Volume 2 Chapter 110 I'm Alive

"Some people are in a hurry, and they are always complaining about where my time has gone. But they seldom stop to think about what they've done in their spare time. ”

"I've got a sweet date to go to, I've got a hilarious dance party to go to, I've got ......"

Of course, there is nothing wrong with this kind of life, after all, it is also a way of life. But since you have chosen this life, at the end of the day, don't complain about why others can succeed and live better than you. ”

"It's just because they're living this life while you're living it, they're living other lives. ”

Well, that's interesting.

Saul closed the book in his hand, a book by the halfling sociologist Ram Biang, entitled "The Halfling Sees the World".

Perhaps because of the loneliness of the old monastic days, Saul had read many books, but he never took notes.

Although notes can become memo-like beings when necessary, if the subjective human gets used to it, they will think that I have written down certain things on paper, and the subconscious will no longer engrave those contents in my mind, because there is no point in doing the same thing repeatedly.

Thor kept everything he cared about in his books.

So that before you are too old to remember anything, you can read it in your head at any time, whether it's fishing for fish, drinking barley tea, or facing a noisy person who is bored in your heart but must pretend to listen.

In the deserted days of the orphanage, Thor had spent most of his energy memorizing those contents, and now that he was on the path of a warrior, he began to devote this concentration to his swordsmanship again.

While Thor occasionally pondered the point of doing so, he always believed it was necessary in the long run.

In the blink of an eye, summer has passed, and autumn is about to fall into the torrent of time.

It feels like a lot has happened this year.

First of all, in the summer, Thor finally successfully drew a successful end to his revenge and ushered in his real coming-of-age ceremony. But the same ending is also tragic, and it is a pity that Covill passed away because of this.

After that, Thor visibly sensed Shogues' alienation.

When Shogues took back the savings he had put with Thor, Thor kept only ten silver coins for himself, and then gave all the remaining dragon's eye and a large number of scattered coins to Shogoth, but Shogoth refused.

For the wound in Xiugus's heart, Saul feels very powerless, and may only have to leave it to time to heal.

Another thing, it's about Erin.

After running to Erin's house that day and knocking on the door, and no one was at her house, that situation went on for many days. As the week passed, Thor felt more and more restless.

After some twists and turns, Saul eventually found one of Erin's sisters.

In a common house not far from Erin's house, Thor meets a young girl named Bamiya, well, maybe it would be better to call her a young woman. She was gently shaking the child in her arms, and her face was full of maternal radiance.

"Hello, we've met, at Irene's bar mitzvah. Thor was the first to speak politely.

"Not only that, but in fact before Erin's bar mig, she often mentioned you. And after that, her mouth is often full of topics about you. ”

The mother glanced up at Saul, who opened his mouth but didn't know how to respond to what she said.

"That's right, lately...... Well, it's not just recently, it's actually been seven or eight days, and I can't find Erin. I went to her house and knocked on the door and no one answered, excuse me, do you know ...... her and her family. ”

Eventually, Thor asked the bothersome question, but before he could finish it, Bamia interrupted him.

"She and her family went to Dead Leaf Ridge. ”

After hearing the answer, Thor instantly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, at least Erin left normally, not encountered some unknown accident. But before Thor could completely put his mind at ease, Bamia continued to speak.

"She went this time about a marriage. That marriage was supposed to be on her sister, but now that Covier is gone, it's on her. I think she might be leaving you. ”

Thor opened his mouth slightly, speechless again.

"I heard a little bit about what happened that day, that she had a big fight with the family when she came back from you, and then her mother cried with her into the night. In the end, Erin seemed to have made a decision, and their family left overnight. ”

"I don't know what their family meeting was about, but before leaving, Erin came to me and asked me to take care of her family because she lived close to her. If you still want to see her, it may have to wait until a month or two later. Bamia said.

When the smile on his face was about to be untenable, Thor fled from Bamia's house in embarrassment.

Walking alone in the dark, there is no way to continue.

Regret it?

There is nothing to regret, even if things happen ten times again, Thor's choice will not change.

A few days later, one night Hughes suddenly went to the grave keeper's hut with wine and found Thor.

"I'm sorry, but I saw Erin's family leave when I was back in town, I should have explained it to her earlier. Hughes said.

"That's not your fault. Thor shook his head slightly.

After a long silence, the darkness suddenly remembered the somewhat choked voice of Shogues.

"I don't know why, when I heard that you also lost Erin, I felt a little better in my heart. ”

Longer silence passes.

"You...... Sure enough, it's a damn guy!" Thor laughed hoarsely in the darkness.

Then the two of them each raised their glasses, but this wine was very dull.

After all, there are some things that can't go back after all.

Time is still moving, no matter where the feelings go, time never stops.

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By the lake, Thor put his feet in the cool water, and the whole person fell backwards.

"Recently...... You look melancholy, huh?" Sylvana fell beside him, following Thor's example.

"Melancholy, do I have one?" Thor looked at her amusedly.

After absorbing the four magic crystals that Thor threw into the lake, Sylvana has changed a little recently, the main thing is her eyes, she actually grew a pair of human eyes.

Oh, maybe it's not appropriate to say 'grow', she used to have eyes, but now they look like humans.

"You said you would become purer after absorbing magic, so would you end up as a human or an entity?"

"How is that possible? It's not the same species. Sylvana smiled and shook her head.

Thor reached out, but Sylvana didn't dodge, and finally Thor fingertips passed through her beautiful, bright eyes.

"I have a question, since you are not an entity, why don't you sink into the ground. Thor asked, looking at Sevana, who was lying beside him.

"Do you mean that?" Sevana's whole body sank instantly, revealing only a face on the ground.

"Forget it, you'd better be normal. The corner of Thor's eyes jumped.

"Why haven't you seen your noisy friend lately? He used to bother me every day, and he was annoyed. ”

"Shogues?...... He should never come back. Saul replied.

"Why?"

Thor rested on his arm and told the whole story that was not twisty but sad.

"Is that why you're so upset?"

"Perhaps. ”

"Are you leaving, going far away and never coming back?" asked Severna.

"How do you know?"

"You mentioned it the other day by accident, and you said it was too sad here. ”

Seeing Sylvana's sad expression, Thor persuaded him.

"What's so sad about this, even if I'm with you all the time, it may only be a short moment for your long life. Good things in this world will not last long, not to mention that I also have my death waiting for me. ”

"Can I touch you? Well, I mean the face or the arms. Sylvana said shyly.

Thor turned his head, suddenly feeling a little frightened, anyone who saw a sudden flush on a stone sculpture-like face would probably be frightened, even if that face was actually very beautiful.

"Touch it, touch it casually, until your hands are sore. Saul replied.

"You can't feel it with your eyes open, come, close your eyes and feel with your heart. ”

Saul closed his eyes amusedly, feeling the ,...... Then fell asleep.

When he woke up, he was startled by the scene in front of him.

"What are you doing?" asked Thor to Sylvana, who was lying on her stomach, no, should say floating above her.

"I'm kissing you. ”

"Does it work?"

"It didn't work. Saffana was a little frustrated.

"Why don't we become one?" Sevana suddenly had a new suggestion.

“...... Heh, it's still one, how can it be combined?" Thor laughed.

"Like this?" said Siffanna, standing with her back to Thor, and then fell backwards into Thor's body.

"Do you feel it? I'm in you, and you're in me. ”

Thor's cheeks twitched violently as he looked at his blue light-glowing chest that suddenly arched in front of him.

"With this in mind, I guess I won't have the courage to live in the future, I think it's better for you to be normal. By the way, who taught you all these messy bad tastes?"

"Many years ago, a couple of male and female adventurers came to the lake, and they hid in the grass and did something very excessive, and I took a sneak peek. ”

"Just a glance?" Thor said in a serious tone.

"Well, I watched them all the way out. Siffana replied quietly.

"You've learned this in your hundreds of thousands of years?"

"Then what else can I do? I can't leave, I can't go, I can only wait here for the sun and the moon to set. ”

"You can try to do something noble, even great!" Thor suggested.

"For example?"

Thor thought for a moment.

"For example, you find a bad guy in the range where you can move, and then you appear in front of him, say that your sister is missing, and ask him if he has seen it?"

"Then he will surely ask you what your sister looks like, and you will say that she is a young girl who spends her days running around in the wilderness with her head in her hands. That bad guy definitely doesn't believe it, how can there be such a person in the world, isn't that a monster?"

And then you look at him with your head in your hands and say, "Why not, you see, just like me." ”

"The end is that you scared a bad guy to death in order to uphold justice, and since then you have walked on a noble path. ”

Not long ago, Sylvana showed a new means that she could take off any part of her head, no, should say body, and hold it in her arms, so that Saul remembered it vividly.

"Flutter~ sounds funny, but why do I think you're sarcastic about me?" asked Siffana while sleeping in Thor's body.

"Well, your instincts have always been so accurate. ”

“......”