294. It's not easy to live

Neither of us spoke at the same time, and the only sound in the room was the turning of the clock hanging on the wall, click, click, click, the sound was particularly subtle, yet piercing, constantly urging the silence to move forward, the further back, the clearer it became.

I also know that I am too reckless today, and there are some things that I don't need to say at all, although we all know it, but it hurts people to say it.

The silence was finally broken by me, and I said, "I was so excited just now, don't think about it." ”

Zhu Wen also calmed down, he saw me rubbing my brows with my hands, and walked back, he took out a few paper towels from the desktop to wipe the coffee liquid on the table for me, after wiping, he threw the dirty paper towels in the paper basket, and took out a few more to wipe the back of my hands for me.

Because too much time has passed, the coffee stains splashed on the back of my hand have gradually dried, making the back of my hand have a weird tightness and stickiness, and it is very laborious to wipe, but Zhu Wen still wiped it very carefully, and after wiping the coffee stains on my hand little by little, he said in a steady voice: "I said, I will not betray you, and everything I do will not hurt you, so you don't need to panic." ”

I leaned back in my chair, rubbed my brow with my hands and said, "How you reassured me, how not to panic, I don't know anything about you." ”

Zhu Wen said: "What do you want to know. ”

I put my fingertips on my brow for a moment, looked at Zhu Wen's face, and said, "Why do you want to help me?" What is your purpose, what is your identity, can you sue me for all this? ”

Zhu Wen took the tissue away from the back of my hand and said, "What if I say I have no purpose? After he said this, he answered another question from me, and he said, "Why do you think I should help you?" Wouldn't the wife be unclear? ”

Zhu Wen usually doesn't have too many affectionate eyes, but at this time there are some feelings that even I can't understand, I saw that trace of affection, I subconsciously dodged, Zhu Wen suddenly increased his volume and called: "Mrs." ”

He was signaling me not to dodge, I could only look at him.

Zhu Wen said: "Isn't this qiē all what you want? Let me fall in love with you for your use, I know that it is your means, I know that it is an abyss that traps me, but I have never wanted to climb in the past, you are not unclear about these things, you are not unaware. I don't understand, what the hell are you afraid of? Are you afraid that I will betray you? I can betray anyone in this world, but I will never betray you, because I said that you will always be my wife, and I will help you no matter what decisions you make or what you need to do. ”

Zhu Wenqing said these words with some excitement, but it made my scalp tingle when I heard it.

He continued: "I can tolerate your suspicion of me, my distrust, but I can't accept that you are running away from my feelings, doubting my feelings for you, which is an insult to me. ”

I sat stiffly and listened to him say this, but I didn't give him any response, because I couldn't respond, and I didn't know what to say to him.

Zhu Wen saw that I hadn't spoken, his slightly bent body that had been approaching me straightened, the excitement in his eyes was like an extinguishment, and after the trace of green smoke disappeared, it was no different from usual, and the volume of his speech also changed back to his usual self-steady, he changed the topic and said: "I believe that you are very happy to know the outcome of this matter." ”

Only then did I move my body and said, "No matter what, the final result I want is that Song Nansheng comes out safe and sound." ”

Zhu Wen said: "I can assure you of this. ”

I said, "Since that's the case, then it's fine." ”

In the evening, when I returned to the hotel after work, I found that Yuan Changming, who usually greeted me as soon as I opened the door, was not at home. Before going to work, he complained to me that he really didn't want to go to work at Yuan's, and he said that he would rather go to the road to pick up garbage than work in a place where he was intrigued all day long, and that he would be crazy.

Naturally, I comforted him for a long time at that time, and gave him a long time of spiritual enlightenment, and then he left slowly.

Thinking of this, I walked in, changed a pair of shoes for myself, just wanted to go to the kitchen to pour myself a glass of water, but thought of one thing, I stopped again, and quickly turned out the mobile phone from my bag, I flipped to a strange phone, without half a minute of hesitation to dial over, the phone was quickly answered by the person inside, but the person on the other end of the phone did not speak, I also spoke very quickly said an address, let her arrive within twenty minutes.

After we hung up, I turned around and changed into my shoes.

I drove the car to a very simple fast food restaurant on the side of the road, sat in a relatively private place and ordered myself an egg fried rice and a cup of tea and began to eat, the egg fried rice was halfway through the meal, there was finally a guest outside the fast food restaurant where there was no one, the guest wore a pair of sunglasses on his face, wearing a big black cotton coat, covering the slightly bulging lower abdomen, the proprietress greeted her very politely, asked her where she was going to sit, the woman with sunglasses looked at the row of tables behind me, and her hand also pointed, The proprietress immediately happily beckoned her to sit down.

The woman in the sunglasses sat behind me, and the two of us sat back to back, even though we were at different tables.

After the proprietress finished ordering for her, she wiped the oily table with the inferior paper towels in the small restaurant, and when the proprietress went to the kitchen, she threw away the paper towels in her hand and said, "I did it." ”

There was no one in front of her, but she said this sentence like talking to herself, I put the water glass in my hand from my lips to the table, looked ahead and said, "But why is it Song Nansheng." ”

The woman sitting behind me said: "The amount I voted was not large, it would be at least half a month after Yuan Jiangdong's body fell ill, and it was probably me and this Song Nansheng who put things at the same time, so that his body would be damaged so quickly." ”

I said, "Song Nansheng, when did you find out?" ”

The woman in sunglasses said: "If it weren't for Song Nansheng's incident, I wouldn't have known that someone wanted Yuan Jiangdong's life as much as we did." ”

I sneered and said, "It seems that our luck is not good this time, and it is not bad, I am still worried that you will be found out by Shen Boteng, but there is a Song Nansheng to replace you, and you can continue to stay in the Yuan family safe and sound." ”

After a few words between the two of us, the proprietress came out of the kitchen again, refilled the kettle with a thermos in her hand, and left.

I said: "Now that you are pregnant with Yuan Changming's child, and Yuan Jiangdong personally selected you to be his helper in destroying my marriage, he will not suspect you at all, so you should act cautiously in the future, and this time you must not let Yuan Jiangdong have a chance to turn over." ”

The person behind her took a sip of water, pushed the sunglasses on her face, and said softly: "Sister Liang, why don't you want him to die happily, it will reduce a lot of trouble for us." ”

I smiled and said: "It's too easy to let a person die, sometimes it's a relief to die, how can I let him be so easy to get free, I want him to live unharmed, lying on the hospital bed leisurely watching his Yuan, in the hands of his most beloved son, how to become the product of others step by step, I let him see his life's proudest hard work collapse in an instant." I poured myself a cup of tea and said, "There is nothing more painful in the world than lingering on the sickbed, not being able to take care of himself, being trapped in a bed every day, suffering from the erosion of illness, and every time he has a long sleepless night, he will miss how majestic he used to be, and then compare himself with his current self, this feeling is more unacceptable than death." ”

I looked at the light green tea in the plastic cup and sneered, "Death, death is too easy, it is not easy to live." ”

After a while, she whispered behind her, "Will we succeed?" ”

I said with absolute certainty, "Yes." ”

She said, "I don't want to live like this anymore, Sister Liang. ”

I said, "Bear with me, and soon you will be free." ”

She didn't say anything more, because by this time her meal had already been served, and the two of us didn't talk any more, and each turned to eat his own, and it was not convenient for me to stay any longer, so I got up from the table after paying, picked up the clothes from the chair, put on them, and was about to leave.

The woman in the sunglasses was chewing slowly, as if the two had never talked to each other.

I drove the car far away, and suddenly felt very tired, so I parked the car on the side of the road, leaned back on the chair and looked at the night in confusion, and suddenly I didn't want to move, I didn't want to go back, I just wanted to rest on the chair for a while.

After I got home, Yuan Changming hadn't come back yet, I gave him a phone call, he answered immediately, opened his mouth and cried to me: "Liang Sheng, I'm almost tired today, what kind of people are these, I showed me all kinds of reports as soon as I came up, it's nine o'clock in the evening, they also said that there was a meeting, I'm so annoying, I don't know when I can go home." ”

Yuan Changming's voice showed a negative tolerance on the other end of the phone, I listened, and could only patiently comfort and said: "The company's affairs are so troublesome, of course you haven't dealt with it, but after a while, you can get used to it, read the information carefully, your first thing is naturally to be familiar with the company's business, work hard, you are a man, these things will have to be borne sooner or later." ”

Yuan Changming said: "But I hate it, I now feel that staying here every minute is a kind of torture." ”

I said, "Even if it's not for me, you should support your father, after all, he expects a lot from you, and he is old, so don't let him down." ”

When Yuan Changming heard me say this, he could only reluctantly reply: "Okay." ”