Chapter 11 A Different Kind of Inferiority.
In the dead of night, making such a loud noise, no matter how good the sleep is, people can be woken up.
Professor Shen and Mama Wang, who woke up, had already knocked on the door outside to ask.
The knock at the door brought back Baochun's senses, glanced at Rong Zheng, and hurriedly stood up from the ground with the quilt, clearing his throat, "It's nothing, I accidentally fell off the bed, you guys go back to sleep quickly." ”
"Didn't break anything, did you?" Wang's mother asked worriedly, "How can you fall off the bed after sleeping, you never saw you fall out of bed alone when you were a child." ”
"Okay, I'm rough and thick, and I can't break it." Bao Chun stole another glance at the man.
"If there is something to solve, don't wake up the child." Professor Shen coughed and said meaningfully.
"Got it, got it, go to sleep." Bao Chun shouted outside.
There was the sound of footsteps fading away outside the door, and Wang Ma and Professor Shen left.
Baochun breathed a sigh of relief, looked at the messy ground, she didn't dare to say anything, she found slippers from the ruins and pulled them up, the bed was scrapped, she could only hold the quilt and carefully find a chair to sit down.
The chair did not dare to sit down, but stood next to the chair, so that he could get up at any time, so that the man who was in a state of mania might come up and smash the chair and smash her to the ground.
Rong Zheng looked at her cautious appearance and didn't dare to say anything, and his heart was even more irritable, and he circled back and forth in the room like a sleepy beast.
At noon, he said that the murder was not a scare, but that he really wanted to kill the man and the woman so that no one would make him feel so distressed.
But he also knew that if he killed the man, he and the woman would not have a good life.
And if he kills this woman, he won't be able to live.
He feels so fucking stupid now, he's fucking lost, whether it's body or soul, he's alone from beginning to end, and she's supposed to be the same, but today someone sued him for not.
Before him, there was a man who had been in love for seven years, and she had been with him for less than seven years.
This is not the same as the situation before he didn't know that Xiaojiu was his child.
If he didn't have a relationship with that person, he would be more or less comforted in his heart, but, it's not like this, the fact is that for that man, she didn't hesitate to break with her own Lao Tzu, how much love this should be!
As soon as he thought of this, his heart ached and he couldn't breathe, when had she treated herself like this, he was chasing after him from beginning to end.
In the past, he was always unsteady in his heart, thinking that she didn't love herself enough, how could she love herself? Her feelings were given to the man in front of him, and when she was in Darong, she thought about coming back maybe it was for this person.
He felt so stupid, in front of her, he didn't even dare to be angry for too long, and he didn't even dare to say anything angry, if he was angry, he said let's break up, the woman could leave without looking back, and he ended up with the man's current ending.
On the one hand, he felt that it was unfair and felt that the other party had ruined his feelings, but on the other hand, he was unproductive, but he didn't dare to stay outside for too long, and he was afraid that the woman would also leave him.
He kept scolding himself in his heart for being unproductive, a big man can't do without a woman, but the fact is that he really can't do without her.
Without her, he didn't know what he was still alive and bright.
Besides, why should he separate, why should he watch her throw herself into the arms of others and live a happy life, and he can only be sad and heartbroken on the side, he will not separate, he will firmly occupy her, so that she can only have herself for the rest of her life and cannot see other men.
Rong Zheng's eyes were red, and he stopped in front of Baochun with a hideous face, staring at her eerily like a prey.
Bao Chunse shrank, swallowed his throat, and hugged the quilt in his arms, "Calm down, be calm, if there is any problem, we can talk about it first." ”
"Talk?" Don't say this, but also say, as soon as he said this, Rong Zheng was even more angry, "I didn't give you a chance before, but you deceived me and said no, what about seven years, we have only been together for a few years?" ”
"It's been almost seven years." Baochun said weakly.
"I just learned today that you have crazy times, and the crazy object is not me." Every cell of Rong Zheng is spewing the flames of jealousy.
"That's youth and ignorance." Bao Chun retorted in a low voice.
"Young and ignorant?" Rong Zheng gritted his teeth and repeated, what a simple and beautiful age, "Yes, I met you when I was young and ignorant. ”
"It's not me you're bumping into, it's her." Bao Chun corrected.
"You still dare to quibble." Rong Zheng was furious, "That's not this body." ”
Baochun was bold, "If you want to talk about the body, this body has nothing to do with Liang Boyuan." ”
"I'm talking about the heart, the soul that lives in this body." Rong Zheng pointed to Baochun's heart, "Who is it here?" ”
Speaking of this, Baochun was also angry, "Who is pretending, don't you know?" ”
"I don't know." Rong Zheng shook his head decadently, "I used to think I knew, but now I'm not sure, because you've never been crazy about me like that." ”
Baochun looked at him and sighed, "You can't deny it because of this, I, a woman with a modern education, ran to Darong, and it takes a lot of courage to make the decision to marry, I didn't plan to get married, if I don't have feelings for you, I won't marry you." ”
"It was the emperor's marriage, as if you took the initiative to marry me." Rong Zheng snorted coldly.
"Speaking of this again, if I don't want to, the emperor's father won't be able to force me." Baochun got up and took his hand, "Although this body is still very young, but I am not young anymore, by the time I arrive at Darong, I will be twenty-six years old, several years older than you, and I have experienced a relationship, and I am no longer stunned......"
“…… When I encounter feelings, I will look ahead, I will consider the gains and losses, and when I encounter hurt, I will retreat, you can't make me like a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl who has just fallen in love and be bold and do some crazy things, it represents my feelings for you, I thought my feelings were obvious enough, you really can't feel it, it seems that age is really a generation gap that can't be crossed, you should have known that I shouldn't have taken such a big risk to marry you in the first place......"
Rong Zheng glared, "You don't change the topic less, when did I dislike your age." ”
"You don't dislike me for being old, you don't dislike me for not being as good as a jade until the day I met you." Baochun said.
Rong Zheng also lost the arrogance he had just now, looking at the light of the table lamp, "I should dislike you, but I'm more jealous, jealous didn't meet you earlier, I'm angry that you have been trying to hide from me, either you have a weak heart, or you want to hide something from me, and rekindle the old relationship with that person?" ”
"What I want to do, what I can do." Baochun was so angry that he threw the quilt on him, "Yes, I deliberately hid it from you, it's my weak heart, it's my inferiority, it's that I don't think I'm worthy of you, the first beautiful man, it's okay, it's younger than me, it's better than me, and the most important thing is that I also had a boyfriend, so I can't be worthy of you, I can't wait to meet you when I still have a blank slate, so I do everything possible to hide it, I just don't want to be more unbearable in front of you, so you are satisfied." ”
Rong Zheng opened his mouth and was stunned, the anger on his body was not as big as before, his face seemed to be red, and his expression was slightly uncomfortable, he looked away, looked at the mess on the ground, coughed, and said to himself, "It's not that bad." ”
It's really bad, or there are a lot of shortcomings, but in the eyes of loved ones, how can these not be advantages?
"What did you say?" Bao Chun stuck out his ears.
"Are you having low self-esteem?" Rong Zheng collapsed his face, "Inferiority complex is your attitude, I see that you are clearly pampered and coquettish, and you have ridden to my neck and bullied, you regret it, you obviously feel that someone is infatuated with you, and you feel very useful." ”
"Don't wronged people, there's no such thing." mentioned her ex-boyfriend, her confidence couldn't be hardened, and she peeked at the man's expression, "Then what do you think I should do, anyway, it's like this, I admit it wrong, if you ......"
Rong Zheng glared at her, threw the quilt back to her, pulled the chair behind her, sat down, stretched out his long legs, leaned back on the chair and looked at her, "Stand up." ”
Baochun pursed his lips and quickly put his feet together, making a low posture waiting for the trial.
The man didn't say anything for a long time, and Baochun stood there, picking at the corners of the quilt while peeking at someone's face.
Rong Zheng was angry when he saw her like that, and he wanted to throw someone with the quilt out of the window, out of sight, "It's still picking, the cotton is out, do you want to cover it at night." ”
Baochun glanced at her, quickly let go, and looked at his nose and heart.
Rong Zheng saw her unprecedentedly flattering attitude, his heart was very complicated, and he cleared his throat, "That adulterer before we met, if I punish you because of this, it will seem that I am too unmanly......"
Baochun over there was overjoyed when he heard this, and leaned in and asked, "Aren't you angry?" ”
"I'm angry." Rong Zheng yelled at her.
Bao Chun hurriedly stepped back, closed his eyes and wiped the spit on his face.
Rong Zheng sat up straight, "I don't care about the adulterer's affairs, but you deliberately concealed it, no matter what the reason is, it has destroyed the trust between husband and wife, and this crime is unforgivable." ”
"The sin is unforgivable." Bao Chun sighed. "It's all so strict."
"It's a lot stricter than you think." Rong Zheng crossed Erlang's legs.
Bao Chun sighed, "It's stricter than I thought, what could it be?" What I think is that you are definitely going to leave me, and if you don't leave without venting your hatred, you will click me and destroy my body. ”
Rong Zheng was so angry that he almost didn't come up, "Leave, think beautifully, whether you want it or not, you will be tied to the master in this life, I will sue you." ”
As he spoke, a white shadow flashed out of his sleeve, like a silver snake, wrapping around her body from top to bottom, "It's really tied." ”
With a wave of Rong Zheng's hand, the person who was tied up came to him.
Rubbing her chin to her eyes, "Don't see that adulterer again." ”
Bao Chun blinked his eyes, and was about to say yes, but Rong Zheng said again, "Your credit is now overdrawn, and I will keep an eye on you from tomorrow onwards." ”
"Ahh Baochun opened his mouth wide, "No, isn't it, this is too exaggerated, is it possible that you have to follow me when I go to work?" ”
"What do you say?" Rong Zheng said coldly.
"That's not good." Baochun tried to save the country, "If someone goes to work with his family, people will laugh at me." ”
"That's your attitude, I say a word, you say a word." Rong Zheng's face tensed.
"Come on, come on." Baochun broke the jar and broke it, "As long as you're not afraid of people watching jokes." ”
"Do you think there's a bigger joke than today?" Rong Zheng's cold air came up again.
Bao Chun shut up in recognition of himself.
After a while, remembering something, she said flatteringly, "Then, that Liang Boyuan's mother operated on my hand." ”
"Who is Liang Boyuan?" Rong Zheng didn't react for a while.
Baochun looked away and looked at someone's neck, "That's, that's it, that's ......"
"Adulterer, huh?" Rong Zheng raised his eyebrows and snorted.
"So, it's unlikely that we won't see him, and I still have to see him during my hospitalization, and I swear that I will never see him alone in private." Bao Chun raised his hand.
Rong Zheng slapped her and slapped her, "It's useless to send five." ”
"Don't be angry, okay? You can do whatever you want. Baochun loosened the confinement on his body, reached out and stroked the man's handsome face, "You don't know, you just left like that, I'm nervous to death today, although these are a bit hypocritical, but those are really in the past, you know, I only have you in my heart." ”
"I don't know, I'm going to check it out myself." As he spoke, he untied the straps of Baochun's pajamas.
When the pajamas faded, the burning kisses fell on them.
Baochun flushed all over his body and pushed the man, "No, the bed was broken by you." ”
Rong Zheng's response was to pick up the quilt scattered on the side, spread it on the ground, and lay down with the person in his arms.
Baochun's next words were swallowed by him, perhaps because of the stimulation, the man's movements were crazy and rough, ravaging her whole body, Baochun couldn't bear it for a while, but he couldn't bear it anymore, but he couldn't stop as before.
I don't know how long it took for the man's madness to gradually subside, and slowly gentle.
When she woke up the next day, Baochun felt as if she had run 50,000 miles, she was weak, and she lamented in her heart, this is the price, but when she went to wash and saw that her neck and body were full of deep marks, she wanted to drop the cup in her hand.
I was full of anger, but when I came out and saw the person who was still asleep on the bed, I just sighed and went downstairs in the end.
Mother Wang looked at her expression a little worried, "Let's go have breakfast, what about Mr. Rong?" She stopped talking for a long time, "Are you two okay?" ”
Professor Shen also looked over and stretched out his ears to listen.
Baochun hadn't said anything, the man didn't know when he got up, he had already walked behind her, walked to the dining table, and kissed the three children one by one.
Xiaojiu still looked disgusted.
The twins, Hao Hao and Xiao San, were not happy, and hugged their father's face and pouted fiercely.
"Daddy, when did you come back, I don't know." Noisy held a fritter and said vaguely.
"How do you know that when Daddy comes back, you can't wake up from a thunderstorm." Rong Zheng tugged at his daughter's braids.
"I should know." Rong San'er said, "I seem to have heard thunder last night, did you come back at that time?" ”
Rong Zheng was a little dumbfounded.
Wang's mother, Professor Shen, and Xiaojiu both looked at Baochun and Rong Zheng.
"Hurry up and eat your meal, eat, make up for the lesson with your grandfather, and you will go to school in a short time, don't be surprised by the teacher's questions, and come back crying when the time comes." Bao Chun put a bowl of porridge in front of him.
"By the way, Dad, the bed in our house collapsed when I got up, do you still have the phone number from the last purchase?" Rong Zheng asked.
Baochun saw that everyone was looking at her, and she was busy drinking porridge, looking like she didn't know about it.
Professor Shen sighed, "Yes, you don't have to worry about this, I'll call them and ask them to send one over." ”
After eating and cleaning up, Rong Zheng took the car keys and drove away.
When the car arrived at the entrance of the hospital, it did not stop as before, but drove directly into the underground parking lot.
After the car turned off, Baochun looked at him, "Do you really want to do this?" ”
Rong Zheng didn't even look at her, got off the car with long arms and legs, got dressed neatly, grabbed two handfuls of hair, and walked to the elevator.
Bao Chun rolled his eyes in the back and sneered, "Let's just make a fuss." ”
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It seems that the update has not been very strong in the past two days, all because the eldest aunt is here, and the brain is not enough, so everyone.