Chapter 4: Like the Beginning and Like the End (04)
The shipwreck three years ago also made Mu Youen's originally healthy body become fragile, and her body became unhealthy, as well as her psychology, she would always dream that the sea water swallowed her little by little, boundless, there was no one around, and the sea was as silent as death.
After waking up, the shipwreck investigator arranged for her to be a counselor, and An Tuohai quit his job and turned from an engineer to a businessman because his wife needed a lot of expenses.
Sometimes, Mu Youen always wonders if she will drag An Tuohai into a poor bastard, and she seems to be useless and all she can do is obediently.
However, she still couldn't bear the loneliness and chose to sneak out to play in this sunny April.
"I'm sorry, Takumi, I won't be in the future." She was coquettish with him.
However, it doesn't seem to have any effect, and An Tuohai is still as hard as a stone.
"An Tuohai!" Mu Youen stomped his foot.
The man above his head snorted sullenly: Take off your clothes.
Belch...... What's going on? It's never been like this, it's daytime, and it's not Saturday.
Because of her physical reasons, they do it once a week, this is still the last year, they only lived a married life with the permission of the doctor two years ago, a year ago it was only half a month, when she was in a bad physical state, half a month became a month, half a month before half a year was adjusted to ten days, and then the doctor hinted that it could be once a week, in this regard, An Tuohai fully cooperated with the doctor, he was still restrained in that regard, and An Tuohai's restraint also made Mu Youen feel very uncomfortable, After all, he is now at the age of hot blood, and An Tuohai's restraint always makes her feel apprehensive in her heart, compared to the Turkish girl here, her body is too thin.
Mu Youen always wondered if he was not attractive enough to arouse An Tuohai's impulse, a month ago after hearing Senna say that she and her boyfriend could do it several times in a row in a night, Mu Youen was even more worried, that night, she deliberately screamed when she took a shower, and unsurprisingly An Tuohai immediately rushed in, she let him see her body without a strand of body, at that time, to be honest, An Tuohai who rushed in made Mu Youen still a little sad in his heart, she didn't see the confusion she wanted to see in his eyes, The anxiety in his eyes she saw was followed by blame, blame followed by helplessness, and then he left.
At that time, Mu Youen was so embarrassed that she wanted to cry, it must be that her breasts were not big enough, her buttocks were not cocked enough, and her eyes were not sultry enough.
However, An Tuohai, who opened the bathroom door again a few minutes later, made her heart glow with joy, this was the first time they hadn't done it in bed, and this night's An Tuohai's actions were more reckless than the usual caution.
In addition, this time in the bathroom, they broke the rule of doing it once a week, and they were like the boss secretly stealing an employee on a day off.
Afterwards, she was a little weak under his gaze, as if her mind was seen by him.
Thinking of that night, Mu Youen's cheeks were slightly hot, it's not night yet, is that good? She grew up simply under the love of her parents, and has been living according to the rules, and she has to pull the lamp to turn it on to do such a thing, and hesitated for a moment Mu Youen groped for the zipper on his coat, expecting Ai Ai's Tuo, it's not night yet.
There was a shallow laugh above her head, and he tapped his hand lightly on her forehead: "Mu Youen, you think too much." ”
Mu Youen realized that An Tuohai asked her to take off her clothes should be another meaning, the color of the coat she was wearing was white, and the white coat accidentally stuck to Senua's red paint, and the red paint and the white coat were mixed together to look shocking, like red blood.
Raising his head and moving his steps slightly, Mu Youen saw An Tuohai's pale face, that pale was like the white old city square seen today, silent and heavy.
Mu Youen quickly took off his coat and threw it aside.
An Tuohai touched the bangs on her forehead and said, go take a bath, take a bath and eat.
After taking a shower and eating dinner, Mu Youen obediently sat on the sofa and watched TV, she had an hour to watch TV, it was eight o'clock after watching TV, and An Tuohai would measure her blood pressure at eight o'clock, and then nine o'clock was the time when she had to go to bed.
At eight o'clock, An Tuohai sat beside her with a blood pressure monitor, and Mu Youen stretched out his hand and rested on the special sand table, and his eyes were reluctant to take his eyes off the TV.
Smelling the familiar smell Mu Youen opened his mouth, An Tuohai stuffed the candy into her mouth, and the candy that was put into her mouth was also a unique and exclusive thing for Mu Youen, made of high-quality red dates with the shell peeled off, from the nutritionist specially hired by An Tuohai, that was a Western European, An Tuohai paid him 10,000 euros a month, and his job was very simple, a monthly zuò out of thirty candies that An Tuohai had just given her.
The familiar taste of the taste buds made Mu Youen feel bitter, will one day she turn An Tuohai into a poor egg? Such a beautiful man should at least marry a healthy, lively, and intelligent woman, and she has none of the above.
Turning his head, Mu Youen squinted his eyes and looked at An Tuohai, who was concentrating on taking her blood pressure with his head down, her man must be the image of the knight that all women in the world dream of living in their dreams: he lives in the jungle of Northern Europe, gallops on a brown horse in the snow, has soft hair, black eyes like elk and the agility of a cheetah, and always appears when people need help most.
Drunk, stupid, and cold, he raised his head.
Presumably, he must have seen the red under her eyes. Naked love, Mu Youen lowered his head, a shadow over her face, and his kiss fell gently on her eyelids.
An Tuohai is not as enthusiastic as a Nordic young man, he rarely conveys his love, and rarely does such an action very suddenly, Mu Youen suddenly thought, this afternoon the man named Kashiwahara Xiu said that she was extremely confused when she squinted her eyes, could it be that An Tuohai was just fascinated by her misty eyes?
However, Mu Youen didn't dare to ask, for fear that it would turn into another "undressing" joke.
At nine o'clock, after drinking the milk, Mu Youen obediently got into the bed, the house they lived in was on the high side in this town, detached, with excellent lighting, Turkey is a Mediterranean climate, spring, summer and autumn occupy a long time of the year, in these three seasons the Mediterranean brilliant daylight pulls the moving Tropic of Cancer through their roofs, and when you open the window in the early morning, there is an oncoming wind, and outside the window is a large apple orchard, and the branches of the apple trees are luxuriant and vibrant.
The name of this house is called home, and the man who is preparing for tomorrow's work in the room is the male owner of this house, and it is he who has created such a good living environment for her, which makes her heart happy many times.
The apple green sheet was pulled down a little more by Mu Youen, usually, at this time, she should obediently close her eyes and sleep, sleep is the most basic capital of health, this is what An Tuohai said.
But tonight Mu Youen didn't want to, she hid some whispers in her heart and wanted to tell her husband, she was a shy girl, and some whispers needed to be said at some specific times.
Secretly looking at her husband through the half-hidden sheets, what, he frowned, did he encounter something difficult to solve? Monday was a day full of work, Mu Youen also frowned, fortunately, soon An Tuohai relaxed her brows, and she also relaxed her brows.
The warm light reflected in his eyes, and she saw his deer-like eyes again, deep and innocent.
Well, he was packing his things, Mu Youen quickly closed his eyes, and after a while, An Tuohai lifted the corners of the quilt, and as soon as he lay down, her hand wrapped around his waist, and her face carefully pressed against his chest, and her cheek gently rubbed against his chest.
"Haven't slept yet?" His arms stretched out wider, giving her a more comfortable position to nest in his arms.
"Hmm." She responds casually, and she is brewing love.
"Isn't it physical......" he raised his voice.
"No, no." Mu Youen sighed in his heart, this man was always nervous about her body.
Close enough, she felt him regain his breathing rate at her words.
His face was buried deeper in his arms, and he said, "Tuo, I'm glad we're together." ”
The reason why he said such a thing, and the reason why he wanted to say such a thing to him was because the man standing in the white square, Zhao Xiangnong embroidered by Bai Yuan was gone, gone, Mu Youen's An Tuohai was there, it was always there, and as soon as he opened his eyes, he could see it and touch it as soon as he stretched out his hand.
There is nothing better and luckier than this.
Mu Youen thought that what she said might go unanswered as usual, and that he was not good at expressing it like her shyness.
But what she didn't expect was that she got a response, and he said: Me too.
The three-word pronunciation of "Me too" seemed to come from the bottom of his heart, and she could hear it close to his heart.
Mu Youen wanted to look up, so he glanced at An Tuohai's expression when he said this, and as soon as she had the consciousness to raise her head, his palm pressed the back of her head.
"Go to sleep." He gave orders with the majesty of his husband.
Mu Youen obediently put her face in his arms again, in fact, there was still a sentence she wanted to say to him in her mind.
She wanted to say this to him: "Tuo, if one day I disappear, don't look for me, when many, many springs, summers, autumns and winters have passed, we will naturally meet in another place, and at that time, we will never be separated again." ”
It is said that life and death are like the end of fate and the death of the law of nature, Mu Youen does not know when the white blood cells scattered on her body will devour the red blood cells, Mu Youen is afraid that when the day comes, An Tuohai will become the same as Kashiwahara embroidery, looking for Mu Youen's shadow all over the world.
Originally, she wanted to say that to him, but after all, she still didn't dare, if she said such a thing, An Tuohai would definitely be suspicious, and would rack her brains to start a new round of precautions.
Sleep, Ann Youen, don't think about those worries, she closed her eyes and said to herself.
In a blur, she heard An Tuohai whisper in her ear: "Youen, the apple tree we planted when we were children has become strong again. ”
"Hmm." She and he both grew up, and their apple trees naturally grew taller, and when they grew taller, they naturally became stronger.
"Remember, remember the words we carved under the apple tree?"
"Hmm." Of course she remembers.
That summer, when the stars came to the top of the mountain, they stood under the apple tree, and they carved each other's names under the apple tree: Mu Youen and An Tuohai will be together, forever, for life.
That was the day of their affection.
The corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, were he and her considered early love at that time?
"At that time, we were sixteen years old." muttering, Mu Youen's eyelids became heavier and heavier.
"Stupid." He tapped her on the back of the head: "It's seventeen, it's summer, and you're wearing a dress with strawberries printed on it." ”
Is it seventeen? It seems like she was seventeen, and she was wearing a dress with strawberries printed on it at that time? Well, it seems, those strawberry red prints on her skirt.
I really want to eat strawberries, Mu Youen swallowed.
The night grew darker and darker, and the night cut the vague outline of the house on the higher floor, and the man in the house picked up the mobile phone that the hostess had put aside, and after a few minutes, the man turned it off.
On the same night, Istanbul, the Hilton Hotel, Kashiwahara Xiu made a phone call.
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