped through the sheet music, and there were "Edelweiss" and "Doremi" that I practiced when I was learning to play the piano, and I learned to play it bit by bit according to the score, and finally played it over and over again, and turned my head to look at him and said, "How is it?" Like that! ”

He pulled me up from the stool and said, "Okay, that's good, it's teachable."

I put my arm around his neck and asked, "You say, do I have any musical talent?" ”

He pretended to think about it seriously, pursed his lips and smiled: "I really can't see it"

I shook him coquettishly and said, "Can't you praise me?" I'm self-taught! ”

He hugged me tightly and said, "Don't praise you for being great, I still don't know how cute you are, you can cry, you can be coquettish, you don't have to arm yourself to the teeth"

"Really? I didn't know if I was going to be like this, I seemed to grow old overnight, I was twenty-four years old and I thought I would never be like this again,"

I looked him in the eye and said.

Suddenly, I realized that I didn't say these words with the same heartache I remember in the past.

He looked at me deeply, with a shallow smile in his eyes, I couldn't help but lift up and kiss him, he hugged me tighter and tighter, kissed me deeply on the lips and my eyes, I knew that all the defenses in my heart had completely collapsed.

I don't want to worry about the day when I have to be separated in the future, I can't ruin such a good time now for the end that is bound to comeSince Wu Tianyang left and I married Li Jiaming, I have learned to separate my body from my heart.

When I started with him, I was afraid of being hurt again, and although my body was with him, my heart kept a distance from him.

Now I am more and more addicted to this relationship, and my devotion to it allows me to once again experience the joy of two loves.

Lying in his arms, he gently caressed my body, and heard him whisper in my ear in a sigh-like voice: "Still, still ......"

I feel that my body and mind have never been so involved in falling in love with someone, and the pain left by Wu Tianyang in my heart is getting lighter and fader.

As I became more and more attached to him, I was always looking for opportunities to be with him, and my mother asked a little strangely, "Why do you work overtime so often now?" ”

I can only say vaguely: "Now is the period of high incidence of cases, and there are too many cases"

My son was glad that I didn't whisper him in his ear every day, as I had in the past, and although I couldn't control him at home, I still felt guilty about him.

It's just that the case is really high during this period of time, and I have to work overtime often, and my son has just started school and has to keep an eye on him, so I can't be with him often.

Before he got off work in the afternoon, he called me to ask if I could get off work on time, and I said that there were suspects who would be escorted back and interrogated, and I didn't know when it would be over.

He said he was waiting for me to finish my work.

It was half past one o'clock in the morning when the suspect was sent to the detention center after the physical examination, and he left the gate of the detention center.

I went into the house, hugged him, kissed him, and asked, "Why haven't you slept so late?" ”

"I'm waiting for you!"

He laughs.

"Really? Didn't I tell you that you have to work overtime today and don't know when it will end? ”

"So I've been waiting, no matter how much work I do, there's a time to finish it!"

"What if I don't come because it's too late?"

He buried his head deep in my neck, kissed my neck and ear and said, "I miss you still, no matter how late I will wait"

"I miss you too, so I can't help but come to you so late, and you don't know how happy I am to see the light in your room downstairs"

I put my arms around him, leaning my body against him and saying.

I heard him whisper my name in my ear with a sigh, and I just wanted to grow smaller and smaller in his arms until I fully integrated into his body.

As long as I forget about the future, I really feel happy.

I asked the Buddha: What if you meet someone you can love, but you are afraid that you will not be able to grasp it?

The Buddha said: How much love is left in the world, welcome the thousand changes of the floating world, and do happy things with lovers, don't ask whether it is a catastrophe or fate.

When I woke up in the early morning twilight and saw that he had gotten up and stood in front of the window, I got up and walked up to him and said, "Why did you get up so early today?" ”

He took me in one hand and combed my hair with the other and said, "My son is at school?" ”

I smiled and said, "It's the beginning of school, what's wrong, I haven't come over to accompany you in the past few days?" My son has just started school, and he is wild during the holidays, and I have to watch him collect his heart these days."

"No, still, I'm going on a business trip, going back to the head office, there are some things to do"

I was stunned for a moment, looked at him and said, "How long are you going to go?" ”

"More than a week, right? Up to 10 days"

I suddenly felt heavy in my heart and lowered my head.

"Still, I should have gone back to the head office a long time ago, but your son is on vacation, and it's rare for you to have so much time by my side, I am reluctant to leave you at this time, and now I can't help but go back, I will come back as much as I can, okay?"

I fell into his arms, not knowing what to say, and now that I think about it, since we were together, as long as I had time to find him, whenever he was there, and never excused himself, I forgot that he still had a job, and a social, and a life of his own.

"When are you leaving?"

"Today"

"If I didn't come last night, would you say goodbye?"

I looked up at him and said.

"How so? I'll always wait for you to come and say goodbye to you, I've been waiting for you until now."

The reluctance that welled up in my heart scared me, this was only a short parting, I was so sad, if I left forever, how would I deal with myself?

I hugged him tightly, and the desperation in my heart made my body tremble a little.

We didn't see each other very often when he was here, but knowing that he was gone, I felt like I was living like a year, and every time I got off work, I wondered where I was going.

In fact, I know very well that the only place I can go is to go home, just like when I didn't know him, but now I don't have the peace I used to have, and I can't be quiet when I stay at home, and I always want to find something for myself to fill my time, so that I don't have the opportunity to be alone, and I don't let myself have time to think about him.

But at home, only my son's studies can make me feel cāo, and my son is very unhappy with my behavior of sitting next to him and watching him do his homework every day.

Yu Xinhui put the slippers in front of my heels, watched me change my shoes, and put my shoes on the shoe rack, I said, "This is how you are waiting for your family's **?" ”

"He thinks beautifully, he now shines my shoes every day to see if I'm happy!"

Yu Xinhui pursed her lips and said.

"Alas, you're almost fine, things must be reversed, you have to be kind and powerful to a man like Ding **, you were too soft on him in the past, don't be too cold and him now, he's still in the store?"

"I know, no matter how angry I am in my heart, I can't do anything ruthless, and I can't say anything vicious."

Xinhui said with a sigh.

I smiled and said, "Is this Yu Xinhui!" ”

Jing Yi came out to say hello to me, and I asked, "Is your dad okay now?" ”

"My dad is good now, cooking, doing laundry, everything, but my mom's attitude towards my dad is not good at all now, auntie, tell me about my mom"

"It doesn't matter, your dad is paying off the debt, it's good if the debt is over"

I said with a smile.

"Does my dad owe my mom money?"

Jingyi asked puzzledly, "I owe something more important than money"

I say.

When I got upstairs, Xinhui brought a cup of tea and put it in front of me, looked at me quietly for a while and asked, "You haven't been here for a long time, what are you busy with?" ”

"What can you be busy with? Work, kids"

I say it lightly.

"Still, I've seen your car come in to the building in the back several times in this neighborhood, and I've seen you go out with a man."

Xinhui looked at me and said.

Seeing that I was silent, she continued: "Still, don't be angry, I found your car in front of the back building, and I know that you spent the night here, are you with that man?" ”

I looked at my fingers and was silent for a moment, looked at Xinhui and said, "Ding ** knows about this? ”

Xinhui looked at me inexplicably and said, "He probably doesn't know, what's wrong?" ”

"Don't let him know, he has always been a little in awe of me and Jiang Xinya in his heart, he wants to know that I am also such a woman, he will have more reasons to defend his behavior of looking for a woman outside, and he will feel less guilty about you and the child, but I am afraid that I will be restless again when I have the opportunity in the future."

"Still, don't think too much about me, Ding ** and I are like that. What the hell is going on with that guy? What do you want to do with him? I heard that the man is a big boss, but he has a family! ”

I smiled and said in a tone that I didn't care about, "I'm really with him now, but I won't do anything with him, I just want to be together."

\t Xinhui looked at me with a solemn face and said: "Still, I know you won't be with him for money, I have quietly seen that man a few times, and it is indeed very good, but I am afraid that he is the second Wu Tianyang"