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Song Mier was thinking all the way, and the Song family and Wangjing also received this extremely important news one after another. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
In the Xuande Palace, a figure in a dark dragon robe was sitting in front of the Luohan bed, the queen's favorite in the past, and a small table was set up in front of him.
An Jin tiptoed in with a bowl of ginseng soup and walked in, carefully placed on the extra concave board of the Luohan bed, An Jin looked at this concave plate and his eyes were sour, this was still the queen mother liked to eat something from time to time in the Luohan bed, and it was inconvenient to reach out for the table to get in the way, so she deliberately found someone to install one on it, and now looking at this concave board, I saw the queen mother's face half leaning on the Luohan bed, when I thought of this, An Jin wanted to cry even more!
He raised his head and adjusted his breathing, and then calmed his voice and said, "Your Majesty, you have been sitting like this for two hours, can you take a rest?" You have to take care of your body! The Queen Mother instructed the servants to send ginseng soup, Your Majesty, do you want to use some first? ”
When the figure in front of Luohan's bed heard this, he paused, and then slowly raised his head.
He was very thin, very thin, his cheeks were sunken, and he was obviously only in his early twenties, but if you looked closely, there were already traces of white hair on his sideburns, hidden between the black hairs, and occasionally swayed, like the tip of a needle, which pierced the hearts of others.
Not only that, but the opposite of his sunken cheeks is his eyes, like a raging flame, and like a treacherous ocean, when he stares over, obviously expressionless, but you can't help but want to kneel on the ground and surrender.
And his handsome and clear appearance was not suppressed by these eyes, but was like a light born in the darkness, and under surrender, he worshiped even more.
But it is such a pair of eyes, such a pair of ambitious eyes, but they are still sinking endless pain and tiredness, as well as deep affection that cannot be placed, they are hidden in the depths of the eyes, only in this Xuande Palace, in front of the people who trust, the owner of these eyes has leaked one or two, just these two or two, but it has been seen by onlookers, and the heart has set off turbulent waves, and it has been unable to move for a long time.
Under the gaze of these eyes, An Jin didn't dare to come out, and it took a long time to hear Shen Zhan say softly: "Yes, now in this palace, only the queen mother still cares about me one or two, and only one or two, and the remaining eight or nine points are all blaming me, blaming me for losing Mi'er." ”
Shen Zhan slowly leaned back and leaned on the back of the Luohan bed, "I also blame myself." ”
He didn't seem to be talking to An Jin, but even more like talking to himself, and he even forgot his name.
"You say, I blame myself for this, that Mi'er burned our bamboo forest and fled from the palace in a hurry, didn't she hate me even more? Blame me? She must have believed Shen Yao's words, thinking that I had what happened to Prime Minister Song, and she was sad, so she left. When she left, I'm afraid she was disappointed in me......"
"Why doesn't she believe me? Obviously, I repeatedly told her during the sacrifice to the heavens, you must believe in my ......"
"Yes," Shen Zhan laughed at himself again, "Look at what I've done, how can she believe me?" It's me who didn't take care of her......"
"Now that the Song family has no news of her, I'm afraid she won't want to see me again in her life, An Jin, what do you say I should do? What should I do? ”
Shen Zhan was crying bitterly as he spoke.
An Jin watched from the sidelines, his heart was sour, but he didn't know how to answer.
Such a scene, as long as His Majesty is in Xuande Palace, there will definitely be a scene.
Since the disappearance of the queen mother, His Majesty did not think about tea and dinner, could not sleep at night, at first there was anger, and after looking for the queen mother in various parts of the calendar for a long time to no avail, His Majesty personally went to the Song family in the south of the Yangtze River and still to no avail, this anger slowly turned into remorse, especially the Queen Mother scolded His Majesty, clearly said, it is His Majesty's game and carelessness that he lost his beloved, and it is useless to regret it! His Majesty was still fierce at first, saying that there are gains and losses, saying that Mi'er is the person he likes, but he can't talk about his beloved, as soon as this remark came out, he was even more angry that the Queen Mother fainted directly to the ground, and Shoukang Palace was in chaos......
The Queen Mother no longer cares about Her Majesty, and she simply closed the door of Shoukang Palace to recuperate with peace of mind, Your Majesty is alone, since the Queen Mother is missing, and never goes to other places in the harem, and after a while, one night, His Majesty is very tired after correcting the chapter, and unconsciously walked to the Xuande Palace, and asked the palace maid: Where is the Queen Mother?
As soon as these words came out, His Majesty's face changed greatly, and he was speechless for a long time.
An Jin thought, it seems that it is only after that day that His Majesty has probably discovered his true heart.
People are like this, they can't think about it, they don't think about it, and they still feel that it doesn't matter, but the more they think about it, the more they understand what they think in their hearts, and what wrong things they have done to get to where they are today.
Later, His Majesty simply stayed in Xuande Palace overnight, every day and every night with the things that the queen mother had used to see things and think about people, only eat the queen mother's favorite dishes in the past, when he returned to the palace that day, he also met the queen mother's maid Yu Lan came to report the news, His Majesty went back to the palace first, called Yu Lan to follow the team led by Bo Yin, and now the queen mother is not in the palace, Yu Lan wants to go out of the palace, it is His Majesty who said, the queen is seriously ill, if Yu Lan is gone, there is only one Qinghe left, and others will definitely suspect. That's what left Yulan behind. Oh, in addition to eating the dishes eaten by the queen and looking at the things used by the queen, Your Majesty also loves to tell Yulan about the things of the queen in the past, breaking and crumbling bit by bit, he has to listen to the details, and even if he has to listen to one thing hundreds of times, he will not stop.
At first, Yu Lan was also resentful of His Majesty, but later she saw it in her eyes, and her resentment towards His Majesty gradually faded, and she devoted herself to telling His Majesty about the queen's mother to His Majesty, and she was also nostalgic, recalling, once Your Majesty went down to the court, and went straight to Xuande Palace, Yu Lan talked from noon to evening, her voice was hoarse, and her mouth was a frosted voice, Bo Yin was angry and distressed, and dragged Yu Lan to beg Your Majesty, but saw Your Majesty sitting alone in the screen and crying silently.
In this situation, not only Yu Lan cried, An Jin himself cried, and even a person like Bo Yin, who killed people without seeing blood, really cried.
His Majesty gradually lost weight like this, and sometimes there was no brilliance in his eyes, and only when dealing with the government and thinking of the queen mother did he have some gods.
Sometimes An Jin was afraid that His Majesty, who was walking in front of him, would suddenly fall down while walking, An Jin was panicked, but he didn't know what to do.
Right now, An Jin can't be persuaded even more, but he feels uncomfortable, but he can't stretch it.
He was sighing silently in his heart, but there was a fierce knock on the door outside.