Chapter 41: In the Dark

Nie Lingzhuo asked Nie Yu to stay, naturally to talk about Shanshan, but what Nie Yu was most taboo about and didn't want to mention was something related to Shanshan

Now that Nie Lingzhuo asked her to find an opportunity to explain her life experience to Shanshan, Nie Yu would never be able to do it

"No, impossible brother, I won't tell Shanshan that these Shanshan are mine, I am her mother, Shanshan has been with me for the past few years, it is I who have worked hard to cultivate her and grow with her, and what she did in the early morning, she didn't do anything, no matter what she said, I won't let Shanshan out"

Nie Yu's attitude was resolute, and she was even full of hostility towards Chu Chen, but her words also succeeded in completely angering Nie Lingzhuo

"What did I do in the morning?"

He repeated this sentence, and a terrifying blush burst out of his pupils, and Nie Yu knew that he had said the wrong thing, but this was also true, and he turned his head slightly, but he refused to apologize and admit his mistake

"Did you give Chu Chen a chance to do things for Shanshan, you and your mother selfishly snatched Shanshan, thought about her feelings, no Nie Yu, I sue you, you have experienced bad things, nothing wrong, your experience is pitiful and sympathetic, but you are not qualified to take away other people's children, other people's happiness, you are not qualified to deprive you of your misery, all people owe you your life, you deserve to lose everything"

Nie Lingzhuo was very angry and was furious at Nie Yu's unrepentance

Nie Yu's willfulness and selfishness could not wake her up even after experiencing many unforgettable things

"I'm not qualified to be deprived, but I'm not qualified to be happy, brother, whose fault is it that I became like this, in those years, a few years after my father died, you and my mother, how did you care about me, and you took care of my feelings, Nie Lingzhuo, I am not like this, from the beginning, I am also a well-behaved, obedient and sensible person, it is you who fight with your mother, you fight with your mother, you and your mother fight for power and profit, so that the family loses its warmth, you make me feel no warmth, when I get home, there is only the fight between the two of you, what are you fighting for, what are you fighting for, what is the family fighting for?"

Nie Yu complained that they had failed to fulfill their responsibilities as a brother and mother

"Even in the United States, I'm lonely, lonely, and alone, but I don't want to go home, and I don't want to go back to our hellish home at all."

Nie Yu's hatred was aroused, and her attitude was excited, as if the unbearable scene of the past reminded her ruthlessly again, Nie Yu's feelings were uncontrollable, "Nie Lingzhuo, you have never done anything for my sister, and now you are just a child...... You have to fight and fight with me, if I can give birth to me, I won't be like this, but you are different from Chuchen, you are young, you have more opportunities, and I ...... I'll never have a chance in my life."

What an uncomfortable pain lurking in Nie Yu's heart, don't look at her, she has no heart or lungs, as if nothing happened, she can pretend to be strong and calm and will collapse one day

Nie Yu ......: "Nie Lingzhuo is uncomfortable, but this question is not something that can be tolerated by sympathy and guilt."

"I don't want to listen, I don't listen to anything, unless you give Shanshan to me, so that Shanshan will never know that you are her real father and mother, otherwise Nie Lingzhuo, I will take Shanshan away, take you far away, don't want to see Shanshan again"

Nie Yu Sapo insisted on taking Shanshan for herself, "When Shanshan was sick with a high fever, I was by her side; The first time Shanshan was able to speak and call her mother, I was also by my side; She doesn't fit in with the children in the United States, and the person who tries to make her happy is me, and you want Shanshan to leave me now, it's impossible for me......"

Nie Yu won't give them this opportunity

"You can't be so selfish, these first times should have belonged to Chu Chen, she didn't do it, you robbed her of her qiē, when she lost Shanshan, how painful and desperate she was, have you ever thought about others, only cared about yourself, got hurt, and encountered something bad, so the whole world should suffer with you?"

Since he was a child, Nie Lingzhuo actually loved Nie Yu very much, and it was because of his love that he contributed to Nie Yu's willfulness and paranoia

"I can make you promise you anything, but Shanshan's matter is impossible, I can give you time, you find a chance to explain to Shanshan clearly, only if you explain to Shanshan, Bai Shanshan's harm can be minimized, you love Shanshan, and you don't want her to get hurt, right?"

Nie Lingzhuo gave a deadline, but Nie Yu was even more unconvinced, and angrily slammed the door and left

For Shanshan's sake, Nie Lingzhuo could foresee that the relationship between him and Nie Yu's siblings would definitely be hurt by different Cheng Dù, but he didn't want to see Chu Chen spend the rest of his life depressed

Nie Lingzhuo knew best in his heart, but because of his current situation, Chu Chen was in good spirits and tried his best not to bring him bad feelings, in fact, she was more painful than anyone else, but she was trying to hide it

In the early morning, I bought Nie Lingzhuo's favorite condiment juice from the supermarket, even if I was depressed and unspeakably dull and uneasy, I must not reveal my heart in front of Nie Lingzhuo

Nian Mingkang didn't know how to talk about it to Chu Chen, but he was sure that he had to say it as much as he could

When I saw Nian Mingkang at the door of the ward, I was very surprised at the beginning of the morning, "Mingkang, why are you here?"

After speaking, she looked behind her, she didn't bring Lu Xue'er with her today, she didn't know that Lu Xue'er was injured and was being treated in the same hospital as Nie Lingzhuo

Nian Mingkang was silent, but his gaze was very strict

"What's the matter, pretend to be deep with me, just tell me something, it's not the first time you've dictated to me."

Chu Chen's words are very relaxed, she will not be stressed when she and Nian Mingkang are together, because he is the best and most reliable object of dependence on his relatives

After a few seconds, Nian Mingkang was still silent

"Heh, what are you doing, it won't be that you know that I'm going to the United States, you miss me very much, the current Nian Mingkang is not the previous Nian Mingkang, if you want my sister, just fly over to see me, Nie Lingzhuo and I shouldn't stay there for a long time, and we will come back soon."

The first morning giggle was really silly

Nian Mingkang saw her funny and stupid appearance, and his heart immediately became sour

"You're really stupid at the beginning of the morning, are your parents working hard to give birth to you, are you going to be a fool?"

He is not worth it for the first morning

It's not worth it

He did so much for Nie Lingzhuo, but in the end, he still protected his sister and covered up this dirty and heinous thing

"Ah," she was shocked, "Mingkang, what's wrong with you, although I'm used to you often calling me stupid, but I don't seem to do anything stupid, don't always laugh at me, I still like myself, don't hit my self-confidence anymore"

said that at the beginning of the morning, he couldn't help but hold his face and make a move of loving himself

Nian Mingkang didn't bother to pay attention to her, a fool, and suddenly felt that she was hopeless, and went straight to the topic, wanting her to see clearly who was around her

"You asked me to find the spiritual thing......"

mentioned Lingling, he was so excited at the beginning of the morning, his eyes flashed with swollen anticipation, "How about Lingling, is there any news, Mingkang, do you have Lingling's whereabouts, is she okay?"

The only thing she wanted to make sure was if the spirit was living well in a place she couldn't see

Nian Mingkang was stunned by the excitement of Chu Chen's love, and the impulse to tell Chu Chen the truth was stopped at this moment

He was angry that Nie Ling Zhuo was angry at the despicability of the Nie family, but Nian Mingkang also had to consider Chu Chen's strong reaction after knowing the facts

"Mingkang, do you have any news, tell me quickly, there must be news of Lingling."

expect

Full of anticipation spread all over the body at the beginning of the morning

"Hmm...... There are some clues...... "Nian Mingkang is still hesitating, but he still hopes in his heart that Chu Chen can see all the people around him clearly, and don't blindly treat others well, and end up suffering himself."

"It's really good, where is Lingling now, last time Ling Zhuo went to ask Mrs. Xu, he also said that there were some clues, but as soon as I asked him, I took care of his perfunctory words, and then I went to find Mrs. Xu, Mrs. Xu has already left, and I don't know where she went, I'm so helpless......"

Chu Chen was excited, and said what was in his heart, and the more Nian Mingkang looked at her, the more distressed he became

"You must know Lingling's situation, okay, I'll tell you Lingling is fine now, I want to know where she is, she's ......"

She is in Nie's house, she is Nie Shanshan, Nie Yu's daughter, Nie Shanshan

But when this was said, how cruel it was to the beginning of the morning, Nian Mingkang couldn't say it at a critical time

Chu Chen was very much looking forward to it: "Where is she, where is my spirit, Mingkang, you are talking?"

It's so exciting, the surging mood is like a wave that has set off ten feet, the stirring at the bottom of my heart is uncontrollable, and I can't wait to know the answer in the early morning

"You go to the Nie family, you go to the Nie family now, and ask your child where your spirit is, Mrs. Nie, Nie Yu, and even everyone in the Nie family, including Nie Lingzhuo, know where the spirit is, but you don't know that you are alone and kept in the dark, I am very worthless for you, I have done so much for the beginning of the morning, I have put in so much effort, and what have you gotten as a result."

Nian Mingkang felt so sorry for the Qiē that he did at the beginning of the morning, regardless of the Qiē Qiē who had a child out of wedlock, and gave birth to Lingling, it was not because she had deep and strong feelings for Nie Lingzhuo, but as a result, she got something, was deceived and concealed, and she got the pain and suffocation that she had been unforgettable for several years

Even if she and Lingling meet in the future, mother and daughter recognize each other, and Nian Mingkang can be sure that this will always be an unhealable scar in the bottom of Chu Chen's heart

"Mingkang, what are you talking about, what are you asking me to do in the Nie family, Lingling is not in the Nie family......

Yes, Chu Chen never thought that the loss of Lingling would be related to the Nie family

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