I wouldn't have imagined it about three months ago......

Such a life.

For some reason, I suddenly couldn't breathe.

"Doesn't Xiaoli have a lot of friends?"

“…… Why do you think so? ”

"Isn't Sister Lori Xiaoli's friend? There is also Sister Ayayu, the young girl class leader's sister ......"

“……”

I'm silent, don't overdo it:

"No ......"

The word 'yes' at the end could not be spit out anyway.

But I'm not going to admit it.

……

What is Friend?

The intensity is between the friendship between strangers and loved ones?

If so.

Now that you have relatives, what is the use of second-class companionship?

How do you define a friend?

The reason why I like to be with big Lori, is there no reason why people are cute?

It has been mixed with selfishness, and it is no longer pure friendship.

And how can it be recognized?

The same is true for Ayayue and the others.

If I hadn't become her worshipper and lost this premise, we wouldn't even have crossed paths......

Autumn Hitomi is very happy to make me feel good.

Is it just because of this that the other person thinks that the other person sees him as a friend?

After all, I have never taken the initiative to interact with people, and is this qiē that I have gotten by going with the flow really true?

I looked at my own reflection in my black and white eyes.

sighed.

So I knew...... Maybe I always understood.

These are just pretexts!

I like them.

I don't know when it started.

Life is no longer the same.

Even days off are rarely spent alone.

Busy, troublesome, complaining, helpless...... It's like a dye with a bright color and luster, coated with the original pale and monotonous life...... It's obviously a very nasty thing, why do you make people feel ...... Happy?

yes, they just save zài, and it makes me very happy.

This happiness comes so lightly, as long as you admit it, you can easily have it!

But I ......

How will it be admitted?

How can I admit it?

If I admit that happiness and ease are things that can be obtained so lightly, then what have become of the countless days and nights of solitude, the confusion and pain that a person has come from, those hardships and hardships, the fear I have endured, the fear I overcome, the pride that I have persevered, the stubborn pursuit and perseverance, and the preciousness that represents a period of my life?

Pathetic jokes?

No......

"How can a person deny his past?"

Probably talking to myself, I muttered.

"But shouldn't we care more about the present?"

Wei Shou's voice suddenly sounded, and he looked at me with a serious face.

I couldn't help but smile wryly, I wasn't asking you before......

But after all, I couldn't help but refute, maybe I just wanted to prove to myself that I was right......

"What is the difference between obliterating one's true self, compromising and compromising with the environment, and being a coward?"

"But Xiaoli, you didn't ...... like that"

The answer that followed made me open my mouth but unable to make a sound.

“…… Why are you so serious and so skillful that you wonder if you were a priest before......"

"Huh? …… I don't remember. ”

He was crooked like a kangaroo, wrapped around his neck, revealing only a small part of his head above the tip of his nose.

"And Xiaoli should be more active in contacting others!"

Who says children are easily distracted?

I grinned:

"That's not necessarily a good idea...... Getting to know each other too deeply may be the beginning of filth and sin. Human beings are always denigrating the unfamiliar, both in the environment and in others. ”

I leaned my hands together, and a cluster of static sparks lit up in the center, stinging to separate them more quickly.

"How can you expect that becoming friends won't destroy what you cherish each other?"

My eyes darkened:

"Those who are stronger than their friends are superior, and those who are weaker than their friends are jealous; If you give but don't get something back, you will be resentful, and if you accept it but don't get it back, you will feel guilty; Echo others who have wronged themselves and insist on hurting others...... Human beings are like rotten apples with a shiny appearance, vanity, shallowness, willfulness, greed...... It always makes people ugly, or tears apart the original hypocrisy......"

"No, it's not!"

Only Shou Zheng sat up, his small face was unprecedentedly solemn.

I couldn't help but be a little surprised:

"How...... Isn't it a sin to maintain a relationship of so-called 'friends' that can only be maintained by carefully and painstakingly adjusting the distance between them? ”

"Extend a helping hand and expectation to friends in the lower places, and send envy and blessings to friends in the high places; Giving will be satisfied, receiving will be grateful; Tolerance is a kind of happiness, and the heart is a kind of achievement...... Human beings are like mangosteens with a bright red and hideous appearance, open-minded, intelligent, considerate, and gentle...... It reflects the charm of the real and reveals the sincerity buried in the depths......"

An innocent smile appeared on his face:

"Isn't it a happy thing to work for friendship?"

“…… Are you a saint?! ”

I couldn't help but complain.

"Ah...... Woo, I don't know why these things came out on their own...... Xiaoli won't hate it......"

Yumori's little face fell, and he knocked his head in anguish.

This action is exactly the same as that of the big Lori.

Anyway, this kid really likes to imitate others......

But because of that.

On the contrary, it made me more curious about the environment in which he used to live, maybe it was indeed his kind thoughts, but the demeanor and words when he said those words were more like imitating others.

I couldn't help but touch his head with pity:

"How can it be annoying? Instead, I was envious...... Innocence is a label of happiness, and ripeness is the fruit of misfortune. ”

I narrowed my eyes.

Shrug:

"I'm nowhere near mature yet, probably because the misfortunes I've experienced aren't enough."

"Although I think I'm already unlucky......"

I couldn't help but roll my eyes, and I made a faint sound.

"Cut-sigh around the bush for a long time, it's not that people are too naïve, Xiaoli is right!"

Wei Shou's straightforward complaint immediately exposed my hypocrisy.

"Ahem, ahem...... You see, human beings are so hypocritical! ”

I blushed and said embarrassedly.

"It's just that Xiaoli is very bad!"

It's really not merciless at all......

Where did the kindness just now go!

Is it discriminatory treatment?

……

"Aren't we going to eat?"

"That's right."

"But ......"

Yumoru stood in the supermarket with a blank expression.

"Hey, don't you think we're going to come straight to the door and beg for alms?"

"Isn't that so?"

"That's so shameless!"

I waved my hand dismissively.

Of course, he would never tell him that he was worried about being kicked out because he had done it too many times......

"Be roundabout! Do you understand the roundabout?! ”